Psychological Control

Jonathan's problem with his lover was never going to become my problem.As an innocent person implicated, I will not volunteer to help him with psychological counseling like a savior.It was true that he needed a psychiatrist.

In fact, everyone who lives under high-intensity work pressure actually needs a psychologist.People should understand that there is nothing embarrassing or difficult to talk about on a regular basis with a psychologist.

Immediately after my shoot was over, it was Jamie and Alice.I don't know if it was intentional by the program crew or it was destined by God, but Jamie was very satisfied.The wedding theme of the two is nude marriage, of course not really naked, they are wearing flesh-colored underwear.

Mike and Jamie were booing excitedly, but Nina, who had finished her makeup, suddenly walked over and sat beside me.

"Did you know that guy Dan told Marvin that he was going to tell the judges that you almost beat him?" Nina frowned and said indignantly.

I was a little surprised that it was Nina who came to say this to me. After all, Dan and the others deliberately discussed it so loudly that most people probably heard it.But I thought Chris would come and complain to me first, but Nina is too kind.In fact, if you think about it carefully, you will know how naive Dan's method is.

Since Nina said this because she was worried about me, I don't mind talking more about it.I closed the book in my hand, smiled at Nina and said, "No, he won't say a word to the judges."

"Why do you say that? I just heard them discussing it over there, and it pissed me off..." At this time, Chris also finished dressing, came over and complained.

"Because he started it first, didn't he? And for the discriminatory words, the judges will not favor him, and you will not testify in favor of him when you saw it in the car." In my head As soon as he thought about it, he deliberately said loudly.For a moment, the models sitting around all looked at us with different expressions on their faces.

"What's more, they have ulterior motives to say this before the photo shoot, just to want to affect your status. I'm sorry for bothering you." I spread my hands and watched each model turn around , looking at the thoughtful expression on his face in the mirror.

When the backstage was still intriguing, Alice seemed to be out of shape during filming because of the shadow brought by her previous marriage.Jonathan went back and forth several times before she finally managed to put a smile on her face.

Backstage, Alice walked up to me and sighed and chatted.She didn't mention to me what Dan and Marvin said. As a more mature person here, she is more concerned about her performance in the game.

"Maybe I'm really not confident, even Jamie's performance is better than mine." Alice said with a sad face, "Brian, it's a good thing you're not a female model. Otherwise, I really have nothing to do here. talker."

"Don't worry, at least your current strength is still the highest, isn't it?" Sitting on the sofa with nothing to worry about, I casually comforted this Alice who was like a defeated female cat.

Indeed, contrary to Alice, Jamie took advantage of his blatant crush on Alice. His enthusiastic performance and unfailing smile on his face during the filming failed to make Jonathan raise any shortcomings.

After the Alice and Jamie group is over, it's Mike's turn to marry Alyssa's bong son.Alyssa put on a cloth bag to pretend to be pregnant in her wedding dress, but I could tell that her every move showed concern about Mike's strength.

After I read nearly two-fifths of the book in my hand, the lesbian wedding of Gianna and Cornina was also filmed, and the rock wedding of Ashton and Shelly was next.

Temporary tattoos were painted on their bodies, and their black leather jackets were full of biker vibes.It's a pity that Ashton's feminine temperament can't carry the clothes on his body. Before the shooting, he was in a hurry.

"What to do, Brian!" Ashton lingered in front of me with a sad face, "Originally, I was weak in masculinity, but I was so unlucky to get this topic! I always feel that I will be eliminated this time... "

"Actually, you just habitually like hazy eyes when taking pictures. Maybe this happens to reflect your temperament when taking pictures, but it will weaken your eyes even more when you demand masculinity. Maybe you can try to stare to death Try fisheye?" I happened to see a photographer carrying a camera to take pictures, and I pulled my lower eyelids with both hands to make a deliberate grimace.

"Puchi!" Sure enough, Ashton was amused by me, and he laughed wildly and said, "Oh, Brian, you are so cute! I'm about to fall in love with you! Don't worry, I will give those straight The men are good-looking." He blinked and waved his hands and walked towards the studio.

