[Comprehensive] Disabled and determined

The elder brother left after all.

He didn't blame his brother, he only blamed himself.

When he was very young, he knew that he was different from others. He looked better than others, dressed better than others, and read books better than others. Before he knew anything, he felt that his life was still very good of.

But when he peeled off his sweet coat, there was an endless abyss inside.

He was born with a lowly background, could not be an official, and came from a humble background, even a businessman would be looked down upon.

Many people looked at him as if they were looking at something, and it was dirty.

The children on the street obviously dressed worse than him and looked worse than him, but they always looked at him from above, as if he deserved to be inferior.

He was not reconciled, and he swore that one day he would stand out and trample all these people under his feet.

However, when he stood at the top of the world, he could no longer recall his original determination.

It was his brother who changed him.

At first he thought that his elder brother was one of many people, he helped his mother to heal his illness, and adopted him back home, just to make good use of him.

The hustle and bustle of the world is all for profit; the prosperity of the world is all for profit.

He never believed that there was such a person who didn't care about anything in return, but he was young and misunderstood the person.

But the most fortunate thing in his life is that he misjudged the person. Xu Yan is the kindest fool in the world, but... is also his most important person.

This person looks mysterious at first, but after getting along for a long time, I feel that this person is really very simple, living in seclusion every day, not like a young man who has just reached the crown, but like an old man who has seen through the world.

In fact, he didn't call Xu Yan brother at first, he put himself very low at first, he called him young master.

But the elder brother said that he was born as a human being, so he had to write the word "human" well.

So later my elder brother started to get close to him, taught him to read history to be wise, taught him to understand the truth, taught him martial arts to strengthen his body, but he did not teach him medical skills.

He once proposed to study medicine, but his elder brother rejected him without even thinking about it.

My brother said that you only need to learn some superficial medical knowledge. If you are not good at medicine in the future, you should not learn it.

Although he doesn't discriminate against doctors, he will always remember that hideous-looking doctor in Linxian County, who beat him out as soon as he heard that he had no money, and he will never forget it in his life.

It doesn't matter whether he holds grudges or is small-minded, he doesn't think about the profession of a doctor.

Even if the imperial doctor has an official position, so what?

But this is also the first time he knows that his elder brother actually taught another person medical skills, but that person learned swords and gave up halfway through learning medicine.

That's why my brother said this to him.

He didn't show it on his face, but an inexplicable emotion suddenly rose in his heart.

Later he understood that that kind of emotion is called jealousy, jealousy that there was once a person who got the care of his elder brother before him.

So when his brother left, he sent people to collect his previous information, but he couldn't find such a person.

My brother never made up stories to frame him, so... why can't I find out?

He was smart since he was a child, and his elder brother taught him well, but in three years he has already achieved a small degree of martial arts, and he has almost read the four books and five classics.

He used to think that his elder brother was from the rivers and lakes, but after all, Xu Yan was a child of a family, and it was hard for him to match his education and wealth.

This year, his elder brother took him to Beijing.

And this was a turning point in his life.

This brother is really stupid. It's fine to adopt him, but he even took him to the Xu family's old house to change the genealogy. When his name appeared on the Xu family tree, no one knew the excitement in his heart.

If it wasn't for his good self-control, he might have cried while hugging his brother on the spot.

It may be that extreme joy begets sorrow, they met Hao Lianchunshui when they came out of Xu's old house.

At first, he also put a lot of thought into it, but Hao Lian's plan to hit his brother was not so wonderful.

He Gu Xichao thought he was not a good person, but he would not step on his elder brother to strive for the upper hand.

But things still went in the direction he didn't want to develop. After meeting Hao Lianchunshui, he met Su Mengzhen, and then he and his brother were indirectly involved in the right and wrong of the capital.

But thanks to my brother's indomitable temperament, he left the capital after detoxifying Su Mengzhen.

Of course, they didn't take the way they came. When they came out of Su Zhai, it actually represented a signal that all forces would inquire, so they took a long detour.

Back in Lin'an, they lived a peaceful life.

But Hao Lianchunshui and Su Mengzhen still approached him. At that time, he was very surprised why these two people identified their brothers. Later, he understood that as the Xu family, he had to bear a responsibility.

The humble family has the sorrow of the humble family, and the family also has the responsibility of the family.

Later, when he stood on a high place, he realized this truth. In fact, if he hadn't chosen to leave at the beginning, he would have lived a very good life.

It will not be like now, life is like a pool of stagnant water, although the position is high and powerful, but it is alone.

An assassination put everything on the table.

Hao Lianchunshui and Su Meng came to An'an only for the sake of their elder brother.

