[Comprehensive] The other side of the night

(Yebei V Jinchen: I have always had a shallow relationship, but my love is deep.)

From the moment he became conscious, he knew that there was such an existence around him that was the same as him.

It was a soul consciousness that was several times more alive than him.Among all his sources of information, except for the law of heaven contained in the source of light itself, the remaining common sense and even possible theories all come from the other party; the conscious body tirelessly transmits knowledge to him, as if the other party himself It is just an existence in the source of light.

But in the end it will be different.This is completely unreasonable. One day after he had self-consciousness, he suddenly disappeared from the source of light; it was also from that day that the creation and division of planes began, countless spaces began to be born, and life multiplied. The yin and yang were reconciled, and the first batch of human beings gradually appeared in the universe.

In the source of chaos, they watched those human beings become weak enough to become strong, from timid to brave; then, before he knew it, in his originally desolate heart, something that shouldn't exist began to be born , gradually spread.

After an unknown number of years, he finally managed to control the power of the source of light, and was able to condense his body and walk out of the source of light.

However, the birth of a god has no gender, but because of the consciousness in the dark origin, he glimpsed a slight emotional fluctuation when the life of the human beings in the world has been formed, and finally turned into a boy.When he opened his eyes and saw the world for the first time, the consciousness presented in his mind silenced all possible emotional fluctuations in him, and even became abnormally cold.

God's catastrophe.

He is the god of light creation/world, representing the aggregate of light, and the god of all the beautiful and warm things in the world. It can be said that he is a god born in response to the desire of life, so it stands to reason that he will not be affected by the law. Trials will not be brought down by catastrophes.But the moment he walked out of the source of light, he clearly felt the coming of some kind of restraining force, which was the chain of catastrophe in the law of heaven.

But he didn't even know why he had to go through this catastrophe, and he didn't know when this catastrophe started, and what kind of result represented the end. It was just a silent warning, but it made him unable to move an inch.

But no matter what he needs to face next, what he wants to do now is to see the safe birth of the existence in the dark origin, just like before he had no self-awareness before.Even though he knew what kind of cruel and abnormal future the other party was about to face, he still hoped that this god could accumulate more power at the beginning, so that he could have more opportunities in the future.

But the God of Light himself doesn't know that it is precisely because he has been staying in the source of chaos that the souls in the darkness try to gain the power to get out of it, even when they do not fully control the power of the law of darkness. Circumstances, breaking the ultimate shackles and stepping out of the dark origin.

The direct consequence of this behavior is that when the God of Darkness was first born, she was not able to obtain all the power of the law of heaven. She did not know that the gods also had disasters, and she even had no way to completely control the origin of darkness; Unexpected situation, unfortunately, because of the appearance of the other party, he did not think about the problems at all. It was not until the disaster began countless years later that he finally realized what he had missed.

The silver-haired girl in black was imprinted in the eyes of the God of Light, and he had a faint illusion for no reason, which was a taste he had never felt before; this god walked out of the darkness because of him, but he came out of darkness because of her. Life, this is the deepest bond between them, no one can break it.

So he can watch her walk through countless worlds, watch her destroy the abandoned plane without changing her face, and silently guard the source of chaos to create a new world by herself, and use her ability to suppress the balance of light and darkness.The God of Light didn't understand what he was feeling right now, he just didn't want the other party to walk into the source of darkness and miss thousands of years.

until that day.

"Why can human beings persist so much and never bow their heads."

He saw a rare hint of confusion appearing on her perennially cold face, and for the first time he chose to use words to ask the rare doubt in her heart.

"Humans have seven emotions and six desires, which we cannot understand."

Almost subconsciously, he said this sentence.However, at that moment, the God of Light vaguely felt that he seemed to understand, but he didn't know how to express or describe that feeling.

"We don't need to understand either."

The girl on the opposite side answered so seriously that the God of Light couldn't even confirm whether the strange feeling in his heart was an illusion.Maybe the other party is right, he thought in a trance, they were born with a mission, and the emotions and rights they should have have become secondary things.

