Psychological Control

She seemed to fall backwards, and the narrow edge of the roof and the heavy rain made it more than twice as difficult for her to wear high heels.

I didn't restrict my posture to normal walking in order to maintain my balance, knowing that forcing my hands to my legs would only make my stride stiff and nondescript.

But when I was facing the ground parallel, without a second, I slowly stretched my arms, straightened my legs and took the first step on the wall due to time.

The denim coat and my hair were wet from the rain and were hanging down due to gravity. I knew that the picture on the monitor might not look so good, but I could only try my best to maintain the balance of my posture, step by step. ".

When I was concentrating, there was nothing in my mind, and the cheers and rain that filled my ears gradually moved away. Only the staff on the ground waiting to catch me and the camera next to him were in my sight.Nina was already far behind by my walking speed. When I was still a few meters away from the ground, Nina was still suspended in mid-air.

I know that she lost her balance several times in a row. The [-]cm high heels on her feet are like walking a canoe on stilts.To be honest, I don't think this kind of challenge design has any ornamental value, but whether the program group is for howling or for the courage of the so-called test model has nothing to do with me.

After landing, three screens in front of the audience blocked the audience's view, allowing the stylist to adjust the hairstyle of the model and take off the sodden denim jacket to reveal the clothing that needs to be displayed inside.Nina's mistakes gave me extra breathing room.

Nina is one of the only female models I have a conversation with in the house of supermodels.But even so, I will not affect my work because of the performance of anyone around me, even Chris who I am already familiar with.

When Nina also stumbled and landed on the ground, after taking off the safety rope in the denim jacket and getting ready, following the instructions of the staff, Nina and I lifted the curtain and walked around the screen in front of us to the formal runway.

In fact, the male model catwalk is not much different from the usual walk, as long as you don’t walk too swayingly, hold your head up and chest out to show confidence during the catwalk, look ahead and walk steadily, and then as long as you can walk quickly in a straight line, you will be fine. enough.The point is confidence.

Nina looks slender but very strong at heart, and the several slides suspended in mid-air did not make her perform abnormally in the catwalk.But even so, her model steps are not imposing enough because of her too thin body.

Although it was pouring rain, the wind that accompanied the rain really helped me.The wind blew the ends of our hair and the hems of our clothes, and Nina's unsteady steps made her look precarious.

The second group is Alice and Chris who both Nina and I are familiar with.Chris is too stiff in the suspension, his hands are raised too high for balance, and his eyes are dull, obviously a little out of order.Alice was as strong as ever, although she also lost to the high heels in the suspension, but when she landed on the ground for the real catwalk, the strong wind accompanied by the heavy rain blew her hair, and she was imposing.

If it is said that Nina and I walk the show together, she will be much paler in comparison, then the show of Chris and Alice is Alice's strong grabbing of everyone's attention.

The third group is Ashton and Jaina.Ashton was suspended in mid-air like a proud swan, with his neck raised high and his steps light, as if walking on flat ground.Jaina's model steps on the flat ground failed to add back impression points to her in the hearts of the audience.

The fourth group, Dan and Shelley.Because Dan was afraid of heights, his walking posture in mid-air was almost bent into a bow, and his waist was leaned back too much, which seemed a bit weird.Shelley even screamed out of fear.The performance of this group appears to be unsatisfactory.

Immediately after the fifth group, Mike and Alyssa, and the sixth group, Jamie and Rina...After two groups of failed performances, Jamie and Rina finally ignited the interest of the audience.

Rena, who had participated in the beauty pageant, actually walked out more impressive steps than Ashton in the suspension, with firmness in every step in the ethereal.I could see Alice looking very hard as she looked at the group.Because they are both female models, she and Rui Na must be rivals.

Jamie's performance can only be said to have played at a normal level, but he didn't let Rena, who was much smaller than him, steal his limelight.

The seventh and final group, Marvin and Bianca.When Bianka was suspended in the middle of the building, she gave up trying to walk because of multiple slips and falls, and she began to let herself pose as the rope lowered her.This kind of petty cleverness is cleverness but is misunderstood by cleverness.