Actually, Ashton really needn't worry, because he is now the only model representing the LGBT group in America's Next Top Model after the transgender female model automatically withdrew from the contest due to hormonal problems.Because the judges and the production team didn't know that I was gay, so in order to ensure the diversity of the show, they would not easily eliminate him.

Then it was my turn to watch the show with Chris and Dan, and I specially applied to watch it from the sidelines.This is not my scheming move, after all, I am really curious about Chris's performance when filming with his current rival.

The camera was filming from behind me, putting me in the flesh too.I saw that the atmosphere between the two of them was extremely awkward when listening to Jonathan explaining the shooting content. This atmosphere once made Jonathan very worried about their live performance.

However, unexpectedly, once Chris entered the official shooting state, it seemed that he had completely entered the role.

Although the embarrassment of the eyes that the two never meet can be seen under the camera, the expressions and body language of the two in the camera perfectly interpret the wedding between gay men.Dan took on a more masculine role because of his more muscular build, and Chris showed no stage intimidation in his pink suit, only blushing more and more as I watched.

After Chris's shoot ended, I went back to the break room early with a relieved Chris.So Marvin formed a polygamous wedding with two women, Nina and Bianca, and I didn't pay attention.It's just that the costumes of the two girls are really worrying.

Because before I left, I saw Nina and Bianka wearing a headscarf full of local flavor.It is estimated that under the colorful picture, the two women will completely become the background that highlights Marvin.It can only be said that this man is very lucky.

The final Rena and Phil wedding was hip-hop, and then everyone's shoot was over.We're back at the House of the Supermodels again, and the co-ed nights are always such a blast.

Mike fell into an emotional trough that night. He opened a bottle of red wine and started drinking it non-stop.His face turned red when he was drunk, but fortunately, his drunken reaction was not a drunken madness, but a little cute and unresponsive.Amidst the rowdy male and female models, it was an unsettling night for all.Tomorrow, everyone will face the interview of the judges, and one person will be eliminated.

The next day, everyone boarded the bus again and went to the studio for the first interview.The shoot began, and after the judges were seated, the models stood on the steps of a long catwalk.

Standing at the end of the runway, Taylor first announced the final prizes of the competition, and then she began to lead each judge as the host, evaluating each still photo of the contestants being selected.

The snapshots of the contestants have been evaluated during their prior meeting, and the scores have already been determined in their hearts.So, after group after group of models were commented either disappointed or delighted, it was finally my turn.Unlike the previous models who came forward in twos and threes, because of the theme of my wedding photo, I stood up alone.

"Excellent!" Taylor said the word as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Yeah," Rob said, "I was a bit apprehensive when I heard your subject matter was fetishes. But you're amazing in the pictures. Your expressions and gestures really reflect that. your love for that TV."

"I heard from Jonathan that your filming was going fast?" Taylor even talked and laughed.

I replied with just the right smile, "Yeah, I was also taken aback when I knew my subject. So while I was doing my makeup, I kept mentally preparing myself. Think of a TV as a It's really hard for my own lover, but fortunately the photos are not too bad."

Norma received it bluntly: "Your photos are indeed not bad. Your expressions and hand movements interpret the plot well, but I have to remind you about your posture. Your half-kneeling posture makes you occupy the whole picture. The space is much smaller, which makes the whole photo less tense.”

"The pose of the model can be improved, but the overall feeling of the photo is impeccable! I give you 9 points." Taylor finally made a final decision.

Rob seems to give me a 10 because of the male model.Norma, who has always been stingy with scores, also gave 8 points.

My social media score doesn't seem to be at the top for weird subjects like fetishes, but it's still in the middle, so I'm relieved.

Then it's Chris and Dan's turn, a gay wedding.The two people who clearly had conflicts in the hearts of the models were very successful in the photos.

Chris put down his usual vigilance and sense of mystery to take a soft and sexy shot. Rob directly gave 10 points, Taylor 9 points, and Norma 8 points.When his score was announced, Chris turned and waved to me excitedly.

"It seems that you and Brian have a very strong friendship?" Taylor joked. "Maybe Jonathan should have you two play the subject."

Chris replied excitedly: "Our theme and opponent are determined by lottery, but of course I really want to cooperate with Brian!"

