rock dad

At eight o'clock in the morning, Chu Mu returned to the recording studio with a ashen face holding a laboratory test sheet in his hand.He went to the hospital yesterday. It was just a stomach upset, but the test results showed that he had advanced liver cancer.

A young doctor in the cancer department told him that the chance of being cured in the advanced stage of liver cancer is almost zero, and he can only rely on drugs and chemotherapy to maintain his life in the later stage.At the same time, I asked him about his family's conditions. If he was very rich, he would buy half a year of life with the money.If it is an ordinary family, there is really no need to sell everything to treat this disease.

When Chu Mu went to the hospital for medical treatment, he wore a leather jacket with rivets and ripped jeans.The whole person looks like a second-rate gangster, but he really doesn't look like a wealthy family.No wonder the doctor told him that.But he has no money himself, and his benefactor Lu Zeming has money.After all, he was still afraid of death, so he dragged the doctor to ask about the specific treatment plan.

Later, the young doctor took Chu Mu to the inpatient department of the cancer department, opened a bed for him, and murmured in a low voice, "Little brother, don't think my words are harsh. What I said just now was really for your sake. This kind of disease costs hundreds of thousands or millions of dollars to treat. You spend money, we make money, why not do it. I just think you are young, lying in the hospital all day waiting to die , might as well take advantage of the last period of time to do something meaningful."

The young doctor is a doctoral student who graduated from the University of Medical Sciences. He always advocates carpe diem in time. His words really touched Chu Mu's heart.

Chu Mu slept in the inpatient department all night, and left the hospital the next morning with tears in his eyes.

The scene in the inpatient department was so sad.The oldest grandfather is 70 years old. He infuses liquid food through his nostrils every day, and his children take turns to wait on the bedside, morning and evening.The youngest girl is 11 years old. Her mother and father shaved her head with her after chemotherapy. Her mother helps her daughter with her homework on time every day.

Chu Mu chose not to receive treatment not only because of the persuasion of the young doctor, but also because he had no family.He was an abandoned baby, and his only dependent grandmother died when he was 16 years old.He was afraid of death, but he was even more afraid of being alone. Waiting for death alone would drive him crazy.

So Chu Mu chose to leave, and he decided to return to the recording studio to continue his unfinished rock career.He tore the test sheet into pieces and threw them into the trash can. He turned on the audio equipment, turned it up to the maximum, and tuned it to "It Is My Way".

The rhythmic drum beat sounded, and Chu Mu shed tears silently, beating the drum set skillfully with the rhythm of the music.He sang in a weeping voice:

O, my life!

O, my body and soul!

……

At this moment, only music can save him and let him release his sadness to his heart's content.

Chu Mu didn't know how long he had been singing. When the music stopped abruptly, he saw Lu Zeming standing in front of him with a dark face.

"Why are you crying like this?" Lu Zeming called Chu Mu no less than ten times from yesterday to now. At first, no one answered, and then he was prompted to turn off the phone.

They have been together all these years, Chu Mu has always been on call, this is the first time that Lu Zeming has been rejected.He came here with the idea of ​​provoking a teacher, but he didn't expect to see this scene in front of him.This stubborn child was with him at the age of 16, and it has been ten years in the blink of an eye. This is the first time he has seen a child cry.

Chu Mu wiped away his tears casually, and his voice was hoarse when he spoke.He asked Lu Zeming blankly, "Do you want to do it? Where are you going to do it? After I finish it, I have to hurry up and arrange music." He only has less than a year left, and he wants to make a song that surpasses the song before he dies. His first song.

The piece that Lu Zeming used to curry favor with his first love was composed when he was 16 years old.Ten years ago, the young singer Jing Xi, who was hailed as a new generation of rock genius by the music industry, stole his music and became famous in one fell swoop.

No matter how hard Chu Mu has worked in the past ten years, no matter how many songs he composes and sings, he will always be regarded as Jingxi's imitator by the outside world.

The albums he releases are never heard of.As for the songs he wrote for Jingxi, Jingxi sang one song after another, which was unstoppable.This circle is like this, when you become famous, no matter how bad your singing is, people will praise you.You are an unpopular little dick, no matter how talented you are, you will only fall into the dust.

Chu Mu sniffed aggrievedly.He couldn't remember how many times he wanted to shout into the microphone: that "Abyss" is my song!I was never a copycat!

Lu Zeming walked to the drum set and wiped away the child's tears clumsily.He thought that Chu Mu was in a bad mood because the album sales were too low, so it was rare for him to comfort him gently, "I didn't say I won't support you in the future. If you pay, I can afford it. I can still afford to pay a few million. Next year you You can continue to release albums."

In fact, every year Lu Zeming spends money to make an album for Chu Mu, and even buys a mansion specially for Chu Mu and transforms it into a recording studio.So far Chu Mu has released a total of eight albums, and each album has lost everything.Lu Zeming has gotten used to it, it's purely a waste of money to buy happiness for the child.

Chu Mu raised his eyes and looked at Lu Zeming coldly.He has no next year!His life has been mediocre for 26 years, his favorite song has been stolen, and his beloved man has never had him in his heart.He felt that he was really useless in his life, and there was no other man in this world who was more useless than him.

