The whole Internet is black, I was chased and killed by my ex

When it was dawn, Lin Siji, who hadn't slept all night, sat up from the passenger seat.

Behind Lin Siji, Yang Yan curled up into a ball, curled up in the back seat and fell asleep restlessly.The clothes covering his body fell a little because of his irregular sleeping position, revealing the ambiguous red marks on his waist.

Sleeping with his belly exposed might catch a cold, so Lin Siji turned around and helped him pull off his coat, covering all his exposed skin.

After doing this, Lin Siji put on his glasses, took out half a pack of cigarettes from the side pocket of the car, opened the door and went out.

The air outside was very turbid. The heavy rain brought cold wind, but it did not take away the dust.

Lin Siji was in a hurry to go out yesterday, so he ran downstairs with short sleeves and a jacket.

At this moment, his coat was left in the car, covering Yang Yan's body, leaving only a thin inner lining on his body, his bare arms were exposed in the air, and his skin was pressed against the cold air.

Squinted by the cold wind, Lin Siji did not return to the car.

He called the car repairer first, and they said they would send someone over when they got to work.

After finishing these, Lin Siji threw the phone into his trouser pocket.

He took a few steps forward as if he didn't notice the cold, walked to the other side of the road and squatted down.

The owner of the car thoughtfully equipped with a lighter while leaving the cigarettes, and Lin Siji took them away without any sense of boundaries.

The lighter is relatively old, and it didn't fire five or six times.

Lin Siji flicked the gear ferociously irritably, only then did it reluctantly emit a tiny flame.

With the help of the faint firelight, Lin Siji lit a cigarette, he held it between his lips, and his thoughts drifted into the distance along with the curl of smoke.

Lin Siji really couldn't figure out what kind of car owner would equip the car with condoms, lubricants, cigarettes and a lighter at the same time.

It was also unbelievable for him to use all these four things miraculously.

Then, to a certain extent, I may have reached a soul resonance with the car owner at this moment, and received an invitation ticket for the "bad guy" club.

Yes, rotten people.

Isn't it a bad person to take advantage of poor information and coax people into bed without being able to make promises about the future?

Lin Siji squatted on the ground in a daze, and within two puffs of a cigarette, the sparks almost burned to the corners of his lips.

He extinguished the smoke on the wet ground, watching the orange sparks struggling to disappear into the dust, Lin Siji had the illusion that it was as if the sky was hinting at his future with Yang Yan.

Lin Siji received a message from Li Yunan last night.

Not too early or too late, just a few minutes after the car went wrong.

Li Yunan【Is Yang Yan with you?He blocked me, I can't get in touch]

Li Yunan 【If you let him come back quickly】

Li Yunan [Wang Shusheng is now appointing him to meet and sign the contract on Friday, but he will be replaced after time. 】

Lin Siji【I told my uncle, don't tell Yang Yan, don't affect the training】

Lin Siji took a puff of smoke.

He remembered that after this, Li Yunan didn't reply for a long time.

After that, Yang Yan came over, and he could only hastily put away the phone.

Yes, rush.

Lin Siji thought, the first reaction explained too much.

That kind of domineering animal protection, the fear and vigilance of the territory being invaded.

Human beings rarely have animal nature, but animal nature never deceives people.

At that moment, Lin Siji was afraid that Yang Yan would know that Wang Shusheng had appointed him as the heroine, and that Yang Yan would ask to go back after knowing about it, and he even had no legitimate reason to object and refuse.

Because going back is the most correct choice.

But people always make progress, Lin Siji especially, if at the beginning he only had a wish not to break up, then from the moment Yang Yan appeared downstairs last night, Lin Siji's wish quietly became——Yang Yan always stands by her side.

Be it in relationship or career, he will always be with Yang Yan.

He wants to make many movies, each of which has Yang Yan as the male lead, and Yang Yan can only be his male lead.

If he wanted people all over the world to mention Yang Yan, they would take it for granted, ah, that Lin Siji actor.

Lin Siji despicably and secretly wanted to cover Yang Yan under his control, isolate him from the outside world, and let him only communicate with, come into contact with, and love, only himself.

He knew it was selfish, but he couldn't control the crazy selfishness.

Because no one in the world would drive a dilapidated car in the middle of the night and bend the guardrail downstairs, smile heartlessly at himself, and nonsensically but firmly ask if he wants to elope together.

No one in the world can convince Lin Siji, who prides himself on rationality and planning, to accept the invitation for no reason, rush downstairs without a toothbrush on a dark cloudy night, and step on the gas pedal to the end , I have the courage to drive to Nicaragua for a moment.

There is no one in the world who loves me more than Yang Yan.

Lin Siji thought.

There will never be someone I love more than Yang Yan.

So hold on tight to him, it's okay to be despicable.

An undercurrent surged in Lin Siji's heart, and Yang Yan fell into great misfortune.

He ignorantly extended an invitation to Lin Siji in this state, and then had to bear all the fear and instability in his heart.

The lubricant and the condom were found when they got into the car, but at that time Lin Siji just smiled and didn't think about it.

In other words, sex is just a whim, and it will still go on without lubrication and protection measures.

