Let go of the past

"What if you lied to me?"

"Then let me lose you forever."

Nursing worker Fang Xiaoyan pushed open the half-covered ward door, and saw the man sitting in front of the bed with his back to her. He hurriedly and cautiously greeted him with a voice as soft as a mosquito: "Mr. Ji, you are here."

The other party responded vaguely, and Fang Xiaoyan didn't dare to say anything, and walked to the bed lightly. Since she was hired in this high-end ward more than half a month ago, she has been facing the tall man in front of her. The handsome patient's family members always have a heart of fear.

It was probably because of the aura of not being allowed to enter the other party's body, which made people feel shuddering.

As for the Mr. Li who was always sleeping on the hospital bed, at first Fang Xiaoyan thought the two were relatives, until one day she saw Mr. Ji touching the other's unconscious face, his eyes gleaming like precious treasures, lightly He called out softly, baby, with tenderness and affection on his face that could melt the ice and snow in an instant.

After being shocked for a while, Fang Xiaoyan had to force herself to digest the news that the two were actually a same-sex lover, which was too shocking for her, for the extremely generous nursing fee.

She went around to the other side of the bed, hung up the new nutrient solution, then carefully lifted the quilt, gently held up her white and thin arms, found the position of the intravenous catheter, sterilized and exhausted it, and then connected the infusion tube .

After finishing everything, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and a thin layer of sweat broke out on her back. God knows how much panic and fear surged in her heart under the watchful eyes of the man opposite her. .

Fang Xiaoyan tucked in the quilt, looked at Ji Bing's face downcast and fixed on the arm with the indwelling needle, and said in a flattering tone: "Mr. Ji, when I was massaging Mr. Li's shoulder this morning, I noticed that he His eyes moved slightly a few times."

Ji Bing raised his gaze upwards, and a beam of light slowly gathered in his dark eyes, which made Fang Xiaoyan stunned for a moment, feeling a little pity welling up in his heart, and hastily added a comforting word: "Mr. Li is consciously , will definitely wake up."

Ji Bing broke into a very faint smile, and said softly to her, "Thank you."

Fang Xiaoyan was a little flattered, she was the first to have non-routine communication with her employer in more than half a month, the other party's attitude softened, and she also let go of some tension.

Fang Xiaoyan opened her mouth, just about to express her feelings, and wanted to continue to say a few more words of her own, when Ji Bing had already withdrawn her gaze, then lowered her head and held the other hand of her lover on the quilt, and put it to her mouth for a kiss Then, she stared blankly for a moment, and then found that the other party's body seemed to be trembling faintly.

She hurriedly packed up her things, walked out of the ward quickly, and when she was about to reach the door, she clearly heard a suppressed and low choked sob in her ears.

Fang Xiaoyan's eye sockets have always been shallow, so she couldn't help but wiped her tears, then walked out of the ward and closed the door intimately.

"Baby..." In the quiet ward, with red eyes, Ji Bing leaned over to touch Li Ziqing's forehead, and dropped a series of delicate kisses along the other's thin cheeks. His voice was out of tune, and there was a tearing pain in his heart and lungs during his breath. : "... Where are you uncomfortable, tell me yourself, okay?"

The lover who fell into a coma couldn't respond, he finally broke down in tears, the tears fell down, and slid down the other's fair face onto the pillow, dizzy with light-colored water stains.

How did you come here back then?

Standing alone outside the ward stubbornly and obstinately guarding his unrecognized lover, after being humiliated and ridiculed by the outside world, he thought he would see the sun through the clouds, but finally ushered in the deadliest death of his beloved one strike.

Ziqing, are you someone who is not favored by heaven?

If so, let me love you, okay?

Fang Xiaoyan sat on the bench outside the door of the ward, waiting for a long time without daring to open the door without authorization.

It took about an hour before the door was opened from the inside, and Ji Bing stepped out. Fang Xiaoyan got up quickly, and shouted obsequiously: "Mr. Ji."

"Change the flowers in the ward, two of them have rotted roots." Ji Bing explained the trivial matters in a flat tone, and his facial expression has returned to normal.

"Oh, I see." Fang Xiaoyan nodded in response.

Ji Bing didn't know where his eyes fell, and was silent for a while, until Fang Xiaoyan asked in a slightly surprised voice, "Mr. Ji?"

Ji Bing turned to her, and then opened his mouth: "It's cold in autumn, don't open the windows at night, his legs can't bear it."

After getting off the inpatient department building, Ji Bing walked straight towards the car, but at this moment, the cell phone in his pocket rang suddenly, he slowed down and took out the cell phone, his eyes fell on the caller ID, his expression was dark and sinister .

Li Ru, who had been silent for more than a month, finally called Ji Bing for the first time after the accident.

"Hey, Ji Bing..." The other party's voice was dry and desolate, and he couldn't hide the guilt in his words, he asked hesitantly, "Li Ziqing...how is he?"

Ji Bing opened the car door and sat in. The subsequent loud door closing sound was clearly transmitted to Li Ru's ears through the mobile phone, and his exhaled breath could not help but weaken a little.

