[Comprehensive] Disabled and determined

She actually has resentment in her heart.

She didn't understand why so many things happened because Chen Lang just went to Beijing to rush for the exam.

Before Chen Lang left home, his parents-in-law were kind and healthy, but when Chen Lang left, everything began to collapse.

First, the severe drought spread to Junzhou, and her parents-in-law passed away. She had no choice but to sell the family property and take in the elders. With only a few entanglements left, she took the two children on the road to Kaifeng.

Along the way, she watched the two children become silent little by little, but she was a weak woman, no matter what, she could not replace the father's position, and was not enough to support the sky in the children's hearts.

But as long as she thinks of Chen Lang, she feels that she has the strength to hold on.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he entered Henan, he met bandits.

The knife was about to pierce her heart, and she only had time to protect the two children, but the expected pain did not come. After a while, she gradually closed the heart that was about to jump out of her body.

Fortunately or unfortunately, her bumpy journey finally came to an end, and she met a good man.

Zhan Huwei and Bai Shaoxia appeared in time to save her, or maybe it was God's will in the dark, and they happened to save Chen Lang who was hunted down.

Chen Lang was injured, lying on the bed, there were still some wounds on his face, and even after the bandage, there was still faint blood on his arm, which was shocking, but as long as she held his hand, she felt that everything was worth it.

She is the same age as Chen Lang, and they are also neighbors. She grew up as a childhood sweetheart. Although her parents died early, when it was time to marry, Chen Lang proposed to marry her, and after a new year, Brother Chun was born.

The parents-in-law are kind, the husband and wife are loving, and the son is healthy. Although life is poor, she feels very happy.

Chen Lang actually has a little secret, few people should know about it, she and Chen Lang grew up, so naturally they knew it well, but Chen Lang didn't tell it, and she didn't mention it, after all, it wasn't a big deal.

So when Chen Lang woke up and didn't recognize her, she actually thought that he couldn't recognize her face again, but unexpectedly...

She is not from a scholarly background, and she doesn't know much about major events. She only has one thought in her head: that is, Chen Lang doesn't recognize her anymore, doesn't remember the little things between them, and doesn't remember that they had two children.

She was just a stranger to him.

She burst into tears immediately.

But when she looked at his hideous wounds and familiar handsome face, she felt heartbroken again. It was the one who killed Chen Lang after a thousand swords, which made the husband and wife not know each other when they met.

However, Chen Lang is still the gentle Chen Lang. Apart from being unfamiliar with her, he is considerate to the two children, and the professor is serious.

She knew that Chen Lang was doing big things, but she didn't know what big things were, so she didn't mention them.

Chen Lang asked her to stay in another courtyard, so she stayed with the two children.

In fact, she really doesn't care whether Chen Lang is the champion or not. It is her wish that the family be together.So when she went to Zhuangyuan Mansion with Chen Lang and was rejected, she didn't feel embarrassed at all, and she was relieved.But she knew that Chen Lang cared very much, but when she thought of Chen Lang losing his memory, his expression seemed to be...

When she first entered Henan, she heard that the number one winner was named Chen Shimei. She didn't know how many people in the world called her by that name. She only knew that her husband was called Chen Shimei, and the number one winner must be Chen Lang, whom she was familiar with.Chen Lang finally got his wish, and their happy life is finally about to begin.

So when Chen Lang first woke up, she said with certainty that he had become the number one scholar.

But the good days didn't come, Chen Lang seemed to have offended someone in Kaifeng Mansion, she didn't even dare to say anything, but followed cautiously.

When she heard that Chen Lang was going to marry the princess as the No. [-] scholar, she felt very lucky. Fortunately, Chen Lang was rejected by...the royal family.

But how many people study day and night, she is the one who knows how Chen Lang works best, Chen Lang is the best in her eyes, and the number one scholar should belong to Chen Lang.

But she was still secretly happy, what is the status of the princess, and what is her status, she has nothing but two children with Chen Lang.

She didn't dare to think deeply, and she didn't want to compare herself with the princess.

She told herself that as long as Chen Lang was here, she didn't ask for much, that's all.

It wasn't until later that she realized that she might actually be asking for far more than this, and she couldn't get what she asked for, so she complained.

Life in the other courtyard is very good, there are many people serving every day, and she doesn't need to wash and cook every day, just like the wealthy businessman's wife I have seen before, she stretches out her clothes to eat and opens her mouth.

So when Chen Lang told her that he might never be an official again, she told him that being a wealthy businessman's wife is actually pretty good, so don't be discouraged.

She just comforted her, but she didn't expect Chen Lang to take it to heart.

She became the wife of a rich businessman, with all her clothes and her hands, her food and her mouth, living a prosperous life.She didn't believe it at first, but Chen Lang is capable, no matter when.

Chen Lang did not recover his memory after all, he was still as alien to her as a stranger living under the same roof, his eyes never showed the affection he had before, and he was as cold as another person.

