What to do if you are spotted by the straight man next door

When Su Bin was taking a shower, he thought a lot...

In fact, from the moment he met Ellen at the club, Su Bin began to feel guilty. He knew that his fault was his own. At least, he shouldn't go against Ellen's time limit again.

So, along the way, he lowered his posture to apologize and show his kindness, but all the way home, Ellen was as cold as a rock, almost impervious to oil and salt.

During this process, Su Bin's heart was suspended little by little, he was almost overwhelmed by the awkward atmosphere and sense of anxiety...

When Ellen asked him to take a shower, Su Bin thought that the other party had given up on pursuing the matter, but he himself was not worried, because combined with what happened before, he already had a deep sense of indebtedness to Ellen, And up to now, not only have I not done anything to make Ellen happy, but I have made her unhappy again and again...

Then, Ellen added another sentence, the meaning of that sentence was very clear - this matter is not over tonight.

Su Bin was very nervous, but at the same time he felt a sense of relief... How should I put it, instead, he expected Ellen to give him a sentence. No matter what the other party thought, whether he was happy or not, it was better than giving him a happy word. It's much better to hang him lukewarm.

Su Bin tried his best to wash himself as clean as possible, and even bubbled twice. It was the grass-flavored shower gel he bought earlier, and Ellen used the same one.

Because Su Bin already felt that part of Ellen's displeasure was aimed at her own smell!

After knowing each other for more than three months, living next door to each other, sharing the same bathroom, seeing each other up and down, even though we didn't communicate much, Su Bin has roughly figured out some of Ellen's personality—whenever he smells strange, Ellen would show a very impatient expression.

For example, in the earliest days, the smell of garlic that I deliberately made, and the smell of pickled vegetables produced by the chemical reaction with sweat after spraying verbena perfume (=_=)... and later, whether it was picking up trash on the court or cooking, once If there is something wrong with his body, Ellen will remind him: go take a bath.

If washing himself clean can make Ellen less unhappy, of course Su Bin is willing to do it, and this is also a kind of consideration for patients with deep cleanliness.

After taking a shower, Su Bin wiped off the water on his body and put on clean pajamas... He started to get nervous again orz...

In fact, Su Bin was very afraid of facing Ellen when he was in a bad mood, especially when he was still the one who was in the wrong, the pressure was unimaginable to others...

Some people might say, you didn't do anything wrong to Ellen, at most you came home late, is there any need to be so nervous?There are also people who think that you and Ai Lun are neither related nor related, since you are afraid of him, it is good to keep a distance... and so on, Su Bin just wants to explain in four words: You don't understand!

Yes, even Su Bin himself didn't think about the deep-seated reasons for this. Ellen's aura so strong that people dare not disobey is one of them, but in the final analysis, it is Su Bin's own factor.

The reason may be traced back to Su Bin's childhood when he was never disciplined...

When I was young, Su Bin played with his friends, and almost all of them had their own parents' time to go home, except Su Bin.

Every time I had a good time playing, someone would say reluctantly: "Hey, I have to go home, if I don't go back, I should be scolded!"

"Me too, my mother told me to go home before five o'clock, otherwise I won't be able to come out to play again..."

While saying such things, they would also look at Su Bin with envy: "Su Bin, you are so lucky, your parents don't care about you!"

... Is it true happiness?

Maybe once or twice such a thing happened, Su Bin would still feel complacent about his "freedom", but as time went by, he felt that it was not a good taste.

Once, during a summer vacation after graduating from elementary school, Su Bin went to play at the home of a classmate who got along very well. The mother of the classmate liked him very much and warmly invited him to have dinner and stay overnight. Su Bin agreed without hesitation... Then the The aunt proposed to call Su Bin's parents, but Su Bin waved his hand and said no, the aunt was surprised: "If you don't tell them, won't they be worried?"

Su Bin still remembers the sour feeling in his heart when he heard that aunt ask this sentence.

There are many such experiences, and Su Bin also had the same feeling when getting along with his best buddy Huang Zhengming.Although they have been inseparable almost every weekend and holiday after they met, when they are happy, Su Bin especially hopes that Huang Zhengming can always be with him, and he has invited him to stay at his home... But Huang Zhengming will always be there every day Leave on time at five o'clock in the evening, even if you don't want to, you have to go.

"I want to stay and play too, but I can't. If I don't go home at night, my dad will break my legs..." Huang Zhengming said at the time.

Breaking a leg or something, although it sounds cruel, but Su Bin knew that his father would definitely not do that.

Some words are harsher, and the love behind them is stronger... because of caring, because of caring, because of love.

