The whole Internet is black, I was chased and killed by my ex

"It's between us."

Yang Yan thought of something, and with a flick of his finger, he almost threw the phone away.

Lin Siji was still adding fuel to the fire: "Do you remember what you said to me on the phone before?"

Even if you don't want to think about it, your brain still consciously mobilizes the memory.

"I just like you, not stupid."

With great difficulty, Yang Yan's bloody face turned pale again.

Very straightforward confession.

The tone alone may be considered generous and hearty, but it was coupled with the trembling voice and hoarse voice at that time.

Yang Yan wanted to delete this memory from his mind.

But evasion is obviously ineffective, because Lin Siji will definitely hold on to this sentence.

It can be seen from his narrowed smiling eyes.

But Lin Siji didn't intend to get straight to the point.

He said, "Let me answer your previous question first."

Questions posed earlier...

Yang Yan's expression changed.

Why broke up seven years ago.

It seems that every person who has been broken up will have a great obsession with the reasons for breaking up with his ex-lover, especially when the person who has been broken up has no more love for his ex.

Yang Yan is no exception.

"I don't want to hear" stuck in my throat, I couldn't say anything.

Seeing him struggling, Lin Siji smiled slightly, and said, "First of all, I want to apologize to you. Long-distance relationship and dislike are not the reasons for breaking up. Long-distance relationship is forced, and dislike is a lie. I'm sorry."

Lin Siji's words successfully made Yang Yan's brain crash.

It's not because Lin Siji admitted to lying, after all, Yang Yan already guessed that the reason was false.

In every sleepless midnight, he stared at the ceiling, masochistically dragging the scene of the breakup out of his mind, analyzing every sentence, micro-expression after micro-expression.

Yang Yan's memory is not bad, but Lin Siji's acting skills are indeed clumsy.

After analyzing it thousands of times in the past seven years, Yang Yan has already noticed the unnatural pauses in Lin Siji's words and the occasional sadness in his eyes.

Lying on the bed, the back of my head was in pain, and the light was shining through the gaps in the curtains.

In the early mornings after a few sleepless nights, Yang Yan would draw conclusions by accident.

Probably, Lin Siji still likes himself a little bit.

Now, many years of inferences have been confirmed by Lin Siji.

He lightly authenticated Yang Yan's efforts to cut the cocoon and silk, but the revelation that came too easily made Yang Yan feel unreal as if he was stepping on the clouds.

Before he had time to understand the inner emotions in the cloud, he was killed by Lin Siji's "it's a lie if he doesn't like it" again.

Yang Yan thought in a daze.

The antonym of dislike should be like.

Does it mean something else?

Or maybe I heard it wrong, or I was just being sentimental.

Moreover, the so-called liking, does it mean that you still like it when you break up, or does it mean that you still have a little liking until now.

Yang Yan didn't dare to speculate anymore, and forcibly stopped his thoughts.

Lin Siji continued to say that he will be photographed and tell all about his plan with Chen Ruming, and then he mentioned Li Qijie's matter a little.

"...My mother received the photo and said that she could help to settle it, if I agreed to a few conditions."

Yang Yan's thoughts were still muddled, and he only made a perfunctory comment between Lin Siji's words: "Your mother...is very open."

"No." Lin Siji paused suspiciously for two seconds, "If I don't agree to the conditions, she will let the employer withdraw the capital."

"..."Letter in a Cage"?"

"So does Flying Pigeon."

"..."

"By the way." Lin Siji tactfully added the last section, "Her condition is to go abroad to study finance and break up."

Yang Yan: ...

Yang Yan: "So you went out for seven years to study a degree in finance?"

"No, not long after I ran out, I secretly transferred to study choreography with the help of my uncle. My mother suspended her living expenses after she found out..." Lin Siji said, and changed the subject, "But these are not the point."

Yang Yan remembered that Lin Siji had mentioned many times before that he had a difficult life abroad.

So this is the cause and effect of part-time work-study.

Yang Yan was in a trance, and asked down the line: "What do you want to say?"

"I want to say that the point is... no matter what reason I had at the time, whether the reason was justified or not, the final breakup behavior caused you a lot of harm. I'm sorry."

He apologized sincerely, Yang Yan was silent for a while, and asked: "Should I say 'it's okay'?"

"I'd rather hear something else than that."

"……what?"

Lin Siji said: "I used to think that breaking up was just a short blow to you, and overall, breaking up was the best choice. You would have a smoother and better life without me...but then I realized that I wanted to Wrong, you are having a bad time."

"Actually, I came back to China to visit you, about a year ago..."

It was around November and the first snow was falling in Paris.

Chuxue has a deep meaning to Lin Siji, and too many stories between him and Yang Yan happened in Chuxue.

A snowflake fell on Lin Siji's lips, it was as cold as a kiss.

A strong desire to see Yang Yan suddenly rose in Lin Siji's heart.

He later learned that Yang Yan was going to attend a fashionable dinner the day after tomorrow.

So Lin Siji bought a plane ticket and flew back to China in seven and a half hours.

