ban [entertainment circle]

The kiss came so suddenly, Su Yun was unprepared, even just started to resist, when he was pressed against the wall with his hands.Jian Xiaoning kissed her recklessly, but Su Yun turned her head away to hide, her teeth hit Jian Xiaoning's lips, the pain made Jian Xiaoning shrink back slightly, and the next second she kissed recklessly.Looking thin and weak, Jian Xiaoning didn't know where he got so much strength, he firmly held Su Yun's hand to keep him from moving, and kept pushing his tongue into Su Yun's mouth to mix up the tip of Su Yun's tongue and saliva.Su Yun was not on guard, and he kissed him indulgently in a circle, the boredom in his heart seemed to be ignited by "Teng", and with a strong arm, he pushed Jian Xiaoning hard against the wall next to him.

"Hmm." Su Yun pushed too hard, Jian Xiaoning was already thin, his back collided with the elevator wall, and there was a dull and painful sound in his chest.He snorted in a low voice, but there was a three-pointed smile on his lips, he stuck out his tongue, and carefully licked all the saliva from the two people around his lips.

With his appearance, he almost had the words "dissatisfaction with desire" written on his face.

Su Yun asked coldly: "What do you owe?"

"Yeah, since Boss Lu didn't want me, no one has come to fuck me for a long time. Do you want to fuck me? I feel very good, don't believe me..." Jian Xiaoning smiled seductively, "You can ask Boss Lu. "

As soon as the word "Boss Lu" came out, it directly hit Su Yun's heart knot, and a certain part of Su Yun's heart exploded.

The image of Jian Xiaoning grabbing Lu Qin's hand and smiling at Lu Qin instantly flooded Su Yun's mind. Su Yun couldn't think, pressed Jian Xiaoning's shoulder, pressed Jian Xiaoning against the elevator wall, and bit Jian Xiaoning's lip viciously.

Jian Xiaoning let out a very comfortable sigh from the depths of her throat.

Su Yun's kiss was not gentle, even fierce. Rather than kissing, it would be better to call it biting.He ruthlessly grinds Jian Xiaoning's lips with his teeth, and sticks his tongue into Jian Xiaoning's mouth, attacking the city.Jian Xiaoning's tongue came up to him actively, wanting to respond to him, entangled with him, but he ignored him at all, and kissed him like devouring prey.This kiss was full of contempt and insult. No one would feel comfortable being kissed like this, but Jian Xiaoning enjoyed it very much.His left hand clasped Su Yun's back, his body was arched, and he kept sticking to Su Yun. He stretched out his right hand and pressed the button for the eighteenth floor of the elevator. He kept pressing, pressing hard, and the elevator went down to the first floor. After the sound of "ding dong", the door was not opened, and it quickly went up again.

The elevator door opened, and there was no one outside. Su Yun forcefully pushed Jian Xiaoning out, but Jian Xiaoning refused, but insisted on hugging Su Yun tightly, and came out with Su Yun in an awkward posture.Because of this simple movement, the two of them separated their lips for a while, and Jian Xiaoning couldn't wait to hug her and kiss Su Yun's lips again.He hugged Su Yun's neck tightly, not leaving any gap between Su Yun and himself, put his left hand into his pants pocket, took out his room card, groped for Su Yun's arm, and stuffed it into Su Yun's palm.

"Turn right, room 1805." He sucked Su Yun's lips, said vaguely, and after finishing speaking, he plunged into the passionate kiss again.

Su Yun entangled with him all the way to the door of Room 1805, and the door swung open with a swipe of the key card.Su Yun pushed Jian Xiaoning in, and closed the door with his backhand. With a scream, Jian Xiaoning threw herself into his arms again, and kissed his lips on tiptoe.

The two kissed fiercely in the hallway, Jian Xiaoning's legs were entwined, and the whole body hung on Su Yun's body, constantly rubbing against each other.Su Yun carried him to the bed, threw him heavily in the middle of the bed, pressed him up, regardless of whether he hurt or not, pressed his shoulders and bit his lips fiercely.Jian Xiaoning let out a hum of pain and happiness from his throat, inserted his fingers deeply into Su Yun's hair, and responded with forgetfulness.