"Human beings have seven sufferings in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, regret, parting from love and not being able to get what they want. Among them, the first four are natural sufferings, which are inevitable, and the last three are a kind of survival phenomenon, reflecting the irrational The reality of life, and the cause of suffering can be summed up as nothing more than what one can’t ask for.”

Sometimes, many things are out of his control.The God of Light watched the other party turn around, and couldn't help but say such a sentence, as if to solve the other party's confusion, or maybe...to find some reasons for himself.

"So what about me." Sure enough, the Dark God just stopped and didn't even turn his head.

"If you use their words, this is probably a kind of sadness for us." The God of Light lowered his eyes, and there was a slight depth in his voice, but the God of Darkness who was immersed in his own world did not notice it.

"If it's really sad, then why do human beings bother to break through the world and pursue without desires and desires, just to reach the realm of becoming a god." As if hearing something funny, the God of Darkness turned his head to look at him, gray blue There was darkness in his eyes.

"That's why the gods in the lower world are always replaced every tens of thousands of years, breaking through layers of confinement and entering another plane." Because he was bound by emotions and dominated by impulse, he longed to be stronger, but he didn't know that this kind of power was also the same. It is also a burden, an unspoken burden on the existence around us.

"You want to say that feelings, which have no meaning in existence, are the driving force for their growth. It's just that love gives birth to hatred, and because of hatred, they want to climb to a higher and more dangerous place, and take revenge on the person who made them hate... .It's just human badness."

Such an explanation that digs everything out is actually more like covering up the fluctuations in the depths of his heart.The God of Light looked at the back of the other party, and it took a long time before he said the last sentence slowly:

"They just use this to prove that they are alive."

And they don't even have anything to prove that they are alive.

Since their birth, they have been for all things in the world, without their own thoughts and demands. All they have are the missions and responsibilities endowed by the law of heaven, and the meaning of their existence is to fulfill such obligations and responsibilities until the law of heaven In the end, they are controlled by them and their existence is recognized.

But when it really comes to that time, what is the point of thinking about these things that have been questioned.

For the first time, the God of Light, who fell into a strange feeling, shifted his focus away from the God of Darkness, and even forced himself back to the source of light by overdrawing his own strength; he wanted to clear his mind , Knowing what went wrong with him, he actually began to question the meaning and reason for the existence of laws and the way of heaven.

Because of this, he missed the transformation of the Dark God.And after so many years, the day when he finally understood his inner thoughts became something that he could never forgive himself.

Knowing that the God of Darkness is going to experience the most severe catastrophe of God, but because of the confusion in his heart, he put this matter behind him, and didn't even remind the other party to make any preparations, so that he regretted everything that happened afterwards. beyond reach.

"What are you doing?" One day at a certain time, when the God of Light came out from the source of light, he saw a completely different source of chaos. How to divide the power beside the dark god, asked.

"Ah, I'm thinking about how to make this place a little angry, at least it seems to be there." After a short pause, the Dark God just raised his head, and then smiled without warning, "Don't you think that the source of chaos is Is the land too empty, it will be really tiring to see it for a long time.”

How could it be possible for a god without emotion to make such an emotional move, how could it be possible...to smile.

For a moment, the God of Light's mind went blank.

"If you like, you can."

Slowly speaking these words, he casually pointed to the power of light in the space, and then calmed himself down.It was only a few seconds, but he felt as long as a century.

"How about I build a castle here, just like the one in the human world." The god in front of him spoke his thoughts unconsciously, and there was a faint stream of light in his gray-blue eyes, " It's a pity that there is no sunshine and air here, otherwise we can transplant some flowers that are only available in the basic plane, which is a bit regrettable."

This is the source of chaos, the original appearance of all life.As long as the existence of non-original power comes here, it will be assimilated into the ultimate power of chaos, so it is impossible to support anything with life here, except for each other.

"En." Even though he understood everything so clearly, the God of Light still couldn't help but softly replied.

He thought everything would end here, but he didn't think that this was not the end at all, but the beginning.

What the God of Darkness must experience, the beginning of the catastrophe of God.