After separating from Yang Yan, Lin Siji was also depressed for a long time. From opening his eyes to closing them, he was full of remorse, thinking about "what if" day after day uselessly, but he was helpless about the current result.

Lin Siji finally decided to put an end to this useless remorse, he cut off all information related to Yang Yan, and the geographical location abroad made it easy for him to do this.

But Lin Siji will still unconsciously turn his attention to the entertainment section when watching the French news. He hopes that the pinyin of Yang Yan's name will appear on it. Yan is doing well, and his decision is correct.

But even though Lin Siji wasted 10 to [-] minutes every day searching in an unfamiliar language, in the end he still couldn't find a name that didn't exist on the page...

Cutting off the information made Lin Siji know almost nothing about Yang Yan's situation. He only knew that Yang Yan was popular from Li Yunan's few words, and he didn't know the rest.

So when Lin Siji witnessed Yang Yan being thrown eggs by radical black fans on the red carpet, Lin Siji was shocked.

The black fan who came prepared was quickly taken down, but even under the siege of security guards, she still complained hoarsely.

Lin Siji learned from her words that she has been a fan of Yang Yan since "Flying Pigeon", and she wholeheartedly hopes that Yang Yan can continue to rise, and finally win the best actor, to make up for the regret when she debuted.But now Yang Yan doesn't want to make progress, his acting skills are terrible, and he takes bad movies recklessly to make quick money. Not to mention the actor, his name will not even appear on the invitation list of the film festival.The girl who turned from fan to black thinks that Yang Yan's behavior is completely ruining the fans' hearts and cutting off fans like leeks.She was disappointed again and again, and finally turned love into hate, and became a black fan.

Lin Siji was confused by the roar of the black fans.

Who does she say is bad at acting, mercenary, and contemptuous of fans?

Which of these words can be compared with Yang Yan?

But what made Lin Siji even more angry was that under her scolding, Yang Yan just lowered his eyes and didn't lift his hand, allowing the egg whites to flow from his forehead, heavily crushing his eyelashes, staining his delicate makeup.

Yang Yan stood on the spot silently. Before being dragged away by his manager, he raised his eyes to look in the direction of the black fans, and said coldly and clearly, "You're right."

Lin Siji was shocked by the lifeless aura and self-defeating atmosphere on his body. This emotion was even more so when he learned from Li Yunan that Jin Lai was very harsh on Yang Yan, and he arranged an extremely intense schedule for him, regardless of good or bad. The film swelled to the extreme without considering the long-term development of the artist.

Li Yunan said: "Jin Lai's company has always been inhumane, but the reason why it is so unreasonable to Yang Yan is probably because I heard that your mother doesn't want to see him... Don't stare at me, and don't blame your mother, Qijie won't make trouble with the younger generation, Jin Lai speculated that it was probably because the news about the withdrawal of the capital from "Flying Pigeon" came out..."

Li Yunan said with emotion: "I still wonder why you don't care about this... As a result, you don't know at all... But, even if you know now, you can't control it."

After he finished speaking, Lin Siji was silent for a long time, and finally said: "I should take care of it."

After saying this, he stood up and said goodbye.

Li Yunan didn't understand the meaning of Lin Siji's words at the time, until later, he heard that there was a major internal rectification in Jinlai, Yang Yan's manager was transferred away, and the scattered shares of Li Qijie's company were collectively acquired and merged into a new shareholder force...

Only then did Li Yunan suddenly recall Lin Siji's face hidden in the dark in that room, and his gloomy expression when he spoke...

Of course, Lin Siji didn't intend to mention the specific operation to Yang Yan. He paused, and finally only said in general: "I came back and saw that you are not doing well."

Under his words, Yang Yan was very embarrassed.

He knew that his past few years had not been very good, but he knew that being pointed out by someone, or by his ex-lover, were two different things after all.

Compared with intuitive emotions such as disgust and love, people are more afraid of pity and regret.

Especially people with high self-esteem.

The stress system in Yang Yan's brain activated urgently, and he almost reflexively retaliated against Lin Siji, bluffing to cover up his embarrassment from being hit.

"So you came back to make up for me?" Yang Yan restrained his voice from becoming sharp and sarcastic, but the effect was minimal, "You think the responsibility for my poor life is entirely yours, so you plan to play the 'savior', gift I 'deserved something'."

His words were like icicles, pointing directly at Lin Siji.

But when those icy sharp points touched Lin Siji's body, they flew into the April sky like remnant snow, and the oriole twittered twice, and then quietly melted away.

Lin Siji looked at Yang Yan, his eyes were as flat as the sea, wide and greedy.

He said, "No."

"Compensation is indeed a very good reason. That's how I persuaded myself to come back... But later, I found that compensation is just an excuse, a high-sounding reason for me to approach you."

Lin Siji said peacefully: "Yang Yan, you think of me too noblely. In fact, I don't care at all whether you are doing well or whether you are harmed by me... Everything I do for you now is in the final analysis only A purpose, a very despicable purpose."

"I can't bear to lose your life anymore. So whether it's coaxing, cheating, using old feelings for gratitude or simply moral kidnapping. I will let you come back to me."