Let go of the past

The moonlight poured down like mercury, but was mercilessly blocked by a whole wall of dark curtains, not far from the bedroom's floor-to-ceiling windows...

(Omit the meat residue, you can go to Changpei to see~~)

After some intense exercise, Ji Bing put Li Ziqing's head in his arms, lay silently on the bed, and looked at the shadow of the moonlight above his head on the ceiling.

After a long time, Ji Bing let go of his arms, and Li Ziqing turned over and rolled aside, then turned his face, his eyes were as bright as lacquer in the dim light, and he just looked at Ji Bing steadily.Ji Bing turned his face to look at him, his eyes filled with layers of emotions, he paused for a while, he was about to reach out to touch the other's flushed cheek, but he saw Li Ziqing stretch out his hand first, then hooked his index finger, and smiled at him. "Nine more times," he said.

The blood in Ji Bing's body cooled down, and after a while, he suppressed all the emotions that were exposed, and said coldly: "Okay."

After he said a word, he turned over and got out of bed, picked up the trousers on the ground, but frowned the next moment, looking at the white liquid that splashed onto the trousers at some point.

"The leftmost cabinet in the cloakroom, all the pants are inside." Li Ziqing's faint voice sounded from behind.

Ji Bing glanced back at him, got up and avoided the messy clothes on the floor, and walked towards the cloakroom.

The cabinet door was opened, and a whole row of seasonal trousers were neatly listed inside with wooden hangers. They were also arranged according to the depth of the color.

Ji Bing stared blankly for a few seconds, then stretched out his hand and picked out one casually. After the cabinet door was closed, he suddenly became very curious as to how Li Ziqing's clothes were checked.

So he stopped in his tracks, and opened the second cabinet door. Inside was a whole row of straight shirts of different styles and colors, his.

The third one, a bunch of couture suits wrapped in dust jackets, his.

The fourth fan, a long row of autumn and winter cashmere sweaters and windbreakers, etc., is also his.

The fifth one is the daily POLO shirt in summer. Ji Bing hardly wears collarless clothes when he goes out, even in hot summer, as if his neck is much more expensive than others.

The sixth door is a few rows of drawers, followed by his ties, watches, cufflinks, tie clips, socks and other small items like that.

Ji Bing opened the cabinet door more and more quickly, and his heart began to become restless. Where's Li Ziqing's?It is obviously his partner who has been with him day and night in this house for more than three years, but why does he seem to be a sojourn traveler, and no conclusive evidence of existence can be found.

"What are you looking for?" A voice rang out abruptly, Ji Bing was caught off guard and trembled, the drawer door that he had pulled to the end in a moment of excitement dropped his hand, and a whole drawer of tie clips and cufflinks was scattered on the ground .

"..." Li Ziqing looked at Ji Bing who was on the spot in a daze, paused, and said to him, "You go, I'll clean it up."

Ji Bing couldn't hide his face, but couldn't hold back his guilt, so he asked other words: "I didn't see your clothes."

Li Ziqing didn't understand for a moment, "What?"

Ji Bing paused for a moment, as if he was sorting out his thoughts, and said after a while: "This is all mine, where are your clothes?"

Li Ziqing stared at him blankly, then suddenly smiled, "Don't worry." He smiled and said, "When you leave, here will be all my clothes."

Unexpectedly, Ji Bing didn't get angry, let alone sneer, his eyes became serious for some reason, looked at Li Ziqing, and asked him: "Do you really want me to go? Am I a kind of torture to you?"

Li Ziqing didn't answer him immediately, but his hands hanging on both sides of his body involuntarily clenched into fists. He looked down at the bright mess all over the floor, and said slowly: "Some things look dazzling. When you have it, it will only scare you. You hold it in the palm of your hand because you are afraid of losing it. Not only is it not warm, but it will even cut you.”

"Does it hurt?" Ji Bing asked.

"It hurts a lot," he raised his head, with a relaxed expression on his face, "because it will cut you to bloody flesh, and you will lose yourself from now on."

"Would you pick it up then?"

"I don't know," Li Ziqing said, "Maybe, it disappeared by itself."

Ji Bing finally fell silent. He took one last look at Li Ziqing, walked past his body, walked back to the bedroom and closed the door.

Li Ziqing looked at the messy area on the ground, but turned around and ignored it. He walked to the sofa in the living room and picked up his mobile phone. The first message on it was Bai Lisheng's message. He just ignored it. Just as he was about to look down, the other party seemed to be There was a telepathy, and a new one was sent.

Li Ziqing accidentally clicked directly into the dialog interface, and then saw a sentence asking him if he would come to his concert next week.Li Ziqing pressed his hand on the input keyboard, and just after he pressed a word, the bedroom door opened again, and Ji Bing, who was dressed neatly, came out. The two of them looked at each other for a second, and then moved away. One word - I'll be there.

Ji Bing turned his face and saw Li Ziqing typing on his mobile phone with his head bowed, his side face shrouded in the light of the living room, his expression was hazy and he couldn't see clearly.He couldn't look away, but the moment the other party took back his phone and raised his head, he looked away again and walked straight to the gate.When passing by the cloakroom, he casually glanced at the floor, those dropped tie clips and cuff buttons covered the floor with a faint luster under the halo of the living room lights.

Without saying anything, he turned around and walked to the entrance, changed his shoes and opened the door.

"Li Ziqing." The next moment, he suddenly turned around again, looked at the back of the man not far away, and said slowly: "If it is because it forgot how to go home, will you find it? ?”