Doomsday Superstar [Rebirth]

Lin Chuchen's strangeness lasted for quite a long time, and Chengye tested it the next day to make sure that he did not "kill" the wrong person, but Lin Chuchen who stayed behind seemed to be a different person.The most obvious anomaly is that he started to hide from Chengye.

Their previous relationship has stabilized. Although Lin Chuchen has never been very clingy, and always looks like he doesn't care about feelings, and Chengye is dispensable, but he seldom approaches Chengye actively, even Excessive stickiness is a sign of refusal.He is generally very free to let Naruto, probably because he is inexperienced in feelings and has no way of judging, so he pampers Narito even more unscrupulously.

But now, just after they solved a big hidden danger together, he began to hide from Narino, avoiding communication and contact with him. Sit down, and he'll get restless and quickly find an excuse to leave.

He was very anxious, as if he was worried about something. It was not obvious at first, and then it escalated day by day, but he never asked Cheng Ye for help, as if he had given up.

However, he did not mention breaking up.Narino waited for several days, waiting for him to find fault, wait for him to make a fuss, wait for him to mention the separation again, but he never did.

This situation made Narino also start to feel uneasy. He was not afraid of Lin Chuchen making peace, but he was afraid of this kind of silence.On the seventh day, Lin Chuchen was so anxious that he couldn't make a movie. He NGed more than 20 times for an emotional scene with normal difficulty and still couldn't pass it. The director had no choice but to let the actors rest for half an hour to adjust their state.

Chengye pulled him to a corner where no one was around: "Brother Chen, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Chuchen dodged his gaze, lowered his brows and eyes in embarrassment: "It's okay, I just..."

Narino interrupted him: "Stop trying to make excuses. What's going on is that others don't know, but I don't know? How long are you going to be awkward? Can you just tell me if you have something to do?" He looked to the side, and lowered his low voice, "Is there anything we can't say directly about our relationship?

Lin Chuchen raised his head and glanced at him, then looked down again, but that glance was also mixed with guilt and sadness, which made Cheng Ye's heart twitch, and instantly wanted to let go and stop pressing him.But before he could speak, Lin Chuchen said in a low voice, "It's not your fault, it's my fault."

Isn't your problem my problem?What's the difference?Narino really wanted to yell into his ear.But he knew he couldn't, because it wouldn't help.Both of them have relatively easy-going personalities, and they don't have any weird hobbies. In addition, they are still in love, so they rarely have conflicts in their daily lives, and the number of quarrels is very small.But there were only a few times like this, and every time Cheng Ye was so angry that he almost went to the room, because Lin Chuchen didn't use force or curse when he quarreled, and he didn't speak harshly or hurt his heart. He identified a purpose without giving an explanation, and every time he tried his best to cheat, cheat and act to pry his mouth open.Every time the two of them quarreled, Cheng Ye felt that a layer of skin had been peeled off, and it was due to Lin Chuchen's inflexible mind that he couldn't hide things, and everything was written on his face, otherwise even if he had peeled off ten layers of skin, I can't handle Lin Chuchen either.

Also because of these experiences, as soon as Lin Chuchen opened his mouth to speak, he knew that he would have to quarrel again, and his body began to be irritable before his mind.

But being irritable is irritable, he can't yell at Lin Chuchen here, neither of them is ready to go public, he can't make trouble.

Cheng Ye suppressed his anger and expressed his guess: "Brother Chen, did you see something when you were unconscious? I feel that you are very afraid of me."

From that day on, the two of them had no effective communication, but Lin Chuchen's emotions were clearly seen by him, and the panic every time he saw him was not fake.When he had nothing to do at night, he recalled the events of that day several times over and over again. He checked every detail, every movement and expression of himself, trying to find any mistakes.

After a few days and hundreds of derivations, this conclusion is the most likely.

Lin Chuchen didn't raise his head after hearing his words, but the sudden clenched fist revealed his thoughts.

Cheng Ye, who guessed successfully, was relieved a little, and he grabbed Lin Chuchen's shoulders: "Brother Chen, I said some cruel words and did some... but I didn't mean it to you, I won't do anything to you , even if we have a bad relationship and break up, I will not do those things, I swear. I just..."

