As long as everyone gives a little love

In September, Shi Changan dragged his luggage and an admission letter to a key university in the city, but Lu Shenxing turned down his business and drove him to the school.

The dormitory is for four people. Two bunk beds are placed on the left side of the entrance, and there are four rows of desks and cabinets on the opposite side. There is a water dispenser on the balcony, and the toilet occupies part of the space. Overall, it is very good.

Shi Changan still did not choose the Conservatory of Music in the end, Lu Shenxing admitted that his method was a bit despicable.

He is used to looking at the results, and as for the process, he can only put it to the back of his mind for the time being.

The pimple-faced boy who was specially taken care of by youth stared at Lu Shenxing who rolled up his shirt sleeves and made the bed. He leaned over to Shi Changan who was tidying up the closet, "Hey, is that your brother? He looks so stylish."

Shi Changan turned his head to look at his roommate, and saw pure curiosity on the other's face, nothing else, the corners of his lips were slightly curved, revealing a shallow smile, and Lu Shenxing said sharply, "Daddy. "

The boy widened his eyes and said, "Is he your father?"

Shi Changan raised his chin, "Yes."

"Your father is so young." The boy silently glanced at his father with a rough face, and the boy choked out such a sentence for a long time.

When the middle-aged man heard the voice of envy behind him, he turned his head and slapped, "Wang Shinan, you brat, how dare you despise your father. Dogs don't think your family is poor. You are not as good as our big black."

Wang Shinan rubbed his head and rolled his eyes, "I said don't hit me on the head, don't hit me on the head, and still hit me, will my dream of passing 170 come true?"

Everyone laughed when they saw it, and a few people from all over the world got together, and the awkward atmosphere changed with the father and son.

Shi Changan sent Lu Shenxing back, when he closed the car door, he suddenly stopped, bent down and got in.

After getting out of the car, Shi Changan's lips were red and swollen, his breath was light, his collar was messy, he suppressed the aroused desire and turned to leave.

He basically lives at home, and the dormitory is just put on display. During an evening self-study session, Shi Changan received a call from Huang Kuo, "Changan, I have no mother."

The suppressed sobs made Shi Changan stunned for a moment. He stood up and left his seat with a worried expression. There was a voice from behind him, it was the boy who was sleeping next to him, "Changan, if the counselor calls your name after class, I will help you."

Shi Changan kept walking, and quickly disappeared at the door of the classroom.

Wang Shinan poked the table with a pen, "Qiao Han, I don't understand. Don't you think it's embarrassing for you to stick to Chang'an so shamelessly?"

Qiao Han propped his head and turned, lazily responding.

The corner of Wang Shinan's mouth twitched when he was ignored, "Don't think I don't know what your plan is!"

"Really?" Qiao Han turned his head back, "Then tell me?"

"You've taken a fancy to the set of comic books that Shi Chang'an put on the desk, haven't you?" Wang Shinan gritted his teeth, he also took a fancy to it, and thought it was bad to borrow it, because they were not very familiar with each other yet.

"..." Qiao Han patted Wang Shinan on the shoulder, "You're so smart."

Shi Changan found Huang Kuo at the playground where they often went. On a summer night, the cries of grasshoppers came from all directions, breaking the tranquility.

"Chang'an, it's you. I thought it was the man who sweeps the garbage." Huang Kuo was lying on the ground, smelling of alcohol, with more than a dozen wine bottles lying around.

Shi Changan walked over, kicked away a wine bottle and sat down. He hadn't had a mother since he could remember, so he didn't know how to comfort him.

"When did this happen?"

"I wasn't around when she left. I only found out after receiving a notice from the Public Security Bureau. She was gone." Huang Kuo's eyes were red, and he sniffed, "It's gas poisoning, she doesn't want to drag me down."

Shi Changan pursed his lips, "Is your father back?"

"He said he didn't have time." There was hatred in Huang Kuo's eyes that didn't belong to this age.

Shi Changan reached into his trousers pocket, took out a tissue and handed it to him, "That's fine, you can discuss anything with me in the future."

Huang Kuo put the tissue on his nose and twisted it, looking embarrassed and pitiful, "Do you drink?"

"No." Shi Changan shook his head.

"Chang'an, do you want to drink?" Huang Kuo opened a bottle of beer and gave it to him.

Shi Chang'an drank with his brow. He crushed the soda can in his hand, and his breath was full of alcohol.

There was a moment of silence after that, the two teenagers whom I had acquainted with since childhood were silent, drinking the fragrant beer one gulp after another, the crisp sound of the can being opened and thrown on the ground lasted for a long time.

Huang Kuo looked at the stars in the sky, tongue tied, "Chang'an, I heard that after death, people will become stars in the sky, help me to find out which one is my mother."

Shi Changan took off his glasses, wiped them and put them on again, his thoughts were drowsy, and he looked at them in a daze for a while, "That one."

"Huh? Where?" Huang Kuo kept his head up. After an unknown period of time, he raised his arms and buried his face in. A choked cry came out, followed by a sad cry.

Shi Changan sighed, and hugged him sideways, "The teacher taught us that life, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, Huang Kuo, everyone around us will leave one by one, including you and me."

