The whole Internet is black, I was chased and killed by my ex

Faced with Lin Siji's sudden confession, Yang Yan was stunned.

His mind stopped on the spot, and he immediately wanted to avoid this question after restarting.

But the chances of two misses had already been used up, and Lin Siji blocked the escape route early.

He looked at Yang Yan bluntly, and the emotion in his pupils was daunting.

So Yang Yan flinched.

"I might need a moment..."

Lin Siji smiled: "A little?"

"Yeah." Yang Yan withdrew a bit later and said hesitantly, "One week... or two or three days..."

"Okay." Unexpectedly, Lin Siji didn't press every step of the way, and he readily agreed.

Yang Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and ran back to the dormitory as if fleeing.

He dropped his bag and slumped on the seat to let go.

Why did Lin Siji confess to himself.

Yang Yan covered his eyes, his thoughts were in a mess.

Because I kissed him?Not so...

He raised one hand and patted his forehead like a rubber ball, and the annoyance was shaking in his empty head.

So why should I kiss Lin Siji?

With a thought, Yang Yan barely recalled the scene of that day.

The light and shadow of the screen outlines the beautiful lip line, and the thin lips open and close with the words...

Yang Yan had long forgotten what Lin Siji said, or he hadn't written it down at all.

Because at that time he was busy staring at Lin Siji's lips, as if obsessed, and couldn't care about anything.

It seems very soft.

The brain spoke to him softly.

So he attached his body without even thinking about it, and pecked his lips in the astonished expression of the other party.

Lips are indeed soft.

People are really screwed.

Yang Yan covered his face again and let out an embarrassing low cry.

There was a slight sound above his head, Liang Tao poked his head out of the mosquito net and asked impatiently, "Are you a ghost at night?"

"I'm calling you." Yang Yan said soullessly.He spread his fingers apart, his eyes drifted to the ceiling along the gap, and he asked unconsciously, "What if..."

Yang Yan thought for a while, then stopped: "Forget it."

Liang Tao quit, his appetite was whetted, he couldn't sleep anymore, and poked his head out excitedly: "What's the matter, what's the matter, what's the gossip, let's listen to it."

"It's nothing." Yang Yan hesitated, and changed the subject, "There is a person who kissed his friend, and then the friend confessed to him, and that person didn't know what to do."

"Hey, what did I think?" Liang Tao retracted disappointedly, "I don't know what to do, if that person can kiss his friends, it means that there are only two possible situations...or He likes that friend, or that friend is really good-looking. If it's the former, it's over if it's easy to agree, but if it's the latter... It's not a disadvantage to fall in love with a beautiful person. "

"Oh." Yang Yan nodded thoughtfully, "But wouldn't this be too good?"

"What's wrong." Liang Tao sneered under the mosquito net, "Dating is not marriage, both parties are happy, what kind of bicycle do you want... besides, it's good if you kiss someone and leave them alone? "

Yang Yan's pupils were obscured, he sat up straight, and rumpled his messy hair: "It makes sense."

"It makes sense." Liang Tao moaned helplessly, "I'm a master of love."

Love Master is still single until now.

In normal times, Yang Yan would definitely sneer.

But his thoughts are too messed up right now, and he can't bring himself to chatter with others.

Yang Yan was still sitting on the chair in a daze, but Liang Tao's head suddenly poked out from the bed curtain again.

"Wait." He was full of suspicion, "The friend you are talking about can't be yourself."

Yang Yan's heart skipped a beat, and he calmly said, "No."

"Hey." Liang Tao and him looked at each other for a second, then retracted in disappointment, "That's right, I don't think you are the kind of person who can do such drastic things as relatives and friends."

I'm so sorry.

Yang Yan thought silently.

I'm.

The next day was another ordinary day, according to Lin Siji's schedule, Yang Yan strictly carried out the content.

The two go to the gym together, have lunch together, and rehearse together in the evening.

They both tacitly did not mention the confession, and the way they get along is very ordinary. The two acted as if they hadn't kissed two days ago, or hadn't confessed a day ago.

At the end of the night's rehearsal, Yang Yan took the initiative to stop Lin Siji.

"Then what... I want to talk to you." He said carefully, "About yesterday."

Lin Siji put the bag on his shoulders on the table, smiled: "Okay."

He pulled out the chair and sat down, looking up at Yang Yan.

But Yang Yan didn't intend to come and sit down.

He stood where he was, with a hesitant expression, as if he was thinking about his words.

Lin Siji looked at him with his chin propped up, the smile on his lips remained unchanged, and the temperature in his heart cooled down little by little.

He has always been good at observing words and expressions, so he naturally knew what Yang Yan's hesitation represented at the moment.

Is it a sign of rejection?

Lin Siji shook his head slightly in his heart.

better not.

Lin Siji admitted that yesterday's confession was indeed impulsive.