This is a challenge, the content of the challenge is not how good you are on the flat ground, but whether you can overcome your fear in the suspension, try as much as possible, and show your confidence.

So, in the end, the cameras focused on Marvin.I always feel that Marvin, a boy born in a poor area, seems to be blessed by God. He was suspended slowly and kept his steps as stable as possible. Although he walked very slowly along the way, he actually maintained a perfect ninety reached the ground.

His modeling moves aren't great, but they won't be a failure, and his performance in the challenge is a big bonus.

After the challenge, the models were assembled to face the four judges who awaited the challenge's ratings and selected a top performer.

The top performer was rewarded with a key to Taylor's suite.Winners of the Taylor Suite can choose a companion to stay with them, which includes a King Size bed and a Guess cloakroom.This can refresh you.

"I can't believe you all did it! Under such harsh conditions, it's really impressive," Taylor made another dispensable opening statement.The challenge score is one-third of the criteria for the next round of elimination.If you give up the challenge, it is tantamount to announcing your automatic withdrawal.

"Good things to say first," Rob also said, "but there are two people who performed so poorly that I don't agree with them."

Rob's words made most people's expressions heavy.Since I was the first group to finish the show, I watched every other group perform.Although I'm not getting the best performance, I will definitely not be described as bad.

Similarly, Alice and Rena are equally calm.These two girls are very confident in what they are good at, and learning to self-evaluate is also the standard for you to judge whether you are qualified or not in one thing.

Rob next announced the pair's names. "Mike and Bianca. You look like you've given up trying, Byoncca, and let them put you down. Also, Mike, you're too stiff in your steps. On the catwalk, you're supposed to be confident, Because you want to show off your clothes."

Taylor went on to say: "And there are two outstanding performances here, Marvin and Rena." Taylor praised their catwalk poses in the suspension, and the reason is no different from what I observed.

In the end, the best performance went to Rena.Although the performances of the two were evenly matched, Rena's high heels added a well-deserved difficulty point to her.

It was already late at night when the challenge ended, and the models got on the bus and headed to the supermodel house.When I pulled out a newly purchased psychology book in the car, Chris frowned.

"Bryan, you may not only get motion sickness while reading in the car, but also be short-sighted!" His tone was a bit cold, but it implied blame and concern.

"Hahaha... Chris, when did you become Brian's mother? We always thought that nerdy Brian was the one who changed your diaper!" The pressure of the game made everyone who was originally happy feel heavy. As if to vent the pressure, Dan began to booed mercilessly.

Originally, Chris and Marvin's brothers were not on good terms, and Dan was originally a black rapper with a lot of dirty words in his mouth. When he started to mock me from calling me a nerd to a more dirty place, Chris stood angrily. up.He rushed forward to grab Dan's collar.

I've always been a quiet person and a social animal has never been in my nature.But the farce between Chris and Dan was happening in front of me at this time, and I couldn't ignore it.

I quickly stood up, grabbed Chris's hand with one hand and pulled him back, and made a shush gesture with my other hand.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, Chris finally succumbed to my toughness, turned around and was about to sit down.

However I overlooked another cause of events.Seeing such a development, Dan became more arrogant and unrestrained. He stabbed Phil as if he wanted the other party to join him in making trouble.

He pointed at Chris and started yelling: "Hey, what a good and obedient baby Chris! I wonder if the mother and baby who couldn't find a bed to sleep last night found a place to breastfeed?"

Whether it is a male model or a female model among the models, there will be an undercurrent of writing behind the scenes.Originally, when America's Next Top Model was only limited to girls, there were never uncommon fights in the supermodel house.Among male models, it is naturally not uncommon.

A group of hot-blooded boys live together with a group of beautiful girls. The boys naturally want to show off, the idea of ​​getting girls' attention, and the pressure of the modeling competition, which makes it harder to suppress the bad-tempered people. own temper.

