Let go of the past

At midnight, the mobile phone on the bedside table suddenly buzzed and vibrated like a midnight bell. A white and thin arm stretched out from under the quilt, and after a few gropings, it accurately grabbed the mobile phone.Li Ziqing turned over from the bed, his sleepy voice was sticky and soft, and he said to the phone in a daze with his eyes closed: "Hello?"

"Ziqing," Bai Lisheng's clear voice was very clear in the stillness of midnight, "have you slept yet?"

Li Ziqing shuddered, opened his eyes quickly, and his brain regained consciousness in an instant. He turned over and sat up leaning against the head of the bed, his eyes became deep and indifferent, and he replied lightly: "Sleep, I was woken up by you."

"I'm sorry." Even though he said this, Bai Lisheng didn't hang up the phone at all to let the other party go back to sleep, and continued to speak leisurely: "I have been abroad recently, the signal on the set is not good, and I didn't have time to call you on my birthday .” He paused, and then said, “But you should have received the flowers.”

"So it was you who sent it."

Bai Lisheng smiled: "Yellow roses represent sincere friendship, don't think too much about it."

"What about the photos on Weibo?"

"I have forwarded it to clarify that you and I are just friends."

"Bai Lisheng," Li Ziqing broke the whitewashed atmosphere between each other, "I am no longer friends with you, and I don't need to contact you anymore."

Bai Lisheng fell silent, and Li Ziqing waited for a while. Seeing that the other party had no intention of speaking, out of so many years of friendship, he felt a little unbearable in his heart, softened his tone, and explained: "I didn't intend to target you. It's just that I don't want to have anything to do with you guys anymore."

Only then did Bai Lisheng finally speak, his voice faded from warmth, with indifference and alienation: "Because Ji Bing is alone, are you going to cut off contact with everyone else?"

"Correct."

"Li Ziqing, can I understand that you haven't really forgotten Ji Bing." Bai Lisheng said slowly: "People escape because of fear. You are afraid that you can't give up in your heart, so you have to use physical isolation to hope to achieve The purpose of dredging the bottom of the pot. But the fire burns in your heart, coexists with your life, and there is no way to extinguish it by yourself."

"Then I won't ask for your help either."

Bai Lisheng smiled suddenly, and said lightly: "I hope you can always be so firm."

The other party hung up his phone first, and Li Ziqing was picked up from his sound sleep for no reason, and he was hung up after talking in a few words. The depression and irritability in his heart broke through the ceiling in an instant.However, it was impossible for him to call and scold the other party back, not to mention the international roaming, and Bai Lisheng's light-hearted tone was even more unbearable.

Li Ziqing leaned his head against the head of the bed, looked up at the ceiling, lost all sleepiness for a moment, and a group of chaotic horses roared past in his heart, leaving a mess all over the floor, stirring up his constantly chaotic mood, and continued to brew and ferment , and finally exploded.

He reached out and scratched his hair randomly, and turned on the phone again. In the darkness, the faint light of the screen projected on his pale and thin cheeks, like a ghost.

The chief gold medal matchmaker in the GAY circle: Are you still tossing and turning in the middle of the night and sleepless, are you still caught in the sadness of recalling your ex, don’t be silent, don’t hesitate, throw away the shackles of the world, love hard, love bravely, come on, Edit your dream lover, let me realize it for you~

Li Ziqing: "..."

He stared blankly at the vulgar advertisement message sent by the so-called GAY matchmaker on the WeChat interface. After a long time, he put his finger on the keyboard and sent a greeting message by accident.

Li Ziqing: Hello.

Within two or three seconds, the other party had already responded, and the biological clock was also extremely weird.

The chief gold medal matchmaker in the GAY circle: Hi~~~~~~~~

Li Ziqing was a little confused by the other party's bohemian tilde. After waking up, he couldn't help feeling amused, and directly clicked on the upper left corner to exit the call.

The other party got stuck and sent another message: Hello, sir, I am Xiao A, the automatic reply robot of the matchmaker. If you do not want to have in-depth communication with the matchmaker, please directly edit your personal information and courtship requirements, and we will Carefully select the best spouse for you within a week, and you will enter the palace of love as soon as possible (Bi Xin).

Li Ziqing's fingers stopped halfway, hesitated for a while, and finally tapped the keyboard with his fingers, and slowly edited a paragraph.

Li Ru has been with Ji Bing quite frequently recently, so frequently that he has the illusion of going back to his school days. While lamenting the need for companionship of a lovelorn man, he also feels extremely sorry for losing the freedom to flirt with girls because of this. heartbroken.

It's not because Ji Bing will prevent him from flirting with girls, but the existence of this person has already greatly affected the quality and quantity of Li Ru's flirting.Ji Bing was already quite a shining source of light, and coupled with the melancholic temperament of the man who was broken in love, the girls were like moths to the flame, one after another, Li Ru dryly Being left alone, the side is deserted and miserable.