"Fuck me," Jian Xiaoning gasped and yelled, "Please, fuck me hard!"

Su Yun left his lips, turned his head away, pressed hard into the bed, bit his chin and Adam's apple, leaving tooth marks on the side of his neck with blood and bruises.Most of Jian Xiaoning's face was buried in the soft bed, he was almost suffocated, but he felt happy, unparalleled happiness, even dying at this moment was worth it.His two hands were grasping randomly, as if he was grasping the bed sheet, or Su Yun's clothing material, he didn't care, and grasped these tightly in his hands like grabbing a life-saving straw.In a trance, his clothes were ripped off by someone, and he finally got his breath for this second. The next moment, there was a sharp pain in his body, which was the feeling of being bitten hard.

It hurts, it hurts so much, Su Yun has no feelings for him, and even hates him.Love should be lingering and charming, but in the entanglement between the two, it is more like a rampage.Who doesn't want to be treated gently, but Jian Xiaoning knows that for herself, being gentle is a luxury.He gradually got used to this sharp pain, and turned against the guest, pushing Su Yun away, riding on Su Yun, and kissing him again.

He knew what Su Yun liked in bed, he had heard Lu Qin mention it, and now the memory came flooding back, he did it one by one, kissing Su Yun's lips, kissing Su Yun's collarbone, kissing reverently, like a doomsday carnival.He was very involved and wanted Su Yun to be more involved, but no matter how serious the kiss was, Su Yun pushed him away in the end.

Jian Xiaoning didn't know what he did wrong, he fell on his back on the bed, watched Su Yun sit up, straightened his crumpled shirt, picked up the suit from the ground, shook it, and put it between his elbows.He opened his mouth and called out to Su Yun, with a cry that he didn't even expect, Su Yun didn't look back at all, and walked straight to the door.

Only then did Jian Xiaoning understand that Su Yun had no intention of going to the end with him from the very beginning.

He's just humiliating himself.

Jian Xiaoning had hickey marks and teeth marks all over her body, her top was taken off and thrown aside, and her bottom was also unsightly.His appearance was extremely embarrassing, it was not surprising that Su Yun disdained it.

Jian Xiaoning gritted her teeth and chased after her.

"Su Yun!" he yelled, "Did you really forget me?"

Su Yun put his hand on the doorknob and pressed down.

"You told me to be an actor, not a star, did you forget?" Jian Xiaoning shouted desperately.

Su Yun's hand stopped.

"You said you would rather be an actor than a star, have you forgotten?" Jian Xiaoning stared at Su Yun with wide eyes, "In the auditorium of the school, I asked you a question, and we also acted in a short scene together , right in front of the teacher and classmates, senior, have you forgotten?"

Su Yun turned his head, his gaze changed from doubt to deep thought, and gradually turned to complete shock.

He looked at Jian Xiaoning in shock.

"You said I was great. I remembered these three words for two years. Because of you, I wanted to be a good actor. Because of you, I worked hard to improve my acting skills. Because of you, I never let go of any opportunity. I After doing so much, I just hope that one day I can stand by your side, even if I can't be your lover, I will also be your most proud junior." Jian Xiaoning smiled, "But senior, you have forgotten me."

"You..." Su Yun completely remembered Jian Xiaoning.

Two years ago, he returned to his alma mater for a meeting. At the meeting, a thin boy was the last questioner in the live questioning session, asking him whether he would like to be an actor or a star, and he partnered with him in the subsequent impromptu performance session to serve the students. Together they performed a 5-minute impromptu performance.

Out of politeness and a little sincerity, he hugged Jian Xiaoning after the performance and encouraged him, "You are great".

"...It's you?" The already blurred figure in memory gradually merged with Jian Xiaoning in front of him, Su Yun shook his lips, and a ridiculous guess suddenly appeared in his mind.

