[Comprehensive] Dazai doesn't want to die today

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Like an isolated island in the dark, the Dazai House lights up in the middle of the night.

Little by little, Osamu Dazai took off the bandages on his body, revealing the pale skin that had not seen light all year round, as well as the scars on the skin that could not fade away.

Like the engraved chapters, the deep and shallow imprints of Dazai are all over the body, like thorns entwined around the body, when you look closely, they bloom into seductive flowers.

Dazai stepped into the bathtub, let go of his thoughts, and sank slowly.

Looking at the bright lights underwater, it is like fireworks.

Now that the overall situation is stable, the three quarters are separated, and the pillars that can support the future have also come into contact with each other.

Probably don't need him anymore.As Dazai thought about it, his mind gradually became blurred, and his hands could not help but float up with the buoyancy, wanting to grab something or ask for help.

Even if you die, you will have no regrets.

The water gradually became colder, and Dazai woke up from the ups and downs, but he was still alive, and there were still many things to do, otherwise it would be a pity...

Thinking about it, Osamu Dazai laughed out loud.

When did you start to look forward to the future?Isn't the regret of death as beautiful as a Venus with a broken arm?

People are born embracing death, which is something that will never betray or disappoint oneself, but I am struggling to pursue it, because from the beginning, I have lived a nothingness that compares to anyone else.

Rinse off the coolness from his body, and wrap a bandage in front of the mirror that is faintly in the mist.

It was vaguely a beauty dressing in the mirror, with white bandages covering her body little by little, and then throwing herself on the plain bed, sleeping intermittently until dawn.

It was still the beautiful scenery of the seaside without tombs, Dazai sat with his hands propped on the open space, watching someone rushing over against the morning light.

Patting the open space beside him, Odasaku followed Dazai's wishes and sat beside Dazai.

"Odasaku, do you like this place?" Dazai leaned against Odasaku slightly, like he used to sweep graves.

"It's beautiful, it's a good place to live." Odasaku's eyes reflected the sea and Dazai.

Dazai scratched his hair disheveled by the sea breeze: "I also like this place very much, it took a long time to choose from thousands of choices!

"So, Odasaku, if I die, please bury me here."

"I want a tomb about this high, put some flowers on it, and design a seat for you, so that we can see the sea together."

This can be regarded as death in the same hole.

Odasaku looked at Dazai and gestured there: "It sounds very good, I want a tomb like this too."

Dazai laughed so hard that he even shed tears from the corners of his eyes.

"Then Odasaku, are you going to commit suicide by jumping into the sea with me?"

"If we die together, I can't help you build a tomb."

"it seems to be like this."

"Ah, sure enough suicide and crabs can't have both!" Dazai sighed regretfully as he wiped away the affection that dripped into his eyes with his hand.

Odasaku looked at Dazai who was thinking fast in front of him, and planned to change to a less dangerous topic: "Is Dazai free today?"

"Yeah, as a senior, it is necessary to give the newcomers a chance to practice, so I give the newcomers the opportunity to write reports." Dazai waved his fingers towards the sky.Let the sun shine through your fingers.

As for Atsushi Nakajima, just trouble him!

"Will you write a report if you are a newcomer?" Before he had time to sympathize with the newcomer, Oda Saku had doubts.

"That's right." Dazai continued to ponder: "It doesn't matter, there are other seniors who can teach him."

"As expected, Dazai is very considerate." Odasaku nodded approvingly.

"By the way, Odasaku, I met three interesting children during this work. The three of them have their own identities and special bonds!" Speaking of work, Dazai couldn't wait to share his experience.

Oda Saku sighed: "That's just like us back then."

Dazai squinted his eyes and smiled, so it was like this, no wonder he always wanted to help them, it turned out to be like the three of them who ignored their identities when drinking together.

"So I helped them conceal their identities."

If we didn't have these identities at the beginning, wouldn't we be able to go further like that?

"Then I'll be surprised when it's exposed!" Oda Saku put himself in his shoes and thought about it.

"If you don't reveal your identity, you can really whitewash the peace for a while." Dazai pointed his fluffy hair with his fingers:

"But it doesn't matter if you are exposed, emotions can transcend identities!"

"Romeo and Juliet?"

Dazai shook three fingers in front of Odasaku: "But there are three of them."

Oda Saku thought for a while: "Then let's add another Shakespeare."

Dazai put down his hand in interest, why did he add the author, did he mean bystanders?Sure enough, Oda is always so interesting!

Satisfied, Osamu Dazai lay down on the ground, covered the light with the shadow of Oda Saku, and then stretched out his hand to measure the person in front of him:

"Odasaku, I feel like I'm having a dream that I don't want to wake up from!"

"It's fine if it's a sweet dream." Odasaku followed Dazai's topic and chatted casually with him.

"Ah, Odasaku really doesn't know how to complain, you should ask me why I don't want to wake up."

"Then why?" Oda Saku followed Dazai and asked, looking at Dazai whose eyes were full of light.

Instead, Dazai managed to laugh without saying a word, and didn't tell him.

Because it is impossible for a person to step into the same river twice, I am afraid I will never find you again.

Odasaku was indifferent to being whetted by Dazai, and looked back at the sea with a smile.

I will always be with you.

Companionship is the longest confession of love.

The author has something to say: I write a little bit intermittently after homework, don't worry, I will never cheat!

我发现写作业的时候特别有灵感诶，于是在旁边开了个预收，有兴趣的情敌可以看一下。感谢在2020-03-0218:41:34~2020-03-0611:48:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Boss Jitai 40 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!