After same-sex marriage was legal, we left [entertainment circle]

Du Zixiao waited at Bai Zhe's house until 11 o'clock in the evening.

Du Zixiao went to the theater early today, on the way to Bai Zhe's house, he took a stroll to the supermarket, bought a lot of meat, eggs and vegetables, and planned to cook a sumptuous dinner for Bai Zhe.You must know that famous celebrities like Du Zixiao don't go to public places easily, because there are too many fans, and there are more sharp-eyed fans. Tian made the headlines of the entertainment section.Especially places like supermarkets, which don't sound fancy at all, are basically photographed, waiting to become the object of national jokes for a period of time.

But Bai Zhe hasn't had a serious meal for a long time.

Bai Zhe gets busy, he can eat lunch, pizza and hamburger for a week without getting tired of it. Although he is picky, he can do anything for work.Du Zixiao calculated his recent full schedule, and he could guess what his recent recipes were like.

How can this work?Nutrition should be balanced.

So Du Zixiao put all his worries behind him, went to the supermarket fully armed, bought a shopping cart full, and came back fully armed.

When he got home, he washed and chopped vegetables, stir-fried them, and prepared dinner on time at seven o'clock. Seeing that Bai Zhe had no intention of coming back, he called and urged.

Bai Zhe turned off the phone.

Call again later.

Still shutting down.

Du Zixiao served all the meals on the table, sat under the sofa in the living room, and waited while playing with his mobile phone on his favorite white carpet.After playing for 10 minutes and being KO'd six times, he switched programs in a state of distraught and called Cheng Lin.

When the phone was connected, he was afraid that Cheng Lin would recognize him, so he pinched his throat and pretended to be a cute girl: "Hey, is Teacher Bai there?"

"Du Zixiao, why are you crazy?" Cheng Lin exposed him on the spot, "Why are you looking for Teacher Bai? Can you show some face and stay away from Teacher Bai, you..."

"I have something to do with Bai Zhe." Now that he was exposed, Du Zixiao also went all out, and asked directly, "Is Bai Zhe there?"

"If you have anything to tell me, I will pass it on to Teacher Bai!"

"Oh, that means you're not here." Du Zixiao clicked his tongue, "Otherwise you would just say you're not here."

"You!" Cheng Lin's nose was probably crooked on the other end of the phone.

Du Zixiao has long been used to Cheng Lin's hostility towards him, and admires her quite a bit. After all, she is very hostile to him because of Bai Zhe.But he was upset at the moment. Hearing that Cheng Lin was wasting his time, he couldn't help but add a few words maliciously: "Sister Cheng Lin, don't be angry. There is something you don't know. Actually, I'm at Bai Zhe's house right now." You don't need to be so surprised, I do live with Bai Zhe again. Bai Zhe didn't tell you because he was afraid that you would be angry, but you will know sooner or later, right? Just sauce, okay~"

After speaking, he hung up the phone and quickly dragged Cheng Lin into the blacklist before Cheng Lin called and cursed.

He made such a big rumor about Bai Zhe in front of Cheng Lin. He originally thought that even if he didn't take action, according to Cheng Lin's temper, he would search for Bai Zhe all over the city and ask him to come out and give an explanation.However, as time passed by, the food on the table became hot and cold, and Bai Zhe never came back.

Du Zixiao lay on the sofa, made the 65th call to Bai Zhe, and was reminded to turn off the phone.

Du Zixiao began to get scared.

Shouldn't there be any danger?

car accident?robbery?Or did Ji Qinzhang, that beast in clothes, finally couldn't bear it anymore, and made a move on Bai Zhe?

The more Du Zixiao thought about it, the more afraid he became. He felt that any possibility that turned into reality would cost his life.

I'm going out to find Bai Zhe!

He jumped up from the sofa like a carp, and rushed to the door in a few steps. Just as he was about to change his shoes, he heard the sound of a key being inserted into the door from outside.

The next second, Bai Zhe pushed the door open and came in.

"Bai Zhe, you..." Du Zixiao was worried that everything would disappear the moment he saw him. He eagerly wanted to ask where Bai Zhe had been that night, but Bai Zhe waved his hand to signal him not to talk to him yet. .

Because of his cleanliness, he had to change his shoes first when he got home, but today he went straight to the study and plugged in the charger for his phone first.Du Zixiao had long guessed that the reason why he shut down the phone might be because the phone was out of battery, but Bai Zhe was driving the car, and there was a charger in the car, wouldn't it be enough to charge it?

He chased after him to ask, just as Bai Zhe came back to change his shoes, the two of them made a mistake and bumped their shoulders together.

