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He hadn't asked who "his alpha" was just now, and he didn't dare to ask because he was afraid it wasn't Pei Ke. Now that he saw Pei Ke, his heart finally fell to the ground.

Pei Ke patted Song Yuxing on the back. Hearing Song Yuxing ask him over and over again why he didn't go to him, he felt extremely uncomfortable. After a long time, he said in a hoarse voice, "I was late."

Song Yuxing sniffed, there was always a lot of grievances in front of Pei Ke, not to mention this time he was really wronged, he leaned in Pei Ke's arms and complained again: "You were late last time too."

Pei Ke let out a "huh" with a trembling voice: "Yes, it's all my fault." He knew that Song Yuxing was talking about the fire, so he put his hand on Song Yuxing's back and touched Song Yuxing's raised butterfly bone. Much thinner than before, he buried his face into Song Yuxing's neck, and said in a voice almost begging, "Song Yuxing, don't walk away from my eyes again."

"If I don't go away, I won't find you."

Song Yuxing felt that it was difficult to breathe. He had never heard Pei Ke speak in such a voice. The self-blame drowned Pei Ke. He was just complaining, not blaming, but Pei Ke was blaming himself. It seemed that all of this was Pei Ke's fault.

He wanted to see Pei Ke's eyes, but Pei Ke refused to show him. He only felt that his clothes were soaked and his heart was burned, but he also fell to the ground and wiped Pei Ke's clothes Tears, and began to complain again: "I didn't want to leave, that guy Sun Mian went crazy and insisted on taking me away." Speaking of this, he said, "He still beat me!"

"And you said it was such a coincidence, I happened to meet Sun Mian in the hospital, and we got into Du Qingping's car with him!" Song Yuxing regained some energy, and finally saw Pei Ke's eyes, very Red, and very heavy, as if there were no waves on the bottom of the sea, it seemed calm, but there were too many things in it, and he had no resistance to Pei Ke's tears, so he wanted Pei Ke not to be sad, cheer up and continue He complained, "Du Qingping must have arranged it. He arranged for Sun Mian to meet me so that you could not find me!"

Pei Ke looked into Song Yuxing's eyes, Song Yuxing's eyes always seemed to have a fire, as if he would not be extinguished by anything, he said in a hoarse voice: "Sun Mian is dead." Song Yuxing was right, Du Qingping In order to interfere with the line of sight, everything was arranged as an accident caused by Sun Mian. Sun Mian died again.

Song Yuxing was only stunned for a moment, but in fact, he had already thought of it: "Du Qingping didn't dare to offend your family, and just made such a big show, wouldn't this really deceive you!" Then he turned his head and let Pei Ke Looking at his own neck, "Did you see it? He did it." His tone was full of resentment.

Pei Ke looked down, very silent, without too much emotion. Seeing that Song Yuxing didn't turn around and insisted on him watching, he raised his hand and touched the place where the gauze covered Song Yuxing's gland, and asked in a very soft voice: " Does it hurt?"

"It hurts to death!" Song Yuxing didn't care whether Pei Ke touched it or not, and his tone didn't sound like someone who had just experienced a catastrophe, as if he just went out to play and fought with someone but didn't win and went home with him. The parents complained, "That idiot Du Qingping will give me an injection every two days."

Speaking of which, he suddenly raised his head and asked Pei Ke: "Am I differentiated?"

Pei Ke still looked down at Song Yuxing, and let Song Yuxing's knee rest on his leg. When Song Yuxing asked this question, it seemed that he was dying before dying, and he replied Song Yuxing: "There are signs of differentiation, and the doctor said that it will soon differentiate. "

"Oh..." Song Yuxing elongated his voice, looking unhappy.

Seeing him like this, Pei Ke smiled briefly, and said, "No accident, it will differentiate into an omega."

Song Yuxing was probably unhappy, and he didn't speak for a long time. When Pei Ke wanted to comfort him, he heard Song Yuxing say in a funny voice: "Then I can have a baby?" After speaking, he stretched his voice Very upset and said, "I don't want to have a baby..."

Pei Ke laughed again, still very short, and didn't answer Song Yuxing's words: "I didn't tell you before because I was very angry, I didn't want you to get involved, and I didn't want you to think about it in my heart, but I will teach those people a lesson, so Song Yuxing, don't think about those things anymore. There are many experts watching over the glands for you, so don't worry, they say there is a high probability that there will be no problems."

Pei Ke's words didn't match the preamble, but Song Yuxing understood what Pei Ke said was that he sued Pei Ke for ignoring him during the school fire, but this time Pei Ke told him very bluntly Will help him vent his anger, Song Yuxing didn't understand for a moment whether Pei Ke was angry or too angry.

