[Thunderbolt MIT] Zhanqian 'Qi' after

The game of 'Madonna Statue' came to an end with the arrest of Li Xiaoxing.But in the eyes of everyone, Li Xiaoxing's actions this time actually indirectly admitted that he is the big villain of the final game.Being arrested so easily... She did it on purpose, letting James and the others know her identity... Perhaps, in her heart, she was unwilling to continue hurting innocent people for the sake of that so-called game!

School chapel.The sacred and solemn place looks so lonely and solemn.

Standing in front of a wall with a portrait of "The Virgin and Child" hanging in a corner of the auditorium, I held my head up and remained silent.

The Holy Mother is actually just an ordinary person.In front of the child in her arms, she is just a mother, an ordinary mother.Holding the child gently and dotingly, with such gentle eyes... Once upon a time, I grew up in my mother's arms like this.The mother's hands are actually very warm, and she uses these hands to raise the child.Afterwards, the child's back will grow full of wings, and there will always be a day when he will fly away from his mother's embrace and go to the sky that belongs to him alone...

Crystal tears slid down the corners of the eyes to the cheeks, staining a fine line.Against the backdrop of the dim light, the tears are like pearls as pure as snow, shining brightly and captivatingly.

Li Xiaoxing was quite right. Such a painting is really touching for people to see.

He gently raised his hand, knowing that he couldn't reach it, but still wanted to touch that painting.I suddenly showed a faint smile, and the tears on my face seemed to be compared with this smile.

Mother, I will return to you soon...so please wait for me.

There was a small voice, and my smile froze suddenly. I turned around suddenly, and my tear-filled pupils bumped into the beautiful young man who came suddenly and clutched a cane.Cool face, resolute and deep outline, black eyes as deep as a cold pool, pretty bridge of nose, light-colored thin lips...

Zhan Shide pressed his lips tightly, and looked at me without saying a word, and no one broke the tranquility of this moment.Then, there was a dead silence like a world away.The two of them just stood there looking at each other without any hesitation, under the calm eyes, there was hidden emotion that no one could detect.Both of them are waiting, waiting for which one will make a move first.

I don't know how long it took before I suddenly realized the reflection of myself reflected in those shining black eyes, and the tear stains lying down on that pale and delicate face.In a panic, he raised his sleeves and wiped them indiscriminately. At the same time, the boy also took action.With steady but slow steps, he walked towards himself with the force of his crutches.

Standing still a few steps away, the boy raised his hand and grabbed my hand that was hurting his face at the moment, his lips parted lightly, "Why are you crying?"

Startled by his actions, I forgot to answer, and just looked at him with wide-eyed eyes.

As if aware of the stiffness in my whole body, James put down the hand that was holding me tightly, and moved it over my face, sliding his slender fingers slowly, gently trying to wipe away my surging tears.

As he kept wiping my tears that fell like broken beads, my mind was churning several times.Looking up and looking into the pair of ink eyes that are full of tenderness and doting at the moment, it is no longer the mocking disdain revealed in the indifference before, the present him is clearly the one that belonged to me before I lost my memory The eyes of melting ice and snow...

Why……?

Before the doubts came over, he felt his body tightened, and he was hugging him around the waist.I couldn't help but discard the crutch I was holding in my hand, and put my hands around my waist instead.Without the support of the crutches, he had no choice but to support his whole body on me.

I froze for a moment, and looked up to inquire.

Before I could even open my lips, the cold and soft lips covered me, blocking the words I wanted to say.Gentle rubbing, fine sucking, different from the cold lips, the hot and humid tongue lingering around my lips at this moment is constantly licking and teasing.

Not long after, as if dissatisfied with the stagnation at the moment, James's slender five fingers around my waist changed to pinch my chin.With a little force, I opened my nibbled lips and teeth, invaded forcibly, and aroused the lips and tongue in my mouth that had nowhere to hide to churn with his.

In vain, his movements are no longer as gentle and gentle as before, but now they are aggressive, and the strength of the sucking gradually intensifies, I can't help frowning, even though I don't feel anything to myself who has lost all five senses, I still feel a little uncomfortable , has nothing to do with pain.Taking advantage of the gap, he lowered his head to look at me, his eyes were as cold as ice, but he didn't have the pool of spring water he had before.