Lin Chuchen couldn't bear to push his hand away, and took half a step back: "No! Not this!" After he finished this action, he realized that his reaction was too strong. He took a breath and calmed down, "No Because of this, I'm not afraid of you, I'm..." He bit the tip of his tongue hard, raised his head to meet Uemarino's worried gaze, "I didn't think you would hurt me, I didn't think you would do anything, step back Wanbu thought, even if you do it, I won't be afraid... It's my own fault, I... something is different, I need time to adapt, can you give me some time? I... I'm sorry... "

His voice was relatively normal at the beginning, but his voice became weaker as he spoke later. Every word was like a blood clot stuck in his throat. Every time he said a word, his throat would be scratched. But there is no sound.

Narino originally wanted to say that no matter what, the two of us can discuss and carry it together. He hoped that his brother Chen would always be domineering and ruthless, just like the one-handed him who was falling on the cliff that day. I feel that I have the need and the ability to protect this courage, so that Lin Chuchen will not be entangled in some inexplicable little things and become weak and ashamed.But listening to it, Narino didn't want to force him anymore, maybe it was his own strength and persecution that made him more cautious and afraid to express his emotions.

If you don't talk about it, don't talk about it. There is nothing wrong with solving the problem in his comfortable way.

Narino really wanted to pat his head and tell him that it doesn't matter what he decides, and he doesn't need to think about him, but he closed his eyes, relaxed his throat, and said in a very normal and peaceful tone: "Okay, I'll wait. "

But although he can wait, the crew can't wait. The two of them can postpone the discussion, but the emotions during the filming are not right, but they have to be dealt with now: "You were too anxious during the part just now, let go of your emotions towards me first." You look at me, I am Lu Zi, a shepherd boy who has no threat or relationship to you, you are sad and unwilling to mention the matter of the court to me, but you have no expectations for me Yes, it is impossible for me to understand what you are talking about." Narino held his head, and the two of them looked at each other less than a foot away, "Look at me, I am so ignorant, so simple, and now It doesn't matter to you, and I won't have anything to do with you in the future. When you return to the court, I'm just a part of your memory. Even every time you think about it, this time is not real, it's like a dream, like Like a mirage."

Lin Chuchen looked at him, and Cheng Ye's aura changed, his youthful fame and aura of boldness and boldness faded away, his fashion and intelligence disappeared, leaving only a simple, innocent, short-sighted, on the back of a herd of sheep and horses. The frontier boy who grew up knew nothing, didn't understand anything, and had never walked out of this grassland and Gobi in his life.

His thinking follows Narino's voice, and the parts where the two characters get along are not filmed much, which is not detailed enough, but the relationship between him and Narino is filled in carefully, making up for the lack of details in the TV series' plot.He thought of Narito's curious eyes when he talked about the last days, people who have never experienced it really can't understand, Narito can't perceive his despair and sadness, maybe in his opinion, this is a fun adventure.But he can't blame him for anything, it's a good thing that he doesn't understand.

He also thought that if one day he was captured by those people, or his time limit in this world was up, and he needed to return to that cruel and primitive place, then the life of this past year, the beautiful feelings that Narito gave him , Thinking about it in the future, it will be as unreal as a mirror image.

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a little sad, a little reluctant, and wanted to hug the person in front of him.

"Chengye, Chuchen, the filming is about to start."

The sudden close-up voice startled the two people who were immersed in the plot. Chengye was the first to react. He calmly put down the hand that was holding Lin Chuchen's head before, and said to his manager: "Okay, Here we go."

Then he put one hand on his belt habitually, and wanted to help Lin Chuchen's shoulder with the other, but when he turned his head, what he saw was Lin Chuchen's subconscious dodging movements and the uncontrollable anxiety in his eyes.

He glanced at Yang Xiuyuan who had already turned and walked back, and finally felt the little tail of the truth.

Before the filming started, he asked Yang Xiuyuan to go to the city to discuss a cooperation. The other party came all the way, and it was not convenient to come directly to the film and television city. Now that Lin Chuchen is in this situation, the shooting progress has been delayed, and he has to shoot more every day, and it is often late at night when work is over, so it is not convenient to go to Yinchuan in the middle of the night.

"It's too late to live in Yinchuan. Come back tomorrow during the day. I don't have anything to do here. It's okay to stay for a few more days. Yinchuan is pretty good." Yang Xiuyuan said before leaving.