"I didn't think about it." Song Yuxing denied, "I was afraid you would think about it." He had a strong feeling that Pei Ke had changed, and he couldn't tell what had changed, but Pei Ke's eyes didn't seem to have so much joy or anger Sorrow and joy made Song Yuxing feel a little fussy. He didn't understand why Pei Ke became like this. He said softly, "Pei Ke, I miss you so much every day, and I miss you brother and the others."

"I also called you. I heard your voice, but you hung up without saying anything."

"I'm not here, do you miss me?"

What Song Yuxing said seemed to be a very common thing, but he was actually a little nervous, obviously he already had the answer in his heart, and he was a little afraid that Pei Ke would give him a different answer, so before Pei Ke could answer, he asked again: "Why do you Did you find me? Did my uncle say it? Have you visited my uncle? Is he okay? The man said he was fine just now, didn’t he? "

"It's nothing serious, I also received your call." Pei Ke's throat moved very slowly, "I also received that call seven months ago." His voice contained a lot of regret, "I didn't expect it to be you."

Song Yuxing probably understood how Pei Ke found him, but what he wanted to hear was not this, but he still asked, "Then how do you know that the one belonged to me seven months ago?"

"Although the numbers on the two calls have been changed, the ring tone is the same." That's why he felt familiar, vigilant, and afraid when he called back that day.

Song Yuxing didn't understand it very well, but he didn't want to pursue the deep meaning of this sentence. He was about to ask Pei Ke if he thought about what he said before, when Pei Ke said, "There are no two commercials that happen to be recorded with the same female voice. Ringtones, they just happened to call me."

Song Yuxing's eyes got wet almost instantly, and he understood, because Pei Ke had already given him the answer. Pei Ke never answered harassing calls, but he not only answered them in the past year, but also answered them. He will call back, and make sure that the name of everyone who calls him is not Song Yuxing.

Song Yuxing's tears kept streaming down: "Did you see what I left for you?"

"I thought that if you had told you when you got home, I would have written it long ago, just waiting for you to find out, but you never found out, and you ran to meet other people."

"I really don't like it. If I didn't say it at the time, I'll tell you now. I don't like it. You don't want to see other people." He didn't want to cry at first, he didn't want Pei Ke to be unhappy, he didn't want Pei Ke to blame himself, he didn't want Pei Ke Ke was because he became like this, but Pei Ke's appearance was too sad, so he couldn't help it.

"I see, Song Xiaoxing, tell me if you don't like it in the future." Pei Ke gently wiped the corners of Song Yuxing's eyes with his thumb, and then his hands were wet, and a tear dripped from his eyes, just falling on Song Yuxing Song Yuxing's tears flowed down his eyes. Seeing that Song Yuxing was still waiting for his answer, he said in a low voice, "Do you know what it means to be with me, Song Xiaoxing?"

"I want more than before, not just to be by my side."

"Let me see you, stay in my eyes all the time, don't be too far away from me, don't lie, don't have secrets, don't let me not find you, there are many, many things that are not allowed. "

Seeing Song Yuxing wipe his tears with his sleeve, Pei Ke took his hand away: "You can't say goodbye, you can't leave."

"do you understand?"

Song Yuxing's eyes were uncomfortable, so he wiped his tears with Pei Ke's hand, and sniffed again: "You are not allowed to know other people, you are not allowed not to answer the phone, you are not allowed to always find me too late, and you are not allowed to say so many things. allow."

Pei Ke said in a hoarse voice, "Okay."

"Song Yuxing, please, don't disappear from my eyes again."

Song Yuxing couldn't control his tears again. He actually thought about Pei Ke a lot. Before that, he never knew how deep Pei Ke's feelings for him were. He made many assumptions for Pei Ke. When he was in a bad mood, he thought about If Pei Ke really empathized, it is understandable. What I think is more about how sad it would be to be left like this if Pei Ke has a deep liking.

Those who are left behind are the hardest ones.

"I won't go, I will never go." Song Yuxing buried himself in Pei Ke's arms again, letting Pei Ke hold him tightly, and said when he was tired from crying: "I want to drink water, I want to see my little girl." Uncle, thank you brother for coming to see me now."

Pei Ke just laughed, feeling that Song Yuxing hadn't changed at all, and always liked to order him so confidently, but he felt very happy, telling Song Yuxing that Xie Zidu and the others had only come in the morning, Song Yuxing said in a very natural tone: "Let them come now , I miss them."

Pei Ke took the phone to call Xie Zidu, and heard Song Yuxing yelling that Xie Zidu would arrive within 10 minutes, and he would arrive immediately, Xie Zidu's voice was a little trembling, and he promised Song Yuxing everything, coaxing him to say 10 minutes Sure enough, let Song Yuxing wait in the ward.

