Let go of the past

City S welcomed the first day of high school students' winter vacation with a freezing rain. The aftertaste of the year is still floating in the air, and the restless heart has not yet fully recovered, but the teacher's pointer on the podium has already knocked. It's deafening, self-discipline and indulgence pull each other, and they fight hard, which makes people exhausted physically and mentally.

At the end of the second period of eye exercises, almost all the people crawled on the table, letting the radio shout impassionedly, and they all remained motionless, like a group of zombies whose heads had been blown off.

Xiao Kaicheng gently rubbed against Li Ziqing's position, stretched out his hand to push him awake, and then he was frightened by the shocking red bloodshot eyes of the other party.

"Are you playing games all night?" Xiao Kaicheng said in amazement, "Your eyes are as red as a demon."

Li Ziqing rubbed his eyes, his face was in a trance, "Is there something wrong?"

"Do you want to go to the toilet?"

"I won't go." Li Ziqing refused straight away, and immediately went down to catch up on sleep.

Xiao Kaicheng supported his head, "Don't be too busy sleeping, I have something to ask you."

Li Ziqing frowned, and asked feebly, "What's the matter?"

"Why didn't Ji Bing come?"

Li Ziqing's pupils trembled, he waved away Xiao Kaicheng's hand, buried his head in his arms, and replied in a low voice, "I don't know."

"Ah?" Xiao Kaicheng was in trouble, "The teacher didn't know, and asked me to inquire about it. Where do you think I should go to inquire, and I don't have Ji Bing's mobile phone number——No, Li Ziqing, do you have his mobile phone number?" ?" Xiao Kaicheng shook Li Ziqing up again, "Call him."

"If you can't get through, don't you know if you can get through the teacher?"

"That's right." Xiao Kaicheng came to his senses and fell into distress again: "Then what should I do? I can't handle the things arranged by the teacher on the first day of school. It's not a good sign."

"Don't worry about it." Li Ziqing said: "It should be—" He paused, and then said: "Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."

"So you know what's in your mind." Xiao Kaicheng looked caught by me, and rubbed his chin to speculate: "What's going on? Could it be that you two had a fight, and then Ji Bing stopped coming to school in a fit of anger?"

"..." Li Ziqing buried his head back in his arms again, and this time he couldn't get up no matter how hard the opponent pushed.

When Xiao Kaicheng walked away, Li Ziqing lay down on the table and took a deep breath and then exhaled, his eyes stared at the texture of the paper under his arm, his lips moved, and he murmured almost inaudibly: "Ji Bing... "

Li Ziqing didn't close his eyes for almost two days and two nights. The night before Ji Bing's accident, he kept his eyes open and frightened by Ji Bing, who came back from the ghost gate, but was comatose for a long time, and endured the long night like this. In the past, for the first time, he experienced the loneliness and helplessness of a sleepless night.

He never imagined that it was just a small allergic symptom, but it would be so serious when it came to Ji Bing's place, it was so serious that he almost died.

After staying up until early in the morning, the doctor confirmed for the last time that everything including blood pressure and heartbeat was normal, and Li Ziqing's hanging heart finally fell to the ground.At this time, he learned from the doctor that the other party had informed Ji Bingyuan's parents abroad, and that the two were also on their way back by private plane the night before.Like a thief, Li Ziqing fled the hospital under the doctor's astonished eyes.

The taxi drove him further and further away, and the hospital building where Ji Bing was located slowly disappeared from sight, and his chest felt empty, unable to find any comfort.

Ji Bing, you have to wake up quickly.

Li Ziqing leaned his head on the window glass in a daze, full of panic and bewilderment.

I just fell in love with you thoroughly, and I haven't fully conveyed this feeling to you yet.

When Li Ziqing got home, he threw himself on the bed and fell asleep for more than an hour, only to be woken up by the ringing of the mobile phone in his pocket.

He shivered and jumped up from the bed. He felt dizzy from lack of sleep, but he ignored it and quickly connected the call with Ji Bing's name written on the caller ID with trembling hands.

"Hey..." He opened his mouth, and obviously tried his best to control it, but he couldn't help but choked up, the breath stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.

"Ziqing," Ji Bing's unsteady voice was obviously hoarse, but after hearing Li Ziqing's cry, he panicked instantly: "Don't cry," he was at a loss for the first time in his usual calm, "Don't cry I'm fine, really, are you obedient?"

"Ji Bing..." Li Ziqing choked, and said in a trembling voice, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't have eaten that ice cream..."

Ji Bing couldn't help laughing, "Why are you blaming yourself? It has nothing to do with you, I want to kiss you."

"But--"

"Come on," Ji Bing cut off his words, and coaxed him nicely, "But one thing, next time you can eat the original flavor, I'm allergic to strawberry jam."

"..." Li Ziqing rubbed his nose, and replied angrily, "...OK."

"I've been resurrected with full blood." Ji Bing said briskly, but then changed the topic, "I heard from the doctor that you guarded me all night?"

"...No." Li Ziqing faltered: "... slept for a while."

"How can a short while be enough?" Ji Bing said with a serious look: "Are you home yet? Hang up the phone and go to sleep. Don't think about it. School starts tomorrow, so get your spirits up."

