Psychological Control

In the end, I still missed the knockout round. Although the film won the best short film in the end, I was forced to withdraw from the competition to assist the police investigation because of a semi-strong obligation.

Ashton was obviously furious at what happened to me, and he had made it his mission to win America's Next Top Model and beat female models.And now, in his opinion, one of the male models with good strength was forced to retire, wouldn't it weaken the strength of the male models in disguise?

But in fact, judging from Guess' recent demand for models, the possibility of the organizers letting a male model win this time on America's Next Top Model is very slim.But I don't intend to shatter his dream early.The so-called first confrontation between men and women is just a tool to raise the topic, and the male models of this season are just to accompany the female models.

Chris quietly accompanied me to pack my luggage in the room. I could see that he was depressed, but he also seemed relieved.He offered to call me every Sunday to let me not forget.

Chris is now the only person around me that allows me to relate to a normal life.After the illusion created by Mike was subverted.Maybe I should really start thinking of ways to keep Chris in my circle, at least his presence would make me seem less withdrawn.

The little wolf didn't know that he was about to step into not the pasture he imagined, but the forest of predators.Selfishness may be the number one term in my heart after I became Brian.

Although the end of America's Next Top Model surprised me, but because I won the best short film before withdrawing from the competition, it is a good result to withdraw halfway due to unexpected reasons.

Compared with being defeated and eliminated, stopping abruptly when achieving neither high nor low achievements will make people never forget.Because the audience can't help but wonder, if he keeps going, will he win the supermodel contest?That exclamation of pity would create conversation, and maybe turn it into something I could use to my advantage.

Moreover, I deliberately made an appearance of actively cooperating, but it was just to avoid a word that Mr. Blackface accidentally uttered during the interrogation. BAU team.

The BAU team, which is good at psychological profiling, scares me more than ordinary FBI agents and experienced criminal police.

After my semi-forced withdrawal, I flew back to Miami like a prisoner with those two FBI agents.In the police headquarters where Sergeant Harry retired, I honestly explained all the other part-time jobs that Mike had mentioned. To show my sincerity, I also specifically mentioned his little habit of going fishing on weekends.

Finally, before the FBI agents applied for BAU to intervene, I was able to return to the hut I rented, speed up the speed of packing, and advance the previously booked flight tickets, preparing to rush to Stanford University in California to report early.

I can't help but be thankful that I really didn't know anything about what Mike was up to.Otherwise, if I really have to face the group of profilers in the BAU team, I don't think I can survive their scrutiny without showing anything suspicious to them.

It's really unlucky for people, drinking cold water can also get stuck between teeth.

Even if I haven't committed any crime from the beginning to the end, I can still be found by the FBI.I can only hope that my recorded statement while dealing with those two FBI agents doesn't arouse suspicion from anyone on the BAU team.

As long as they have a little doubt, check my background information a little bit.You will know that I am a person who has been locked up in a mental hospital for more than ten years.The reason for being detained was also psychological trauma and anti-social tendencies.

A sociopath who has fully met the conditions of a potential criminal has been friends with a perverted serial killer for two years.I didn't even have to think about it, even if it turned out that David and I had nothing to do with each other in the end, my data as a potential criminal would be backed up in the FBI archives.The data might even be drawn directly from that mental hospital.

Maybe it's time for me to find out more about that BAU group.After all, knowing yourself and your enemy means winning every battle, isn’t it?I didn't want to stand on the opposite side of justice, but I also didn't want to be watched by them all the time with that excuse.

Being a cat and mouse would cause a surge of vigilance in Brian's personality, which is really not conducive to my psychological control over myself.By the day it got out of control, it was too late to remember.

Having said that, Mike's exposure is really ironic.

Shortly after the phone call with me last Sunday, Mike was investigated by the police because the intern he was leading was tricked by a "friend" of a dancer in the dance company to secretly sell drugs to the guests.This investigation lost his vest and was forced to pack up and leave.