Watching the sudden transformation of the Dark God, watching her recklessly destroying various planes, watching... herself gradually weakening.The God of Light felt that he should stop the other party from continuing like this, but he gave up at the moment approaching.He has distorted the meaning of the existence of gods. If this continues...perhaps letting him disappear is the best ending.

But he didn't expect that at the last moment, the Dark God would be more decisive than him.

If it wasn't for the appearance of that soul, if it wasn't for his timely response...

Well, maybe there won't be everything that happened later.

After exhausting his little remaining energy to save the soul of the God of Darkness, the God of Light had to choose to sleep in the source of light; because that god wanted him to live and sacrificed everything just for his existence, so no matter what he would face He will persevere in whatever future or disaster.

Thousands of years, ten thousand years, ten thousand years.

Just when the God of Light thought he would continue to sleep like this, he vaguely heard that oath.

'...swear here

I would like to hand over the order of all the world

I am willing to bear all the chaos in the world

I am the principle that holds its chains...'

The call from the distant world, across time and space, summoned his existence in the strangest way, obviously he could resist.The God of Light thought so, but because of the strange fluctuation in his body, he chose to obey the call of the great world, and separated a ray of consciousness to the unknown time and space.

Then, finally saw her again.

"Who are you."

The moment he heard these words, the God of Light raised his head almost subconsciously.The girl on the opposite side had a familiar appearance and aura of soul, and she looked so embarrassed, but there was a light in her eyes that he was not familiar with, which was a look he had never seen before.But after only a moment of absence, he regained his composure.

"I don't have a name."

They should have become two completely strangers, not interfering with each other's chosen path.

This call itself was just an accident.Feeling the completely different time and space trajectories around him, the God of Light lowered his eyes.He should not have come to this world, transcended space and time, and arrived at a place he had never expected.

As if it was foretelling something.

"The holy grail of Fuyuki City is not something I want to protect."

Facing the questioning eyes of the other party, the God of Light finally said these words.What he cares about is what he protects with all his might. Even after hundreds of millions of years, even if he loses his original appearance, he has never changed from beginning to end.

Somehow, the God of Light seemed to understand the reason why he came here, but he couldn't convince himself to admit this ending.He thought that he really wasn't a qualified god, after all, he still had an emotion called selfishness in his heart, as long as he pretended not to know the truth, he could leave with peace of mind.

But this girl with the soul breath he was familiar with was completely different from what he had imagined.

"If it were you, what wish would you make to the Holy Grail?"

Obviously it was the scene of the imminent battle, but the girl asked him beside him indifferently.

"It can't be done."

But it was only a short time of six days.When the God of Light saw the appearance of the Holy Grail with the same aura as the girl, he calmly replied to her.In such a short period of time, he found that he was used to the existence of the other party, and even got used to the girl's inadvertent little habits, more than he imagined.

All he wanted was to be with her.

It is so direct and simple, but it may be a result that cannot be achieved in a lifetime.

The moment he stepped into the black mud, the God of Light saw a future he didn't know.Although it was only a fragmentary memory, he could clearly feel how much pain the child was in, the silent struggle and despair... All of this made him suddenly at a loss when he saw the girl again.

However, the other party did not give him more time to hesitate.

"Since you don't have a name, then I will call you Jinchen from now on. The light after the darkness burns Jinchen is a very suitable name for you." The morning light hit the girl's side face, fainting a soft luster, standing in front of him The person smiled and spoke, as if this was a matter of course; even if it was just a simple expression, it made the God of Light's restless heart suddenly calm down.

"I don't need a name." He was silent for a moment before slowly saying, "A pronoun that no one will call has no meaning to me."

The gods don't need those so-called names. Their eternal loneliness has long ago obliterated these meaningless existences, leaving only layers of indifference soaked in by the years.

"I guessed that you would say that." The girl scratched her head indifferently, then hesitated for a few seconds, and suddenly stretched out her hand to hold the slightly cold hands of the God of Light. The warm, unfamiliar touch made him a little dazed.

"The name is the proof that a person is recognized by others, and the basis for others to remember you. It is not a meaningless existence."

