Social animals don't deserve love

Saying goodbye to the Maruzen Building that was almost completely blown up, the first thing I did was to quickly raise my hand and touch the half of my face that was almost cut off by the doctor, as well as the dying wisdom tooth.

In any case, it is always a pleasure to read the file and start over again. Let me first turn on the phone and find the most expensive private hospital to book a full set of dental check-up and care packages for myself, thank you.

A number on a bank account is only money if it is crossed out, and if it is not used, it is just a string of characters that are simply added.

Although I was almost down to the point of going into the sea to draw adult comics...but I am not a complete salted fish without dreams.In addition to the long-lost spicy magma curry rice, there are a few old manuscripts sent by my unlucky writer friend before his disappearance, which are pressed in the deepest part of the desk and wait silently.

Painters and writers will always become good friends, it is absolutely certain.

The writer breathes soul into my protagonist, and I animate the face of the writer's protagonist.If possible, I want to earn enough money to publish my own book with this life I picked up for nothing, and continue to fulfill our common ideals—bad writers want to see their own words printed in books, and bad painters want to see their own books. The illustrations are attached to the canonical book.

In this day and age, no matter what kind of business you are in, it is very hard.When a writer sells ideas, he has to cater to the tastes of the public and make some details that he doesn't want to write. Similarly, a painter is not so confident in facing the market, the father of Party A.

The wish that was not fulfilled before hospitalization is now postponed in this dumbfounding way.This is not only mine, but probably also my friend's, the last chance.

Turned on the phone again, and within a minute, I found a phone number that was barely acquainted at the bottom of the short address book. Dai Machiko was my high school classmate. After graduating from high school, she was admitted to the Faculty of Law at Waseda University, unlike me. , I just want to be a rice worm and wait to die.

After graduating from university, Machiko joined one of the largest law firms in the country, and practiced as a professional lawyer under the director and litigation giant Choichiro Miki...

I mean, I'm going to get a divorce.Of course, you have to find a trusted acquaintance to litigate.

It's not that it's so extreme that you have to go to court. How should you express it so that everyone can understand it? Mr. Sakaguchi is really special.

As an ordinary member of the Ministry of Internal Affairs, Ango Sakaguchi, I dare to bet anyone that this guy will not attend the preliminary mediation of the family mediation committee, and even the lawyer's letter sent to the desk does not guarantee that he will see it, only the lawsuit It is possible for us to be free from each other if we are directly sentenced to lose due to absentee trial under the state.

Yes, it is relief.

Five years, nearly [-] days, enough to hold two Olympic Games.Except for the occasional sight of Mr. Sakaguchi at home when he first got married, when he returned from get off work or a business trip, in the next four years, this person was like a ghost on the household registration book, only his name was missing.Enough is enough, I think this is really enough, after all, I am not the type who needs to be supported and accompanied to survive, and giving each other freedom is also giving each other a chance to choose life again.

Think about the few correspondence Mr. Sakaguchi left in his study.Whether it is Ms. Michiko Tsushima, who is sad and gloomy, or Ms. Yasuko Nakahara, who is passionate and enthusiastic, they may be more poetic and spiritual than me. Perhaps they are the soul mates of glasses.In this war where I couldn't see light, shadow, or hear sound, I suffered a crushing defeat, and finally had to leave the stage with a wry smile.

——No matter how bad it is, Mr. Sakaguchi and his working lady have to live together, so that they can also form a threesome with Miss Computer, as well as the two mentioned before... Wait!Can't see it, Ango?

"Hahahahahahahaha", I was amused by the picture of Shura field that I made up in my brain, and passers-by on the side of the road all cast horrified eyes and avoided it.

The phone was connected quickly, and a healthy and energetic voice came from the opposite side: "This is Lawyer Dai, may I ask you...?"

"Ah... Machiko, um, I'm Yada, Yada Fubuki." I was afraid that the other party would throw out the scumbags of the past, so I quickly introduced myself: "I went to the same high school as you, both in Yokohama City Qingye district, remember?"

The voice on the other side immediately became enthusiastic: "Oh! It's Fubuki! Of course I remember, didn't you change your surname to Sakaguchi after you got married? It's a bit confusing to talk about the original surname all of a sudden!"

I sighed and explained my doubts to her: "That's right, I'm planning to divorce, so I changed my surname back verbally first, otherwise I won't know who others call me in the future."

Machiko paused for a moment, and her voice flew upwards. I can imagine her eyes widening in disbelief: "What——? Fuxue, you want a divorce? Has the other party cheated, been abused, have children and can't be separated?" property, is there any proof?"

Look, what is professionalism?This is called professional!Soon she changed to a calmer tone: "I'll send you the address of the firm, when is it convenient to come for an interview? I just assisted and witnessed a particularly wonderful divorce lawsuit a few days ago. When you have confidence, you will definitely do your best to fight for your best interests!"

