Let go of the past

In the third political class in the afternoon, the sky outside the window was gloomy, the clouds were very low, and there was still a faint light rain. The whole classroom was covered by a sleepy air pressure, and even the lights seemed dim and weak.On the podium, the teacher was boringly declaring the lessons according to the scriptures, as if a Tang monk was chanting a magic spell. Even if it was a key class, it could not resist the magic attack after all, and was knocked down one after another.

The deskmate bumped Li Ziqing's arm, threw a ball of paper onto his textbook, and whispered, "It came from behind."

Li Ziqing reflexively thought it was Ji Bing, and then he was a little surprised, since the last time, the two of them hadn't passed a note for more than half a month, but when they opened it, it turned out that it wasn't him.

Xiao: What happened to you and Ji Bing recently?It's been a long time since I saw you two together.

"..." Li Ziqing regrouped the ball of paper and threw it into the desk drawer.

About two or three minutes later, the deskmate bumped into his arm again, and it was another ball of paper.

Xiao: I asked Ji Bing and he didn't say, did you two quarrel?

Li Ziqing rolled his eyes inwardly, and looked back at Xiao Kaicheng, only to see that he was sitting upright and holding a pen at the desk, his expression was concentrated, his eyes were thirsty for knowledge, and it was not at all obvious that he was the person who fired notes at him.

Li: Are you Miss Ma, an idler?

Xiao: As the class monitor, he has the right to maintain the friendly relationship among the classmates.

Li: It's okay, the midterm exam is next week, so concentrate on your study.

Xiao: Speaking of the mid-term exam, I remembered that I and several other class cadres in the class planned to organize everyone to go out for an outing in the week after the exam. Do you have any good suggestions?

Lai: I suggest canceling the event.

Xiao: There are still a lot of class fees. If you don’t spend any more, you should be promoted to a second grade soon.

Li: Donate to Project Hope.

Xiao: Li Ziqing!You give me serious!

Li: There are so many parks, botanical gardens or museums in S City, just find a place, you can discuss it yourself.

Xiao: I won't ask you any more. I'll ask Ji Bing.

Li Ziqing: "..."

The bell for the end of get out of class rang in shock, like a spring breeze blowing a pool of spring water. The political teacher followed the rhythm of the bell and closed the textbook, pinched it under his arm, said slowly, and walked down the steps to leave the classroom. Do not drag.

In the classroom, yawners yawned, chairs were moved, noisy voices rose up together with the steam blowing in from the window, the whole classroom was like a casserole simmering on the stove, gurgling. Toot tumbling with tiny but dense foam.

"Li Ziqing." Xiao Kaicheng happily ran over, slapped a torn piece of paper from his homework book on his desk, and said happily, "Look, the plan just released is still hot."

Li Ziqing took a closer look, and the first thing that caught his eyes was the very familiar clear and unrestrained black pen writing. The content was a very organized list of the day's planned itinerary, including the time and place to meet, What kind of transportation to take is clearly written, just like a tour group picking up jobs.

"How is it?" Xiao Kaicheng boasted, "Ji Bing is so awesome."

Li Ziqing frowned slightly when he saw that he was going to sing at the KTV at the end of the night, and he didn't quite agree: "We're still students, isn't it too much to go to this kind of occasion, isn't it good to be known by the teacher?"

"We can just go to a regular place, and this event is not compulsory, whoever wants to go can go, and the fee will not be paid from the class fee. Ji Bing treats guests."

"..." Li Ziqing handed the paper back to him, and said softly, "I wish you all a good time."

Xiao Kaicheng was stunned, "What? You won't participate?"

"Activities during the day are fine, KTV is fine, and there is a gate control at home."

"Just ask your parents for a vacation, just one day, just relax after the exam."

"Family education is strict."

"Then you really don't want to go? Ji Bing also said that he happened to have something to announce that night. You two have such a good relationship and you don't want to go?"

A flash of astonishment flashed across Li Ziqing's face, then his eyes darkened, he paused, and he still refused: "I won't go."

"So ruthless," Xiao Kaicheng said dejectedly, "This is very likely to be the last group activity before we are promoted to the second-point arts and science class." He sighed again, shrugged and smashed the jar and said: "But That's right, anyway, you and Ji Bing are probably still in the same class in the second year of high school. Li Ziqing is so heartless, am I not your good friend and iron buddy?"

The ringing of the class bell interrupted Xiao Kaicheng's complaints. He put the paper into his arms in frustration, shook his head and sighed and returned to his seat.

Li Ziqing's eyes lightly landed on a certain place in the textbook, and the pen in his hand randomly drew circles on the draft paper. He kept a posture like this and set the class for half the class, until the deskmate next to him inadvertently swept him away. After glancing at him, he pushed his arm in astonishment, and reminded him in a low voice, "You took the wrong textbook..."