"Are you going to do it or not? If you don't do it, get lost!" Chu Mu roared in disgust.

Lu Zeming's good temper was blown away by Chu Mu's yelling.When did Lu Zeming coax others so patiently?A few had the audacity to point to his nose and say fuck off.

Lu Zeming's tone became obviously impatient, "What are you messing with me? The money I gave you is not enough? You asked me for it. When will I be short of your pocket money? The music industry is responsible for the bad album sales. A common problem. The sales of singers at the level of kings and queens are also not necessarily very good. Most of the current singers earn money by running commercial performances, and releasing new songs on the Internet, or the theme songs of movies and TV shows. Do you think that everyone is like you Do you have a lot of spare cash to release an album?"

Lu Zeming said these words more than once.When he taught Chu Mu a lesson, Chu Mu always listened honestly with his hands clasped.But today Chu Mu didn't want to listen anymore, Lu Zeming just finished speaking halfway, he stood up and left the recording studio, and went to the bathroom to wash his face.

"You—" Lu Zeming called him unwillingly, and followed him to the bathroom.

The bathroom is not too big, and it is a bit crowded for two people to stand in.Lu Zeming took the initiative to put his arms around the child's waist, and rubbed his chin with blue stubble on the child's tender face a few times.His voice was slightly hoarse, with the magnetic charm unique to mature men, "Can't you be a little more obedient? Didn't you promise to stay with me for half a month after finishing the new album?"

Chu Mu has long been used to this kind of thing.Every time he loses money for releasing an album, Lu Zeming will use this as an excuse to take him home from the recording studio, in the name of repaying the debt.In fact, it is to lock Chu Mu at home for a period of time, and let Chu Mu serve him in bed every night, playing various tricks.

Chu Mu's new album released last month has lost money again.The post-production of this album specially invited the music team of the rock godfather Yuanye to help.So the cumulative loss was nearly 1000 million.

Chu Mu bit his lip, he knew that Lu Zeming wanted to make an excuse to do that kind of thing.But he has principles, he can't accept doing it in the recording studio, it's a tarnish to his dream.

He begged in a low voice, "Go to the upstairs room. Or to your place. Pay off the debt this time, and we'll be done."

Lu Zeming was in a good mood when he heard the first half of the sentence, but his expression changed when he heard the second half.The movement of undressing stopped, and he couldn't believe it, "What did you just say?"

Chu Mu repeated it firmly, "I said I don't want to do this kind of deal again. I won't release an album in the future. Let's end it."

Lu Zeming's eyes sank, he raised his hand and pushed Chu Mu to sit on the sink.His dark eyes stared at Chu Mu's face, "Speak well to me. What do you mean you don't want to do this kind of deal anymore?"

Lu Zeming was really angry.He couldn't help asking in his heart: Isn't he good enough for Chu Mu?In the past ten years, he has only raised such a little guy by his side, and Chu Mu can be said to enjoy all the favors.He asked himself that no one in the world could tolerate this child more than he did.So he didn't understand why Chu Mu dared to say it was over.

Chu Mu was forced to lean against the cold mirror, and at first he pursed his lips and did not answer.Later, being stared at by the man's eyes, he couldn't help shivering and said, "It's literally. I don't owe you anything! I spent your money, but you slept with me too! I You can use the song you wrote for Jingxi, he has earned a lot of fame and money. We are all evened out."

When Jingxi was mentioned, the expressions of the two of them changed, and they became unattractive.Lu Zeming's expression turned gloomy. He shook off Chu Mu and walked out of the bathroom.

After the bathroom door was closed, Chu Mu sat on the sink with his head down, tears streaming down his face.He had never been so sentimental before.Give him any musical instrument and he'll get excited right away.

But it's different now.He thought of the last short journey left in his life, and he wanted to be himself, not force himself to continue to be a dispensable substitute.After working for ten years, he should have been clear about his situation. Even if it takes another ten years, Jingxi's position in Lu Zeming's heart will still be irreplaceable.

When Chu Mu adjusted his mood and came out, Lu Zeming was leaning on the sofa and smoking a cigarette. He held the cigarette between his fingers, and opened his lips lightly to blow out a smoke ring.This disgusted Chu Mu, and disgusted Lu Zeming's behavior!Lu Zeming never dared to smoke in front of Jingxi, because Jingxi was a singer, and because Jingxi could not smell second-hand smoke.

All the anger that Chu Mu had suppressed for ten years broke out at this moment. He clenched his fists and stood there, trembling with anger.

After smoking two cigarettes, Lu Zeming obviously lost his interest just now, grabbed his suit jacket and prepared to leave.

Before leaving, Lu Zeming confessed to Chu Mu, "I won't force you. You can leave if you really want to. Before you leave, I advise you to think about your situation. I don't give you what you eat and wear these years The best. Are you sure you can go back to the hard days before? Think it through and give me an answer."

After Lu Zeming finished explaining, he turned and left in a cool manner.In his opinion, the child was just throwing a temper tantrum with him in a bad mood, and after being left out for a while, he became obedient.