Psychological Control

With a sound of "collapse", the fishing line on Dexter's fishing rod broke.Maybe the fishhook reached the bottom of the boat or a gap on the bottom of the sea reef and was pulled off too hard.But Dexter didn't say anything, I turned my head and saw him deftly rethreading the line and hook on the fishing rod.

"Just like human beings' greed for money, giving in to desire is the lowest level of human beings. Maybe I think differently from you, but for my own real benefit, it is correct not to put myself in a place that is equivalent to a desperate situation Make your own choice." I no longer watched his movements, because my fish mark floating on the sea moved, obviously a fish had been hooked.

"But isn't that too difficult..." Dexter's voice was barely audible, "If you keep suppressing your inner desires, you may be able to succeed for a while. But there will always be a time when you lose control completely in the end. That is The scariest thing I've ever seen."

I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he finally spoke his mind.If this kid has been on guard, I will have to spend a lot of time and energy to complete the task.Perhaps it was the fact that the scene of being on a fishing boat with another person was similar to the one he had chatted with Harry earlier, which drove his emotions.All in all, I wanted to hear his more authentic inner thoughts, and the first step succeeded.

Talking to a stranger about your real thoughts about possible danger to you may sound like a fantasy.But sometimes, often with strangers, you can take that step.After Sheriff Harry, who was able to listen to his thoughts before, passed away, Dexter lost this role by his side, and my appearance was just right.

While I was pulling the thread, I said naturally as if chatting: "But there is a reason for a thought, a desire. And the way to channel it is not only to vent it. Although it is difficult, as long as you are willing Try... Dexter, what is the cause of your desire?"

This time Dexter didn't answer my question directly, and he said after a while: "Carl, don't you know that it is very dangerous to get too close to someone like me and try to influence me?" And ask yourself, how similar you are to me, wouldn't it be too ridiculous to persuade me from your point of view? "

I listened to his words, and I didn't intend to fight back directly, but continued my previous words and said: "The reason why some people have an urgent desire is because they want to gain a considerable status, or they want to take revenge on themselves." The enemy. But most people will not make mistakes because of a wrong idea. Only some people don’t set a bottom line for themselves, so that they get deeper and deeper.”

"Bottom line? If it's that kind of thing, I don't think it's voluntary, but I still have it." Dexter interjected.I knew he was talking about the killing rules Sergeant Harry had set for him, only killing rats that had slipped away from the law.But the bottom line of this level is not what I want.

"Then the person who set the bottom line for you, did he really achieve the step that can give you a full score? I don't think so, it's just that he did the best step he can do. Because he doesn't know how to let your heart What is the source of that desire, or in other words, he dare not tell you what the source is. So, he can only do this step."

I did not hesitate to point out the most core point among the topics I raised. "What are you looking for? Or, what exactly do you want to find that has been lost? Haven't you ever thought that maybe the appearance of that thing will completely change everything?"

"Tell me, Dexter. How much do you remember from the past?"

……

On a sea fishing trip, Dexter caught a bucket of big and small sea fish, and my bucket was empty.But on my hook, I actually caught the prey I most longed for early on.What I need to do now is to carefully pull up the thread and wait for the final harvest.

Of course, I also have to be careful of the piranha on the hook at all times, so as not to turn me into his prey when I am not enough.

I returned the empty bucket and fishing gear to the rental shop. Under the comfort of the boss, I smiled and sent Dexter to his car.Dexter put his fishing tackle into the trunk and asked, "Don't you really need me to take you back?"

"Don't worry, I have other things to do later, so I will go there directly by car." I hypocritically rejected Dexter's proposal, "Also, if you really want to rent a house outside, I'd rather There is a house recommended, the rent is very cheap, next time I will take you to have a look."

Let him know where he lives?In Calblack's disguised state, I couldn't tell him a real address.But even if I am using a fake identity, it is impossible for me to agree to his proposal.Putting my whereabouts in the hands of another person, after attempting that raid by David Vincent, made it impossible for me to err on the same spot again.

The previous topic on the yacht, because Dexter didn't answer my question, caused the cold discussion to end without a problem.But in our chat afterwards, Dexter inadvertently revealed that he wanted to move out of his parents' house and live alone.

I grasped this point without hesitation and didn't intend to let it go.Because I can finally bring my younger brother back to our home.That's right, our home.Although it's just a dilapidated, empty house today, that's where Brian and Dexter lived with their mother more than ten years ago.

That's the only place Brian and Dexter have happy memories of.If Dexter subconsciously forgets the memory of those three days in the container because of the traumatic stress reaction.Then at least he should remember the memories he and his own brother created together in that home.

That's why I had to win the Survivor's $100 million grand prize.Without that money, I guess it would be impossible to buy back the house that was sold due to debt repayment in my lifetime.103 Bogle Street.

Right after I got out of a psychiatric sanatorium, I wanted to buy the house back.But don't say it's just a down payment. At that time, it was impossible for me to rent it.Now that everything is settled, I have enough money to support my living expenses and tuition fees, and I should complete the house purchase procedures as soon as possible.

Even if I didn't get the survivor's bonus in the end, I don't want to wait any longer.And soon the ownership of the final winner of the Survivors will be revealed at the Survivors Live Conference.I judge myself that it is at least 90.00% possible to win the final championship.

Dexter, who buried his head and didn't want me to see the meaning of his face, agreed to my invitation after thinking about it.Three days after our appointment, we met in a commercial street near Bogle Street.The reason why I didn't tell Dexter the address directly was because I really wanted to see his reaction at that time.

"Dexter, I hope you can tell me the answers to those previous questions next time." I smiled and stepped forward to hug him. The enthusiasm of Americans is actually not very suitable for us, but it is hypocritical to do too much After the enthusiasm, it has already become a habit.

"If the time comes, you can tell me the reason why you are close to my goal." Because we almost talked about our inner topics on the yacht, Dexter stopped talking three or four times in one sentence. Center up.He said directly what he wanted to say.

I didn't bother talking about him this time either. I just nodded and said, "Of course, maybe you'll understand my purpose when you get there. Even if you don't know everything clearly, you will definitely understand."

My words made Dexter frown, and a puzzled look appeared in his eyes.But I didn't explain anything more, but made an appointment to meet in three days.Watching Dexter back out of the back of the car, watching me in the rearview mirror and waving goodbye to me, I smiled back and watched his car go farther and farther, and finally drowned in the traffic.I just turned around and left.

……

"Mr. Moss, all you need to do is sign your name here." The house sales agent pointed to the last vacant space on the black and white contract. "Are the two gentlemen newly married?" She looked at me and Dillon standing behind me, and said casually.

I used the real name of Brian Moss instead of the false identity of Cal Black for the house purchase identity.Because I think, at least until the end of Brian Moss, the only place with good memories will become his last memorial.

I occupy his body and take away his consciousness, then I will help him fulfill his greatest wish.Little brother and the best memory in my heart.It's like the equivalent exchange of the devil.

"No, he is my bodyguard." While signing my name under the contract, I replied jokingly to this intermediary who is used to building relationships with clients. "I will pass the down payment

The reason why Di Lon appeared in this situation is because I went back to see him after I took off all the superfluous disguises.Just this trip, it was stained.Dillon would rather close the shop for one day than come out with me, which is the same as my reply just now.He claimed to be my bodyguard, which is why I replied to the agency like this.

Although I don't know what Dillon found out what was wrong with me, but he wanted to follow me uncharacteristically, which made it difficult for me to refuse.In order to take it for granted with Dexter tomorrow, go out to meet alone.I can only let him follow this one time, and I can get rid of this guy tomorrow.