ban [entertainment circle]

With only half a month left until the release date, rehearsals are becoming increasingly urgent.After Jian Xiaoning joined, all scenes related to the male lead had to be rescheduled without affecting the normal progress of the rehearsal. The schedule was tight and the task was heavy. The crew came to rehearse almost every day when they woke up, and they didn't go home until late at night.

Apart from rehearsals, Su Yun had to spare three hours a day to go to the hospital for infusions, and to go to the hospital for reexamination once a week, which made her even more exhausted.The cough symptoms did not improve, and his weight began to drop rapidly again. He lost eight catties within a week, making his already thin body even thinner like a paper man.One day, Yan Li's assistant came to deliver clothes, and everyone's clothes fit them well, but Su Yun put them on, and the cloth was so thick that it was so big that Yan Li's assistant was shocked, so he hurriedly remeasured Su Yun's clothes. Go back and change the size.Probably this size was too shocking. In the evening, Yan Li called in person, and his voice was full of disbelief, thinking that the assistant had made a wrong measurement. This size was no longer thin, but unhealthy.

Su Yun smiled wryly and pretended to be tired, and handed the phone to Yue Lin who was beside him.Yue Lin raised his head to look at Su Yun's drip bottle, and joked: "You can't lose weight anymore, otherwise you will feel something is wrong if you are smart with words. When he commits suicide himself, no matter how many excuses you have, you won't be able to hide it." live."

"Well," Su Yun lay flat on his head, and tugged at the quilt covering his chest with his other hand, "I'm going to eat more from tomorrow!"

However, the raging cancer cells have seriously affected his appetite. He used to eat less, but now he eats even less. A bowl of rice will feel full after eating a thin layer of it. Also feel nauseous.One time I struggled to eat, and half an hour later, I vomited in a mess.He told Yue Lin about this, and Yue Lin was startled, worried that his cancer cells had metastasized to his stomach, so he immediately took him for an examination. The examination results proved to be a false alarm, and both of them heaved a sigh of relief.

Su Yun really couldn't bear to toss a little more.

He is so thin now, and his complexion has become very bad. In the past, when others praised him for being handsome and good-looking, he responded without humility, thinking that he was really good-looking, but now he dare not. When others praised him for being good-looking, he felt that There is a problem with eyesight.The skin is so sallow, and the lips are still bruised, what is so good about it?Every morning when he wakes up, he looks at himself in front of the mirror, and feels very strange. He used to see things that could find their shadows, and he couldn't help but secretly take pictures and straighten his hair, but now he doesn't even dare to look at them.He couldn't go home, even he himself felt that he had become ugly, Lu Qin probably felt more acutely.He knew that Lu Qin would not dislike him because of this, but he was afraid that Lu Qin would ask, if Lu Qin asked him why he became like this, how would he answer?

He started to use the busy rehearsal as an excuse not to go home, and lived here in Yuelin.Lu Qin has a lot of opinions. He thinks you are nervous in rehearsal, I can understand, but why don't you go home?Even if you finish rehearsing at two or three o'clock in the morning, as long as you go home, I will wait for you, but you just don't come back, I think you know?Lu Qin didn't like it, so he attacked suddenly one day, and led the dog to Yue Lin's rehearsal room. He heard that the rehearsal was going on inside, so he didn't want to disturb him, so he waited outside.In the rehearsal room came the voice of Su Yun speaking lines with full of emotion. Lu Qin suddenly remembered the small drama that Su Yun asked him to watch many years ago. Su Yun hadn't graduated yet, standing on the small stage of the Academy of Drama , playing an unlovable mute.At that time, if someone pointed to this little supporting actor on the stage and said that he would become the best actor in the future, stand on the best stage in the city, and be the leading role alone, no one would believe it, right?

Hehe, but Lu Qin always believed.

Lu Qin waited outside for a while, and heard that it seemed to be over inside, so he led the dog to the door, the door opened, the assistant came out first, and then Yue Lin's voice came.