"What about you tomorrow?"

"I should stay in the hospital for a day to observe and observe. I don't think there's anything serious. The doctor won't let me go, and my parents are back, and my arms can't hold my thighs."

"Hmm..." Li Ziqing sat cross-legged on the bed, clutching his phone and refusing to hang up.

Sensing his thoughts, Ji Bing gave a low laugh, and coaxed softly: "Okay, go to sleep, I have nothing to do here, and I can see you at school the day after tomorrow."

"Then, it's a deal..."

"Okay, it's a deal!"

In the early morning of the second day of school, Li Ziqing rushed from the dormitory to the classroom in a hurry, stopped at the front door of the classroom, and looked anxiously over a large crowd of people, and landed on the empty desk. The man, sitting on the seat and watching from a distance, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, greeted him with eyes that only the two of them could understand.

The light in Li Ziqing's eyes dimmed instantly, and he tried his best to suppress his disturbed thoughts, and while sitting back in his seat, he guessed that it was because the class time hadn't arrived yet.

After finishing his morning reading, Li Ziqing turned his head and looked back countless times, his eyes directly crossed the empty desk, and met Li Ru who just woke up, and the other party gave him a domineering look without hesitation. provocative look.

Li Ziqing turned back to his body, looked down at the English vocabulary book that hadn't been turned over all morning, and his heart gradually sank.

The tabletop was suddenly slapped heavily, Li Ziqing raised his head, Li Ru had an expression on his face, and asked him harshly, "What do you think I am doing?"

Li Ziqing replied blankly: "I didn't look at you."

"Are you fooling around?" Li Ru's eyes widened, "You've been looking at it all morning, and my deskmate said that your eyes are almost growing on me."

"..." Li Ziqing retorted feebly, as if venting his strength, "I really didn't look at you."

"Fuck," Li Ruyi slapped the table and almost poked Li Ziqing's nose with his finger, "Li Ziqing, I've been wanting to talk to you for a long time, you cling to Ji Bing like a follower last semester, what are your plans? ?”

Li Ru's non-surprising words completely attracted the eyes of the students watching the theater around him. Xiao Kaicheng was the first to stand up, and the table was louder than Li Ru: "Li Ru! Do you have any class leaders in your eyes?" , you dare to bully your classmates in front of me?"

Li Ru didn't even bother to look at him, so he shook his legs and sneered, "Who are you? Holding a chicken feather as an arrow, I'm talking nicely to him, are you fucking delusional?"

"Is there anyone who talks so nicely like you?"

"That's all my good words and good words. If you control the world, do you still want to control my shit and fart?"

The class roared with laughter, Xiao Kaicheng rushed out from his seat, walked over quickly angrily, and pushed Li Ru away from Li Ziqing's seat, "Don't think I don't know that you have a problem with Li Ziqing. What's the matter? You didn’t dare when Bing was there, but now you jump out to bully people, are you a dog?”

"You fucking say it again!"

"Li Ru." Bai Lisheng stood up from his seat, looked over coldly, and said in a tone of no emotion, "Let's go eat."

"Don't eat." Li Ru refused with a stiff neck, looked back and forth at Li Ziqing and Xiao Kaicheng with fiery eyes, and finally sneered: "I understand, you two just want to hug Ji Bing's thigh, Xiao Kaicheng, you Didn't the monitor of the squad also come here with his arms around his thighs?"

"You fucking say it again!" Feng Shui took turns, and this time it was Xiao Kaicheng's turn to be angered by words.

Bai Lisheng approached calmly, raised his foot and kicked Li Ru's calf hard, the other party groaned, rubbed his calf and yelled at Bai Lisheng: "Why are you kicking me?"

"Don't cause trouble." Bai Lisheng's tone was still calm.

"Who caused trouble?" Li Rudao: "Obviously something troubled me."

Bai Lisheng glanced at Li Ziqing who was still sitting there, and said to Li Ru: "Li Ziqing and Ji Bing are friends, don't make yourself unhappy."

"What kind of friend." Li Ru spat: "It's just a dog's leg."

"What doglegs?" A voice came from far away, Li Ru's pupils constricted instantly, and everyone else followed the voice to look towards the back door of the classroom, and saw Ji Bing standing at the door with a smile on his lips, facing this way Looking over, his gaze swept across the faces of several people in the central area, and landed on Li Ru with a creepy look.

"I..." Li Ru stood in a state of embarrassment, scratched his head unnaturally, and did not forget to take a moment to glare at Li Ziqing.

"He called Li Ziqing your dog's leg!" Xiao Kaicheng didn't miss any chance to KO the enemy with one blow.

"No scolding!" Li Ru defended, "It's a discussion!"

"Tch, ask everyone," Xiao Kaicheng stretched out his finger, "the eyes of the masses are discerning."

Ji Bing stepped closer, his eyes fixed on Li Ziqing, and the two stared at each other all the way until Ji Bing came to him. coming."

Ji Bing stared at him with his head down, his eyes were calm and soft, under Li Ru's stunned expression, he stretched out his hand to press Li Ziqing's shoulder, and said to him with a smile, "Well, I'm here."

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