Dan snorted as Chris spoke, and the judges noticed.So the topic moved to Dan.

Rob said: "I heard that you and Chris had a lot of conflicts? But I have to say, we can't see it in this photo at all! I can only say that it is very well done! "

In fact, it's not just Chris who has real conflicts with Dan now, maybe me?I pulled up the corners of my mouth slightly with a smile below.

Throughout the judges' evaluation process, the expression on my face has not changed because of any other models, it has always been a faint smile.Having watched the previous nineteen seasons of the competition, I know that photographers especially like to zoom in on the faces of the models awaiting commentary at times like this.

At this time, the psychological quality of the models will be easily displayed in front of the audience, such as jealousy of the opponent's high score and gloating at the opponent's low score.But I will never let myself lose my position on such a trivial matter.

At this time, Norma also commented on Dan: "Your chest is the highlight of your posture, showing the pride of gay marriage."

Oh shit!No matter how good the expression on my face is, I feel very upset when I hear this sentence.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw not only Chris, but also Ashton and Nina who were standing beside me, with expressions of disdain.It can be said that these shots were honestly recorded in the camera.

It seems that not many people agree with the so-called gay pride that Dan was commented on. Judging from their current attitude, they probably won't say good things about Dan in the behind-the-scenes interview.It seems that his popularity will drop after the broadcast of the show. I don't have the sentiment to repay the blame with kindness. For the sake of my own image, I'm fine if I don't fan the flames.

In the end, Dan's score was only one point lower than Chris's, 9 points for Rob and Taylor, and 8 points for Norma.

Then after several groups of comments were scored, it was time to announce the results. This time, two people would be eliminated one at a time.As expected, Marvin won No.1 by virtue of his not-so-bad results in the Challenger League and the highest still photo score in the game.

No.2, Chris.When the results were announced, he couldn't hold back his usual expression of paralysis. He grinned and walked forward quickly. He didn't forget to turn his head to look at me and wink with a smile.

No.3 is my turn.In fact, this kind of performance is not good for me, but after all, it is limited by the theme, and the scores of social media and the results of the challenge are holding back, so I am satisfied.

But the fact that the top three were all male models made the expressions on the faces of the remaining female models a bit ugly.I walked over to the other side with my picture to meet Chris and he gave me a huge hug.Seeing this, Ma Wen also wanted to come up and hug me politely without embarrassment, but I avoided it without a trace.

It's not a good habit to have both sides in a situation where there are several people on my side who are angry with Dan.Appropriately showing some edges and corners will make the people who help you feel that what they do is worthwhile, and can tie them more firmly to the chariot.

No.4 is finally the girl's turn, Gianna, showing a sexy androgynous atmosphere in a lesbian wedding.The sequence is followed by Alyssa, Ashton, Jamie, Rena... More or less men and women are interspersed, and the No. 13 atmosphere begins to become tense.Now only Phil, Mike and Bianka are left on the steps.

Two male models, one female model.Because of the unsatisfactory results of the challenge and the ratings of the photo shooting, their final results can only rely on social media voting.In this era where faces are still judged after all, Mike won the last pass ticket with his handsome face.

The author has something to say: Season 20 of America's Next Top Model is also the first season in which male and female models are allowed to compete for the championship.In the judges' meeting room after the special shooting rounds.

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"This group is pretty good. I like these two. One man and one woman are just right." Taylor picked out the two photos with his finger painted with delicate nail polish.

"Ah, I remember them. A 19-year-old married and divorced girl, a... kind of orphaned boy?" Rob sat watching, nodding in agreement.

Norma took a look and called out the names of the two, "Is it Alice and Brian Moss? I agree with these two, what about you, Jonathan?"

"Oh, I have no problem. In fact, I really like Brian...he has a pair of talking eyes and a meticulous attitude." Jonathan said with a smile, and picked up the photo of the red-haired male model.

"His face fits the aesthetics of a perfectionist like you, doesn't it?" Taylor teased upon seeing this. "In addition to having an elegant and delicate face, he and Alice also walk very well."

