Let go of the past

In the remaining few years of university, Li Ziqing lived a step-by-step and lackluster study life like countless students walking on campus.

There are no youthful and enthusiastic things, no people to look back on, no new circles established, no old relationships left behind, and no lovers within reach.

He was originally a person with a very mild personality, and he was not very enthusiastic about interpersonal relationships. The acquaintance and love with Ji Bing was probably the craziest and longest-lasting thing in his life.

During this period, the people around him, or the people around him, basically experienced some life-changing changes.

Xiao Kaicheng and Su Mei's love affair went smoothly from high school to university, and finally announced their peaceful breakup when they were approaching graduation.The specific reason is unknown, but Li Ziqing, as a mutual friend of both men and women, stayed with Xiao Kaicheng at the bar all night, and after listening to him yelling about Su Mei all night, he received a call from the heroine Su Mei the next day , listening to the other party tearfully accusing Xiao Kaicheng of being cruel and ruthless.

"No, you two can make up." This is Li Ziqing's suggestion to treat both men and women equally.

Bai Lisheng had been popular for a few years, and when he was gaining momentum, he suddenly quietly faded out of the circle and went to study abroad in France.A few years later, after returning from his studies, he returned to the entertainment industry and joined a rookie idol group as the lead singer. With his extraordinary strength and the unstoppable influence gathered by the whole group, he once again set off an earth-shaking wave. The fortunes in life can be described as rising steadily, like the blessings of gods, envying others.

"I knew I should have asked you for more autographs." During a private gathering with Bai Lisheng, Li Ziqing joked like this: "Can I still ask for it now?"

There is also Xie Jiaqi, who got the admission letter from an American university as she wished after graduating from her senior year, and Li Ru, who went with her, also called going abroad for further study, but they were all little-known schools. The kind that the family spends money to send out to be plated with gold.

"You have to be careful, I think Xie Jiaqi hasn't given up yet, don't let her get away with it first." Su Mei wrote a worried message to Li Ziqing on QQ.

At that time, Li Ziqing was too busy with the postgraduate exams to take care of other things. The head teacher hoped that he could hold his temper and do academic research, but he repeatedly rejected him. After studying hard until he successfully obtained a master's degree, he stopped there. .

He felt that this was enough, and there were other important things in life that needed to be grasped.

For example, Ji Bing is coming back.

At that time, it happened to be half a year after Li Ziqing graduated from school, and at that time, more than five years had passed since their last short and hasty meeting.

"The two of you are more bitter than the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. This love affair is too self-cultivating." Xiao Kaicheng, who finally learned about the relationship between Ji Bing and Li Ziqing from his ex-girlfriend Su Mei, was shocked at the beginning, and slowly felt the same. The transition became an enthusiastic spectator, sighing and sighing in front of Li Ziqing from time to time.

"It's pretty good." Li Ziqing said disapprovingly, "It's a different kind of thing. I've survived the seven-year itch."

"..." Xiao Kaicheng, who had been in love with Su Mei for more than two years but was still tormenting each other, became depressed. He touched his nose and quickly changed the subject: "Then how do you two usually solve your needs?"

Li Ziqing turned to greet the waiter: "Pay the bill."

"Hey, hey, hey," Xiao Kaicheng insisted, "This kind of question can't be avoided, okay? You can forget about it, a boy like Ji Bing, if he said he didn't steal fish abroad, I wouldn't believe it with ten toes."

"No wonder Su Mei broke up with you, so you usually think with your toes." Li Ziqing paid the bill, got up and left.

"I'm just making a metaphor, okay?" Xiao Kaicheng picked up his coat and caught up. He checked that the time was only past eight o'clock, and hooked Li Ziqing's shoulder. "It's still early, why go back? Let's go to the bar to renew the stall."

"No, I'm going to pick you up at the airport tomorrow."

"Who?"

Li Ziqing pushed open the glass door of the restaurant, took out the car keys and walked towards the white Camry not far away, "Ji Bing."

Xiao Kaicheng's eyes widened in shock: "Is my mouth open?" He chased after him in three steps at a time, "Then will he leave when he comes back this time?"

"I'm not leaving." Li Ziqing opened the car door, looked up at Xiao Kaicheng, and the corners of his mouth curled up, that smile was too bright, hiding the infinite hope for the future life: "I'm sorry today, I will invite you with Ji Bing some other day Have a meal."

"Tsk tsk." Xiao Kaicheng said with emotion: "I must organize a high school reunion some other day, and then present you two with a model couple award."

"Forget it." Li Ziqing shook his head, "Not everyone can accept gay groups normally."

