What to do if you are spotted by the straight man next door

But how can we hand over our thoughts?Thought is not matter, but consciousness. Even if you force yourself not to think, some things will suddenly come out inadvertently and disturb your emotions and mind... What's more, you want to give your thoughts to another person?

Su Bin was obviously confused. He looked at Ellen, and saw that Ellen was also looking at him...

The dark green eyes of the young man are like two deep pools. They are obviously cold in tone, but they seem to reveal a hot emotion, so serious, so deep, without any irony or hypocrisy... Su Bin felt that he was being pulled Bewitched.

"...how to do it?" he asked anxiously.

Ellen said calmly: "From this moment on, you are only allowed to think of me, all the time, only think of me."

Normally, such words may make people feel overbearing and unreasonable, but in such an atmosphere, at a moment when Su Bin was extremely vulnerable, he completely listened to it—in the final analysis, he still diverted his attention, just like "Students Abroad" The methods mentioned in "Strategy", whether chatting with friends, attending social parties, or traveling, are all distractions, but those things are too ordinary and cannot overshadow Su Bin's pain. Experience someone or something more mentally stimulating than what you are suffering right now.

This is what Ellen said, because Su Bin has a deep understanding, from the kiss at the masquerade party, to sleeping in Ellen's room with a fever, to Ellen's sudden appearance last night...Su Bin believes that as long as this He is absolutely capable of distracting himself if he wants to.

Su Bin: "But, I can't just think about you..."

Ellen asked with a smile: "Do you have any other 'big questions' that you have to think about, tell me?"

Su Bin tilted his head and thought for a long time, but he really didn't think of anything particularly big.

Seeing that he couldn't give a confident answer, Ellen said for him: "Thinking how expensive it is to live here? Thinking about what to do tomorrow? Thinking that I haven't returned your bank card yet? Thinking about when to buy it back to country B?" Air ticket?..."

Ellen didn't say the last sentence—do you still want to lie on the same bed with me, will I do anything to you?

Su Bin was guessed right, embarrassed in various ways, but still nodded honestly: "I must think about it. If I only think about you, what should I do about these problems?"

Ellen continued naturally: "Didn't I tell you, I'll think for you."

Su Bin was tongue-tied and speechless... He looked at Ellen's focused eyes on him, and was very conflicted. What was Ellen thinking?Would any normal person expect an average same-sex roommate to think only of themselves?

"Don't you think this will cause you a lot of trouble?" Su Bin hesitated.

Ellen joked: "Compared to the trouble you have already caused me, I think the method I propose is much easier."

Su Bin: "..." Although I don't even know how to implement Ellen's proposal, this seems to be the only way to relieve the pain at present...

"Looking at me like this... do you want me to kiss you again?" Ellen said suddenly, and her voice was obviously charming.

"..." Only then did Su Bin realize that half of his body was leaning on one of Ellen's shoulders at this moment, and the two of them turned their heads sideways, and moved a little further, so that the tip of their noses could stick together.It was okay to say something serious (?), but now being asked by Ellen, it is so ambiguous to the point of shame!

Su Bin suddenly remembered the "mystery box" in the pocket of the other party's pajamas, and became nervous belatedly...

He wanted to back away, but as soon as he made a move, Ellen tightened her arms, making him get closer...

"Hehe..." Ellen chuckled, and their foreheads touched.

Ellen's breath sprayed gently on Su Bin's face, making him so nervous that he exploded: "I..."

After he uttered a word, Ellen suddenly moved close to him, paused at a distance of one millimeter from the other's lips, and murmured, "As you wish."

Su Bin: "Well..." qxq is not. . .have not thought. .to be kissed. . .

If the kiss standing on the flower bed was Ellen biting with anger, then at this moment, he was extremely gentle, touching lightly, indifferent, soft and shallow, lingering, and then slowly retreating, kissing so softly. Bin was dizzy and confused.

After the kiss, Ellen did not leave, she was still so close to Su Bin, and touched him with her lips bit by bit: "Do you like it?"

Su Bin: "..." What should I do, I feel so strange...

Ellen smiled slightly: "I think you enjoyed it."

Su Bin lowered his eyes: "...">////<Please don't say it, it's so embarrassing~

Ellen: "Answer me honestly, otherwise I will return to country B early tomorrow morning, and I won't care about you anymore."

Su Bin was startled, and immediately responded almost inaudibly: "Mmm..."

——What to do, I'm done!

"...Huh, what?" Ellen didn't let him go, and licked Su Bin's earlobe.

Su Bin trembled all over, grabbed his bathrobe and couldn't say a word. Now he actually felt that if he wanted to have a relationship with Ellen next, he would not refuse...