After class was over in the fourth quarter, Xiao Kaicheng was called by the head teacher to have something to do. Li Ziqing sat in his seat for a while, and waited for the large dining group coming out of the corridor to gradually become less turbulent, then got up and walked out from the front door of the classroom.

He put his hands in his pockets, looking preoccupied, turned his head down to the stairs, and just walked down two steps when his arm was suddenly grabbed from behind. Looking at Ji Bing without surprise, he asked lightly, "What are you doing?"

Ji Bing also looked at him calmly: "This is not a place to talk."

Li Ziqing thought for a while, then turned back and walked up the steps. Ji Bing followed the trend and pulled him towards the bathroom.

The two walked into the bathroom. At this point, most of the students had eaten, and there was no one there. The cleaning lady had just cleaned it, and a smell of disinfectant wafted in the air, which was pungent and cold.

"Xiao Kaicheng said that you don't want to sing." Ji Bing didn't make a fool of himself, and went straight to the point, with a hint of confusion and doubt in his eyes.

"Yeah." Li Ziqing also replied simply: "You guys go, I wish you a good time."

"Happy ghost." Ji Bing became irritable in a rare way, his emotions were on the verge of rising, his eyes were slightly red, "It's after the midterm exam you said, okay, I'll wait. But it's obviously time, why are you still waiting?" Do you want to keep avoiding me? Did you change the fixed term to indefinite without my consent?"

Li Ziqing couldn't see his expression like this, there was deep sadness and loss in his eyes, mixed with a bit of helplessness and confusion in it, he turned his eyes away, lowered his eyes and remained silent.

Ji Bing became impatient, raised his voice and growled, "Speak up!"

Li Ziqing raised his eyes, one of the two was extremely manic and the other deliberately calmed down. Li Ziqing finally came back to his senses when there was a faint noise from the corridor outside. Then he stretched out his hand to take Ji Bing's arm, and said to him, "Let's talk about it in another place."

Ji Bing shook off his hand, and under Li Ziqing's astonished eyes, he said domineeringly: "Where to change, just talk here."

Li Ziqing looked at him helplessly: "Be reasonable, people will come and go here soon, do you want to be watched?"

"Do you care so much about other people's opinions?" Your friend, Ji · will be so naive if you are in a hurry · Bing is already online.

"Yes, so please cooperate with me." Li Ziqing left a sentence, ignored him, and walked out of the bathroom first.

Ji Bing stared at his back for a while, and although he was not reconciled, he still followed him out.

Li Ziqing walked straight ahead, and Ji Bing followed him half a step away. The two walked through the long corridor until they reached the end. Li Ziqing stepped into the bell tower.

The private study room has not been in for more than half a month. There is a faint layer of dust on the tabletop. The windows and doors have been closed for many days. There is a rotten smell of wood and old paper floating in the air. Li Ziqing turns on the light and looks around. Searching for the air conditioner remote control.Suddenly there was a beep sound in his ear, he turned his head to look over, Ji Bing withdrew his hand from pressing the main switch of the air conditioner, deliberately did not meet his gaze, turned around, pulled the stool and sat down, cast his eyes on the ground, with the capitalized moment on his face I am very upset.

Li Ziqing sighed helplessly and had a headache, approached him, looked down at him slightly, and said slowly, "Ji Bing, can I ask you a question first?"

Ji Bing raised his eyes and nodded expressionlessly, "You ask."

Li Ziqing leaned back against the edge of the table, carefully organized the words in his mind, and then said: "Ji Bing, I want to know, are you secretly bearing something behind my back, we should bear it together Difficulties?"

Ji Bing's expression changed suddenly, his body leaned forward unnaturally, and he pretended to be calm and said: "I don't understand what you want to express."

"Then let me give you an example, such as the pressure from your parents."

Ji Bing stared at him for a moment, then smiled suddenly, decided not to struggle anymore, shook his head and sighed: "I thought I could keep it a little longer, because I underestimated your IQ."

"However," he changed the topic, and his expression changed to calm and calm again: "I should bear these difficulties alone, but now because of your appearance, the road has become a little narrower, but the road is still the road, even if the road ahead It seems that there is a lot of fog, and it will go out after all."

"So I can't add to your burden." Li Ziqing said earnestly: "As you said, we are not yet ready to be unscrupulous, if I can't help you, at least I can restrain myself and not become your hindrance. "

Ji Bing was taken aback by his serious expression, then smiled again, stretched out his hand to grab his arm, dragged him to him, and said helplessly, "Stupid or not, how could you be an obstacle? You It is my driving force, my support, my light on the way forward."

