What to do if you are spotted by the straight man next door

Su Bin didn't give Li Meihan an exact answer, because he thought about this question for several days alone.

...When did I fall in love with Ellen?

When I first met Ellen, Su Bin definitely kept him at a respectful distance. Later, because of his own brains, he had some inexplicable fear of Ellen, and Ellen cooperated with the pranks of replying to posts and even biting his own neck. Speechless and humiliating, but at the same time, it also made Su Bin feel that Ellen was not an unapproachable person.

If you want to say when you started to have a good impression of this person, maybe it started from the moment you worked illegally behind Ellen's back, and when you came back, he was reprimanded by the other party and suddenly hugged and said "worried"...I think this guy is a good person , is a person who cares about himself.

After breaking up with Chen Xiaotian, Su Bin fell into deep pain, and Ellen used "special means" to divert his attention, but because of the shadow of "self-confident sentimentality" in the previous relationship, Su Bin never dared to think wildly.

Afterwards, many things happened, which moved Su Bin very much. For example, Ellen was injured in order to save his "potted green onion", and she couldn't eat seafood but took Su Bin there to comfort him who was desperate after being betrayed by Huang Zhengming... Whether it's self-assessed kisses, strong hugs and companionship, bit by bit, Su Bin slowly fell.

The deadliest move was that at Christmas two years ago, when she was most desperate, Ellen suddenly fell from the sky.

——At that moment, Su Bin was conquered by this man.

Even thinking about it now, that kind of touch made Su Bin feel that "promise with his body" would not be reciprocated.

Therefore, when Ellen proposed that condition, Su Bin, who was bruised to pieces by the outside world, actually did not have the psychological quality to refuse at all.

Even though he discovered that Ellen's body was a ticking time bomb when he was in Beijing, he vaguely remembered that although he thought about this issue carefully at that time, because of his sympathy for Ellen and the fear of being alone again, Su Bin chose to compromise. , but no matter how much he apologized to make amends afterwards, it seemed that there was no way to make Ellen happy. Even he couldn't understand what was wrong with him.

Although they got back together in the end, he was careless and quickly forgot those details. However, it was only now that he realized what the answer Ellen really wanted. Su Bin found that it was too late.

Su Bin couldn't describe exactly when he fell in love with Ellen. All he could think of was a lot of details.

The shock after learning of Ellen's life experience at Roland Villa, the heartache when Ellen was scratched by mua, the inexplicable jealousy after attending the dinner, Ellen's dedication in the process of creating "Boss Su", and her relationship with the world at Marises Villa. The vacation in isolation... countless days and nights, skin-to-skin contact, and repeating from shame to heart-"I belong to you" over and over again.

The feelings for Ellen can no longer be explained simply by "liking", but more complex fetters. The initial touch, admiration, and redemption are unconsciously transformed into distress, attachment, and belief...

Until now, every time I think of this person, my heart will be filled with warmth; every time I see his focused eyes, my heart will beat; It felt like years apart.

Su Bin knew very well that even without the oath, he couldn't leave Ellen.

Because the idea of ​​"belonging" has penetrated into his soul like a spell.

……

In the sleepless night, Su Bin sat on the bed with his knees hugged, and the coat draped over his shoulders could not protect him from the lonely cold.

The distance between the two cities and the separation of several days did not make Su Bin's longing for Ellen lessen, but intensified instead.

Now as soon as he closes his eyes, Ellen's image is in his mind, angry, happy, proud, satisfied... Everything about the other party follows him like a ghost.

Lying on the bed after dark, Su Bin, who was used to Ellen's kissing and comforting, was so uncomfortable that his internal organs ached, and he could only subconsciously call Ellen's name to relieve it.

Missing each other's body temperature, breath, and voice, like a drug addiction attack, every cell is yearning for Ellen... This feeling is driving him crazy.

Moreover, after suddenly waking up that night, Su Bin's heartbeat was abnormal for a while, and he always had a bad feeling.

In the past few days, instead of thinking about what he should do, he was more worried about Ellen.

I was worried that Ellen, who was left alone in M ​​City because of her "escape", was worried that he would be angry and in a bad mood, worried that the other party's appetite would be poor and affect his health, and worried that something would happen to him when he was not around...

Although he couldn't approve of Ellen's "crazy idea" at first, as time went by, Su Bin's fear became less and less. What should I do?" His heart felt like it was about to burst.

So, don't talk about burning incense and thinking about it, because without Ellen, he couldn't live at all.

Su Bin smiled wryly, Ellen was right, they only had one ending.

Reaching out his hand from his coat pocket, he took out the velvet box. He had kept this ring in the pocket of his coat all the time. Even when he was running away in a panic, Su Bin never thought of selling it for money.

The faint "click" sound was extremely loud in the silent room, and a platinum ring with blue and white diamonds appeared in front of my eyes.