Shi Changan suddenly stopped talking, he lowered his eyes, one day Daddy will leave him and go to a place where he can't find him, what will he do then...

On the other side, Shi Changle was standing under the tree with his bag on his back, his eyes were staring straight at the lights not far away, and his footsteps were hesitant.

At that time, he refused to bow his head, thinking that if he lost the bet, he would not be able to come back, otherwise he would be laughed at. Now I think it is ridiculous.

Shi Changle, on his birthday, Daddy's assistant came to him and gave him a card and a sentence "From now on, your life is your own decision."

That is to give up on him completely.

Shi Changle gave up on himself for a while, and accidentally learned that his father had planned to make him and his brother independent when they became adults.

It's just that he doesn't understand why that brother can still stay by Daddy's side?

He started school today, and seeing that others were accompanied by their families, but he was alone, Shi Changle held on tightly to his belt.

A beam of lights and the sound of an engine approached, Shi Changle took a few steps back, hiding in the dark and watching the man who came out of the car.

The man suddenly turned around, Shi Changle wanted to escape, but there was still a glimmer of hope.

A pair of strong arms hugged him, and there was a hot and humid touch from the back of his neck. Shi Changle was so intimate that he dared not breathe, and was completely stunned.

"Didn't you text me to tell me it would be late?"

Shi Changle paused, and thought disappointedly, it turned out that Daddy had misunderstood someone, who did Daddy think of him?

The next moment, Shi Changle heard a name so familiar that he wanted to tear it out of his life, "Chang'an."

His expression kept changing, he broke free vigorously, and ran away staggeringly.

Lu Shenxing, who already knew that he had made a mistake, plucked his hair violently, and cursed in a low voice, "Fuck!"

When Shi Changan came back in the evening, Lu Shenxing, who was most annoying to deal with those misunderstandings, took the initiative to confess that it was the reason for the darkness.

Shi Changan turned off the switch of the shower head, took a towel to wipe the water, and said flatly, "Daddy, don't admit your mistakes again, okay?"

He minded, and even couldn't help thinking about the situation at that time.

Lu Shenxing uttered a syllable from his nose, carried Shi Changan to the sink, and used his mouth instead of a towel to get rid of the water droplets on his body.

After staying in the bathroom for more than two hours, both Shi Changan and Lu Shenxing took a shower again before going to bed.

Shi Changan held the hand on his waist, "Daddy, if one day you want to leave me, can you take me with you?"

The atmosphere in the room became depressing, and after a long time, Lu Shenxing put his lips on Shi Changan's forehead, "Okay."

A few days later, when Shi Changan met Shi Changle at school, the first thing he said was, "I know everything!"

Shi Chang'an put his hands in his pockets, the wind blew the neckline of his clothes and the end of his hair, and his exposed neck was covered with large and small hickey marks.

Shi Changle took a deep breath, his expression was ugly, "You and Daddy, you... have something to do with each other?"

Shi Changan raised his eyebrows, "You came to me just to ask this?"

Shi Changle's indifferent tone angered him, and he looked at his brother with a look of seeing dirty things, "You are disgusting."

"Finished?" Shi Changan said with a cold face, "I'm still waiting for dinner, please let me go."

Shi Changle stood there, trembling with anger, "You actually got involved with your own father!"

Shi Changan stretched out his hand to push Shi Changle aside, and walked away. From the moment he decided to admit his distorted feelings, he didn't care about other people's gazes and attitudes.

Shi Changle squatted down slowly, he was very sad, the two closest to him had a relationship that he could not get involved in, and he was abandoned.

After that time, the two brothers in the university town occasionally met, except for the good-natured jokes from the people around them, and those jokes ended with the indifference and alienation of the two parties.

Shi Changan met Huang Kuo at the Public Security Bureau. He was sitting among a group of people, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and there were bloodstains on his tattered clothes.

After completing the formalities, Shi Changan took Huang Kuo to the hospital without asking any questions.

"Chang'an, go back quickly." Huang Kuo grinned, blood oozing from the broken skin, he didn't seem to feel any pain, "Thank you this time."

Shi Changan frowned, "Can't you find another job?"

"Hey, I don't want to leave there." Huang Kuo smoked a cigarette. In order to stay in the underground casino, he had used the fastest speed to adapt himself to the atmosphere of rapid heartbeat, heaven and hell, and even extreme desire Being able to sit at the gambling table and play a game is really inseparable now.

Shi Changan's brows furrowed even tighter. He saw a strong color in the eyes of the young man in front of him, which was the pursuit of fame and fortune.

"Chang'an, you don't understand." Huang Kuo took a few puffs, his movements were skillful, and he said with a smile, "It's easy to eat, but it depends on what you want to eat."

Shi Changan did not want to continue Huang Kuo's topic of "We are not one world", "How much should I pay this time?"

"Not much, I have a solution." Huang Kuo squinted his eyes. A customer at the gaming table lost a large amount of cash. He insisted that he stole it. Several people beat and kicked him. When they came out, those people didn't apologize, because he fought back at that time, and they found someone to put him in the police the next day.

The dog sees people as inferior, Huang Kuo pinches off the cigarette butt, then he climbs up and tramples those people under his feet.