Let go of the past

Li Ziqing took two steps back subconsciously, his shoulders were out of Ji Bing's reach, the temperature passed from his palm was instantly cooled by the night wind, his expression was more confused than before, and he asked hysterically: "... What's the meaning?"

This time it was Ji Bing's turn to be stunned, but he didn't know whether it was because of embarrassment or other reasons. He looked away and looked at the bushes next to him. After thinking for a moment, he turned around and asked him, "Have you heard of homosexuality?" ?”

Li Ziqing fell into silence. He completely understood what Ji Bing meant, and at the same time, a storm arose in his heart. Is Ji Bing gay?Ji Bing turned out to be gay?That campus male god Ji Bing, whom many female students secretly wished for, was compared by Su Mei to the unattainable man of the distant mountains, but he is actually a shocking homosexual?

And, to fall in love with him...

Li Ziqing couldn't tell what mood he was in at the moment, but he was definitely not happy. If he was Su Mei, or any other female classmate, he might have rushed over by now, and couldn't wait to embrace Ji Bing affectionately.

"I'm sorry..." He didn't know what expression to put on, he struggled a bit, and finally smiled politely at the other party, "I've never considered dating the same sex," his eyes wandered for a moment, Looking at Ji Bing finally: "It's not discrimination, it's just my own words, which I can't accept at all."

Ji Bing seemed to have anticipated his reaction long ago, and the calm look on his face even gave people the illusion that not only was he not panicking, but he had reserved PlanABCD for the second round of offensive.

"Okay." He said with a smile, his voice didn't sound like he was disappointed or sad about being rejected, but he was confident and calm, "Then I'll ask you a question."

Li Ziqing: "?"

"If you had a choice, fall in love with Su Mei or fall in love with me, which would you choose?"

Li Ziqing frowned: "This question is completely meaningless."

"Why not? You can understand it as turning abstraction into concreteness. Su Mei represents the opposite sex, and I represent the same sex. You can directly replace the concept of men and women in your mind with the faces of Su Mei and me, and then tell me the answer. Who do you want to maintain a relatively intimate relationship with?"

A bit of entanglement and confusion appeared on Li Ziqing's face. Ji Bing looked into his eyes silently, and said again: "Who do you want to run the relay with more? Who do you want to study with more? To be able to walk side by side with you, and Will it be Su Mei who will help you? The cheers off the court are certainly inspiring, but on the court, your teammates are your real support."

"But," Li Ziqing asked in response to the other party's literal meaning: "Is falling in love a simple matter of competing and studying together?"

"Of course." Ji Bing's eyes flickered straightforwardly and purely, "We are still students, what are you thinking?"

"..." Li Ziqing was caught off guard by the anti-general, choked for a moment, and asked again: "Aren't you and Xie Jiaqi a couple?"

"Didn't Su Mei tell you?" Ji Bing said, "I have never been with Xie Jiaqi, and she has always known that I am gay. The only people in this world who know this matter are me and her. Of course, now There is one more you."

Just as Li Ziqing thought about being forcibly dragged onto a pirate ship, Ji Bing continued, "Look, I've revealed such an important secret to you, shouldn't you reciprocate it?"

Night Breeze brought over the sound of night reading in the teaching building, and could vaguely hear the head teacher of a certain age scolding something loudly. The whole campus was empty, and the students had already entered the classroom, which made people feel down. In a second, the bell for late self-study class will ring suddenly.Such a flustered and tense atmosphere made Li Ziqing's thoughts even more chaotic. He originally had a firm stand, but under Ji Bing's few words, he started to waver.

Compared with Su Mei, Ji Bing is obviously a must-have choice. He is exceptional in all aspects, and he can even get along as a good teacher and helpful friend. If we can become friends with him, they are just friends.

Li Ziqing was at war in his heart, lowered his head to avoid Ji Bing's deep and burning eyes, and made the last struggle: "Is it okay to just be friends? I will treat you as my best friend. Because I really didn't want to I used to... want to be with a man..."