After two or three days like this, Li Ru finally couldn't bear it any longer. In the dark corner of the bar, he took out his mobile phone and said to Ji Bing hesitantly, "I said, why don't you try to start a new relationship?"

Ji Bing glanced at him, noncommittal, but Li Ru seemed to have been endowed with courage, clicked on his mobile phone WeChat three times, and said to Ji Bing like offering a treasure: "I know a matchmaker in the gay circle, not a pimp." That kind of guy, he is serious about helping people connect, and they have made a lot of mistakes. No, I can ask him for you to see if there is any type you like? By the way, what type do you like?"

"Anything." Ji Bing actually answered casually, although his attitude was rather perfunctory, then he stood up from the sofa in a dispirited manner, and said lightly, "I'm going back."

"Wait, wait," Li Ru put his eyes on the phone, raised his arms and hurriedly greeted Ji Bing to sit back, "I'll ask you for you."

Ji Bing stood opposite him with folded arms, looking around at the men and women under the lights of the bar expressionlessly, his eyes looked like a high-spirited monk with no desire or desire.

"Yes, yes." Li Ru's eyes lit up, "He said that there is exactly one. Coincidentally, it's still a 0. Wait until I ask him to send the information."

Ji Bing turned his gaze back to him, and said in a cool tone, "Are you sure this is not a pimp?"

"Oh, that's not true," Li Ruyu said earnestly, "If you believe me, can I still cheat you? Here it comes, it comes, it's sent, look—" Li Ru's voice stopped abruptly here, and his eyes were fixed firmly On the screen of the mobile phone, the expression on his face could not be seen clearly in the dim light and shadow, but he still dared not look up.

Ji Bing frowned: "What's wrong?"

Li Ru pressed the mobile phone to his chest and stood up, "My dad called suddenly, you wait for me to go to the bathroom to answer the call." He hurriedly ran towards the bathroom in three steps at a time, not forgetting Turning around, he told Ji Bing: "Wait for me to come back!"

Li Ziqing, who stayed after work to continue testing the program, received a WeChat message from the gold-medal matchmaker in the GAY circle.

The chief gold medal matchmaker in the GAY circle: Mr. Li, I have matched you with a perfect gentleman who meets your requirements, but I have a small suggestion. Since the gay circle in S City is not big, it is not small. In order to protect the privacy of both parties, you can first use the WeChat account to test it out. It is best not to tell each other the truth so quickly. It is also okay to tell a little lie when necessary. Maintaining a sense of mystery is also a catalyst for love.

Li Ziqing: OK, thank you for reminding me.

The chief gold medal matchmaker in the GAY circle: You are welcome, this is also the duty of the matchmaker.Mr. Na Li, please send me your WeChat account later, and I will arrange for two friends to add each other~

Li Ru ran to the bathroom and made a phone call for more than ten minutes and rushed back. Looking at Ji Bing, who was still leaning against the bar booth, he heaved a sigh of relief. , strode over with arrogance and arrogance.

"I'm back." Li Ruben went to the booth next to Ji Bing, and sat down on his buttocks. Ji Bing glanced at him and asked, "Did your father call you home again and got beaten?"

"My dad stopped beating me a long time ago." Li Ru waved his hands indiscriminately: "Let's talk about business." He took out his mobile phone, cleared his throat, looked at Ji Bing and said solemnly, "I'll help you. Wechat is coming, you can add it."

"Forget it." Ji Bing shook his head absently, then stood up again, raised his watch to check the time, "I'm going back first, you can play by yourself."

"Just take it easy." Li Ru stood up and leaned forward, "If you are afraid of trouble in the future, you can use the trumpet to add it first. I have a trumpet to lend you. Let's talk casually first, maybe we will hit it off immediately. Well, right?"

Ji Bing didn't even bother to hand it to him again, picked up his coat, walked around the coffee table, and was about to go out.

"This person's head looks like the bell tower in our high school."

Ji Bing stopped suddenly, Li Ru seized the opportunity to catch up, handed the phone in front of him, and hurriedly said, "Do you think so?"

In the dark visual environment of the bar, the phone screen was as bright as day, Ji Bing looked at the WeChat profile picture and Li Ziqing's as if it was a series of accounts, and after a long while, he said to Li Ru with no emotion: "Send it to me. "

"You can add it now." Li Ru encouraged, "But I still suggest you to add with a small account, and don't just tell the other party from the beginning, the gay circle is too small, and there are many people in S City who know you. It's better to be safe."

Ji Bing pondered for a moment, took out his mobile phone, and asked Li Ru: "How much is your trumpet?"

Li Ziqing turned off the headlights in the office, waved to the security guy who was patrolling the building, turned around and walked towards the elevator.

The phone in his pocket buzzed, he took it out and clicked on it while walking, and a WeChat notification sent a friend request.

Li Ziqing waited in front of the elevator entrance, lowered his head and pressed the verification button.

Nathan: Hello.