Restless

Today's Bai Yao seems to be particularly shy, he also blurred those two words with a smile, and even winked at Dou Wei, very playful and cute.

Dou Wei was silent, he just looked at Bai Yao quietly, and Bai Yao asked him expectantly, "Winter vacation will be coming soon, Dou Wei, do you want to go home with me?"

No one will ever know.

His hands were hidden in his sleeves, trembling all the time.

No one will ever know.

His heart beat so fast in those words.

The crow-black eyelashes slapped a few times quickly, Dou Wei opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything as if his throat was blocked, so he had to close his mouth again, and turned his head away, not daring to look at that smile or those eyes again. , that person.

And the smile at the corner of Bai Yao's mouth, the light in his eyes also faded away bit by bit in his silence.But he still managed to hold back his smile, and pretended to be relaxed and asked: "Isn't it, Dou Wei, are you afraid of seeing your parents?"

Of course Dou Wei is not afraid of seeing his parents, but in a dilemma, he hesitated for a moment and took it as the reason

Bai Yao was also relieved when he heard his inaudible "um", and smiled naturally, "Then it's okay to see you for a while, it's okay, I'm not in a hurry. Anyway, we—" The second half of the sentence has not yet been said When it was over, it was interrupted by shouts.

"Bai Yao." The call was obviously very light, but when it fell into the air, it became so heavy that Bai Yao's heart sank.But Dou Wei still didn't look at him, and said to himself, "Have you really thought about it?"

Hearing this, the fingers hidden in the sleeves were slightly retracted, "What are you thinking about?"

"Think about being with me and make sure that I'm the one you're looking for." Dou Wei said, "It's not because of my face and body, it's not because of a whim, and it doesn't matter whether there will be someone more suitable for you than me in the future." , can you confirm that I am the one you are destined for? Based on your first instinct, do you really decide to confirm it like this? "

What does he mean?Do you feel that you are a new picture for a while?

Did he spend three months just for this momentary novelty?yes!He used means to play tricks, he knew how to seduce Dou Wei with his body all day long, but if it wasn't because of sincerity, why did he spend so much effort?

Can Dou Wei really not feel it at all?

"I'm sure. I figured it out."

Although Bai Yao held back his anger, his voice still couldn't help getting louder, "So? What else do you have to say?"

"Dou Wei, tell me!"

Bai Yao tugged on Dou Wei's sleeve, asking him to look at him and speak.Dou Wei turned his face, his eyes were full of forbearance, Bai Yao saw it, and the uneasiness in his heart subsided a little.

"Dou Wei, I want to go back, let's go back to the dormitory." Bai Yao said while holding Dou Wei's hand.

But Dou Wei grabbed Bai Yao's wrist, put it back little by little, and said in a gruff voice: "But I'm not sure. We still have a long way to go, and our aspirations, experience, and life have not yet escaped." Get out of the circle of ivory towers. You are still young, I can't trap you for the current uncertainty and temporary selfish desires, I—"

"Stop talking!" Bai Yao shook off Dou Wei's hand, "I'm young, aren't you young too? But we're both eighteen! Adults! I know what I'm doing and what I want, Know more clearly whether I love you or want to play with you!"

No matter how angry Bai Yao is, Dou Wei is still rational, "Yes, eighteen, it's only eighteen..." At least on the surface he is rational, "But I still can't guarantee anything, I dare not, I can't be sure..."

Suddenly, Bai Yao calmed down, looked into Dou Wei's eyes and asked, "Dou Wei, do you like me or not?"

After a while, Dou Wei closed his eyes, nodded and admitted.

"Then let me ask you again, will you go home with me?" Bai Yao's voice trembled a little.

But this time, there was no answer.

Not only did Bai Yao's voice tremble, but even his body began to tremble slightly.He sneered, and stepped back step by step.

"Hmph... I'm not sure what to say, and you're still talking about my youth... You fucking think I'm a seductive slut! A bitch, if you see something you like, post it!"

"no!"

"You are!"

Bai Yao couldn't restrain himself anymore, he yelled back at Dou Wei, "You just don't believe me!"

Immediately afterwards, he walked towards the door. Dou Wei hurriedly stepped forward to pull it away, but Bai Yao threw it away. "Go away!" He was really heartbroken, and wanted to cover up his crying with a roar, but it was completely exposed, which made Dou Wei's heart tighten when he heard it.

He went to pull him again, and even wanted to hug him, but Bai Yao pushed him away.Dou Wei stood still and went to look at him again, and found that his eye sockets were red and wet, but he insisted on staring so that they did not drop a drop.