"What if it's me?" Ji Bing spoke again, almost ignoring the words he had just finished speaking, with an extremely sincere and serious expression, "If it were me, would you like to try?"

"I..." Li Ziqing was cornered by the other party's sharp question again, his expression and tone were flustered.

Behind the bushes not far behind the two, there was a sudden rustling sound, and there were faint human voices mixed in.

Li Ziqing was startled immediately, nervously trying to find a place to hide, "Don't be afraid." Ji Bing pressed his shoulders very calmly, and turned his head to look at the source of the sound.

There are two faint figures walking towards this side, stepping on the narrow path paved with cobblestones in the flower bed, walking leisurely and unhurriedly.

"It's teacher..." Li Ziqing really started to get scared.

"No." Ji Bing said firmly, and turned around to make a bet with him with a smile: "Do you believe it or not? If so, you reject me."

"Who is it?" As if to confirm his words, the person walking towards here not far away finally saw their figures and shouted first.

"Li Ru." Ji Bing responded unhurriedly: "Where are you taking a walk in the back garden? It's almost time for class and you still don't enter class." Two figures finally walked into the dim light of the street lights, and it was indeed Li Ru. Beside him was Bai Lisheng who had no expression on his face.

"You scared me to death." Li Ru said this, but he didn't show any fear. "I thought it was the dean of the patrol school." He approached as he said, and saw Ji Bing beside him. Li Ziqing was stunned for a moment, and asked doubtfully, "What are you two doing here?"

Li Ru and Li Ziqing's tense relationship has been broken through the team friendship established through the relay race, and the tone of his speech is no longer so tit-for-tat and deliberately finding fault.

"Chat." Ji Bing said casually.

Li Ru was stunned: "It's late at night? Lonely men and widowed men chatting here? I just saw it from a distance, and I thought it was a pair of wild mandarin ducks."

Li Ziqing's expression suddenly became a little unnatural, Ji Bing chuckled and asked him back: "Then where are you and Xiaobai?"

"I didn't have dinner tonight." Li Ru said, "I went to the canteen to buy something to eat. Xiaobai wanted to go back to the dormitory to pick up something, so we went along the way. I wanted to take a shortcut, but I ran into you again."

The sound of the class bell in the teaching building not far away was deafening. Li Ziqing took a deep breath, turned around and started running, but was dragged back by Ji Bing and said to him: "Don't run, the teacher won't enter today. class."

Li Ziqing struggled a few times like an electric shock, and Li Ru saw the weird movements of the two of them, and became even more unbelievable: "What are you two doing?"

"You're very curious." Ji Bing spit out with a half-smile, and Li Ziqing who was beside him finally pulled his arm out of his hand. Although he didn't leave, his expression was a little unsightly.

"Go back." Bai Lisheng, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke, glanced at Li Ziqing, and then at Ji Bing.

"Let's go, let's go." Li Ru's rough nerves added seven seconds of memory, and he forgot the question in an instant, wrapped his school uniform tightly and spat: "Damn, it's really cold."

The four of them walked towards the teaching building together. Li Ru and Bai Lisheng walked in front, keeping a little distance from them. When they were approaching the stairs, Ji Bing suddenly reached out and grabbed Li Ziqing again, and said in a low voice: " You haven't given me the answer yet."

"Can't you choose someone else?" Li Ziqing stopped. At this moment, he was suddenly irritable, and his tone became impatient: "There are so many students in the school." He paused, "Male students, can't you change your target?" ?”

Ji Bing gradually withdrew his smile, and slowly withdrew the hand holding his arm, his expression was a bit lonely for a while.

"I'm sorry." He said, "I took it for granted. I almost forgot that there are very few homosexuals like me in this world." He sighed, as if relieved and as if feeling emotion: "Under such a severe environment, it is lucky to meet the other half who is like-minded. But I probably won't meet," he looked at Li Ziqing fixedly, and said slowly: "Because the one I like People don't like men."

The author has something to say: Classmate Ji Bing, you had a great time changing concepts secretly~