Xiao Kaicheng scratched his hair: "You are right." He looked at Li Ziqing, and then asked hesitantly: "Then...Ji Bing's family doesn't know about you two?"

"Ah."

Xiao Kaicheng patted Li Ziqing's shoulder heavily, and said with a serious expression: "Then you have to be mentally prepared, Ji Bing's family is really difficult to deal with..."

"No matter how difficult it is to deal with, we have to overcome this hurdle." Li Ziqing pretended to smile relaxedly, no matter how frightened he was in his heart, he had to hold up confidence in front of outsiders, otherwise the bitter time wasted in two places for so many years , and who can find to win back the value.

A few years ago when Li Ziqing came to pick up Ji Bing at the airport, he was still a young student who wanted to surprise his lover, and deliberately hid his whereabouts, but was pointed out by the other party's few words.

Now he has been in the society for more than half a year, his brows are used to hiding emotions, and he can still hold his own calmly in front of others, but at the moment when he faces Ji Bing, all the pretense is disintegrated.

The other party's shoulders became wider and wider, and he looked like a mature man.

The long wait is also particularly worthwhile at this moment.

Maybe'm not ready, Buti'll try for your love, I can hide up above.

On the way back, Li Ziqing was driving, and Ji Bing sat in the co-pilot and looked around the car in a particularly novel way, and finally fixed his gaze on the doll that was used as a car hanging, and couldn't help being amused: "You still keep this gadget , I thought I lost it a long time ago, who was the one who hated it and wanted to die?"

"Why do you want to throw it?" Li Ziqing stared at the road ahead, but the corners of his mouth could not help but slightly cocked, "Hanging here, always reminding myself that I have a boyfriend with outstanding aesthetics, isn't it good?"

When Ji Bing heard the word boyfriend, Ji Bing was elated, and while waiting for the red light to stop, he leaned over and held the back of the other's head, playing a hooligan in broad daylight.

Li Ziqing didn't resist, and after Ji Bing withdrew his body, he turned his head and looked at him with unspoken emotions hidden in his eyes.

"Then what..." After the car continued driving for a while, Li Ziqing suddenly said with an unnatural expression: "Xiao Kaicheng asked me to ask you a question."

Ji Bing was taken aback: "Xiao Kaicheng?"

Li Ziqing paused, and then heard Ji Bing chuckle and say, "Oh, monitor, what are you asking?"

"He asked me to ask you," Li Ziqing said quickly and fluently as if reciting a text, "Have you ever been unable to resist doing things to others abroad?"

Ji Bing turned sideways directly, stared at Li Ziqing with piercing eyes, and only looked at Li Ziqing until his cheeks flushed quickly, before jokingly said: "Did he ask or you?"

Li Ziqing held his breath, and said directly, "I asked what's wrong?"

Ji Bing said seriously: "It's normal for you to ask, it's only appropriate for you to ask."

Li Ziqing was not swayed by the enemy's sugar-coated shells at all: "So?"

Ji Bing sighed, sat upright and looked ahead, and said slowly: "You also know that it's normal for a man to have sexual impulses at this age."

From the corner of his eye, he watched Li Ziqing's mouth tightly pursed, his face turned cold at a speed visible to the naked eye, and a triumphant smile appeared in his eyes, and he continued unhurriedly: "We live in two places, and Yuanshui will finally get rid of it." I don’t feel thirsty, and I don’t think it’s a big deal to find someone to relieve it once in a while.”

Li Ziqing twitched the corner of his mouth, and said expressionlessly: "Should I praise you for your honesty?"

"Listen to me," Ji Bing said calmly, "I'm a clean freak, so I've been looking for a regular person, and he's the only one for so many years. Occasionally, when I couldn't help it, I would masturbate at his photo , I feel very excited." He met the other person's eyes from astonishment to embarrassment, "You also know that person, and his name is Li Ziqing."

Li Ziqing slammed on the brakes, and Ji Bing was caught off guard and bumped his head against the front windshield, covered his forehead, and said with his face full of injuries: "Student, aren't you too cruel?"

Li Ziqing glanced at him angrily, and began to ask the business: "Where are you going?"

Ji Bing thought for a moment, "The houses in the city haven't had time to be cleaned up, my parents are too lazy to go back, so you can take me to the Lu's Hotel."

Li Ziqing paused, and gave him a new choice: "Uncle Li is not in City S recently, if you don't mind, my family can borrow you for a night."

The car drove into a secluded path with lush trees on both sides, turned into a community gate after a while, turned left and went directly down to the garage.

"It's my first visit, and I'm still a little nervous." Ji Bing was acting like a good boy, following behind Li Ziqing, looking left and right as he walked.

"Uncle Li is not at home, what kind of visit is he?" Li Ziqing stopped in front of the house and took out the key to open the door.