That would probably cause pain and fever, which would be bad for Yang Yan.

But Lin Siji knew that he would still do it.

It is impossible for Yang Yan to disagree. Facing himself, he will always put away his stabs and accept everything he has given him.

including pain and injury.

The second cigarette bottomed out, Lin Siji pressed it out, took out another one, pressed the lighter hard to light it.

Yang Yan was so kind that he turned himself into a villain.

It doesn't matter to the wicked, as long as Yang Yan stays by his side.

Don't tell him about Wang Shusheng, he won't blame you, you know, because he loves you.

In the dark part of my heart, someone whispered encouragement.

Lin Siji drooped his eyes, and twitched fiercely.

The third root is gone, followed by the fourth, the fifth...

The number of cigarette butts at my feet gradually increased, and the cigarette case became empty before I knew it.

Lin Siji glanced at it, and took out the last cigarette from it.

He skillfully held it in his mouth and pressed the lighter gear.

嗤

The flame burst out, and the tip shot so high that it almost reached the tip of Lin Siji's nose in an instant, and even his cheeks were covered with the heat of the flame.

Lin Siji's pupils were covered by flames, and the glasses faithfully reflected the light of the flames.

It was rare for a lighter to show such face, but Lin Siji remained motionless, not at all trying to bring the tip of the cigarette to light.

"He will hate you"

Li Yunan's exclamation emerged along with the heat, echoing in the wilderness, deafening.

Lin Siji fixed his body like a sculpture, he couldn't move even if he didn't want to, he just let the voice smash the illusion in his heart.

The flame flickered a few times and died out feebly.

The sound also disappeared.

When the immobilization spell failed, Lin Siji lowered his head and pressed the lighter several times, successfully lighting the cigarette.

The little match girl saw beauty through the flame of the match, while Lin Siji was mercilessly thrown into the ice cave.

Is it because the essence of lighters and matches is different?

Or is he not as kind as the little girl, and cannot get the mercy of the gods?

Lin Siji laughed at himself.

The cold wind blew, making the tip of the smoke flicker with sparks, and it also made Lin Siji gradually calm down.

If I choose not to tell Yang Yan and let him miss "Flying Pigeon", maybe I can gain some stability for a while.

But after all, paper can't contain fire. Yang Yan will always know that Wang Shusheng appointed him as the male lead, and his so-called boyfriend concealed the news selfishly.

Maybe Yang Yan won't lose resentment when he knows the truth, because he loves himself.But when time passed, Yang Yan would look back at this passage a few years later, would he regret it?

It definitely will.

Especially when he was unknown and looked up at the hero of "Flying Pigeon" soaring into the sky.

At that time, whether to resent or not, to hate or not to hate, you can't help but love to decide.

Love is not that great, it can cover up all negative emotions.

At the same time, who can guarantee that Yang Yan will maintain a long-term love for a villain who ruined his future.

Lin Siji, who has concealed the truth, is not worthy of Yang Yan's love.

Halfway through the smoke, Lin Siji had a rough decision in his mind.

He lowered his head and laughed at himself, thinking that he was really a villain.

He hesitated not to tell because he was afraid of losing Yang Yan's love.

Determined to confess is also afraid of losing Yang Yan's love.

Whether to conceal it or not is entirely out of his own fear of losing love, and he has not considered Yang Yan's future at all.

Will Yang Yan hate himself like this?

So selfish, ugly, and self-interested.

Mars approached his lips, and there was a faint sound from the vehicle behind him.

Lin Siji finally made a decision.

For Yang Yan to continue to hug him, kiss him, and tell him I love you.

He must tell the truth.

He wants to watch Yang Yan drift away from him with a clear conscience, and always keep a gentle smile when Yang Yan looks back.

He wanted Yang Yan not to feel the slightest bit of darkness with him.

In this way, even if they are separated, Yang Yan can still recall thoughtfully——I once loved a very good person.

The heat approached the lips.

Lin Siji took the cigarette out of his mouth, clamped it between his index and middle fingers, and let the ash slowly sink into the road.

Today is Wednesday, if we drive back tomorrow, we can just catch up with Wang Shusheng's appointment time.

In other words, there is still one day left in the elopement time between him and Yang Yan.

Lin Siji thought, he still couldn't bear it.

Even if it is most of the day, I want to occupy it.

Tell Yang Yan at night and send him back tomorrow morning.

Lin Siji made a decision.

Without hesitation, he extinguished the last cigarette on the ground and stood up.

After maintaining the squatting position for too long, Lin Siji staggered a few steps due to the numbness of his legs, and cursed in a low voice.

But when he raised his eyes, he saw Yang Yan pawing at the window like a cat, the air from his lips forming a beautiful mist on the window, and looking at him innocently and confusedly, Lin Siji bent the corners of his eyes again, and curled up his lips .

He laughed for a long time, but Yang Yan still didn't wake up from the anger of getting up, and looked at this side in a daze.

So Lin Siji decided to say hello to him.

I love you back and forth a few times in the voice cavity, and finally it was regarded as an abandoned case, and it was safely put back in the stomach.

Instead, more euphemistic expressions were used.

Lin Siji smiled and said to Yang Yan: "Good morning."