"At least maybe when we meet next time, I will call out your name." As if guessing that he didn't care about these things, the girl opposite showed a headache expression, and then smiled slyly as if suddenly remembering something He stretched out his left hand, which also allowed him to see the blood-red lines on it.

"As a Master, I have never used Command Seals. I feel a little regretful, so my first and last order is to give you the name 'Jin Chen'."

The lines on the back of the hand slowly disappeared as a trace in the slightly stunned expression of the God of Light, leaving only an incomplete pattern.He looked at the familiar lines, and some strange things intertwined and formed in his mind, and finally broke a shackle, completely exposed to his eyes.

At this moment, he finally understood the meaning and reason of his presence here.

His catastrophe had finally begun.When he waited for countless times and was about to forget it, it appeared in front of him in this unexpected form, so fast that he had no choice but to let everything develop, even though...

He loves it.

"Have you ever regretted it?" Looking at the girl's stunned expression, the God of Light, who figured out the reason, asked this question that his future self would definitely mind, "From the beginning to now, have you ever regretted it?"

"No, I don't regret it." Without too much hesitation, the girl who came back to her senses smiled and shook her head and said, "Maybe at the beginning I really felt unbearable and even wanted to give up, but that is indeed my own choice , Whether it is pain or despair, it is my own choice."

"In such a journey, although I have lost a lot, I have also gained many things that I have never felt before; I am trying to find the truth, go back to the beginning or welcome the end. Perhaps in the eyes of many people, this process is Painful and helpless, but it is the proof of my real existence, and I have no regrets."

"Perhaps this is... the inferiority of human beings, who always have small and unrealized hopes."

Yes, this is the inferiority of human beings.Even if you know the difficulties and obstacles ahead, even if you fall into the abyss of despair again and again, there are still those small expectations in the unknown corners deep in your heart.They can always find the best excuses for themselves, and then stubbornly get up from those chilling pains and move on.

After saying these words, the girl looked at him with a serene and calm expression, smiling like that, and the God of Light met his eyes, feeling a little sad in her heart.

Possessing human emotions and experiencing the emotions and desires of human beings may not be a bad thing for her, at least for him.

"Aren't you resentful?" The God of Light asked softly after drooping his eyes for a long time.

"Maybe there was in the beginning, but now, I can't tell myself." The twilight of the dawn became brighter and brighter, passing over the figures of the two, and casting a long shadow behind them, entangled with each other Together, as if foretelling something.

"The time is coming." Seeing his gradually blurred figure, the girl who seemed to be about to say something subconsciously tightened her palms, but quickly relaxed and looked at him with the same expression, "Although I Master is very incompetent, but we are going to part soon, do you have anything else to say to me?"

Yes, what can I say.

The God of Light was a little stunned.

If everything is as he expected, then the girl at this time should be able to guess his identity somewhat; without the memory of a long time ago, forced to experience so many stories, it should be... resenting him, But the pair of eyes looking at him were always clear, with a little light that the master himself could not find.

Maybe... maybe he could trust himself a little more.The God of Light silently felt the slight resistance of the power of the law to separate him from this world, and his eyes finally fell on the girl in front of him, almost involuntarily, with a warm and soft expression on his face from the bottom of his heart.

He wanted to try to change, to change their fate, to change the final possible ending.

At this moment, the God of Light did something he had never done in hundreds of millions of years. He followed his heart, took a step towards the smiling girl, and stretched out his hands.

Although it was only for a moment, he still felt the warmth of the other person's body.

I have never been so sure, the first and only wish deep in my heart.

He wants to be with her.

...

In the source of chaos in the distant past, the God of Light, who had been sleeping for countless years, finally opened his eyes again.

Taking advantage of the inherent nature of light and darkness, the God of Light invaded into the Darkness, branded and sealed the memory left by the Darkness, and then used the characteristics of the Darkness to allow it to re-conceive a body for the Darkness, and then began to search for the lost in the Darkness. The God of Darkness among countless planes.

Find her and stay with her until the journey begins.