Brother is too dazzling, but the pearl will not always be dusty.

Moreover, these two people also knew about his elder brother's past, and his elder brother didn't overly cover up his physical incompleteness. In fact, he had always felt that the birth of six fingers was God's nostalgia for his elder brother.

So he made an impulsive move later, opening the door for people born with six fingers.

Since the elder brother cannot become an official, it is possible to become a retainer, and it is impossible for many people to get such a retainer as the elder brother.

He thought that his elder brother would never agree. After all, he had already been separated from the Xu family. No matter how the Xu family raised him, he wouldn't need to sell himself.

To his surprise, his brother agreed.

And he became Hao Lianchunshui's entourage, a young entourage, a young man who has not even made any achievements, his elder brother is just like that.

He was angry, his elder brother shouldn't be like this, he should be a hermit who can order a cup of fragrant tea in the silent winter day and hold an ancient book in his hands for a day.

Everything, but for his damn ambition.

He was still too young, thinking that he could conquer those examiners with his knowledge, but he didn't expect that now that foreign enemies invaded and the officialdom is dark, who doesn't know how to protect himself?Who would care about a young man who has not yet reached the championship?

His place was replaced by someone else. When he came from Lin'an, he swore that he would earn fame for his elder brother, but until now he has achieved nothing.

He was already ready to join the army, and his elder brother had promised him a lot of money, so he must do the same.

But before he left Bianjing, the list of the palace examination came out, and his name was impressively on it.

He was very happy and went to the palace examination with full confidence.

He was really liked by the emperor, coupled with his status as a member of the Xu family and his handsome appearance, the position of being a flower is like picking something out of a bag.

He wished he could grow his wings and fly back to tell his brother the good news, but outside the palace, he saw his brother.

On the street with people coming and going, he saw his brother at a glance.

He told his brother about his success, about his joy, about fulfilling his promise.

The elder brother just listened to his speech quietly, he no longer remembered his brother's expression at the time, he was immersed in his joy, completely unaware that his success was bought with his elder brother's freedom.

He is the youngest Tanhua Lang, who won the favor of Mr. Xu and found a position in Hanlin.

His future is bright, almost certain.

But the ending between him and his elder brother became less and less. He wanted to work and make friends with his colleagues. When he knew that his elder brother had made a deal with the Xu family, it was hard to get over it.

He could only try his best to climb up, and he told himself that it was bought by his elder brother for him.

Then they talked less and less, even if they were talking, he was talking about official affairs, and he no longer rejected Hao Lianchunshui and Su Mengzhen as before.

Life in the officialdom is far more growth than he imagined.

But he felt that he could do it, so he reported good news but not bad news.

At the beginning, he didn't understand his elder brother's expression when he faced him, but in retrospect now, he was still too immature.

He imagined that his elder brother lost his freedom after making a deal, but in fact, his elder brother didn't care about it. It should be said that his elder brother took everything very lightly. He just didn't see it through.

The elder brother can live well in any position, but he didn't understand it at the beginning.

Mr. Xu is old, but he has no successors, so his elder brother has become the one behind the Xu family.

He always thought that his elder brother was a good old man, but he never realized that when his elder brother should be ruthless, he was more ruthless than anyone else.

He didn't want to make more memories during that time.

Later when foreign enemies invaded, Hao Lianchunshui was ordered to go to war, accompanied by his elder brother. He stood on the top of the city tower and watched the marching army, but he couldn't see his elder brother. His heart felt so hollow, as if something bad was about to happen.

However, God made a great joke with him. On his birthday, news of his brother's death came.

He doesn't know how he got through those years.

It's just that when Hao Lian came back with his brother's clothes, he cried like a child.

From then on, he began to devote himself wholeheartedly to the officialdom. He wanted revenge. If that person hadn't been collaborating with the enemy and betraying the country, his brother would not have died tragically on the battlefield.

Fu Zongshu is his enemy.

Hao Lianchunshui actually respects his elder brother very much, and Su Mengzhen has been favored by his elder brother and now his body is as normal as a normal person. With the help of the two military forces and the forces of the world, he planned for five years and finally overthrew him. Fu Zongshu.

He looked into Fu Zongshu's tender daughter's hateful eyes, and suddenly thought of himself when he heard his brother was killed in battle.

snort!Good and evil will be rewarded in the end, but he still spared Fu Wanqing's life.

His elder brother taught him to be a man, and he couldn't become the kind of person his elder brother hated.

Later, he became an extremely human minister, but also lonely.

In this world, there will no longer be such a person who can treat him well without any scruples.

Brother, when will Xi Chao see you again?