"Then it's decided, this group will take Alice and Brian Moss. Six people will be needed to make up 32 contestants who have passed the re-selection." Rob concluded.

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Behind-the-scenes interviews with players.

Ashton sat in front of the green screen and talked. "I don't think I have much of a male model rival, because they're just a bunch of muscular guys! But...the group behind me, a redhead named Brian, is not bad...but I won't because of him I sympathize with him because of his experience, so I will keep my hand!"

Alice cried emotionally in front of the camera, and the pain of talking about her ex-husband swept her heart again.She sobbed, and then said, "But I know... I'm not the only poor person in the world... I just don't know people well. So, I don't blame anyone. If that Brian can cheer up like this, why I can't do it?"

"I heard that we have a high-achieving student here?" Ma Wen was very excited in front of the camera, "Oh, I'm not a student! But in this competition, the high-achieving student may not necessarily have the advantage, right? I will do my best of!"

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After the first show held in Los Angeles, 32 into [-]'s runway show still photos were taken.Still the jury room.

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"I have to say, among so many groups, only Alice and Bryan's group walked people's eyes. The others are too raw." Norma frowned, picking and choosing among the piles of photos.

"We can't be so picky. You must know that the contestants we allow must be newcomers who have never signed with a modeling agency. There are even people who are completely laymen." Taylor said with a smile. "But Bryan really surprised me, he didn't behave like a rookie."

"Maybe it has something to do with his experience working in a strip club?" Jonathan laughed. "In terms of stage experience, there is no model here who is more professional than him. Except for Mike, he is now one of my favorite male models." two."

"It's a pity that his style is not suitable for me, because although his figure has muscles, he will look very thin when he wears clothes." Rob said regretfully.

"Oh, come on Rob! It's called wearing clothes to look thin and undressed, and those formal clothing brands are the best." Taylor rolled his eyes, and couldn't help complaining about Rob who regarded him as his younger brother. .

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Behind-the-scenes interviews with players.

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"Brian chose me," Alice said with a bad expression, but she also felt a little relieved. "He was stronger than I thought, but luckily my performance wasn't too bad. I shouldn't be eliminated."

Nina stared at her big eyes, and kept blushing in front of the camera and said to the staff: "Yes! And that Brian! He and Chris are my favorites, Brian is really strong .When he was backstage, he just stayed there obediently and read a book. Everyone underestimated him. Who would have thought that after standing on the runway, he released all his energy at once! So sexy!"

Chris sat stiffly in the chair, watching the big camera filming him.He coughed and said, "Is the male model I noticed...Brian?...I don't know why, maybe he did a striptease backstage? Ha...he also helped me find my mask, I was scared at the time One jump. Almost disheartened and thought I was eliminated."

"Well... Maybe it's because he doesn't look down on me like everyone else? My mother kicked me out on my birthday, and I became a homeless person who stayed at friends' houses until they even I also began to find various excuses to shirk my excuse...so, among these people, I can only feel the kindness of Nina and Brian." When Chris talked about these things, there was no smile on his face, it seemed very heavy.Even brought a little resentment.

Sixteen into fourteen's wedding photo theme photo shoot, the judges meeting room.

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"Alice's performance in this photo shoot seems to be worse than before." Taylor shook his head and sighed, "On the contrary, Jamie next to her performed better. This is just a photo shoot, but it seems that the wedding dress was given to her The psychological shadow is still there."

"I like Brian's one the most." Jonathan said excitedly: "You guys are not at the scene, so what you don't know is that he is a person who hardly needs guidance throughout the whole process. After the initial explanation, his performance is almost useless I took the best photos in as little time as I could!"

"I think his photo can be improved," Norma said disapprovingly. "From the subject of the photo, it is naturally perfect. But from his perspective as a model, he should try his best to Showing himself in front of the camera. But he seems too involved and forgets to show his strengths. Crouching in the corner is not a position that will give him points."

"I like the one of Dan better. His muscles and puffed chest support the suit, which also represents gay pride." Rob still doesn't like Brian's style, compared to Dan's masculine style The photo got his favor. "

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In the supermodel house, a small black room for personal interviews.