"Don't blindly imitate Su Yun, Su Yun's tricks only work on him, you have to figure out something of your own."

Yue Lin's voice ranged from far to near, and there were several words of Su Yun's cough mixed in one sentence.Su Yun didn't cough badly, but every sound was like beating a broken drumhead, and it felt like it was coming from the depths of her lungs.Feeling pain in his heart, Lu Qin took a step forward to meet Su Yun, just in time to see Su Yun.

Su Yun's eyes were slightly startled, and then he dodged for a moment, and then he seemed to realize that he couldn't dodge, showing a pleasant smile, quickened his feet, and walked in front of Lu Qin.

"Dog!" Su Yun's eyes rolled around Lu Qin's body. Lu Qin thought his surprise was aimed at himself, but unexpectedly he leaned down and hugged the dog's head, "Come and see Dad Ah! So cute!"

The dog hadn't seen Su Yun for a long time, it rubbed against Su Yun happily, barking in Su Yun's arms.Su Yun hugged the dog without letting go, rubbed its head, and rubbed the hair on its back vigorously. While rubbing, he praised the dog for being such a good dog. He even came to see his father. Dad really didn't love you for nothing, okay A picture of a father-son relationship.

It's a pity that he didn't raise his head to look at Lu Qin from the beginning to the end, as if a man as big as Lu Qin didn't exist.

Lu Qin was shocked.

"Why do you only praise the dog and not me?!" Lu Qin yelled angrily, "If I don't bring it here, can it come by itself? Why do you only praise your son and don't care about his mother!"

Su Yun raised his head slowly and asked lazily, "What are you doing here?"

Lu Qin said angrily: "How long has it been since you came home, let me come and see you, okay?"

"Okay," Su Yun said lightly, "And then?"

"Then..." Lu Qin was so angry that he wanted to stomp his feet, but he couldn't do it because he was worried about the crowds around him.He was so angry that he rolled his eyes, glanced at the person standing beside him, and was stunned.

Jane...Jane Xiaoning? !

why is he here !

Jian Xiaoning had seen Lu Qin a long time ago, he would not avoid it, he nodded to Yue Lin to signal to wait a moment, then walked in front of Lu Qin and Su Yun.

"Hi Boss Lu." Jian Xiaoning greeted politely, then turned to Su Yun, "Senior, may I pour you a cup of hot water?"

Su Yun nodded: "Thank you. By the way, pour a glass for Mr. Lu too."

Jian Xiaoning smiled and left.

——Lu Qin felt that everything in front of him was too mysterious.

Su Yun and Jian Xiaoning still have a day to live in harmony? !

Didn't Su Yun fight with him a few days ago because of Jian Xiaoning? !

Lu Qin was really surprised this time.

Yue Lin folded his arms and couldn't help laughing out loud, and the rest of the actors who hid aside to watch the show couldn't help laughing too.Su Yun also laughed. He patted the dog's head, grabbed Lu Qin's hand, and said softly, "Let's go."

"Where are you going?" Lu Qin asked.

"Find a place to talk." Su Yun said, "I don't want to be surrounded by people anymore."

Su Yun brought Lu Qin into the reception room, and just as he sat down, Jian Xiaoning's hot water also arrived.Holding a cup in one hand, he lowered his eyes and put the cup in front of Lu Qin, and when he gave it to Su Yun with the other hand, he acted extremely gentle, and whispered: "It's a bit hot, let it cool down before drinking."

"Thank you." Su Yun said, "Please tell Director Yue for me, wait for me for 5 minutes."

Jian Xiaoning nodded, walked out without looking at Lu Qin.

"What's going on here?" After Jian Xiaoning left, Lu Qin sat up straight and asked, "Why is he here?"

"He recommended himself to play the male lead." Su Yun held up the cup, gently blowing off the hot air on it, and said calmly.

"You agree?" Lu Qin asked.

