Doomsday Superstar [Rebirth]

Lin Chuchen didn't confront Chengye when he went back, and Chengye also tacitly didn't mention Lu Jiarui, the termination of the contract, and the topic of avoiding Yang Xiuyuan. The two of them seemed to have entered a period of tacit peace. However, they chose to escape temporarily at the same time.

Half a month later, the filming went smoothly, Lin Chuchen was in good spirits, and the company didn't bother them. Lin Chuchen actually went through a rare period of peace after his "comeback", and gradually got used to Nagano's side.

Although Cheng Ye is not very good at taking care of people, he is not annoying. He usually enjoys watching and does not act as a monster. Occasionally, when he goes to the set, he finds a corner with his notebook and knocks on his own. Even if Lin Chuchen's performance is not satisfactory Don't point fingers, usually wait for him to rest or go back to the hotel at night and then teach him hand in hand.When work was over, the two of them would find a restaurant to eat. Sometimes during the day, the filming tasks were not heavy, so Lin Chuchen borrowed the kitchen of other restaurants to do it himself. When he was full, he went back to the hotel. It's not embarrassing.

The crew is also used to having such a big star with the crew, but their relationship has not been exposed. Bai Jingran didn't know how he told the director before leaving. Relax here.As a first-line popular niche student, he has not debuted for a long time. He really doesn’t have many friends in the circle, and everyone is very busy. The only ones who are a little leisurely and convenient to give him a place to accommodate others are Bai Jingran and Lin Chuchen. However, following Bai Jingran Shannanhai Beidilang was prone to situations where the company was looking for someone but couldn't get in touch, so he simply followed Lin Chuchen.

Although this kind of thing is not common, who can tell what the big star is thinking.

In the beginning, there were little girls chasing stars or being curious, always leaning towards him, but Narino had a calm expression all day long. Although he didn't lose his temper, he seemed to be in a bad mood, and occasionally received a few calls. It was the kind to call in the waiting room, and the face was black after the beating.

After going back and forth like this, everyone was even more sure that he had a conflict with the company, and they all kept away while feeling sorry for him, lest they would make him unhappy.

Lin Chuchen was quite worried at first, afraid of causing trouble, and also afraid that people would discover their ambiguity. After a long time, he got used to it, and occasionally even had the illusion that they were an old couple. It seemed that there should be someone beside him. Sitting by the side watching and waiting while filming, the boyfriend who took him home after work.

Lin Chuchen took a peek at Cheng Ye during the shooting interval, and saw the kid who claimed to be his boyfriend looking at the computer screen with one hand resting his chin, his two eyebrows were about to frown together, it seemed that he must have encountered something Difficult problem to solve.

Strange to say, at Narino's age, it is the period when jumping up and down is disgusting. He is not introverted. It stands to reason that he should be lively, active, energetic and tossing around. In fact, he was really good at tossing around in Beijing. Yes, why did I switch sex when I got here, quietly being a vase with a low sense of existence but pleasing to the eye every day.In his heart, he secretly felt that the child was worried that people would see that he would cause trouble, or that he would get angry and drive him away.

When he thinks this way, a small firework will be set off unconsciously in his heart, and a little smile will sneak up on the corner of his mouth without his knowing.

But it’s not an option for them to do this anyway, Cheng Ye always wants to find a girlfriend, always wants to get married and have children, and one day he will find that a girl with big breasts, long legs, a delicate body and a soft body is better than a rough old man like him who has no taste Yes, one day, he will be forgotten.

Or you won't forget it, and you will just wave your hands and say "unbearable to look back" in disgust when you think of it.

Every time Lin Chuchen thought of this, he would feel his heart being punched hard, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't resist bending over and holding his chest.

People are always greedy, and when they get used to it, they think it is their own.this is not good.Especially bad.

He is not a person who can hide things, and he was spotted when he was eating at night. Narino knocked on his bowl with chopsticks: "Come back to your senses! What's the matter? Didn't the filming go well today? I didn't notice... "

Lin Chuchen lowered his head and slurped the rice in his mouth, and used other topics as a shield with a guilty conscience: "How do you know if the shooting is going well without even looking over here?"

Narino laughed with a "poof": "How do you know I didn't watch it? Do you mind if my attention is on you?" He leaned forward, and the distance between the two became much closer in an instant. The corner of the mouth said in a rather ambiguous tone, "Didn't you fall in love with me?"

Lin Chuchen was a little embarrassed to eat, he didn't, he just glanced casually, and Chengye kept looking down at the computer screen.