So after thousands of years of searching, the God of Light finally found him in a certain primitive plane.

However, the God of Light hesitated a second before choosing the soul of the Dark God.He can't understand those too complicated human emotions, he just understands that he wants to be with the other person, but he doesn't understand why, what emotion drives this thought.

Maybe the reincarnated adult will get the answer he wants, just like the God of Darkness, but the God of Light stopped before his own disaster.If his catastrophe is the Dark God, then what is the Dark God's catastrophe?How can they be considered as the end, and how can they be considered to have escaped from this final test.

It was also the hesitation at this moment that made the sealed memory he chose to reincarnate with the soul of the dark god at the same time. After finding the answer, he began to follow the future layout in his memory.

Go through cruel training and screening together with each other, and blood on your hands with each other, and then penetrate into each other's lives little by little, becoming the only one for each other.

So when the God of Light regained his memory and opened his eyes to look at the girl who was smiling wantonly not far away, he suddenly understood too many things.The reason for his initial mood swings, the subsequent changes and the natural hug at the time of farewell.

He suddenly wanted to laugh.

The gods are not without feelings, but because the long time has smoothed their edges and corners, and the cold and ruthless world has shattered their expectations, so they turned into their final appearances.But they didn't know each other. Before he gave up all his feelings, he had put that girl in the deepest part of his heart. Surrounded by layers of responsibilities, he couldn't see the direction clearly.

And his catastrophe, just need to admit his heart, let the other party admit his heart.

Perhaps a ruthless heart is invincible, but the most perfect thing is the one that truly has flaws.

The catastrophe that the law finally gave them was nothing more than to find their emotions and desires and become a complete individual.Only by becoming a complete individual can one be called a god; that is not the power that can be brought by the power to control all laws, but a power that comes from the heart.

Although it may be a little late to understand all this at this time, the God of Light named Jinchen sighed softly. The time in this world he is in is coming to an end, and the things that can tell the God of Darkness are extremely limited, but... this It's not something unacceptable either.

After breaking the boundary between light and darkness, the increasingly unbalanced power of light and darkness did not leave him much time. He had to constantly repair these chaos, and there were fewer and fewer spirits that could be separated; and this time The balance was too messed up, once something went wrong, he would no longer just be asleep, maybe he would disappear completely.He is very clear about these things, but what does that mean?

Even if it's just for his own wish, he will continue until the girl returns.

not to mention...

Standing in a dark source of chaos, Jin Chen added the last touch to the castle, then quietly watched the power fluctuations in the direction of the source of darkness, the originally indifferent eyebrows and eyes softened unconsciously on his pale face.

Even if there are countless unknowns in the future, he is still very content.

Because what he himself represents is the deepest catastrophe in the heart of the dark god named Yebei——

——I can't ask for it.

God's catastrophe is hard to end.

Beyond the Night——End.

The author has something to say:

So after 20 days of cheating on the episode, Xiao Si finally got the End icon!

I was in a good mood for a moment, so I decided to go to work! (Wait, this sentence seems to contain something incredible =_=)

Well, now for my closing remarks.

In fact, I didn’t plan to write such a long one at the beginning, but I couldn’t hold the car when I started writing, so I just broke the jar and continued to write like this. I didn’t expect that I would write nearly 90 words... just laugh .

And when I first wrote it, I actually didn’t think how many people would read it. After all, it was the content of my YY many years ago. Now I write it just to satisfy the dream that I couldn’t achieve in the past. I didn’t expect that there are still people willing to read it. This is also the motivation for me to write later, otherwise, although I won’t be cheated, I can really do something like this every month [silently hugging your head and squatting in a corner...

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Pray when my good friend will take my son □□ okay QAQ!

But those who are waiting, don’t worry, there are so many follow-up YY, as a dream, Xiaosi will still write... But the difficulty of prostitution is all kinds of tricks, so if there are a series of unreasonable phenomena, please automatically make up for it Forget about it! ! ! ! ! !

Finally: Thank you for your willingness to read my article, see you in the next one!

On the afternoon of July 2014, 7.