"What is there to disagree with? I don't have a more suitable candidate. His acting skills are not bad, so he is the only one." Su Yun took a shallow sip, but was still burned and coughed twice.

Hearing Su Yun's tone, it was obvious that he didn't want to explain too much, Lu Qin pouted, even if he had a stomach full of problems, he had no choice but to give up, and sighed: "It's up to you, as long as you don't find it awkward."

"What's wrong with me?" Su Yun said with a smile, "It's you, the old lover, you don't talk to him when you meet."

"Do I dare to talk? I don't even dare to look at him!" Lu Qin laughed at himself, "You are not going home, if I make you angry again, maybe you will talk to me again." Break up."

Su Yun asked with a smile: "Afraid that I will break up with you?"

Lu Qin pursed his mouth, held his breath, and did not answer.

Su Yun laughed awkwardly.

His smile touched his chest and triggered a series of coughs.Lu Qin felt that he was coughing too much when he was outside the door. Hearing this, he quickly took his cup, blew hard a few times, and asked him to drink water.

"What's going on?" Lu Qin asked, "Why do you have such a bad cough? Have you caught a cold?"

"Yeah." Su Yun lowered his head and sipped, "The temperature dropped a few days ago, and someone in the crew caught a cold, which infected me. It's almost healed, but I still have a little cough."

Lu Qin frowned: "Have you taken your medicine?"

Su Yun nodded: "I've eaten. Don't worry, it's nothing serious."

Lu Qin looked at him worriedly, patted the place beside him, and sighed: "Sit down."

Su Yun sat down obediently.

Lu Qin hugged him, and he naturally rested his head on Lu Qin's shoulder.It's been a long, long time since the two of them sat hugging each other for a while, and the last time they were so close was that morning.Su Yun closed his eyes, and silently said "I'm sorry" to Lu Qin in his heart, next to Lu Qin's ear, Lu Qin sighed, "You've lost weight."

Su Yun didn't speak, and shrank gently into Lu Qin's arms.

"Your complexion is not good either." Lu Qin lowered his head, looked carefully at Su Yun's slightly sunken cheeks and sallow complexion, and asked, "Is Yue Lin reluctant to give you meat?"

Su Yun "puchi" laughed.

"He didn't dare." Su Yun said, "Besides, wouldn't I buy it myself?"

Lu Qin couldn't laugh.

"Su Yun, I know how much you expect from the dialogue drama. You have to focus on it. It's okay. But you can't overextend yourself, understand? If you weren't too tired, how could you be so haggard? It’s time for a play to be performed, but you fall ill, is it worth it?”

Su Yun didn't say anything.

"I'll never stop you from what you want to do, but if you continue like this, I can't let you rehearse this drama." Lu Qin's tone became more serious, "Su Yun, brother, I hope you can be well, if this If you have to sacrifice your life for a drama, it’s better not to do it.”

"Brother, no." The most worrying point in Su Yun's heart was poked right, and he explained in a panic, "It's really a cold, don't think too much about it. I understand what you mean, don't worry, it won't happen .”

"Really?" Lu Qin narrowed his eyes suspiciously.

Su Yun nodded repeatedly: "Really!"

Lu Qin tilted him distrustfully.

Su Yun nodded wildly.

Lu Qin snorted coldly: "Then come home with me tonight."

Su Yun wanted to agree on a conditioned reflex, but then remembered that he was going to the hospital for an infusion tonight, and the words came to his lips, and became: "No, there are rehearsals tonight."

"It's okay, I'll wait for you." Lu Qin said, "I'll wait any night."

"Maybe all night..." Su Yun whispered.

"You said you wouldn't be so tired just now, and now you have to stay up all night?" Lu Qin said angrily.

"I can be lazy and sleep for a while, but... I can't leave." Su Yun gritted his teeth.

Lu Qin's hand dropped from Su Yun's shoulder, hung on his knee, and clenched a fist angrily.