Of course Song Yuxing didn't wait, and said he wanted to see Song Xingxie, so Pei Ke went outside and brought him shoes, and then brought a coat for Song Yuxing to wear, but Song Yuxing refused to wear it, "I don't want to wear it when it's so hot."

"It's very cold in the corridor, so wear it." Pei Ke raised his hand to help Song Yuxing put it on, but Song Yuxing didn't refute anymore, and let Pei Ke lead him out of the ward.

Song Xingxie lived in the obstetrics ward. When Song Yuxing arrived, he was still asleep. Jiang Zhi said that he had just fallen asleep. The implication was to ask Song Yuxing not to wake Song Xingxie up.

Song Yuxing glanced at Jiang Zhi, didn't speak, and looked like he didn't want to talk to him, Jiang Zhi was silent for a few seconds, and asked Song Yuxing in a flattering way: "Want to see the baby? It's in the cubicle."

Song Yuxing became happy now, and pulled Pei Ke's hand, as if he had good news to share: "Have you seen the baby?"

Pei Ke paused, and said, "I've seen it." In fact, he seldom came here, except when he went to see the doctor, he almost stayed by Song Yuxing's side all the time.

Song Yuxing didn't notice Pei Ke's thoughts, and followed Jiang Zhi briskly. When he entered the cubicle, he saw two escorts, one of whom was making milk.

When Song Yuxing walked over, he saw the baby's big eyes, and his small fist was biting his hand. Song Yuxing laughed, and bent over to take his hand away. Watching the baby raise his hand back again, he took it away again, happy This is not that.

Seeing that the baby was about to cry, Song Yuxing picked up the baby and shook it, then asked Pei Ke, "Does it look like me?"

Pei Ke looked at Song Yuxing's big black grape eyes, dimpled when he laughed: "Like."

Song Yuxing was happy, and was about to say that he had given the baby two hundred names, but before he even opened his mouth, he heard Jiang Zhi say, "Like me." As he spoke, he took the baby over, took the baby bottle from the nurse's hand, and handed it to the baby skillfully. Breastfeeding, the baby looked for someone with big eyes while drinking.

Song Yuxing took a closer look, and there was indeed some resemblance, but he didn't want to admit it, so he didn't answer, and teased the baby for a long time. Seeing that Song Xingxie was still awake, he was forcibly dragged back to the ward by Pei Ke, but Song Yuxing still refused to leave : "I'll wait for my uncle here."

"He won't wake up for a long time. Zidu and the others will be here soon, and uncle will be disturbed if he comes here." Pei Ke tried to reason with Song Yuxing, "Or if you don't want to leave, just let Zidu and the others come here." Have a look at the kids?"

Sure enough, Song Yuxing compromised. On the way back, he walked slowly, not in a hurry, and asked Pei Ke, "Why do you have so many bodyguards at the door of my uncle's ward?"

Pei Ke refused to admit it: "My dad arranged it."

Song Yuxing said "Oh": "Did uncle and aunt come to see me?" He almost asked everyone he knew if they came to see him.

"Come here, I just came here yesterday." Pei Ke replied one sentence at a time, just like Song Yuxing was very annoying at school before, always saying something and nothing, Pei Ke always answered every sentence very seriously.

"Did Xia Jiuxi come to see me?" Song Yuxing was at a loss for words.

"She went abroad to study, and she had a video with you, and said she would come back to see you, but she hasn't come yet." Someone passed by, and Pei Ke pulled Song Yuxing towards him.

Song Yuxing didn't have much strength in his body, and when he was pulled by Pei Ke, he was about to fall on Pei Ke: "Pei Gou, carry me on your back, I don't want to walk anymore."

Pei Ke turned to look at Song Yuxing, Song Yuxing leaned his head on his shoulder, Pei Ke took a step forward and bent down, Song Yuxing immediately gained strength, jumped onto Pei Ke's back, and put his face on Pei Ke's neck Let it go, just like Pei Ke carried him back to the dormitory when he had a fever at school.

Thinking of this, Song Yuxing said to Pei Ke, "I want to drink milk tea."

"Not now." Pei Ke refused, completely ignoring the expressions of the nurses passing by them, "but you can drink milk."

Song Yuxing said "Oh" and stopped talking.

Pei Ke couldn't see Song Yuxing's expression, seeing that he didn't speak, and walked a long way behind his back, he compromised and said, "I'll buy it for you when the doctor says it's okay."

Song Yuxing said "oh" again, and heard Pei Ke ask him, "No way?"

"No." Song Yuxing was not in a good mood and was a little tired. After staying in Song Xingxie's ward for an hour, his energy was a little exhausted. He pressed his cheek against Pei Ke's neck, and said in a muffled voice, "Pei Ke, don't be angry. "

"You feel so angry."