Li Ziqing lowered his head to meet his eyes, and Ji Bing slightly raised his head to look at him. They looked at each other for a long time. Ji Bing rubbed his neck, "It's a little sore." Then he patted his thigh, "Sit down." come down."

Li Ziqing's face flushed red, and he subconsciously wanted to pull out his hand, but shook his head and refused: "...don't sit down."

"Then I'll stand up and kiss you." Ji Bing stretched out his arm, pressed the back of the other's neck, forced him to lean over, and looked at the other's dodging eyes, and said slowly: "Anyway, you can't escape."

Li Ziqing's heart tightened, and he felt that the air he exhaled began to feel a little hot. There was something different in Ji Bing's eyes, the flames burning inside were even hotter, and the blood under his skin was hotter, throbbing, thirsty, suppressed. Unstoppable, about to spew out, those extremely explicit emotions are tangled together, and their name is desire.

Feeling the throbbing heartbeat in his chest, he took a deep breath, raised his legs and sat on Ji Bing's lap.

"You're so cute..." Ji Bing's eyes were filled with a soft light again, his eyes were scorching hot, and his voice was hoarse and slow: "Now, I'm going to kiss you."

The back of the head was firmly held down by the palm, and there was no way to escape, the tip of the tongue pushed the teeth domineeringly, the gasping sound in the ear was heavy and tight, the oxygen was exhausted, the brain began to fall into a chaotic and wonderful sinking, and all worldly reason was completely blocked out , unable to think, and refused to think.

"Li Ziqing..." Ji Bing let go of his rosy and plump lips, but the next moment he couldn't help biting them again, Li Ziqing gasped in pain, and with this sound, Ji Bing's whole body seemed to have turned on some kind of switch, his Adam's apple went up and down Rolling, couldn't look away, but slowly grabbed Li Ziqing's hand, pressed it on a hot part of the lower body, raised the corner of his mouth and laughed in a low voice: "What should I do? It was activated by you."

Li Ziqing was shocked, and instinctively wanted to take back his hand, but Ji Bingyuan held him in place with strength stronger than his own, and Li Ziqing's eyes turned red, and his pupils became foggy, flustered but incoherent: "You... ...I...I won't..."

"You're lying to ghosts." Ji Bing coaxed brazenly: "They're all boys, who hasn't watched a movie and fucked a plane in private?"

"I don't have one." Li Ziqing argued with a slight shake of his head, "I really don't..."

Ji Bing continued to coax with good words: "Then I will teach you, first of all, Li Ziqing, please unbuckle my belt."

A classmate Li Ziqing magnified the immorality and shame infinitely, and Li Ziqing didn't know what to do. He looked at Ji Bing and begged in a low voice: "Don't do it this time, okay, wait until next time..."

"There must be a first time." Ji Bing was not ready to let him go, grabbed his palm, moved it to his belt buckle, pinched his fingers and pulled it lightly, the belt loosened, and then said slowly: "Okay, you can do it yourself next time."

Li Ziqing's hands were trembling nervously, but in the end he reached out resignedly, unzipped the zipper, and through a thin layer of underwear fabric, the scorching heat became more distinct.

"Continue." Ji Bing guided slowly.

Li Ziqing took a trembling breath, and slowly pulled down his panties, the scorching heat popped out and rubbed against the back of his hand, his body trembled, he didn't dare to look carefully, he quickly raised his head and looked at Ji Bing as if asking for help.

"Good job, the idea of ​​solving the problem is already very clear, let's start practicing now."

Two heavy and thin gasps collided with each other in the small room on the top floor of the bell tower. Li Ziqing helped him move up and down while avoiding his sight. His expression looked like he was about to cry. Finally, when he was about to lose his hold, Ji Bing suddenly stretched out his arms to hug him tightly, a deep magnetic sigh overflowed from his throat, shaking his chest, and then the back of his hand was splashed with warm liquid, Li Ziqing gasped lightly, and hurriedly withdrew his hand.

"Baby," Ji Bing jokingly said with a look of satisfaction in his eyes, "Why are you breathing harder than me?"

Li Ziqing couldn't speak at all, his brain was frozen blank, as if he had been poured into a puddle of cement.

He thought about something in a panic and got up, but the next moment, Ji Bing turned his whole body upside down, his upper body was pressed against the edge of the table in front of him, his broad palm stretched out from behind, and touched his waistline along the hem of his jacket, fingers Along the edge of the belt, he walked to a dangerous position.

"Ji Bing!" Li Ziqing was really panicked this time, and his voice trembled with fear, "Let me go!"