Ji Bing stared at his quiet and handsome side face, his eyes gradually changed, and he leaned into his ear, his voice was low and full of temptation: "Since your lord is not at home, can we do some bad things?"

Li Ziqing pushed open the door, turned to look at him hesitating to speak, Ji Bing stared into his deep eyes, the self-evident love in the car before, instantly clung to each other's nerves, and completely drowned out reason .

The back was pressed against the wall of the entrance corridor, the chin was naturally held up by the other party, and then the lips were pressed against the lips, the tip of the tongue pressed against the undefended jaws, the breaths were entwined, and the mutual desire was eager and intense.

"I miss you so much..." Li Ziqing put his arms around Ji Bing's neck, and his parted lips moved up to peck lightly again, panting with obvious tremors: "...Let's not separate again, okay? "

Ji Bing's answer was decisive and firm: "Okay."

"Ziqing, are you back?" On the second floor of the duplex apartment, Uncle Li, who should not be here, pushed open a door and looked towards the entrance.

Like a thunderbolt, Li Ziqing quickly pushed Ji Bing away, his face turned pale, and he raised his head to look in the direction of the second floor in extreme horror.

Uncle Li's expression froze. After a while, he suppressed all his emotions, looked at the two people who were obviously disturbed, and asked in a deep voice, "What are you two doing?"

Without waiting for Li Ziqing to speak, Ji Bing turned around and blocked Li Ziqing behind him, and smiled decently and politely at the elder not far away: "Hello, Uncle Li."

"Ziqing," Unexpectedly, Uncle Li ignored Ji Bing and turned his gaze to Li Ziqing behind him, "What the hell were you doing just now?"

"I..." Li Ziqing looked at the ground with lowered eyes, at first he showed a little panic, but slowly, as if he had made some decision in his heart, he raised his head again, his eyes were calm and straightforward, and he pulled Ji Bing's hand hands, and said seriously and firmly: "Uncle Li, I like Ji Bing and I'm already with him, I hope..." He slowly tightened his grip on Ji Bing's hand, as if drawing strength, "I hope you can Bless us."

Neither Ji Bing himself nor Uncle Li expected him to tell the truth so frankly and neatly.

After being shocked for a moment, Ji Bing responded by wrapping Li Ziqing's hand tightly in his palm, then facing Uncle Li upstairs together, and said with a smile: "Uncle Li, Ziqing and I have the same thoughts. , I also hope that you, as an elder, can give us kind encouragement."

Uncle Li's stern eyes swept over the faces of the two of them one by one, but after a while, he sighed and said slowly: "Go into the room and close the door."

A trace of astonishment flashed across Li Ziqing's face. He didn't expect Uncle Li to give in so easily. He had already blown the horn and pulled up the battle flag, but the opponent died down first.

However, at the next moment, Uncle Li's words rang again, pushing him into an even more uneasy situation.

"Ziqing, come find me later."

After placing Ji Bing in his own room, Li Ziqing rejected the other party's suggestion to go to Uncle Li with him, and slowly went up to the second floor by himself.

Uncle Li was sitting on the sofa in the small living room waiting for him, seeing Li Ziqing's cautious expression, finally sighed unbearably, pointed to the seat opposite, "Come and sit here."

Li Ziqing walked over slowly, and after sitting down, raised his eyes to meet Uncle Li's eyes, and first said softly: "Uncle Li, I'm sorry."

Uncle Li didn't drag his feet, and asked straight to the point: "Let me ask you, when did you and him get together?"

"We've been together since high school." Li Ziqing didn't dare to lie, so he answered in a straightforward manner.

"Have you never been separated for so many years?"

Li Ziqing shook his head slightly.

Uncle Li frowned slightly, looked at him deeply, and said, "Ziqing, if I want you to separate from him now, will you listen to me?"

Li Ziqing's eyes turned red in an instant, and his lips trembled. After a long time, he stumbled out a sentence: "I... I hope Uncle Li, don't do this..."

Uncle Li's reply was decisive: "I can only do this."

Li Ziqing lowered his head and did not speak for a long time.

"Then I'll give you two choices." Uncle Li stared at him with a stern expression: "Leave him, or move out from here."

Li Ziqing raised his head suddenly, looking in disbelief at the elder who had raised him for many years and had never given a harsh reprimand.

"I'm not driving you away, Ziqing, you chose this path yourself. If you continue to persevere, there will definitely be more painful and unacceptable things happening in the future than what I did today. Even many times, those roads full of thorns can only allow you to go into battle alone. Do you think you can face it calmly? Can you get over it? If you have already thought about it and made up your mind, don’t regret it. "