Gorgeous color matching and exquisite and complicated workmanship make this ring look extremely noble and perfect - just like Ellen herself.

Seeing it for the first time, Su Bin felt that it should be worn on Ellen's hand.

However, the previous reason for wanting to give the ring is gone...

Gently stroking the delicate body with his fingertips, Su Bin's eyes were filled with deep sadness.

Such a famous brand ring that anyone who has money can buy may be disgusted by Ellen. That person's aesthetics are so different, and the color he likes is monotonous.

But I am such a vulgar person, I like this kind of shiny things.

In Su Bin's eyes, Ellen is worthy of all the beauty in this world.

You said you would never leave, I believe you...

You said you would work hard to live, I believe you...

You said that if that day really comes, you will hug me, like sleeping, without pain... You have to remember, you keep your word.

you monster...

You big devil...

"I love you." Su Bin whispered in the empty room.

It was obviously a sweet sentence, but it sounded like weeping.

***

Resigned to his fate, Su Bin realized almost instantly how serious the problem of "life is short" is.

Just like no matter how much normal people value life, they cannot empathize with the time perception of disease patients.

It was totally different from the awareness when he was in Beijing two years ago. Su Bin, who knew that his destiny was tightly tied to Ellen, didn't want to stay in this strange place for a moment.

In the early morning of the next day, Su Bin wiped his sore eyes, stood up staggeringly, and left the place where he had been hiding for more than ten days.

He left a note for Li Meihan in the room, and hurried to the train station.

Along the way, he returned home like an arrow, and couldn't wait to go back to M City to see Ellen. At this moment, he was not afraid of whether the other party would get angry or make trouble—as long as he saw her, it would be fine, as long as they were together ,Will suffice.

When they got home, Qi Xin and Yang Chengzhe were both there. When they saw Su Bin, they had an indescribably strange expression on their faces.

Qi Xin joked without a smile: "Boss Su, you are finally back."

Yang Chengzhe looked at Su Bin deeply for a while, and reprimanded softly: "How old is he, and he still runs away from home like a child..."

"Brother Cheng..." Su Bin called weakly, and asked, "Is Ellen at home?"

"Come in and we'll talk." Yang Chengzhe turned around and went to the kitchen to make tea, and then went to the living room, motioning for Su Bin to sit down.

Seeing Yang Chengzhe's serious face, Su Bin's bad premonition grew stronger, and this premonition was confirmed when Yang Chengzhe said the next sentence.

"I want to tell you one thing. You have to be mentally prepared. Don't get excited for a while." Yang Chengzhe pushed the water glass to him, paused, and said, "Last week, Boss Su's experimental shop was attacked by mobs. That day, Ellen Just went to the restaurant."

Su Bin's heart immediately hung up: "...what?"

Yang Chengzhe said solemnly: "Many people have been injured, including several employees in your store..."

Su Bin grabbed Yang Chengzhe's hand fiercely, and interrupted him tremblingly: "How is Ellen!?"

Yang Chengzhe glanced at Su Bin's terrified expression, sighed, and explained calmly: "Ellen suffered a knife wound on her left shoulder, her lungs were injured, and the impact caused internal bleeding... Now her life is in critical condition."

Su Bin's eyes darkened, and he almost fainted from the news...

Yang Chengzhe broke away from Su Bin's hand, put his arms around Su Bin's shoulder and patted him lightly. Su Bin stared blankly at the front, his eyeballs were bloodshot, and there were only four words in his mind - "life is dying".

After shaking for a while, he suddenly jumped up from the sofa and said in a trembling voice, "I'm going to the hospital to see him..."

Yang Chengzhe grabbed him, shook his head and said, "Because of Ellen's special constitution, in order to prevent infection and complications, she is currently in the isolated intensive care unit and cannot visit her. We have been there several times."

Su Bin bit his lower lip, and looked like he was about to cry: "I knew it, what I felt...it was all my fault..." After saying this, tears rushed out.

Yang Chengzhe frowned: "It has nothing to do with you, if you were there that day, you would be injured too."

Su Bin shook his head. It was different. If he hadn't run away, Ellen wouldn't have gone to the store alone. He would cook for Ellen at night, and they would be together... The more he thought about it, the more he blamed himself, and his whole body trembled Like chaff, her voice changed completely: "Brother Cheng, Ellen is bleeding internally, he will die..."

Yang Chengzhe said softly: "Su Bin, don't be so pessimistic. Although Ellen is not out of danger, the best doctors in country B have already gathered in the Royal Hospital in City M. It should be... nothing will happen."

But Su Bin couldn't listen to any comfort anymore. He covered his face, twitched his shoulders, and took all the reasons on himself... No wonder Ellen didn't come to him, no wonder he didn't feel right these days...

Seeing him crying like a completely abandoned child, Qi Xin couldn't help feeling sad.