"I don't want to see you now." He still restrained himself and pretended to be calm, but the next sentence was still choked up, "I'd rather you not like me, and I don't want you to see me like this."

Dou Wei shook his head, repeatedly saying that was not the case.But Bai Yao didn't want to believe a word, just like he didn't believe in himself.

Feeling that he couldn't hold back his tears anymore, Bai Yao turned around, held the doorknob for a while, then slammed the door and left.

Dou Wei only remembered that before Bai Yao turned around, the bright red mole of tears flashed in front of his eyes, like a drop of real tears, dripping on the tip of his heart, causing corrosive pain.

Then he really heard Bai Yao cry.

"Dou Wei...you coward..."

21. Blood test

Bai Yao was really disappointed.

He originally thought that Dou Wei rejected him in every possible way before, but he wanted to test how long he could last, so he naturally wanted to prove that he would not give up.He thought, take this as Dou Wei pushing and pulling, and sometimes he even thinks cheerfully, it seems to be a kind of fun.

The result is how beautiful and beautiful he thinks these days, but how painful and desperate he is today.Whether those pushes and pulls were interesting or not, it turned out that Bai Yao was too self-righteous. The human Dou Wei didn't believe him at all. I'm afraid... Bai Yao couldn't think about it anymore. It's all about how you think and see him.

Oh, and the phrase "little fox", from Dou Wei's mouth, called "little fox" no less than a hundred times, he was very satisfied and delighted by these three words, but in the end, it was just what he thought .

——I thought that there was a tacit understanding between them, but in fact it was all his own sentimentality and wishful thinking.

Dou Wei returned to the dormitory, turned on the light and waited for a while, but there was no sound or figure, then turned off the light again, and leaned against the door in despair.

——It's so cold outside, I don't know if Bai Yao is freezing, if he has found a place to warm up, if he is still crying in sadness, and...whether he will come back.

Tonight is New Year's Eve, just after November, the dormitory building is very quiet and dark, Dou Wei feels that he may be the only one left in the whole building.It was cold and windy, and it was a biting pain.In fact, originally, he shouldn't be alone, he should be with Bai Yao, they agreed to watch the New Year's Eve together at midnight in the dormitory.

"Then let's fire a New Year's cannon!"

Dou Wei remembered that when Bai Yao said this, he raised his fist, as if he was talking about punching instead of dating.But it's really cute, Dou Wei still remembers Bai Yao's eyes, bright, like filled with little stars, very smart and attractive.

As for what he replied, that is not important anymore.

Today, he broke Bai Yao's heart and pushed him away, but he didn't say or do anything to keep him.He didn't even understand what was the use and meaning of standing at the door and looking at the empty corridor.

Heh, he is a coward, after pushing people away, he is pretending here, why bother?Do you still want Bai Yao to come back and tell him things like "it's okay" and "we can still be friends"?

impossible.It is impossible for Bai Yao to allow himself to underestimate his pride over and over again.

The corridor was dark, even if it was slightly illuminated by street lamps and moonlight, it looked lonely and desolate.And tonight, the lights in the corridor might not be on again.

2828L:

emmmmm... Is our building going to collapse...

2829L:

On the third day when there is no school flower around the school grass, I miss the school flower.

2830L:

On the third day when there is no school grass around the school flower, I want to school grass.

2831L:

On the third day when Weibai cp has no dog food, he wants to eat dog food.

2832L:

Wow, you held back your words, I'm going to woo woo woo when I faint from crying...

2833L:

I saw the school girl on the road today... alone, but there is still no school girl.To be honest, I feel that Xiaohua is in a bad mood, very bad. She used to have a very bright face, even if not, but it's been so cold these days... Even before it snows, Xiaohua freezes first.

2834L:

To be honest, I feel that the school belle is not keen on socializing, and she looks extroverted, but she is actually quite aloof. She seemed to have a good relationship with the school lady before.So now, after falling out with the school grass, she has become a loner... Emma, ​​I feel a little distressed when I say it.

2835L:

Upstairs, sisters, are you really an allied army?You tore my heart so hard that I almost fainted from the pain! (Hug the school belle)

2836L:

It's so sad, did they...be...

2837L:

I met a school girl in the cafeteria, and I ate alone, and it seemed that nothing happened. I don’t know why, but I actually felt a feeling of being out of my mind?

Bai Yao has been back to the dormitory in the past few days, but only to pick up books or change clothes, and leave as soon as he is done, and they always come when Dou Wei is not around.If it hadn't been for Dou Wei who had been paying attention, noticing the missing books on Bai Yao's desk, the clothes drying on the balcony, and other details.