Ellen backed away with a muffled smile: "How about it, don't you feel the pain anymore?"

Su Bin: "..."

—But I think I'm fallen, Dorsey! QAQ~

Ellen wrapped her hands around Su Bin's shoulders, gently stroking his temples: "Leave all your decisions that have nothing to do with me to me, trust me, you won't be in pain anymore, and you will be happy... ..."

When Ellen said that, she seemed to exude an irresistible magic power, and Su Bin nodded his head in a strange way.

"But... what should I do?" The previous sentence "how to do it" asked how to hand over my thoughts, but now, Su Bin asked how to make it possible to only think about Ai Lun alone. Does Len have to use this method every time?

Although they don't hate it, they still...enjoy it, but they are not lovers...

"Ellen, can I ask you a question?" Su Bin said weakly.

Ellen stroked his neck and said in a deep voice, "Ask."—You will soon be mine.

"Are you... are you gay?" Su Bin has been struggling with this question for a long time, because of the request when renting the house and what Yang Chengzhe told him, Su Bin has never doubted Ai Lun's sexuality. Su Bin couldn't help but suspect that he did this kind of thing to himself again and again.

Ellen paused for a second, then shook his head.

He has never loved a man or a woman. His impulse towards Su Bin does not depend on Su Bin's gender, but stems from his desire to control and conquer him.

"No." - just because of you.

Su Bin heaved a sigh of relief, and thought to himself, it really wasn't, but luckily he didn't think too much about it...

Because of the abandonment and betrayal, Su Bin's judgment of self-worth is seriously unbalanced now, he has no self-confidence, and he dare not be affectionate anymore, lest he humiliate himself and get seriously injured.

Su Bin boldly asked: "If not, why did you kiss me?" He was puzzled.In fact, even if Ellen said he was gay, she would not be disgusted.

Ellen smiled... The little fool is not too stupid, he can ask some meaningful questions, isn't he?

He looked into Su Bin's eyes and said softly, "Because you are timid."——I want you.

"You're stupid." - I want you.

"You're cute." - I want you.

"I kiss you because I want to comfort you, encourage you, and give you my strength."——I still want you.

……

Su Bin was speechless. After understanding the deep meaning of these kisses, he was both moved and worried: "But if you do this from time to time, aren't you afraid that I will fall in love with you?"

Ellen is so kind and shining, if he does this kind of thing to himself again, Su Bin feels that he will soon be unable to hold it...

Ellen couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth: "If that's the case, you'll have to chase me hard."

Su Bin: "..." QAQ

Ellen touched his ear: "If you want me to like you, or even fall in love with you, then you need to work very hard to please me."

Su Bin: "..." Why does the conversation deviate in this direction orz...

Ellen changed the subject: "But, what's the point of talking about liking and loving? Verbal liking and love will go bad. I don't really believe in those things."

Su Bin felt that what Ellen said was very reasonable. He liked Chen Xiaotian so much at the beginning, but now?

"The love I want does not allow any betrayal and abandonment...Michael," Ellen suddenly called Su Bin's English name, Su Bin quickly looked up at him, Ellen smiled, very satisfied, "Listen , don’t like me, I don’t need to like me, what I need is your obedience.”

Su Bin: "..."

The topic went round and round and returned to the original point. Ellen locked Su Bin's flickering eyes and said seriously: "My boy (myboy), you need to think carefully and seriously. Don't rush to answer me, because you Once you decide to hand over your thoughts, I will become your master. At that time, I will not be so easy to talk... Of course, don’t misunderstand this word as a tyrannical person in the old society. The master I am talking about is The absolute ruler who combines father, brother, friend, and lover, I have the right to decide and control everything about you, but I also promise that in my lifetime, I will use this identity to protect you, never abandon you, never betray You, never hurt you..."

Never abandon, never betray, never hurt...

Su Bin was completely shocked. For him at this moment, three sentences are the great temptation!

Ellen withdrew her hand on Su Bin, and said, "Besides, you are right, my previous actions may have misunderstood you, so from now on, I will not do any more intimate things with you until Whether you formally promise me to hand you over to me... As for how to do it, at that time, I will naturally teach you."

After Ellen finished speaking, she took out... a small medicine bottle from the pocket of her bathrobe, and took two pills with the mineral water on the bedside table: "The air here is not very good, and my throat is very uncomfortable. "

Su Bin: "..." QAQ bet, bet wrong!

"I'm very tired today. I'm going to sleep first. Good night, Michael." After saying that, Ellen took off her bathrobe, covered herself with a quilt, and went to sleep by herself.

Su Bin then lay down, tossing and turning, sleepless all night.