"Li Ziqing," Ji Bing, who had just come back from a catharsis, had a low and charming voice, with a feeling of unsatisfactory meaning, as if bewitched by a demon from hell: "Give it to me, will you?"

Li Ziqing shook his head crazily, not listening to what he was saying, his body trembling violently, his whole body was like a boat tossing on the sea in a hurricane.

"Okay then." Ji Bing let go of him, eyes darkened, and said slowly, "I'm sorry, I was in a hurry."

Li Ziqing turned his head and stared at him blankly, and caught the expression he didn't want to see from the other person's eyes for a moment, and the impenetrable iceberg that he insisted on in his heart began to crack and shake.

He didn't know why Ji Bing was suddenly so persistent and frantically demanding, but if it was really what the other party wanted, it could make the other party forget their pain and troubles for a while, and it wouldn't hurt to fight it out once.

Li Ziqing grabbed his collar and experienced countless compromises and rejections in his heart. Finally, he closed his eyes, opened them again, and tremblingly said to Ji Bing, "...you Come on, I..." He choked for a moment, still nervous and scared in his heart, "...I can."

Ji Bing was stunned by his words for a moment, until Li Ziqing completely gave up struggling, put his arms around Ji Bing's neck obediently, and kissed the corner of his mouth cautiously and clumsily, which knocked him out of his mind return.

Ji Bing looked at Li Ziqing in disbelief, "You..."

Li Ziqing lowered his head, put his hands on his shoulders, and breathed nervously one after another very clearly.

The body was turned upside down again, the skin that had been stripped of clothes was exposed to the air, and the wind blowing from the air conditioner stimulated the spirits, and beside the ear was the intimate kiss of the lover whispering softly. He almost forgot what was about to happen.

It wasn't long before the part behind him felt wet and cold. He thought the foreplay had just started, but suddenly he heard Ji Bing whisper in his ear, "Baby, I'm here..."

Li Ziqing tightly covered his mouth, but still couldn't stop the broken and messy moans from his mouth, it hurt so much, he never thought it would hurt like this, he clearly felt that his inside was being invaded inch by inch , The hotness was so clear and deep, he closed his eyes, tears rolled down his cheeks, hit the table, and solidified into a crystal clear puddle.

"Li Ziqing! Li Ziqing!" The deskmate desperately shook him awake, then looked at his abnormally red cheeks in astonishment, and asked uncertainly, "Did you have a fever? I slept for a few classes yesterday. Been asleep all morning."

"I..." He opened his mouth, his throat was dry and hoarse, and he hurriedly covered his mouth and coughed twice.

Seeing this, the deskmate concluded: "You must have a fever. I saw something wrong with you yesterday, and it's getting worse now. You should go to the infirmary quickly, don't delay."

"Don't go." Li Ziqing waved his hands and shook his head as if he heard some terrible words. He was emotional and coughed again, "cough cough...it's okay, I have some medicine..."

"You have to ask the doctor to take a look. You can't take medicine indiscriminately. Isn't there a cold cold and a hot cold? Taking the wrong medicine will make the condition worse. Don't shy away from the disease."

"No need." Li Ziqing supported the table and stood up, God knows how he endured the unspeakable pain in a certain part to sit down from yesterday to today. "I'll go to the dormitory to get the medicine."

Seeing that what he said didn't work, the deskmate stretched out his hand and greeted Xiao Kaicheng: "Squad leader! Squad leader! Student Li Ziqing has a fever and needs to go to the infirmary."

"Here we come." Xiao Kaicheng looked like a waiter, and ran over to stare at Li Ziqing's flushed face, and said in a big fuss, "Oh my god, your fever must be forty degrees, hurry up, hurry up, I'll carry you to the infirmary."

Deskmate:"……"

Li Ziqing backed away evasively, "It's really unnecessary..."

The retreating body was caught off guard by someone, Li Ziqing was startled, and hurriedly turned his head to look over. Bai Lisheng behind him quietly also took a step back, looked at him calmly for a moment, and then said: "Li Ziqing, Someone asked me to bring you something."

Li Ziqing's heart tightened, and she asked in a daze, "Who?"

"Ji Bing."

"Ji Bing?" Xiao Kaicheng interjected, "What's wrong with him? He didn't come all day yesterday, is he sick?"

"Ji Bing has gone through the formalities of withdrawing from school yesterday," Bai Lisheng said flatly, "I won't come back again in the future."

"What?" Xiao Kaicheng's resonant voice was like a devil's voice, which only made people dizzy and limbs weak. "Why is it so sudden? What about the planned outing next week?"

Bai Lisheng ignored Xiao Kaicheng, just handed a letter in front of Li Ziqing, and said to him: "Put it away."