"My people don't bother you to think about it." Ji Bing said coldly: "The most important thing you need to do now is to quickly pick out a good-quality and cheap urn, or have you heard a word called "depressing bones and raising ashes?"

"Ji Bing..." Li Ru's scalp tingled for a while. He knew that the other party was not joking, but he still had to speak bravely: "...Can you...for my sake, let Xie Jiaqi go?"

Ji Bing sneered, his voice was wrapped in ice and the air was frozen: "What are you?"

Li Ru took a heavy breath and began to calm down, sighing: "After all, she is my cousin, I know we must be wrong in this matter, but there is no way to ignore her."

"It's wrong?" Ji Bing seemed to hear a big joke, "You fucking dare to say that she is breaking the law."

"I know..." Li Ru was completely overwhelmed, both emotionally and rationally untenable, not to mention that the other party was Ji Bing, the person he dared not mess with since he was a child. "However, if Li Ziqing's life is not in danger, can you spare her life a little because we grew up together?" Li Ru tried to play the emotional card and lamented quietly: "Her parents Already in jail, if she...well, it will be really neat..."

"Li Ru, my patience has reached its limit." Ji Bing gave an ultimatum in a cool tone: "If you continue to protect that biao, I will buy one get one free together with you, how about it?"

Li Ru hung up the phone with a gloomy expression on his face. Bai Lisheng, who was on the opposite side of the booth, glanced at him, and said lightly, "Are you taking your own shame?"

Li Ru rubbed his face, picked up the wine glass in front of him and took a few sips with his head up. The feeling of being frozen in the bones gradually faded away. He stared blankly at the shaking liquid in the glass and murmured: "This time It's over..."

"It's only right to kill someone for life." Bai Lisheng said slowly.

"But wasn't Li Ziqing also rescued?" Li Ru excitedly said, "This is at most an attempt, why did he kill someone for his life?"

"It's been more than a month, and I'm still in a coma. Even if I wake up in the future, my legs will have to be disabled." Bai Lisheng stared at him with a half-smile, until Li Ru couldn't help shivering again: "If you If you are not convinced, you can find a lawyer, and Xie Jiaqi's sentence depends on Li Ru's courage."

Li Ru leaned back on the sofa dejectedly, "No matter how she is sentenced, once she enters, she will definitely..."

Bai Lisheng stood up, "I'll go first." He picked up his coat, and finally said to Li Ru indifferently: "I advise you to know your way back and stop protecting Xie Jiaqi mindlessly, otherwise even if Ji Bing doesn't mess with you, I will fuck you."

"Fuck!" Li Ru watched Bai Lisheng go away, kicked the glass coffee table half a meter away, and shouted manically, "What the hell is this!"

According to Ji Bing's instructions, Fang Xiaoyan took the flowers in the vase in the ward and threw them away in the trash can in the bathroom, feeling a little pity in her heart, because she could grow them for a while even after cutting off the slightly rotten roots.

When she came out, there was a gentle knock on the door of the closed ward. Fang Xiaoyan was a little puzzled. It was so late, and there was still someone visiting?

And the family members were not there, so she, a nurse, couldn't just let anyone in.

"Who?" She stood at the door and called out.

The knocking on the door stopped, but no one spoke. Fang Xiaoyan waited for a while, guessing that someone had knocked on the wrong door. Just as she was about to turn around and go back to the hospital bed, she heard a soft and pleasant woman's voice from outside: "Excuse me, this is Li Ziqing's. Ward?"

"Who are you?" Fang Xiaoyan asked.

The other party's tone was unhurried, "I am Ji Bing's mother."

Fang Xiaoyan was taken aback for a moment, then came back to her senses, hurriedly walked over and opened the door, greeted her with a smile and said, "It turned out to be Mr. Ji's mother, I'm sorry, it's all over now, I thought no one would come to visit."

The door of the ward opened, Fang Xiaoyan saw the person outside the door clearly, and then was taken aback for a second.

Standing in front of them were two people.

"You... How are you..." Fang Xiaoyan was intimidated by the two people who were clearly here to visit the patient, but seemed to have an aura of refusal from thousands of miles away. She hesitated and greeted, and hurriedly stepped aside.

The graceful middle-aged woman smiled at her elegantly and indifferently, then turned her head to look at the stern-looking middle-aged man beside her, with a hesitant expression on her face, she asked, "Is this really okay?"

The middle-aged man gave her an indifferent look, the woman swallowed the rest of the words, and automatically moved aside, lowering her eyes and whispering: "Then go in."

Fang Xiaoyan watched the two of them walk towards the hospital bed, feeling weird in her heart. After thinking about it, she finally gritted her teeth, sneaked into the bathroom, closed the door, took out her mobile phone and called Ji Bing.

"Mr. Ji," the call was quickly connected. She lowered her voice and told the truth: "Someone came to visit and said it was your mother. I see that the atmosphere is not right. Do you want to come back?"