Cheng Ye never stopped playing hooligans. He always remembered that they were not a couple. If Lin Chuchen was willing to let him tease, it would be an ambiguous interest. If not, it would be proper harassment. He didn't want to leave such a kind of impression.

He leaned back on the back of the chair, took a sip of the drink, and then said slowly: "I didn't watch it, but I heard it. The director's loudspeaker roared, and the crew next to me could hear it. I'm not deaf." .And the few scenes you filmed today were not complicated. When you arrived on the set in the morning, you were emotionally stable. Several of your rival actors have worked together for so long, and their acting skills are also reliable. There is almost no possibility of accidents. So, what happened? gone?"

Seeing that Lin Chuchen hesitated to say anything, he continued to guess: "You didn't answer the phone today, there seems to be no important information on WeChat, and there is no news about you on the Internet, so it's because of me?" He put down the drink cup and sat with his fingers crossed Right, "What's wrong with me?"

He can probably guess one thing, left and right are just a matter of breaking up. Since the two of them were "together", Lin Chuchen has not given up trying to persuade him to break up. Chengye can feel the uneasiness and pressure this incident has brought to Lin Chuchen, This unrequited love affair made his already insecure state soar to panic all day long.This state is actually quite strange. As far as he knows, Lin Chuchen has not suffered any huge trauma, so why does he have such a strong feeling of precarity?

But no matter what, it is absolutely impossible to let him go.Communicate when there are conflicts, solve problems when there are problems, and breaking up is never in his options.

Unless one day Lin Chuchen said that he was going to pursue true love.

But isn't his true love now in love with someone else?What is he messing about here?

Lin Chuchen also felt that it was not a good thing for him to find faults at both ends these days, but it would be uncomfortable for him not to talk about it. He felt like a very shameless mistress, occupying the future husband of some beautiful girl, not only occupying , He still refuses to develop a romantic relationship life and death, let a good young man circle around him every day, and he still acts like a demon every day.

But if he doesn't act like a monster, it's very unreasonable to enjoy it. What kind of thing is he? He doesn't know what kind of thing he is, and it's hard to say whether he is a human being or not.

"I think you should find a girlfriend." Recently, Lin Chuchen expressed his opinion not directly using imperative sentences, but adding "I think" in front of it. This is a subconscious and euphemistic expression. Simply put, he said Sometimes I also know that I don't make sense, and what I think is not necessarily right.

Generally speaking, after the confrontation, he will definitely be surrounded by Cheng Ye, and then feel that he is really wrong.

When Lin Chuchen said this, he looked at Chengye very sincerely. He didn't want to appear weak, although his words had already exposed his uncertainty about his thoughts.

Then he saw a trace of injury flashing across Narito's eyes, and in just a split second, the young film king quickly adjusted his state and became calm again.

Lin Chuchen's heart was pricked by something, he has always been like this recently, which made him suspect that there is a nurse Rong living next to his heart.

He opened his mouth, but nothing came out.Narito's gaze at that moment just now was engraved in his heart and blocked his throat, preventing him from uttering more cruel words.

What's wrong with Narino, he just likes someone, he just wants to treat this person with all his heart, even though this person is a scumbag, a gay male artist who will never be seen in the current social environment, still It may be a ghost who just stole other people's bodies and lives, but he doesn't know, he doesn't know anything.

Lin Chuchen scratched his palms with his clasped hands. He really wanted to say, "Forget it, let's not talk about it", but would it really pass if I didn't say it today?The cruel truth is before us. If you don’t say it today, you have to say it tomorrow. If you don’t say it this month, you won’t be able to escape next month.

Naruno's hand suddenly stretched out from the table full of dishes, grabbed his hand, forcibly separated his almost bloody palm, then stood up with a sullen face and left the box.

Lin Chuchen lowered his head and recalled the scene just now. Narino's sleeves seemed to be soaked in the vegetables, and the cuff buttons of the well-cut printed white shirt were unbuttoned. The moment he stretched out his hands, they fell directly into the soup of pickled vegetables Here, the food doesn't matter, it should be edible, but that shirt is still quite expensive, and Narito likes to wear it very much.

what to do?Do you want to buy one and return it to him?

Worried that he had no money in his pocket and worried that he would not be able to buy this one, he took a bite of sauerkraut fish and put it in his mouth, but it tasted like chewing wax, so he simply swallowed it raw.

The door opened with a "squeak", and Cheng Ye, who had regained his composure, walked in, closed the door with his backhand, and put the things in his hand on the edge of the table.

"Open your hands and bandage them." Narino lowered his head and didn't look at him, and his voice was emotionless.

Lin Chuchen felt that there was something more important than bandaging right now: "I..."