This is different from the serial killers in history who were ticketed for parking in the wrong place and then missed.

The two-year safe nest was ruined by a few pills of drugs. I think if the boy selling drugs hadn't been temporarily detained by the police for investigation, he probably wouldn't live long.

I knew that my indifference to those around me would cost me some friends, but it never occurred to me that indifference could put myself in danger.

Looking back now, in Mike’s free time after get off work, apart from having a cup of afternoon tea with me from time to time and a glass of beer in the nightclub at night, he only uses fish ponds to prevaricate.I couldn't even make out when the police showed me Mike's empty room.Because I've never been to Mike's house, and I don't even want to.

The two FBI agents thought for a while that I was hiding something for Mike and were unwilling to let him go from the police station.Fortunately, Jonathan, who is nosy, hired a lawyer for me. After the lawyer pointed out that what they did was hindering my daily life, he would not give up the above rights if necessary.I was finally able to leave.

Of course, not all peace.

I noticed that there was often an unassuming Jeep parked around my rented house, and there were always plainclothes policemen in it who never got out of the car and walked around.I'm guessing my network is being spied on too, probably by the FBI.

But regardless of whether he is in custody or not, I still use the Internet to look up events related to murderers in the Eastern District of Florida.

The victims of the East End serial killings were mostly innocent and women between the ages of 30 and they all had one thing in common, red hair and pale skin.David Vincent's target turned out to be the female Ginger.The similarity between this and my penetration is only my gender, which can give me some comfort.

The method of committing the crime was strangulation and asphyxiation. Except for the traces of fishing line on the neck and neck that almost cut the skin, the phalanx of the ring finger was missing.The newspapers at that time reported it extensively, and the society was in turmoil, but I was still imprisoned in that mental sanatorium, out of tune with the world.

I don’t know how many afternoon teas Mike just washed off the blood on his hands, walked into my house, and picked up the afternoon tea I prepared.

Let me tell you, everyone has a cage in their hearts, no matter what is in the cage, as long as it is locked properly, everything will be fine forever.If unfortunately the cage is opened, then we can only pray that the monster will not be too big and scary.

Whatever David's reason for opening that cage was none of my business.After becoming Bryan, affected by his anti-social personality, I feel less and less about friendship and love now.Only the obsession with Dexter can make me feel that I am a human being with feelings.

The surveillance car outside the rented house was finally evacuated two days before I left Miami, maybe it was finally confirmed that I, who stayed at home all day packing my luggage, did not have any contact with Mike.

Based on what I knew from the untraceable clichés of the two FBI agents who investigated me.Three years ago, David had just been involved in the investigation of the case in the BAU team, and when the police had just narrowed down the suspects to a certain range, he ran away because of news on the news.

He never let any bodies be found after that, as far as I know.Without a dead body, there is no crime.That's why he was able to hide safely in Miami, a criminal paradise, for two years without showing his trace.

But now it is a situation where he is almost caught straight. I don't know how many rabbit holes he has?

I just hope he doesn't get smart enough to use me as one of his rabbit holes, although it seems that I get along very well with him, and the two even hit it off very well.But I definitely don't compromise with him like I did when I shielded Dexter.

My outlook on life for more than twenty years does not allow me to compromise again.I just want to be a sociopath who is a bit perverted and kind, and I don't want to be an accomplice of a lunatic.

David doesn't stop killing after he's unlocked the cage that's trapped his inner monster.I would never, under any circumstances, unleash Brian's inner monster, that's a promise I made to myself.Because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will no longer be who I used to be.

I don't even want to die. I don't want to give up any of my physical freedom and my psychological control.

That's why I chose to step into the spotlight and supervise myself in the spotlight.It's much better than being watched by the FBI.

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After packing several boxes of useful household items, I mailed them through the post office in advance to a bachelor apartment near Stanford University that I contacted the owner online to rent.

Last day in Miami, also the last day of America's Next Top Model shoot.