"Su Yun," Lu Qin said dissatisfied, "Have you ever counted how long you haven't been home?"

For five days, Su Yun thought, brother, I remember, I remember clearly in my heart.

Su Yun felt guilty for a while, and couldn't help but feel guilty. He took the initiative to say: "Tomorrow, brother, I will accompany you to have dinner tomorrow night, okay?"

Lu Qin looked at him for a long time, making sure that he wasn't just prevaricating, and finally his face gradually turned bright: "It's not too bad. What do you want to eat? My brother treats you."

"Meat!" Su Yun replied firmly.

It seems that Yue Lin really didn't give you meat - Lu Qin thought bitterly.

Five minutes later, Mr. Lu left, and Su Yun went to the rehearsal room to rehearse as usual.During dinner, the assistant knocked on the door, saying that someone had delivered a hot pot takeaway at the door, and there was a person who claimed to be a cook and called Su Yun and Yue Lin at the door.Su Yun and Yue Lin were taken aback, and hurriedly asked someone to move the table and set up a hot pot, and walked towards the door. Along the way, they saw three or four takeaway boys carrying takeout boxes full of them, and most of the boxes were filled with Meat.When Su Yun saw the meat, he made a guess in his heart. He walked to the door and met the cook. The cook introduced himself as Mr. Lu asked him to come over, and he will be responsible for cooking for everyone every day. I don't know what everyone will eat tomorrow. What, I came here to ask.Yue Lin was amazed when he heard that, he turned his head and asked Su Yun: "Are you complaining to Lu Qin that I don't let you eat?"

Su Yun patted his forehead and was about to die of grief.

In the evening, when Su Yun came back from the drip, it was already past three o'clock in the morning.He was lying on the bed exhausted, usually coughing for a while before falling asleep, but fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow today.In the dream, a face was dangling around, smiling for a while and frowning for a while, looking like Lu Qin, Su Yun turned over, with a smile on his lips unconsciously, and woke up.

I took out my phone to check, and it happened that there was still half an hour to start rehearsal.

Su Yun lifted the quilt and sat up. The moment he got up, his eyes were suddenly dark. Then, he felt his body became lighter, and he fell down again.

The falling posture was not correct, Su Yun felt that his left arm was being pressed, and it hurt a little, but it didn't take long for the pain to go away.He had no strength all over his body, and gradually, he couldn't feel his left and right hands, left and right feet, calves, arms, whole body... His brain was completely empty, he seemed to be awake, and he seemed to have fallen into a chaotic coma.He felt that he might just lie down for a minute or two, and when his body returned to control and his brain started to function again, he took the phone and looked at it, and it turned out that half an hour had passed.

Su Yun didn't have time to think about it, he stumbled out of bed, changed his clothes, washed his face, and rushed to the rehearsal room.Today is going to be a big scene. The eldest son played by Su Yun is clumsy in the troubled times, but he still fails to save his family.He knelt beside the bed, holding the heroine's hand tightly. The body of his beloved wife hadn't cooled down yet, but he had taken their children with him and left him forever.Su Yun murmured, as if his wife was still alive and could still hear his words.This line is extremely long, but there is no emotional outburst from beginning to end, just whispers.But it is in the whispers that all the emotions are exaggerated, pushing the tragic atmosphere to a climax.

Su Yun is best at acting in such subtle ways, but today he is unable to enter the state for some reason.A scene has been rehearsed several times, but the best effect can never be achieved.Yue Lin felt that Su Yun was too tired, and suggested that Su Yun take a rest for a while, or wait for the next show. Su Yun thought about it and said, try again for the last time, if it doesn't work, let's change the group show.

This is the last time, something went wrong.