"It's me, Jian Xiaoning, the vice president of the drama club, your junior." Jian Xiaoning opened his eyes wide, a tear welled up from his socket, and instantly flowed down his cheek, sinking into the dark carpet under his feet, "Since that day I love you, my junior who has been in love with you for two years."

Su Yun leaned heavily against the door.

"Senior, the time in the elevator was actually our second meeting. It was because of you that I handed over my resume to Lu's, and it was because of you that I auditioned at Lu's. I kept thinking that day on the way to Lu's building, I don’t know if I can meet you, but if I do meet you, what will I tell you.” Jian Xiaoning said, “But I guess you will probably remember me, after all you said in the talk show that you have a good memory and you have seen me Nine out of ten people remember it."

"You're lying, senior," Jian Xiaoning said with a smile, "You forgot about me."

"I'm sorry, I..." Su Yun subconsciously said.

"It's okay, senior, you're just talking casually, I'm too serious." Jian Xiaoning smiled briefly, the smile was ugly and stiff on his face, he frowned, and asked, "But senior, why did you take me Send it to Lu Qin's bed?"

Su Yun's shoulders paused, he could answer, the answer was very simple, but he didn't want to answer, at least at this moment, facing Jian Xiaoning like this, he couldn't bear to say it.

"Tell me, senior," Jian Xiaoning insisted on the answer, "I want to know."

Su Yun bit his lower lip, took a deep breath, and confessed: "Because you..." He tried to say in a way that didn't hurt anyone, "Because you are the most innocent-looking one among those newcomers. Time, Lu Qin likes to be innocent."

"No, what Lu Qin likes is not pure and innocent, he just misses your past." Jian Xiaoning shook his head, "Have you always wondered why Lu Qin likes me so much? Maybe even Lu Qin himself doesn't know the answer. Understand, he is such a confused person when it comes to relationships. But I know, it didn't take long for me to understand. He likes me and tolerates me constantly because I am like you when you were 20 years old. Simple, innocent, adoring He, rely on him. Not me, another person, as long as he is like you, he will definitely treat that person well. Lu Qin doesn't like me at all, he just misses the 20-year-old Su Yun. "

Su Yun stared at him blankly, for a long time, Su Yun asked him a stupid question: "You know, are you still willing to stay by his side?"

"I'm not as strong as you, senior. You are so well protected by Lu Qin, so you don't have to do what you don't want to do, but I can't. I am willing to stay by Lu Qin's side, follow him, have identity and status, and I How many years of struggle can be saved. Senior, I love you so much, you put me on Lu Qin's bed with your own hands, and give me a chance to rise to the sky in one step. I can't let your painstaking efforts go to waste." Jian Xiaoning said sarcastically, "What's more , stay by Lu Qin's side, I can see you often. Senior, we met so many times later, you never recognized me once, and you even refused to look me in the eye. I didn't know for sure until then , it's not that you don't recognize me, you have completely forgotten me. In this case, of course I will stay by Lu Qin's side and show my face often by your side. Even in this way, I don't want to be forgotten by you again .”

"Are you crazy?" Su Yun couldn't understand.

"You think I'm crazy." Jian Xiaoning said bitterly, "Lu Qin is looking for your shadow in me, but I'm also using him to get closer to you. He likes to talk about you very much. He thinks you are good everywhere. Even if you mess around with him and show off with other lovers, he still thinks you have a childish temper and are very cute. Senior, every time I start a conversation, he will go on and on. From Lu Qin, I know What do you like to eat, what to play, and even what position to use in bed. Senior, besides Lu Qin, maybe I am the person who knows you best in the world. I am willing to give everything for you. I don’t even expect that you will love me as much as I love you Me, I just want you to look at me, why are you not satisfied with this? Senior, look at me, look at me."

Jian Xiaoning picked up the plaid jacket from the ground, put it on, smoothed out the wrinkled trousers, and rolled up the trousers.Tears flooded his face, his eyes were red, he pulled the hem of his clothes, and asked Su Yun: "Look at my dress, do I look a little like you now? If I become another you, become popular and successful, are you Can't you just look at me more?"

