After same-sex marriage was legal, we left [entertainment circle]

A marriage, one year and nine months, in the end, only got four words——

Physically and mentally exhausted.

Bai Zhe leaned his head against the car window, watching the trees on the side of the road that had their leaves rolled by the sun fly past one by one, and couldn't help thinking about the seven years between him and Du Zixiao.

Seven years ago, Du Zixiao had just turned 20 years old, and the agency entrusted various connections to send someone to him to learn music, hoping that the word "Bai Zhe" would help Du Zixiao go more smoothly.Bai Zhe was well-known in the circle. Although no one called him "the godfather of music" at that time, he was also the music director of many record companies. A new song came out and reached the top of the chart within eight hours. It's just that he composes music and lyrics, and he can also strive for a good position on the charts.There are countless newcomers who want to take advantage of him, and Du Zixiao is just one of them.

Or a more handsome one.

Bai Zhe himself was good-looking. After staying in the circle for a long time, he saw more handsome men and women. However, when he saw Du Zixiao, he was still surprised by his handsome appearance and youthful vigor. 20-year-old Du Zixiao has black eyebrows and black eyes, and a straight nose. When he is not smiling, the corners of his mouth are naturally raised, making his smile more sincere and beautiful.He learned that kind of smile that looks like a bad boy later in order to fit the position. When he first met Bai Zhe, he was completely a young man full of sincerity towards music.

He didn't just talk about his admiration for Bai Zhe like other newcomers, but gave Bai Zhe a few songs that he wrote and composed.To be honest, those songs were not badly written. Bai Zhe told his queen sound engineer privately that he wrote them like this when he was 20 years old.But he hasn't mentioned this to Du Zixiao so far. He used to be afraid of his arrogance, but now it's unnecessary.

Because Du Zixiao, who once sincerely said that he would dedicate his life to music, completely abandoned his original intention. Seeing the downturn in the record market, he simply changed his position and plunged into the film and television industry. After acting in two dramas , became popular overnight, and is now popular.

Now that Bai Zhe thinks about it, the rift between the two began at that time.

The road of music is very hard, the money is slow to come in, talent is hard to figure out, and the taste of fans has to be figured out.People can't appreciate it if it's elegant, and even you can't listen to it if it's vulgar.Transformation is risky, if you don't transform, fans will say that you have no breakthrough in the same way.Bai Zhe is considered to be the best among musicians, but now he has entered the bottleneck of his career, Du Zixiao is not as good as him, and he can imagine how many difficulties he has encountered.

Bai Zhe once wanted to protect him all the way, even though Du Zixiao stumbled on the road of music and made no achievements in the end, it was after all the two of them's favorite career, and fighting for it was enough.But suddenly one day, Du Zixiao told him that he couldn't hold on any longer. The record industry was in such a downturn that he would pass away soon if he continued to consume it.He has already signed a contract with an idol drama, and he will not make music in the future, but will go to the film and television industry to develop.

That was the third year of their love. Bai Zhe accepted the love intellectually, but couldn't accept it emotionally.

Bai Zhe is a famous high-altitude flower in the circle, everyone knows him well, and no one dares to chase after him.Firstly, Mr. Ji has been acting as Bai Zhe's flower protector for more than ten years. To chase Bai Zhe is to offend Mr. Ji openly, and no one has the courage; secondly... Although Bai Zhe is gentle and good-tempered, he Good temper always reveals a temperament of refusal to be thousands of miles away, so it is hard to chase after seeing it.

Du Zixiao was not afraid of tigers as a newborn calf, so he chased after him.After racking my brains for half a year, I finally caught up with him.

At that time, Bai Zhe was his master and even his lover.The two are like glue, they love each other madly in love.The most indispensable thing in this circle is homosexuality, or homosexuality.Everyone is very open-minded, it doesn't matter whether you are a man or a woman, as long as you see each other.But no one is foolish enough to come out.Because the risk of coming out of the closet is too great, the return is almost zero, if one is not careful, the acting career will be ruined.Therefore, the relationship between Bai Zhe and Du Zixiao was not disclosed to the public, and it was only known to a few people who were familiar with it.