"Uh...thank you? Can we talk about the details until we meet on Wednesday?" I opened the notepad with my phone in between, and circled a particularly round circle on the calendar.

We agreed to meet the day after tomorrow, put away the phone and looked up, unknowingly walked to the place where Mr. Sakaguchi and I lived after marriage.

I can't call this apartment home, and most of the time, no, almost all of it, I live here alone, like a tenant ready to move out.

It is not far from the old house of Sakaguchi’s family. When Mr. Sakaguchi’s mother was still alive, I often went to visit her.She is a very traditional lady, no matter how chic and romantic she was when she was young, she will return to the family after marriage and gradually become dull, and then she will become a very strict mother who looks forward to her children.

I have never met Mr. Sakaguchi's father. It is said that he was a politician before his death, but he died young.

Since the old lady passed away unfortunately, there is not even the last place where you can rest assured to visit.Oh, now the time went back to two years ago, and it was exactly one year after she passed away.

The one-story apartment with two bedrooms and one living room is not too big or too small, which is just right for a newly married small family preparing to raise cubs, but it is a pity that it is not useful.The spare room was transformed into a study, and then I completely occupied it as a studio.The tall and heavy bookshelves are full of books that Mr. Sakaguchi once read. Philosophical and theological works in French, Latin, Indian and German are placed in the most convenient places.

——Ango Sakaguchi suffered from quite severe insomnia symptoms before he was completely with his work, and then this gentleman taught himself a variety of strange languages ​​and used them to read those thick books that make people want to give up , and finally successfully cured insomnia and grew into a social animal that does not need to sleep.

During that time, I almost thought that he was going to die suddenly, but he didn't, wasting my sympathy, care and coffee powder in vain.

To be honest, my situation was not very good at the time. I lost contact with my writer friend for no reason, and finally found the trace through various means, but there were only six tombstones in front of me... For my sensitive and delicate life For a painter with a simple and simple circle, it is simply unbearable to look back.

anyway.

Since we are going to get divorced, it is better not to live in someone else's house.Regardless of whether Mr. Sakaguchi will return home or not, this is not the reason for me to hold back and take advantage of it after I decided to draw a line with him.

I don't have many clothes, and even fewer personal items. I spend most of my time packing up painting materials and papers, as well as the stack of tightly preserved manuscripts.After stuffing two large suitcases, Lin Lin always stood in the living room for a while, left all the keys on the coffee table, dragged all the belongings and left the place where he had lived for nearly five years.

The first priority is to settle down first. I don’t like living in Internet cafes, so I can only choose to walk upstream along the Tsurumi River and walk back to my hometown on the other side of Yokohama.Passionate about traveling, unfortunately encountered a car accident with a tour group, and both flew to heaven. My parents left behind a house and a large amount of insurance money.

——But I am still working hard to make money by painting, earning my own living and correcting typos in my writer friend's posthumous manuscript...

Uh... Typos to a writer are almost like pimples on the face of a beautiful woman, except for the proof that youth is still left behind is all distress.

Yada’s house has not been lived in for several years. I decided to stay in a nearby hotel for a few days and move in after the hired cleaning staff finished their work. There are only two suitcases, drawing materials, manuscripts and a few clothes, which are easy to take care of. very.

I took the room card, contacted the cleaning company, and then called the nearest publishing house. I packed the old manuscripts of my late writer friend in a handbag and decided to find an editor for them to discuss the printing fee.

How about printing [-] copies first?Pure literature does not make money at all, and it is more likely to jump into the Tsurumi River to perform live performance art and beg for money if you expect to rely on it for food.Just put it in the self-service vegetable shop in the country and let others claim it and read it. Anyway, we, an unknown writer and an unknown painter, don't expect to be famous with such a book that records the trivial daily life of Osaka hawkers.

Don't worry if you don't succeed for a while, there will be many days that are far from success in the future.

We can discuss a good price first, and then go back and work out how many drawings we need to receive to save money.Of course, those four wisdom teeth had to be removed. I didn't want to repeat the same mistakes and collapse halfway, so that I would lie on the hospital bed again two years later, miserable and miserable.If you can arrange your life in advance, you must arrange everything before death swings the scythe.In case it is too late to earn enough money to print the book by myself, it is not impossible to modify the principle and use the disposable inheritance in advance... I understand, be more flexible.

He's going to die anyway, so why keep the money?Do you want to buy a wig for Mr. Sakaguchi?That's enough to buy all the green series and change one every day until he goes to hell and continues to be a social animal.

Thinking of this, I stood under the traffic light and couldn't help but sighed up to the sky, alas, there are so many things waiting for me to do, it's really embarrassing for Azhai.