Entering a Split Personality

This is a dead question with no solution.

But... Xiao He still didn't want anything to happen to Fan Shen.

Stay awake and eventually die.

No matter what, he didn't want Fan Shen to die.

As long as there is life, there is hope, as long as there is life, there are other possibilities, as long as they are alive... maybe one day, one day... they will be together.

So even though it was cruel to Fan Shen, it was bullying him, but Xiao He said without hesitation: "Wake up, Fan Shen, please wake up, I won't see you, I will never see you On the one hand, but I hope you can live, even if you are far away, even if you never see you, even if you can only miss you silently for the rest of your life, but I also hope you can live."

Xiao He said this, but Fan Shen frowned slightly.

But slowly Xiao He broke down a bit. He cried so much that he couldn't stop his tears, his voice was choked up, and he cried like his entire chest was filled with despair.

"If you're dead... Fan Shen, if you let me know that you're dead, then I won't live anymore, absolutely not."

Listening to the news that you are alive from afar, at least there is hope of continuing to survive.

But if you die...then how am I going to bear all this alone?

So...Although it is selfish, please wake up.

Is Fan Shen an irresponsible person?

No... he was braver than any man, stronger than any man, more determined than any man.

Although just thinking about it would fill his heart with pain, but Fan Shen knew Xiao He's thoughts and felt Xiao He's love, so he couldn't let him down.

"Okay..." Fan Shen kissed his forehead and whispered, "I promise you, I will live."

Xiao He shouldn't be allowed to bear all this alone, at least give Xiao He a time, a process of gradually forgetting him slowly and normally.

Because it was the last hug, they hugged each other lingeringly, wishing they could kiss every part of each other's body.

However, there is a moment when it ends.

Xiao He fell asleep in satiation, and woke up in a void.

When I returned to the real world, I didn't feel any sense of pleasure, only despair and sadness, and I didn't even know what to say or do.

Because Xiao He would be in a daze every time he woke up, so Qin Su didn't bother him.

But this time Xiao He couldn't calm down no matter what.

He didn't dare to look at Fan Shen who was sleeping on the side, he just turned over and got off the bed, and whispered to Qin Su: "Come on, let's take a step to talk."

Qin Su got up and led him out of the house.

Xiao He took a deep breath and said softly, "Fan Shen will wake up soon."

As soon as these words came out, Qin Su's body froze slightly, and his usually calm eyes were full of undisguised surprise.

Xiao He saw it, but couldn't laugh.

In fact, he had worried before whether Qin Su would be unfaithful to Fan Shen.

But now, Xiao He knew very well that the people who could be kept by Fan Shen's side must be extremely loyal. Although Qin Su looked a little mysterious, he probably respected Fan Shen inwardly.

At that moment, Xiao He felt a little jealous instead.

Qin Su could stay with Fan Shen, but he couldn't.

But... Xiao He also understands.

Qin Su and Fan Shen are just subordinates no matter what, but he and Fan Shen are the closest, closest and most intimate pillow.

There is too much difference in position between each other, so the requirements are very different.

It is said that there is no place for a little sand in the lover's world. It is not that Xiao He has never thought about trying it, but he knows... At first, he must be able to get along in harmony, but it is like cutting flesh with a blunt knife. When he feels the pain, his eyes are already full It's gone.

He and Fan Shen were so afraid that it was the time when their love would end.

Without thinking too much, Xiao He continued: "Before that, can you help Fan Shen erase the memory of this treatment?"

This was Xiao He's little plan, and it was the last thing he could do for Fan Shen.

Qin Su must have this ability, after all, he said it at the beginning.

Xiao He spoke at this time, but Qin Su was a little puzzled: "You...don't want to see the young master again?"

Xiao He nodded: "Never meet again?"

Qin Su frowned slightly: "Is there any contradiction? Although I warned you at the beginning, if you are sure, you can fall in love with the young master. I have no right to..."

"No." Xiao He shook his head, almost forcing his own voice to come out of his difficult throat, "I can't be with him, we have reached an agreement on this, you just need to let him forget about it , for him, for me, is the best."

Qin Su wanted to say more, but Xiao He didn't want to.

"That's it. I'm going back. I haven't been home for a long time. I want to rest."

Qin Su was not one who was good at comforting others, seeing that Xiao He had made up his mind, he could only swallow his words back.

Xiao He left, just like that without any worries.

He knew that Fan Shen would wake up, and he also knew that Fan Shen would know that he had lost his memory by reading Qin Su's thoughts.

But it doesn't matter, what happened between him and Fan Shen, only they know, what Qin Su heard is just some fragments of words, it doesn't mean anything.

And amnesia, what is lost is not just memory, but more emotion.

Without that mood, no amount of experience will be pale and unable to arouse resonance.

Fan Shen would be puzzled at most, but Xiao He knew that Fan Shen would not be curious.

He is very smart, how could such a smart person not understand?

In this way... At least Fan Shen doesn't have to bear their feelings, at least it can relieve him some pressure.

But... When Xiao He returned home, he couldn't smile at his parents for the first time. He went back to the house and hid under the quilt, crying out of breath.

He personally ruined the happiness of this life.