As soon as Yang Xiuyuan left, Lin Chuchen's state obviously relaxed a lot. Although there was still faint anxiety, it was enough to deal with ordinary scenes.For the whole afternoon, Chengye only devoted half of his mind to filming, and the other half of his mind was to observe and think about Lin Chuchen.

For Lin Chuchen's repeated "illness", it is useless to isolate Yang Xiuyuan alone, and if he guessed correctly, prolonged isolation will only lead to a serious rebound.

This is probably true of most addictive things in the world.

I don't know whether Cheng Ye is predicting things like a god or a crow is becoming a master. Yang Xiuyuan's talk about this matter was not smooth, and he was delayed outside for several days. On the fifth day, it was already worse than before Yang Xiuyuan left.

Narino felt that it was time for him to intervene. If a doctor does not heal himself, no matter how strong a person is, it is difficult to understand the situation he is in.

He came to Lin Chuchen's room after dinner, and he finished work early today, and it was not yet eight o'clock when he came.

Lin Chuchen was a little surprised by him, he blocked the door for two seconds, then remembered his obligations as a boyfriend, opened the door happily, and welcomed him in.

After entering the door, Narino saw the script spread out on the bed, and asked casually, "Where are you reading the script?"

He didn't want to be so unfamiliar, but in the past few days, it seemed that too many obstacles had been piled up between the two of them. There seemed to be thousands of mountains and rivers between the people who had been honest with each other. Narino flapped his wings and tried hard to trek across , but I don't know if there is anyone looking forward to me on the other side.

While comforting himself in his heart, he casually started a topic without paying attention to what he said.

"Ah..." Lin Chuchen replied in embarrassment. Between the two of them, Cheng Ye was always responsible for adjusting the atmosphere. Once Cheng Ye left the picker alone, the awkwardness level of the atmosphere would rise exponentially.Lin Chuchen's ability to detect words and emotions is not good, and he didn't see Chengye's emotional state at a glance. In his opinion, Chengye came to solve his physical needs, so the so-called "reading the script" implied that "why is there something wrong on the bed?" thing?"

He tidied up the script in a hurry, threw it aside without paying attention to the order, and then subconsciously flattened the bed sheet to make the place that needs to be used later look clean and tidy.

Chengye stared blankly at his movements and didn't continue talking. Lin Chuchen felt that he was in the wrong, and tried to find a topic: "I, I haven't taken a shower yet..."

Narito was even more at a loss, and replied following the voice: "I didn't wash it either."

Lin Chuchen glanced at him, and offered to suggest, "Then you can wash it together..."

Narino likes this kind of game very much, but he is not very willing to cooperate, because it is very tiring, and cleaning the bathroom is very troublesome, and, after all, he is still not used to this kind of bourgeois youth's stand-out game, not because Shyness, pure anxiety, not on the big soft bed, he will subconsciously guard against his surroundings, unable to concentrate, this can be regarded as a kind of occupational disease.Narito sensitively read what he meant, and never mentioned it again.

In fact, it's not that he doesn't want to, so on an occasion like today, he's willing to make Narino happy.

Cheng Ye really understood it now, but after understanding it, he felt helpless and irritable. His elder brother still has a relationship with him in fulfilling his rights and obligations. He really has nowhere to use his strength. It feels like the feelings are fed to the dog.

He decided not to think too much, let's get straight to the point, and if he didn't directly talk about his straight-hearted lover, he might be abducted to some strange dimension again.

"I'm not here to go to bed, I'm here to talk to you about your state. You asked for time, and I gave it, but after five days, why do I feel that the situation is getting worse?"

Chengye said this very forcefully, with a questioning tone. Lin Chuchen, who had no sense of shame in the face of intimacy just now, panicked for a moment, as if someone had been caught in bed.

He stood a little at a loss: "I..."

Narino stood up, pushed him onto the chair, leaned over with his hands on his shoulders, and wrapped him between his body and the chair in an oppressive posture: "Tell me the truth, are you entangled with us?" The relationship between the three? You, me, and Brother Yuan. If you like him, you will be happy when you see him, and you will miss him if you don’t see him. You want to hug, kiss, and even have a closer relationship with him. You have These thoughts make you feel ashamed of me, don’t you?”