"I can't stand Marvin's group of fraternities!" Ashton said indignantly in front of the camera, "Especially Dan, he is the person who discriminates against our LGBT group the most, but he got a gay wedding photo ! Why?! Letting him take this kind of photo, I think it is an insult to us!"

Feeling that these were still not enough, Ashton couldn't help bringing the topic to Brian. "On the bus, I don't know what Brian and Chris provoked them. Dan's mouth full of dirty and smelly words is really disgusting! When...that kind of thing happened, I don't think Brian was wrong, and Dan should be suspended!"

But when the staff asked Ashton what happened on the bus, Ashton suddenly woke up and kept silent.

Alice is the one sitting in front of the green screen after Ashton.She sat there calmly, and it took a while before she said: "I used to think that among this group of models, only Brian was as mature as me. However, this time he was impulsive. Although Dan's words were indeed a bit too much ..."

The staff responsible for filming the behind-the-scenes personal interviews found that most of the personal interviews this time mentioned Dan and Brian to some extent.Chris and Marvin were also casually mentioned.But when they wanted to ask in detail what happened, everyone seemed to be scruples and kept silent.

They decided to stay on the bus and follow a photographer.

In the personal interview room, it was Nina's turn.Unlike the original appearance that would hardly offend anyone, this time Nina seemed angry. "At first, I thought that what Chris said about Marvin and the others was just biased. Now I know it! What Chris said is less than one percent of the truth!"

"Brian is very loyal." Nina lowered her head and sighed. "Although he looked a little scary at the time, but after thinking about it, it was because of Chris, so it should be Dan's fault. I just hope not More serious vicious incidents occurred."

Marvin sat in front of the camera with a complicated face. He shook his head and said, "I won't comment too much on what happened on the bus in the afternoon. Although Dan did say a little too much at the time, Brian's reaction was too much." You know, if we report this matter, he can be directly disqualified from the competition."

But under continued questioning by the staff, Marvin didn't say a word anymore.

Finally, one of the parties involved in the incident was found.Dan declined the personal interview, and only Brian walked in wearing a pair of flat, thick-rimmed glasses.He was holding a book, full of quiet bookishness.

After Brian sat down, the staff did not hesitate to ask about the things mentioned by every model.

I saw a mild smile on the corner of Brian's mouth, "Although it was Dan who made the mistake first, maybe I was really impulsive. Maybe it's because of my previous experience, I always have some feelings about these things. Overreacting. I'm really sorry, they didn't bring up the truth of the matter, it should be to protect us."

"I'm really sorry, but I believe that this incident will not affect my game mentality. On the contrary, I will go all out because of it."

Brian's words sounded ambiguous, but he unknowingly whitewashed himself and blamed Dan, who refused to participate in a personal interview.And Dan's lack of the opportunity to stand in front of the camera and speak will also make the TV audience think that he acquiesces in these words.

Bryan's interview echoed that of others, and it immediately cast Dan as a negative image.The staff found all this, but did not intend to report it.Because, who made Dan play up his uncle's temper and unceremoniously refused their interview request?Who do you think is begging him?

What's more, Brian usually dressed up obediently, who would think that it would be Brian's fault during the conflict between him and Dan who was dressed like a gangster?Obviously Brian is so humble and friendly in front of people, but also so powerful in photoshoots and on the runway.It should be Dan's jealousy!

The last interview with Chris was filmed after Brian comforted him for a long time.

In front of the camera, Chris couldn't help but blushed.The originally sharp eyebrows softened because of guilt.All the women in the film crew couldn't help but sympathize with each other.He lowered his head and whispered: "Actually, all of this is my fault... I was too useless to let Brian take the lead for me... But even so, he was still worried about my mental state."

Instead, the staff became interested in the relationship between Chris and Brian, and they asked, 'Why do you always stick to Brian? 'this problem.

Chris stayed in front of the camera for a while, and was fully included by the camera.It is estimated that it will not be cut by the behind-the-scenes editing, which makes him very cute all of a sudden.

He muttered for a while, and then said: "This... this... I don't know, but people are social animals after all... Brian treats people very well, and I may be attracted to him unconsciously. In fact, I I believe that many people's perception of Brian is more than friendly..."