Maybe Dan was jealous of Chris' natural physical condition, or maybe Dan and Chris had a natural discord.Anyway, Dan's remarks were intended to be sarcastic for Chris and me, but they inadvertently pissed off a lot of people.

As soon as this sentence came out, not only Ashton stood up to argue with him because of the homophobic and discriminatory words, but even Jamie, who was not at odds with Chris, couldn't help standing up and speaking for me.Mike, who was downcast because of the results of the challenge, also paid attention to this matter.

Even Nina and Alice, the group of girls in the front car, stood up and watched because of the commotion here.

Not to mention Chris, who couldn't take it any longer and rushed to fight Dan.I don't know what the consequences of a fight in America's Next Top Model will be, the most serious may be forced withdrawal punishment.If Dan is going to stop pissing Chris off, he has to learn to shut up.

I know that for such a person, simply giving in will never solve things.When Marvin and Phil were blocking Chris and pulling Dan, I stood up.

Dan's mouth was still chattering, and Marvin obviously thought that I stood up to help him pull Chris back, but unexpectedly, I passed Marvin who was blocking Chris, and walked towards Dan and Phil.

When Phil saw me coming, he subconsciously turned his back to Dan who was screaming, and stretched out his hand facing me to stop my approach.But since I was unlucky enough to become a newspaper report three years ago, and I was mixed up in a messy club before, I became Brian and signed up for an interest class teaching basic self-defense. I really learned something in two years .

My pace remained unchanged, I went forward and reached out and grabbed Phil's wrist and twisted it backwards. He let out a cry of pain and turned around and was pressed against the wall of the car by me.For a while, everyone didn't react, even Dan, who was the first to bear the brunt.

Before Dan could react, I picked up his collar and stumbled.He lost his balance and fell on the car seat. My knees stretched out and pressed on his chest, and I tilted half of my body weight, restraining him under me.

"Listen to what I said, boy." Originally, I was just planning to put down harsh words to make him be more honest, but at this moment, I felt an uncontrollable coldness in my heart.

I paused, but my eyes fell on Dan's neck involuntarily.I looked away with difficulty and looked straight into his eyes, "Don't try to trample on the limit of my patience, Dan. I don't think there will be any consequences for a fight in America's Next Top Model. At least it won't be candy. I don't want to advance your medical bills either." Fees add to expenses I don't need to have."

"Hey! Brian!!!"

I twisted Dan's arm tightly, but Marvin and Chris forcefully broke it apart, and they teamed up to push me away from Dan's side.My mind went blank.I sat back on the car seat, closed my eyes, and exhaled slowly under Ashton's comfort. I could only hear Dan's gasping and screaming in a frightened atmosphere, who was still arrogant and triumphant just now.

"Crazy!!! He's just crazy!" Dan screamed so loudly that the bus driver couldn't help but stop the car to check.

Marvin and Phil could only pull him and persuade him to be quiet, but with little effect.I could clearly hear Dan's incoherent words reaching my ears.

"Did you see his eyes, I dare say he wanted to kill me for a moment! Say... maybe the goddamn mental hospital let him out without curing him! This violent man should be banned! !"

"Shut up, Dan!" Even Marvin reprimanded Dan for his offensive words.

I know I'm impulsive, but the pressure to finally let some air out feels so good.Originally, the purpose of restraining Dan was to let him accumulate some morals and let him know that I am not a silent sheep.

However, when I completely controlled him, I looked at his throat and couldn't restrain the devil buried in my heart, and the bloodthirsty impulse filled my brain... I can only keep telling myself, hinting in my heart , to calm down that desire...

I finally understand why most serial killers can't help but kill animals before they actually kill.Because, only the moment of seeing the blood can alleviate the pain of their unsatisfied bloodthirsty desire.

During the three years of recuperation, Brian's original bloodthirsty delusions, which I had gradually forgotten through self-hypnotic suggestion, came out all at once. That fantasy was so real that it almost made me lose control.