This kind of secret relationship fermented very quickly, and they fell in love almost without going through a running-in period. If Du Zixiao hadn't suddenly gone to film a TV series, maybe the two of them are still in love now.

After Du Zixiao started filming TV series, the two gradually got together less and separated more.The number of meetings has decreased, communication has also weakened, and quarrels have gradually arisen.Quarreling, reconciling, hugging each other to review, quarreling again, reconciling... During that time, the two of them were exhausted, and maybe each of them moved a little bit to break up, but for some reason, they gritted their teeth and survived.

After Du Zixiao became popular, the two stopped arguing, because the time to see each other was pitifully small, and at that time, for publicity reasons, Du Zixiao was rumored to be having an affair with a certain female celebrity, and the only rest time had to be divided. Release some to meet female celebrities, and then release news for Yuji to take sneak shots.Bai Zhe often knew Du Zixiao's recent situation from the news, and it was from the scandal.

At that time, the relationship between the two was on the verge of breaking up at any time. There was a word called "gradually drifting away", which was a perfect description for them.Bai Zhe didn't want to break up. He knew that he still loved Du Zixiao, very much, but what's the use of love?There are many lovers who fell in love but broke up in the world, not to mention whether Du Zixiao still loves him or not, even he himself is not sure.

Until that late night, the nanny car was driving Du Zixiao and his assistant on a rainy night road, and it rolled over. The assistant was slightly injured and the driver was seriously injured. Du Zixiao was also seriously injured.A tabloid reporter bribed the doctor into the ward to take a first-hand photo of Du Zixiao lying on the hospital bed with an oxygen tube inserted into his bloodless nostrils, and the fans burst into tears.

Bai Zhe didn't cry. He was recording his new album abroad at the time, and when he received the news on his mobile phone, he bought a plane ticket and returned home immediately after just one glance.Xiaogui, Du Zixiao's manager, was shocked when she saw him outside the ward. She didn't expect Bai Zhe to come so soon, and she didn't expect the always handsome and handsome teacher Bai to look so distraught.She distracted the media surrounding the ward, and quietly called Bai Zhe in. The moment she saw Bai Zhe sitting beside Du Zixiao's bed, she thought to herself, Teacher Bai is here, and Zixiao will be cured of all illnesses.

Indeed, as soon as Bai Zhe arrived, Du Zixiao quickly woke up.

It was early in the morning when Du Zixiao woke up, and the first person Du Zixiao saw was Bai Zhe who was by his side.Bai Zhe accompanied him for a whole night, and he fell asleep in the early morning when he was exhausted.He was haggard at a speed visible to the naked eye, with big dark circles under his eyes, and he was still frowning tightly in his sleep.Du Zixiao wondered what the hell happened to make you so worried, while thinking about it, he raised his hand to stroke his hair.As soon as he moved, Bai Zhe woke up, with sleepy eyes, looking at him innocently and confusedly, but after a few seconds, his eyes were quickly covered with mist.

He trembled his lips and wanted to call Du Zixiao's name, but his throat was blocked and he couldn't make a sound.Du Zixiao's fingers changed direction, he stroked Bai Zhe's cheek, and wiped away the tears seeping from the corner of his eyes.

"Bai Zhe, let's get married."

How nice it would be if time could stay at that moment.

Bai Zhe gently rubbed his forehead, thinking with emotion.

Obviously they loved each other so much at that moment, but why did they come to this point today?

He couldn't figure it out, and advised himself not to think about it.After all, this page has been turned, and what awaits him in the future is a new life of freedom.

What's more, he has so many things to do, time is precious, how can he waste it on reviewing the feelings of failure?

He pulled himself together, took out a proposal from the document bag at hand, and forced himself to read the words on it.The car drove through the streets and downtown, and drove straight to the suburban hotel where he lived.Suddenly, there was a ringing ringing in the compartment.

Bai Zhe took out his mobile phone, and a familiar name appeared on the screen.

"Ji Qinzhang".