Before I left the supermodel house, I exchanged phone numbers with Ashton and Chris.Last week, my first weekend out of racing, Chris called me.

His condition is not so good, although he did not say that he was influenced by me, and even avoided the topic.But I can still feel it from the substandard still photos on the America's Next Top Model website and the tone of the phone call.In order to fulfill some obligations of domesticating wolf cubs, I gave him a psychological counseling session.

Although I haven't tried this kind of work as a psychiatrist, after all, I have become a doctor after a long illness.After that phone call, I haven't received a call from Chris again. The new week's hard photos on the official website show that he is doing very well.

Lying in the green grass, with a snow-white complexion and platinum-blonde hair, he slightly propped up his body and rushed towards the camera, making him look like a vampire who just woke up.

And in the two weeks after I left, the judges eliminated Alyssa and Ko Nani successively, and the boys once had the upper hand in numbers.Then Jamie and Dan were also eliminated.However, the advantages of girls did not last long, and Jaina and Nina were also eliminated.

In the end, only Alice, Ashton, Marvin, Chris and Rena competed for the top three.

The homepage of America's Next Top Model only announced the result, and did not spoil the final three contestants and the champion. It was intended to do hunger marketing for the official program broadcast in the second half of the month.

Randomly clicked on the discussion board on the home page of America's Next Top Model, and I flipped to the comments under my photo.

BeautyByLia:

The woman played by Brian is so beautiful!What's with this sudden sense of shame about who I am as a woman? !

Maiameow:

If you want me to say that Ashton's strong woman has the momentum, Brian won this time entirely by face, right?

HeyItsAngel replied to Maiameow:

We Brian are the best!If you don't understand, shut up, okay?Brian is a man when he thinks of a man, and a woman when he is a woman!Ashton is always a pussy, even a woman is like a shemale!

Maiameow replied to HeyItsAngel:

I see you shut your mouth, homophobia!Anyway, your Brian has already retired due to personal reasons. In my opinion, it is self-knowledge that he can't win, right?And you still use transvestite as a derogatory term, homophobic?

Libby Walker replied to Maiameow:

Nothing to argue with in my opinion.The only male model who can compete with Alice is Brian Moss, as can be seen from his first still photo of the masked ball.After he left, Ashton and Marvin, two male models who rely on one expression to go all over the world, want to win the championship?dream.

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Hetaliarulz:

I heard that Brian used to be a jazz dancer in a commercial dance company?No wonder he knows so much about his golden angle.Hey, I really want to see one of his performances.

OddUndeniably replied to Hetaliarulz:

You're welcome.

oliviabairstow:

My favorite is the photo of Brian and Chris!It's so emotional.I don't know why, but the still photo of the two of them was the only boy-boy group in that issue.Can't wait to see this season of America's Next Top Model air!

Life-And-Golfishes replied to oliviabairstow:

I personally prefer the Brian and Jamie one, two of the best men in the same photo, and that kind of theme.I printed that out as a poster myself and put it next to my bed.

I deliberately compared the comments on my page with other models, and I guessed right.After my retirement, my popularity should have decreased, but the regrets of the fans who have been paying attention to me have increased day by day.

Because these fans who feel sorry for me will share the still photos on the official website and the final advertising video with their friends through Facebook and Twitter.This kind of sharing and forwarding has formed a butterfly effect.There are more and more people on the discussion board.

I started planning to move on to the next step of staying popular.

Unlike the Asian variety show entertainment circle, the composition of the European and American entertainment circles is very simple.Those who sing sing, those who act act, and there are very few interplays.However, entertainment idols in South Korea and Japan are proficient in everything, hosting, singing, acting, and variety shows are no problem.Their super high appearance rate on TV makes it easy for them to maintain their popularity among fans.

And I intend to win by appearance rate.Taking advantage of the time when the name of Brian Moss was aired on America's Next Top Model and the search rate peaked, more personal information about himself was drawn out to keep fans interested.