It was only then that Du Zixiao noticed that Bai Zhe's face was very bad.

His eyebrows were slightly frowned, his lips were pale and purple, his expression was in a trance, his eyes were out of focus, and he had a rare low look.

"Bai Zhe, what's wrong with you?" Du Zixiao asked eagerly.

"It's okay." Bai Zhe replied lightly, changed his shoes and walked back to the room.The phone was charged and turned on. He tapped the screen a few times with his thumb, and then put the phone up to his ear.

After a while, Du Zixiao heard him say: "Sorry, the phone is out of battery... Yes, I want to know what happened to Luo Pinfang when he was in the United States... I know it's hard to find out, but I'm in a hurry... ...No, no, don't let Mr. Ji know..."

Du Zixiao stood at the door and looked in. Bai Zhe took a slow breath, as if he was trying to suppress his anger.However, in the next second, another sentence was added on the other end of the phone, and it was this sentence that made Bai Zhe unable to suppress all his anger.

"What do you mean 'you can't investigate without letting Mr. Ji know'?! Is it me or Ji Qinzhang who is raising you?" Bai Zhe rarely yelled at the other end of the phone, "You get your salary from me , why do you ask Ji Qinzhang for instructions? Is there no one around me? Is he trying to make me empty?!"

The other side of the phone hurriedly defended, but Bai Zhe didn't intend to listen any more, so he hung up the phone and threw it on the desk.

Du Zixiao and Bai Zhe have been together for seven years, and he has only seen him get so angry with himself, and he has never seen him face outsiders.

He had an intuition that something important was going to happen, so he hurriedly restrained his usual bastard's appearance of holding watch chains, and was gentle and gentle as Bai Zhe's caring little padded jacket: "What's wrong?"

Bai Zhe ignored him.

He was used to being ignored by Bai Zhe, so he took a few steps forward and asked, "What happened to Luo Pinfang? It's all right, why don't you find out what happened to him in the United States?"

Bai Zhe slightly raised his head: "It has nothing to do with you."

"How could it have nothing to do with me? After all, I knew him once." It's still an imaginary enemy, Du Zixiao added in his heart.

Bai Zhe was still extremely indifferent: "Don't worry about it."

"Okay," Du Zixiao said helplessly, "Even if I don't care about it, I still have to figure out why you're in a bad mood..."

Bai Zhe finally raised his head.

He looked at Du Zixiao coldly, his eyes were cold and full of guard, which made Du Zixiao feel cold all over.

"Why are you at my house again?" Bai Zhe said.

It was very strange to ask this question. Bai Zhe knew that Du Zixiao had been coming to his house for nothing in the past few days. Although he was not happy at first, he didn't care about it later.Why are you repeating the old story now?

Du Zixiao didn't know how to answer, but his strong intuition told him not to talk, just hold back.

Sure enough, Bai Zhe didn't give him a chance to answer: "Didn't I tell you not to come to my house?"

Du Zixiao understood, Bai Zhe was in a bad mood and wanted to find trouble.

Xiaogui said that Bai Zhe has a good temper, but it's even more terrifying when a person with a good temper gets angry.So Du Zixiao wisely chose not to confront Bai Zhe's anger head-on.

He shut up, stood up straight, didn't answer the words, and continued to scold.

However, Bai Zhe's mood was extremely bad, he didn't even have the interest to curse, he pointed directly at the door: "I don't want to see you, go out."

Du Zixiao looked at the door, then at Bai Zhe, and asked, "I can go, but you tell me what happened, otherwise I don't feel at ease leaving you alone at home."

"What happened to me has nothing to do with you? I told you a long time ago that we are divorced, and it doesn't matter from now on. What happens to me has nothing to do with you!" Bai Zhe said loudly.

"I saw it and it has something to do with me." Du Zixiao said helplessly, "Bai Zhe, do you know that you are in a bad state now, how can I leave you alone..."

"Didn't you leave me a long time ago?" Bai Zhe suddenly interrupted him, sneering, "You left me alone a long time ago, didn't you?"

"Back when you secretly signed an idol drama contract behind my back, and went to shoot TV dramas as soon as the album started, how could you just walk away so cruelly?" Bai Zhe looked at him coldly, "Du Zixiao , why are you pretending to be caring and responsible now? Didn’t you throw me away a long time ago?! Do you know how much I have put into your new album? Just leave as soon as you say, the whole world will know, I am The last one to know, have you ever thought about my feelings? I feel as if I have been abandoned by you. You don’t want music anymore, and I don’t even want you anymore. You are going to start your own new business. I am useless to you... "

"Bai Zhe, I've never thought about it that way..." Du Zixiao knew that it was a heavy blow to Bai Zhe when he suspended his new album and switched to filming TV series.But he thought that what happened back then had already been discussed. He never expected that after so long, Bai Zhe would still be brooding over this matter, and even think about so many things that didn't exist at all. .