"I know what you mean. Let's deal with it first. It will definitely be untied tomorrow. If the wound is too serious, it will affect the shooting." He pulled a chair and sat next to Lin Chuchen, pressed Lin Chuchen's hand to his lap, and dipped a cotton swab in iodine The wine gently pressed against the wound, "Does it hurt? Why are you so hard on yourself?"

"It's okay, actually I..." Lin Chuchen got stuck after five words, because he didn't know what to say next, so he said it according to his previous attitude, or did he regret it and stop mentioning it?

"I know what you mean. But how can you be sure that I'm a straight man?" He quickly treated the wound, but he didn't pull back the chair, but sat next to Lin Chuchen, "Maybe I'm a straight man." , deep cabinet or something, maybe."

Lin Chuchen was a little surprised, he seemed to have ignored this possibility: "But you..."

Cheng Ye picked up a chopstick of vegetarian dishes, but put them in the bowl without eating them, and just poked them a few times with his chopsticks: "I haven't talked to men, but I haven't talked to women either, so I don't know my sexual orientation. I don't hate being close to you, but it's true that I haven't reacted to other men, but, to be honest, there are not many women who can arouse my physical response, and I don't like watching small movies. I always thought I might be a bit, um , indifferent... I went to the hospital for an examination, and found no physical problems. The doctor said that it may be psychological, but I don't think I have been stimulated in this way, it should be natural... until I met you , I wondered if I’m just a fellow, so I’m not interested in those things.”

Lin Chuchen wanted to know the answer for a moment: "What about now?"

Narino smiled wryly at him: "I don't know, I seem to be interested in you."

Lin Chuchen: "..."

"I didn't know what love was before—it's quite hypocritical to say so, but when my classmates and friends fall in love, it always makes me feel that they are actually in love, although they are not like cats. Cats and dogs lose their minds like that, but it is an illusion caused by excessive hormone secretion. For example, a roommate of mine loves Banhua to death today. People hit each other, and the day after tomorrow they fall in love with the girl from the school next door. Of course, the frequency is not as high as I said, but if the pursuit fails, you can change the target at will. I always feel that he is not in love with someone, but just needs a woman to vent himself It’s just the hormones. There are too many boys in their 20s, just like women who are pregnant will be sentimental and prone to emotional breakdowns. This may not be their original intention, it’s just the effect of hormones.”

Lin Chuchen thought for a while, and felt that he was about the same when he was 20 years old, but they still had to be busy running for their lives, so it was not so exaggerated.

"I don't trust my body's needs, so even if I hear and see, I'm not sure what love is. But," he raised his head and looked into Lin Chuchen's eyes, Lin Chuchen found that those eyes were actually flickering Light, just like the light in his eyes when he talked about acting, and it is thicker and thicker, "I want to be with you, together for the rest of my life, I feel so sad when I think that we may be separated, you are struggling At that time, I hated myself for being too incompetent, unable to help you, and unable to give you a sense of security—it’s a bit strange to say that, I don’t regard you as a woman, I just, a man’s possessive desire and instinct to protect his partner, I I don't know if this is what it should be, or if it's some shit gene effect..."

Lin Chuchen patted the back of Chengye's hand with gauze-bound hands: "I know."

He felt Narito's desire to protect, he really didn't regard himself as a woman.

"I want to share something with you, I want to cling to you, I want to help you develop your career, I want to kill those idiots who are behind the scenes, and I want to..." He sighed softly, "I also want to take care of you. You, I hope you can sleep well every day and be happy every day. I like sitting next to you and watching you act, and I like watching you when you sleep. I can’t get enough of it. I still think about the future How to come out, how to tell your parents, how to tell your fans, how to publicize the matter, so that you will not be pressured by the outside world. I will think about which countries legalize same-sex marriage, where is the best wedding, what dress do you wear , who are we going to invite, where are we going on our honeymoon, I even designed the wedding process, I..." He took a breath, suppressing the sourness in his eyes, "I can't help but think about these things, Planning these, I think this should be considered love."

But these, as long as Lin Chuchen said "break up", it would all be in vain.

What he said made Lin Chuchen's heart heavy, and he felt more and more that he had been making trouble for no reason. He lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"You don't need to say sorry, and you don't need to feel pressure. It's the same sentence, you can't get what you want, I understand this truth. I hope you can remember it too. Also, if you want to be together, If you want to break up, or want to quarrel, or want to hit someone, you can do whatever you want, just say it directly, don’t feel guilty,” Narino quickly adjusted his mood, went out and asked the waiter to change the dishes, and then continued , "The relationship between us should always be closer than with other people. We don't have to be so divided when we talk. We can talk about what we have. If there are problems, we will solve them. If there are conflicts, we will communicate. There is no hurdle that cannot be overcome. If there is no resolution It can't be solved. It really can't be solved, and breaking up is also a solution. You don't have to be so entangled and so cautious, as if you owe me a lifetime of affection. "

"You have something on your mind, if you don't tell me, who else can you tell?"