She has never been so sad.

She desperately told herself that Chen Lang would recover his memory one day, and desperately focused on the two children.

She can always wait until that day.

As the family got richer, she felt farther and farther away from Chen Lang.

Chen Lang is away most of the year, sometimes in the desert outside the pass, sometimes in dangerous mountainous places, she is worried about him, but she feels powerless to speak.

Zhan Huwei and Bai Shaoxia were the ones who saved her and Chen Lang, they were the benefactors of their family.

They were good people, but she was a little jealous of them both.

Every day when Zhan passed by on duty, Chen Lang would have a drink with him.

But once Shaoxia Bai was in trouble, Chen Lang gave away most of his family's wealth to clear it up for him, saying that the Kaifeng Mansion was in trouble back then, so he should repay the kindness.

But she always felt that the relationship between Chen Lang and them was closer than her.

When he left Kaifeng, Chen Lang promised her that she was the only one, and he never broke his promise, never messed around outside, but never touched her. Outsiders envied her for having such a happy husband, with both sons and daughters, and no parents-in-law. I must have burned high incense in my previous life.

Her family has a big business, and she doesn't like socializing, but there are always some things that cannot be pushed away, and she doesn't want Chen Lang to make things difficult.Whenever surrounded by these wealthy businessmen's wives, who envy her for having a capable husband who dotes on her, she doesn't know what to say and can only smile dryly.

But such a smile, those wives would also understand it as her acquiescence, and she was unable to explain it.

Only she herself knew that she had resentment in her heart, but she didn't know who to blame.

Chen Lang?Amnesia was not his intention, he was good enough to her.

Is that Eunuch Guo who chased and killed Chen Lang?But he is dead, so what's the point of complaining.

She began to blame herself, and her health was getting worse day by day. In fact, she was already very old, her children had already married, and her grandson was born. Except for the grievances in her heart, she should let go of everything.

If Chen Lang hadn't found a good way to take care of her body, she might have passed away.

However, although there is a good prescription, it is not a magic medicine after all, it is just a delay for some time.

Her body was still getting worse day by day, and the medicine stone was useless, and this was the first time she saw Chen Lang anxious in these years. Seeing Chen Lang like this, she suddenly calmed down a little.

That night, she had a dream, the dream was very real, as if it really happened to her, so real that she could feel the heart-piercing pain.

In the dream, she also went to Beijing with her two children, but she didn't meet bandits or Chen Lang.

Chen Lang is a veritable number one scholar. He wanted to marry the princess. She knocked on the door, but was turned away.

Disappointed, she took her two children back to her hometown, but unexpectedly, Chen Lang sent someone to chase them down. If the assassin hadn't been soft-hearted, she might have died.

Then Zhan's guards appeared to save them, and she felt resentful, beat the drum of the Kaifeng government office, and sued the future son-in-law with a piece of paper.

Mr. Bao is a good official, even if there is pressure from officials, he still withstood the pressure.

Before the princess and the queen mother, Chen Lang...

At that moment, she woke up suddenly, and she always felt that the dream was as real as if it had happened. The heartache and resentment were well conveyed to her, making her feel that everything was real.

It was already the climax of the moon, and she thought she would not be able to sleep.

But fell asleep again after a while.The dream began to continue.

The royal family didn't care about Chen Lang's body. After collecting the body with the help of Master Bao, she returned home with her child.

But life became more and more difficult. Brother Chun resented her for killing his father, and had a very bad relationship with her, while Sister Dong was in poor health due to long-term labor, so she couldn't find her husband's family no matter what.

She suddenly felt that her grievances were actually nothing. Compared with the dream, Chen Lang treats her very well now. Many people can't imagine her life now.

Think about it now that Brother Chun is married and has children, and Sister Dong is also happy as a husband and wife. Does she still have any dissatisfaction?Is it really necessary to separate the children like in the dream?

Thinking about these years, although Chen Lang still treats her with courtesy, the husband and wife are also respectful to each other, their children live happily together, and their lives are rich, so how can she be dissatisfied?What's wrong with it?

If Chen Lang who recovered his memory was like in his dream, she would rather not have it.

Thinking of this, a knowing smile appeared on Qin Xianglian's face.

She knew that she was going to die soon, but her whole life had been dead without any regrets.

The next day Ye Yu got up to feel Qin Xianglian's pulse, only to find that her body was cold and she had passed away peacefully, with a relieved smile on her face.

At this moment, the system sounded to indicate that the task was completed.

The author has something to say:

I always feel that the hero is written as a scum by me ╮(╯▽╰)╭.

In fact, Qin Xianglian should have felt that her husband has changed, and the person next to her pillow knows best.You may not have noticed it at first, but you must know it after getting along for a long time, but you just don't want to believe it.So after dreaming about her previous life, she felt that she was already very happy in this life.