Su Yun didn't know how to answer, he felt that Jian Xiaoning was really crazy.

"I love Lu Qin, it is impossible for me to fall in love with others in this life." Su Yun said, "Don't become me, and don't love me, it's not worth it."

"What is worth it?!" Jian Xiaoning cried hysterically, "Senior, you have loved Lu Qin for ten years and endured him for ten years. Is this called worthwhile? Why am I not worth it? You just..."

"You don't plan to love me for ten years, do you?" Su Yun interrupted him and asked coldly.

Jian Xiaoning's face was full of tears, she nodded and said, "Is it not possible?"

"Yes, but why bother?" Su Yun asked.

Jian Xiaoning gritted her teeth stubbornly and did not speak.

"Ten years is not as easy as you think," Su Yun sighed. "It's better to use it to fight for your career or enjoy life than to waste it on someone who can't fall in love with you at all. I didn't understand this truth back then, but now You probably won’t understand, but junior, when you understand, everything will be irreversible.”

Jian Xiaoning's eyelashes trembled.

"In the whole world, I'm probably the least qualified person to say such things to you." Su Yun said apologetically, "I'm sorry, junior, everything in the past was caused by seniors. If you blame me, I will accept it. Thank you for loving me so much, but I'm sorry, only this, I can't accept it."

Jian Xiaoning turned her head away, a tear fell quickly.

"I wish you can find someone more suitable for you." Su Yun paused, "I also wish your new play a great success."

Su Yun turned and opened the door.

You should have guessed this ending, right?

Even an ending more embarrassing than this, Jian Xiaoning had fantasized about it.

Su Yun hated him, knew how she felt towards him, and didn't feel disgusted, but apologized and thanked him. Is there a better ending than this?

Jian Xiaoning thought that she would never confess to Su Yun for the rest of her life.

Until he knew that Su Yun was finally with Lu Qin.

He tried his best to not break up these two people, but let them see their feelings for each other more clearly, and decided to stay together for the rest of their lives.

Jian Xiaoning was jealous, he was crazily jealous.

He knew that he didn't want to hide it anymore, even if he was ridiculed and despised, but the past and the present, all the emotions were stuck in his throat, urging him to tell everything.

—He was not ridiculed.

On the contrary, Su Yun gave him the greatest tolerance.

Jian Xiaoning suddenly lost his anger, hated and complained, he closed his eyes, and two lines of tears flowed out just like that.

"Senior!" He called to stop Su Yun, "Lu Qin loves you."

Su Yun walked to the door, turned his head and raised his eyebrows.

"Do you know why all of Lu Qin's lovers regarded you as an enemy? Because everyone, like me, found out that Lu Qin loved you not long after being around Lu Qin." Jian Xiaoning suppressed all the emotions in her heart and forced Pretending to be indifferent, he sneered, "He loves you, only he, and you don't know."

"Who doesn't want to be in the top position? Who doesn't want to be by Lu Qin's side for a long time, relying on Lu Qin's words for a lifetime? But as long as Lu Qin loves you and protects you, they will be abandoned sooner or later. What's more, Lu Qin is so good to people, it's not safe There are a few who are tempted, and they will take you as a thorn in the flesh. So whether it is for fame or for themselves, they will take advantage of Lu Qin before he discovers his feelings and thinks that you are just a child. Hurry up and drive you away from Lu Qin's side." Jian Xiaoning said with a smile, "Unfortunately, as soon as they thought about it, Lu Qin knew it, and instead of driving you away, they drove them away themselves. Even myself It's all like this, at the beginning Lu Qin could pamper me no matter what, but once I set my mind on you, he drove me away without any hesitation."

Jian Xiaoning frowned and smiled uglyly: "You wish me to find someone suitable for me. I have nothing to repay you, so I will tell you this secret." He wiped his tears with the back of his hand, "Senior, just pretend that we are talking draw."

"Okay, we're even." Su Yun looked at Jian Xiaoning, and said sincerely, "Thank you."