For a moment, Lin Chuchen had the urge to tell him about his time travel, but it was only for a moment, and soon he gave up this plan.It's too dangerous, Naruto shouldn't have to bear it.

However, he did make up his mind to have a good time with Narino. If there is anything else, let's talk about it. If he can give it now, he will give it first. In the future, who knows?

Narito is still afraid that he will be under pressure, and emotional persecution has never been his principle of doing things.He tidied up all the emotions he had just released, and added calmly: "Brother Yuan said that I don't know how to fall in love, and with my identity, it's not convenient for me to find someone to practice with. Brother Chen, you can reluctantly be my partner. "

Since it was a sparring partner, we practiced once in the evening. This was the second time the two of them had intimate contact.Although the two of them slept on the same bed before, Lin Chuchen struggled in his heart, not wanting to make the relationship worse, and Narito was very considerate and never forced him.When the two of them finished their work and lay on the bed, Lin Chuchen guessed belatedly that boys in their 20s have the highest hormone secretion level, have great needs, and don't know how to control them. It seems too cruel to see but not eat.

He was so depressed that he was filming until midnight every day, plus he struggled with all kinds of struggles every day, and occasionally he had a tendency to go off the rails, not to mention Cheng Ye who had nothing to do and played computer games every day.

The more he thought about it, the more disturbed he became, and he turned around and turned to the person behind him.

Narino sat up with a "chuckle", and asked a little nervously, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Lin Chuchen suddenly felt that he was really lucky to have such a handsome young man by his side and made a lot of money.

"You seem to say that you have never been in love..."

Naruto nodded inexplicably.

"But your kissing skills are not bad." It's better than Lin Chuchen, who claims to have been in a relationship for six or seven years. It's a bit unbelievable to say that you have no experience.

Narino shrugged: "I'm sorry, although I haven't been in a relationship, it doesn't mean I haven't kissed. I'm an actor, and I'm also an actor with good acting skills and strong learning ability."

That's right, there's nothing wrong with it.

Lin Chuchen talked to him casually, and fell asleep while talking.Narino still suffered from insomnia. He hugged the computer for a while and looked at the document he just received today, taking notes while reading, but he still couldn't figure it out.

He took out his mobile phone and found a person nicknamed "Wanshiwu", and sent a message: "Do you have someone who is more professional, the kind who doesn't leave evidence after finishing the work."

The person over there was obviously also a night owl, and quickly replied to the message: "What are you doing? Are you going to kill someone?"

"Almost. Burglary."

"Who is it? I have to step on this first, and the cycle will be longer."

"No. I'll give you all the information, including the distribution map of everything in the house and the keys to the doors of each room, but you can't let the other party find out after you've done the searching."

"..."

"Brother, which girl are you eyeing? What are you looking for?"

Cheng Ye stared at the phone for a while, and it took a long time before he replied: "My family. All the documents, archives, records, reports, etc. related to me, Lin Chuchen, Bai Jingran, Lu Jiarui, Yuan Kai, etc., are not in a normal home. Take pictures of everything that should appear. I will give you a whole day, and I will take people away."

After sending this message, he turned his phone to Do Not Disturb mode and left it aside.

After lying on the bed tossing and turning for a while, he still didn't feel any sleepiness, and he didn't dare to turn over all the time, lest he would wake Lin Chuchen up, so he simply put on his clothes, carried the pad and a small bag into the bathroom.

At one o'clock in the night, Lin Chuchen habitually leaned back in his sleep, but did not lean against his warm chest. This accident made his body instantly adjust to a state of stress. Before he woke up, he sat up by himself, and then used It took two seconds to wake up, and I touched the side, only to find that there was no one there.

His reaction speed has slowed down. He would not have slept so dead before. The presence of Narino has reduced his vigilance a lot. Recently, the quality of sleep has continued to improve, and now he will not wake up easily during deep sleep.

Suddenly waking up from sleep kept his heart beating at a high speed, the blood was quickly squeezed to his limbs, his breathing became rapid, and he broke out in a hot sweat.

He looked around to make sure that he was sleeping on the bed in the room and didn't wake up in other strange places, then put on his slippers and wanted to find Narito.