What others desperately want to avoid is what Su Bin can't get.

Su Bin envied them. When he was growing up, he always wanted to be disciplined by his parents, to be restrained by his parents, just like other children.But until he became an adult, went to college, grew up and became self-reliant, his parents didn't care much about him.

Su Bin almost forgot all the desires he had, until he met Ellen...

Su Bin never expected Ellen to take care of him.After all, Su Bin's first impression of this person is that he is superior and maverick. It can be seen from his independent space in the refrigerator that he avoids social relations with anyone.Not withdrawn, but aloof.

Therefore, once a person like Ellen starts to show "care" to others, no matter what the method is, it will make people feel flattered.

Just like before when Su Bin worked illegally and went home in the early hours of the morning, if he could use "accidentally waking up the other party" to understand Ellen's sudden appearance on the first day, then Ellen sat in the living room and waited for him to come home the next day. It was already clear what it meant—Ellen cared about him.

Although Su Bin couldn't accept Ellen's tough and paranoid attitude at first, but when Ellen suddenly hugged him and said "worried", Su Bin's heart melted...

From that moment, Su Bin knew that Ellen cared about him. If he just treated him as an ordinary roommate, there was absolutely no need to do that. After all, Su Bin would only stay here for one year. People no longer have anything to do with it.

……

Therefore, Su Bin will not escape, because he wants to cherish this "caring".

Compared with the angry Ellen, Su Bin was more afraid of seeing Ellen who was indifferent to him.

After thinking so much, Su Bin was still in a very uneasy mood. He didn't know what would happen to him next. Maybe it was like the last time he worked part-time and came back in the middle of the night, and was hugged in his arms to comfort him after being threatened by Ellen; While at a loss at a social party, she was suddenly intimidated by Ellen dressed as a vampire, and then healed by a deep kiss...

Although some cross-line actions made Su Bin have weird associations, at least Su Bin knew that Ellen had never humiliated herself, nor had she really hurt herself.

What should come cannot be avoided, Su Bin took a deep breath and walked out of the bathroom...

He went through what he wanted to say for a while in his mind again—in short, it was all his fault, and he promised that he would never do illegal work again, and he would not go home after ten o'clock... Mmm!

Knocking on Ellen's door, he heard a low voice from inside: "Come in."

Su Bin's heart couldn't help but started beating wildly...

The door was unlocked, and after Su Bin entered, he consciously closed the door for Ellen—he didn't want the "education incident" that happened next to be heard by Brother Cheng! QQ

Su Bin looked up at Ellen, and when he saw the gloomy expression on his face, he completely forgot what he was going to say!

Ellen had already taken off the black overcoat just now, and he was wearing a gray tight-fitting woolen sweater with a stand-up collar, and his trousers were replaced by the black velvet trousers he wore before.

Su Bin's mind went blank, and he stood there at a loss...

Sitting on the only leather jacket in the room, Ellen said to Su Bin in a low voice, "Come here."

"..." What about after the past?Am I going to stand all the time for a while?

Su Bin slowly approached Ellen, his heart beating wildly...

"...Michael, do you know what's wrong?" Ellen asked him while sitting.

Su Bin nodded quickly. This sentence reminded him of the draft he had been typing for a long time. He quickly admitted his mistake with a sincere attitude and promised that he would not make the same mistake again in the future.

Ellen clasped her legs lightly with her fingers, raised her eyebrows and said, "Before you went to this job, I remember that you also promised me about the time to go home."

Su Bin was speechless, what to do, the matter seems to be more difficult to solve than he thought...

Ellen looked at Su Bin with a half-smile: "Do you think the second guarantee is useful to me?"

Su Bin swore that he never saw a smile on Ellen's face...

"What should I do to you to forgive me?" When Su Bin asked this sentence, Ellen also stood up.

This move made Su Bin even more nervous. He instinctively wanted to back away, but Ellen suddenly reached out and grabbed his arm, dragging him across... Does Ellen want to hug him?

……wrong!

In the next second, both of Su Bin's wrists were grabbed and tied around his waist. Ellen only used one hand to control him, and the other hand stroked his back, pressing Su Bin tightly against him. own body.

The same goes for the head, the back of Su Bin's head was held down by a palm until his face was pressed against Ellen's shoulder...

The hand moved away again...

Caught off guard, Su Bin felt that somewhere he was being hit hard through his pajama pants... Su Bin was shocked, and he was stunned...

Half a second later, the place where he was hit started to hurt... But before Su Bin had time to react, he felt the same place being hit again...

"Hmm..." This time it hurt so much more than before, Su Bin couldn't help but groan...