Even if he has carefully conceived three questions, he will constrain Yang Yan to a dead end where he must answer, so that no matter which question he chooses to answer, he must face his feelings directly.

But... still impulsive.

Yang Yan was tangled in place, Lin Siji sighed.

The reason she was proud of had failed, from the moment Yang Yan kissed him... no, it had failed since earlier.

Actually it was Yang Yan's fault, wasn't it?He was the one who teased first.

He gave himself a scarf, promised to go to the movies together, and kissed his lips.

What is the reason for doing this.

Apart from liking, Lin Siji couldn't find any other reason to explain Yang Yan's behavior.

Or he didn't want to look for it.

Lin Siji never felt that he was a person who lacked love, but at this moment, every moment after Yang Yan kissed him, he realized that he might be lacking in love.

He lacks Yang Yan's love, wants Yang Yan's love, wants it very much.

He was like a fish jumping ashore, dying of lack of water, yet pretending to be calm and polite.

I think I'm fine, do you want to be with me?

Lin Siji supported his head.

Compared with the troubled Yang Yan on the opposite side, he looked calm and calm, as if he didn't care about the answer he was about to get.

But no one knew that the corners of his mouth had already started to stiffen, and his fingers had to exert all their strength to suppress the slight trembling.

He barely maintained his composure, looked over with a steady and gentle gaze, and tried not to convey the sense of oppression to Yang Yan.

In his line of sight, Yang Yan was still struggling.

He rolled his Adam's apple twice, hesitantly said: "Yesterday's question... If you regret it...you can take it back, I can pretend you didn't hear it."

"It's not a question of whether I want to take it back." Lin Siji heard himself speak, his voice was soft but lacking warmth, "We have agreed, three questions... It's up to you to answer."

"Oh." Yang Yan said, "Okay."

He still hesitated: "If..."

"Still friends." Lin Siji interrupted with a smile.

After being rushed to answer the question, Yang Yan seemed a little embarrassed: "Okay."

He inhales lightly.

Lin Siji straightened his back slightly.

Yang Yan raised his eyes, his gaze met Lin Siji's, revealing the naked bravery and straightforwardness in his eyes.

"I think I quite like you," he said. "Would you like to have a relationship with me?"

Lin Siji's tense back gradually relaxed. Compared with the joy of getting a response, what he felt was more the joy of being alive after the catastrophe.

After spending a few tenths of a second to sort out his feelings, Lin Siji smiled uncontrollably.

He said, "Of course I would."

When Yang Yan returned to the dormitory, it was already very late.

He stood at the closed door for a while, and when he calmed down, he realized that he was actually sweating profusely in the winter.

He calmly took off his coat, calmly threw the lining into the washing machine, calmly went to take a shower, calmly climbed into bed, and lay down flat.

He stared at the sky calmly, then turned over and sat up suddenly after a few seconds, and slapped Liangtao's bed curtain with his palm.

After listening to the whole series of Liangtao's violent national curses, Yang Yan calmly said:

"I'm in love."

The scolding stopped abruptly, and after [-] seconds passed, a new round of more violent waves was set off on the ground.

In the midst of the chaos, Yang Yan lay down again, and fell asleep calmly.

Lin Siji still had his eyes open in the dormitory of the directing department about a hundred meters away from him.

Instead of summing up the evening, he would rather think about something else today.

For example, when I walked back side by side with Yang Yan just now, the ambiguous sound made by the friction of the down jacket, such as the kiss before saying good night to each other.

"Can I kiss you?" Lin Siji asked before saying goodbye.

Yang Yan said, "...why do you ask?"

Lin Siji smiled: "Because I feel that you still attach great importance to the process of asking for opinions..."

He didn't continue, because Yang Yan raised his head, covered his lips, and blocked his words.

Lin Siji put his hands on the quilt neatly, thinking seriously.

this is not good.

He just went to Yang Yan without reporting and was questioned, but he kissed him whenever he wanted.

Too double standard!

Lin Siji kept a straight face for a few seconds, unable to hold back anymore.

He raised his hand to cover his face, the darkness and his fingers simultaneously covered his doting and helpless expression,

But I love this double standard.

Lin Siji thought.

He suddenly thought of the scene when he was sitting in the office of Baby Bear Paradise two days ago and turned his head to look at Yang Yan lying on the glass.

Xiong Feixiang sat opposite him, stroked his stubble, and said objectively: "Oh, he didn't know it was double-sided glass, did he?"

Lin Siji looked at Yang Yan's eyes wide open, and smiled, "It should be."

Xiong Feixiang turned his gaze back, and teased with a half-smile: "What should I do, he seems to really like you."

Lin Siji was lying on the bed, he remembered his answer back then.

"It's okay." He looked at the glass, Yang Yan folded his hands on his forehead, his expression was serious, his lips were slightly pursed because he couldn't see clearly what was going on inside.

The corner of Lin Siji's mouth raised unconsciously.

"I just happen to like him a lot."