He couldn't sleep without the humanoid sleeping pills.

He originally wanted to go to Chengye's room - Chengye's room has been open all the time, in order to hide people's eyes and ears, and sometimes he wants to have a private space when he is alone - but when he got to the door, he found the bathroom door Light from below.

Is it diarrhea in the middle of the night?

Lin Chuchen knocked on the door tentatively, but there was no sound, and called Chengye, but no one answered.

The bathroom door was open, so he simply pushed it open.

Inside, Narito was sitting on the toilet, holding a life-sized humanoid rubber doll in his hand, holding the rubber doll's face in one hand and looking at it carefully, with an extremely serious expression, as if he was studying whether the doll had undergone plastic surgery.The doll's body is quite soft, and it's no problem to be held in his hand by Chengye's neck in a magical posture, and the doll maintains its original ecology-the whole body is covered with skin color, and it doesn't have any color of clothes painted on it.Strictly speaking, Narito didn't do anything indescribable, but hiding in the bathroom with a rubber doll in his arms in the middle of the night was weird enough in itself.Time stood still awkwardly, and the two looked at each other outside the bathroom door.

Lin Chuchen touched his nose in bewilderment, he saw what this doll was, and also guessed what Narito was doing and what he was going to do, it was definitely not for sketching anyway.But how to ask now?Asking "what are you doing" is a bit pretentious, and asking "why don't you sleep" is a bit baffling, but if you don't ask anything, the air is too quiet.

Cheng Ye seemed to be frightened into a fool. Lin Chuchen felt that he had the responsibility to break the awkward silence and give the other party a step down, so he touched his nose again, and randomly asked a question in his messy thoughts: "Didn't you enjoy yourself?"

Great, now the embarrassment has grown exponentially.

Lin Chuchen really felt that he couldn't go up the steps anymore, turned around and wanted to leave, but Cheng Ye suddenly said: "I'm sorry, I seemed to bite your tongue when I kissed before, and it seems that you are not very comfortable, I just want to practice by myself. Practice..." He took off the earphones on the pad, and the voice that came out of it was actually a thick male voice explaining what is a standard French kiss in a serious manner.

Lin Chuchen: "..."

He really wants to kneel down to the actor now.

But soon he realized that he knelt too early, because next, Narino blushed and showed him his tutorials - there were videos, pictures and texts, and texts, and what was even more frightening was, There are even notes and review records.

Lin Chuchen covered his eyes with one hand, and he didn't know what to say. He thought that what Cheng Ye said before, "strong learning ability" was just casually, but he didn't expect it to be literally. It was the first time in his life that he saw a small movie. Students who still take notes are really fresher than seeing a giant panda on the second ring road in Beijing.

"Then you... it... uh..." Lin Chuchen pointed at the rubber doll, momentarily at a loss for words.

Narito quickly understood what he meant, and explained: "For practical use, it's a bit unclear just by looking at it this way. You need to feel it yourself to know the structure of the human body."

"So you also learned about human anatomy?" Lin Chuchen really felt that every word challenged his cognition.

"And this thing doesn't look like it, can this thing be the same?"

This time, Narito nodded seriously: "Almost. I bought a high-simulation one, and the details are well done. Why don't you see..."

Lin Chuchen didn't know that this was the first time he was speechless in 10 minutes. He turned around in a circle angrily, then stepped forward to pick up Cheng Ye, and threw the obstructive thing in his hand. Narito's lips, which were a little red from being rubbed by the rubber doll, kissed them chaotically.

In all fairness, Lin Chuchen's kissing skills are not very good, but he is very emotional, whether he is happy or unhappy, anxious or frustrated, even if he hides his expression well, he can feel it when he kisses.

Narino tasted it, and now it should be "love is strong", which is very suitable for deeper contact.

However, his surviving reason still screamed violently in his mind, reminding him that Lin Chuchen is already very tired and will be filming tomorrow, and that he is an action scene tomorrow and it is not suitable for making too much noise.But before he could speak, Lin Chuchen grabbed his collar and stopped him back. Lin Chuchen was panting with a long kiss. When he was breathing, he dragged him out and said, "Don't you want to practice? There is a big man here." You don’t need to make a doll to be disgusting to a living person?”

Cheng Ye was staggeringly dragged away by him, struggling as he walked, he was no match for Lin Chuchen with all his strength, he was so anxious that he could only lower his voice and shout: "Don't make trouble, rest early, you tomorrow..."

"I can't die if I don't sleep for a day or two. Under normal circumstances, three or four hours of sleep a day is enough. Don't worry, I'm stronger than your broken doll."

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