When Su Yun fainted, he didn't even realize that he had fainted. He was still thinking about the lines, but his mouth was no longer in control.His fingers twitched slightly, he let go of the heroine's hand, and he fell to the side uncontrollably, his shoulders hit the ground heavily, and his bones made a dull sound when they came into contact with the cold and hard ground.Yue Lin was startled, rushed over before everyone else, and helped Su Yun up from the ground.He was terrified, hugged Su Yun tightly, and yelled for his assistant to call an ambulance.But when the ambulance arrives, can Su Yun keep the secret of his cancer?Su Yun desperately raised his hand, concentrated all the strength in his body, pinched Yue Lin's sleeve, and pulled it hard.

"Don't, don't call an ambulance..." Su Yun struggled to finish, exhausted all his strength, tilted his head, and fell into a coma.

Su Yun woke up with a violent cough.

This cough was tearing at his chest and hurting, as if it was going to tear him apart from his chest to his back.Su Yun lay beside the bed, coughing for a long time, his eyes were bloodshot, and his brain was buzzing until he finally stopped. Someone next to him handed him a glass of water, and wiped his face with a towel, his vision was completely blurred Yes, it took me a long time to see clearly that this person is Yue Lin's assistant.

He thanked him with a hoarse voice, took the water, and drank it in one gulp, until the last sip, the dull sense of taste came back.

He tasted the bloody smell deep in his throat that even water could not wash away.

"Where is this?" Su Yun raised his head, looked around, saw clearly that all the furnishings belonged to his own room, he breathed a sigh of relief.

Fortunately.

The assistant quickly notified Yue Lin of his awakening, and a few minutes later, Yue Lin hurried over.

"Sorry, the progress can't be delayed, so I continued to rehearse for everyone." Yue Lin asked his assistant to go out, closed the door properly, and moved a chair to sit beside Su Yun's bed. "How are you? Are you better?"

Su Yun leaned against the bed, her voice was still hoarse: "It's much better."

Looking at his expression, Yue Lin felt that he was not much better at all.

"Let's go to the hospital again tomorrow," Yue Lin said, "Your condition is deteriorating too fast, I suspect that the current medicine is not very effective for you, let's consult the doctor again to see if there is any Any other way to keep you going until the performance."

"What if the doctor sends me to the hospital for treatment?" Su Yun smiled wryly, "Did you forget what he said last time? If the condition continues to deteriorate, he will tie me to the hospital bed as well."

"Cancer should have been treated in the hospital!" Yue Lin said angrily, "Su Yun, do you know how much psychological pressure I'm under? I think I'm pushing you to hell!"

"No, it's all my own choice, and it has nothing to do with anyone." Su Yun lowered his eyelashes and smiled faintly, "I just feel sorry for Lu Qin."

Yue Lin heaved a long sigh.

"Su Yun, at first you said you would only give me one month, but I thought it was too short. Now, I think it's too long." Yue Lin said, "If it's possible, I can't wait for the play to be staged tomorrow. You can be hospitalized immediately."

"Come on," Su Yun said with a smile, "Performing before the rehearsal is over, my signboard will be smashed. After all, I will continue to fight in the film industry after my illness is cured. Whoever smashes the signboard will buy my account in the future." ?”

He lifted the quilt, supported the bed and stood up: "Where have you been rehearsing? I'm fine, I have to go back and rehearse that scene."

He was sluggish all over, and the soles of his feet were as soft as if he was stepping on cotton. Yue Lin saw that he was really struggling, so he had to borrow most of his body to lean on him.Su Yun was really blunt, seeing that Director Yue was willing to help, he simply put his entire body weight on Yue Lin. Yue Lin was suddenly pressed by him, his legs softened unconsciously, and he raised his head and gave him a hard look.

At this moment, the door handle was gently pulled, and the door was pushed open from the outside to the inside.

"What's the matter with cancer?" Jian Xiaoning stood at the door, looking at Su Yun tremblingly, "What's the matter if you can't make it to the performance?"

He clutched the doorknob tightly because it was the only thing he could hold on to.

"Senior," he asked, "Hurry up... hurry up..."

He couldn't say the word.