The light in the auditorium was blurred, and the face that was bent down brought a shadow. I was startled, and I felt a sense of oppression.Because of James's whole body leaning up, I staggered back a few steps with a slight weightlessness, and this man was really tall enough, with one hand around my waist, he almost lifted me up He pressed against the wall behind him, and above his head was the portrait of "Madonna and Child".The burly body that seemed to be burning up was tightly attached to mine, and with a soft snort, it made me hot all over.His other hand clasped my jaw tightly, forcing me to bear it on my back, and was firmly controlled by these hands, so I could only half a point and couldn't move.

The quick breath brushed my face, with a bit of ambiguity, I was so surprised that I didn't know what was wrong, and I could only let him domineeringly take whatever he wanted.

This... this... what's going on with this guy? !

This merciless rough movement... punishment, naked punishment!When did I offend him again? !Ouch, my mouth feels weird!It's swollen and swollen, it must be extremely red and swollen...

"Hmph..." I couldn't help but hummed in protest, but the other party didn't intend to let me go just like that, greedily slipped his lips down, and buried his head in my snow-white neck, mercilessly Biting and gnawing.

I shrunk my neck, feeling a little like crying.Will Jesus on the shelf get angry if he messes with men and women in such a sacred and solemn place?Also, the Holy Mother on the top of your head, you old man, don't throw 'yourself' down in anger and hit us on the head, let our brains bloom!

As if aware of my distressed expression, James stopped his movements, panting for breath.He raised his slightly cloudy eyes and looked at me expressionlessly.After the turbidity passed, the pupils became clearer, and the way he looked at me gradually changed from initial confusion to indifference. There seemed to be a hint of anger, remorse, and coldness in the complex and inexplicable expression.

Seeing the changing eyes that seemed to be talking, I grinned at the corner of my mouth, and there was a silent self-mockery on my lips.

Very good, no wonder everyone says eyes are the window to the soul, one can know what he is thinking without talking.Obviously, the young man in front of him dared to mistake himself for someone else.This is also the case, so that he can get close to a person who is already extremely disgusting in his eyes under such circumstances.

I concealed the sadness that was about to rush out, and wanted to press it back to sleep immediately.With a blue face, I grabbed his collar and stood on tiptoe. My face, which had been wrung out, was distorted and ugly like Shura at the moment.

"Zhan Shide, show me clearly who I am!! My name is An Keling, my nickname is Keling, and my baby name is... no. No matter what, she is not the person you think in your heart!!! "He flung him angrily, and walked away grinning at the pace of a dinosaur.

When I got out of the chapel, I slammed my head on the pillar, my heart felt like a heavy stone was being crushed, and I couldn't breathe heavily.A boundless darkness overwhelmed me heavily, and the name of this darkness is powerlessness.This was the first time in my life that I felt so powerless. Even when James had completely forgotten me, I was only depressed for a while before resigning myself to my fate, without feeling the slightest sense of powerlessness.

People only feel powerless when they want to resist and struggle. An Keling never thought of changing her life. That voice that has been buried for many years is the only thing she can only do.Her stagnation is actually very similar to mine.We are all afraid to go forward, afraid to take that step, and in the end, what we get is his cold stare.Just think about it, if a person you are tied to in your heart looks at you with such cold eyes, how would you feel?heartache?Or is the heart numb and then dead?We are all afraid of the result, because behind the progress, we don’t know what is waiting for us, whether it is good or bad, even if it is a 50.00% chance, some people will not be willing to get involved because they are afraid of losing.

In the past, I was also one of those people who were afraid of seeing the final truth and stagnated, but after experiencing so much, I realized that it is because the pace of progress is something we don’t know, that we hold half of it. Opportunities want to go for it.This truth can only be realized after I have lost all opportunities...

However, my powerlessness is not only because of the footsteps that can no longer move forward, but because that person has completely let me go.As it is now, he mistook me for someone else, that's why he has such tender and loving eyes.

Should I say comforted?But why, even I don't know, in my heart, I am so jealous of the person who can overtake me and enter his heart...

Jealousy, but powerless.Because, that was his heart's choice... I can't stop it at all.

The author has something to say: Come and be warm for a while, and stop calling me abusive.Ha ha.