"Then what do you think?" Bai Zhe closed his eyes, Robinson's hysterical accusation seemed to be still in his ears in the evening, and the sentence "Leave you" pulled out the scars of many years, which made him feel piercing and painful all night , "I'm so happy to finally leave this person. He put so much pressure on me that I couldn't breathe. I can only be an ordinary person by his side forever, and no matter how hard I try, I can't see the future..."

Bai Zhe imitated Du Zixiao's heartfelt words, and dug out the truth that was buried deep in his heart, and perhaps he would never reveal it to the light of day.

The expression on Du Zixiao's face froze.

Bai Zhe looked at him quietly. He felt that as Du Zixiao's expression became stiff, his blood stopped flowing.

The heartache may have started the moment he opened the door and saw Du Zixiao.It was originally just a dull pain, but he could still hold on to the phone, hold down his anger, hold on to reason, and drive Du Zixiao away before the heartache broke out.But why don't you go?Bai Zhe looked at the person in front of him, and a voice in his heart asked, why didn't you leave?

I really don't want to see you, because looking at your face, I can't help but think of the self who was so helpless.

Those days when I thought I would be abandoned were too bitter.

"So that's the real reason why you went to film?" Bai Zhe raised the corners of his mouth and pulled out a smile that was not much better than crying, "It's not because of the depression of the music scene at all, and it's not because your career is struggling and you want to change your development direction—" —You just want to leave me."

Du Zixiao twitched his lips, as if he was eager to explain something, but he couldn't find a suitable word.

His eloquent teeth disappeared in front of the sad Bai Zhe.

Bai Zhe laughed silently, the more he laughed, the wider he laughed, and at the end of the laugh, his whole body bowed.

"Then why didn't you break up with me at that time?" His heart ached as if two hands were twisting his clothes, Bai Zhe straightened up, with a sarcastic smile still on his lips, "We broke up at that time and let each other live , Maybe many things will not happen later.”

"I admit that in the last few years we were together, I was really tired and I couldn't hold on anymore. We either didn't see each other, or we started arguing when we met. Obviously I want to tell you every time Talking, but there was a quarrel out of nowhere. I really don't know why, even later, when I saw you hugging that person on the bed, I felt like the sky was falling, and I couldn't figure out why." Bai Zhe Holding my arms, I felt a little cold inexplicably, "Now I finally understand that it is because our feelings have long since ceased to exist. Two people who have no feelings insist on being together, how can the result be good?"

"No, Bai Zhe, I have always..." Du Zixiao wanted to refute, but Bai Zhe didn't allow him to continue.

"I'm like a joke." Bai Zhe sneered, "All the people I treat with sincerity want to leave me. The people I thought were nice to me actually have ulterior motives. I didn't realize until now that I'm just like a joke." Same."

"Du Zixiao, if you still miss a little bit of our original friendship, will you promise me something?" Bai Zhe looked at Du Zixiao wearily, "We're already divorced, can we start over each other? I won't be with Ji Qinzhang, and I won't interfere with who you are with, so can I trouble you not to come to my house again? After this period of work is over, let's never meet again in this life, okay? "

He spoke so pitifully, almost begging Du Zixiao.Bai Zhe has always been a person like the flower of Gaoling, he never asks for help.This is both because he can get what he wants after all, and because his self-esteem will allow him to exit with dignity when he can't get it.Who did he ask for?Du Zixiao searched through his memory and found that he only begged himself.

Twice, the first time was when she just got divorced, and she ran to Baizhi School by herself and asked him on the table, and the second time was now.

Du Zixiao knew that he had to explain and correct Bai Zhe's wild thinking immediately - but was that really crazy thinking?

During the seven years between the two of them, did Du Zixiao really feel that the pressure of staying by Bai Zhe's side was too great for him to bear even for a moment?

Yes, many.

He closed his eyes deeply, unable to say a word.

He clenched his fists and said nothing, walked to the door silently, opened the door, and turned his head to look at Bai Zhe the moment he was about to step out of the door.

Bai Zhe also looked at him.

The four eyes met, and Bai Zhe's calm gaze concealed unspeakable pain, just like Du Zixiao.

"There were many reasons why I went to film TV dramas back then, but it had nothing to do with our relationship." Du Zixiao said, "And now I regret it, Bai Zhe, I don't want to divorce you, I regret it."