Everyday people call me God

"So... what are you afraid of?"

When he heard these words, Shangsun Qingmu felt that his heart stopped beating for a moment.

The picture in front of me was spinning, leaving only black and white colors, full of distortion and weirdness.The world seemed to turn into a black and white monster, devouring him completely——

After a long time, Shangsun Qingmu slowed down and turned his head to look at Qu Liushang.

"...What are you talking about?" After Shangsun Qingmu finished speaking, he realized that his voice was very dry, so he swallowed.

Qu Liuzhang looked at the slightly embarrassed Shangsun Qingmu, the corners of his lips curled up even more, and his eyes revealed frenzied excitement.

Almost there!

He was about to peel off that layer of skin!

"You really don't know what I'm talking about?" Qu Liuzhang pursed his lips, and said with a smile: "No, you know."

"You just don't want to admit it, don't want to think about it! In fact, you have always been very clear—" Qu Liushang looked straight at Sun Qingmu: "Tell me, what are you afraid of!?"

What made you act so contradictory?Obviously wanting to blend into this world, but rejecting this world.

What makes you treat others with tenderness, but there is a layer of coldness deep in your eyes?

What makes you be polite when treated poorly by players, how to ignore with a wry smile when ridiculed by players, how to pretend to be calm when you are secretly in love with your friends, how angry you are when you are beaten and molested by him But don't take it to heart...

But now, even those who were harmed by him fell into a predicament together, and they also had the leisure to discuss the topic of whips with him without losing their temper.Afterwards, the incident between him and Tianyi Mubai was exposed, although he was also angry from embarrassment, but it was not to the point of turning his face and leaving.

Really are……

——I really want to know!

Gentleness is true, and so is indifference.

In particular, this indifference is different from the indifference that these powerful people treat the lower-level people like grass, but a kind of higher-level one--Wu Liushang also realized that Shangsun Qingmu would be called "Sun Qingmu" when he realized this. It is not without reason that the genius of cultivating immortals, the Shangsun family will believe that Shangsun Qingmu became the heir of the Shangsun family is not without reason.

Not only because Shangsun Qingmu has a good background and aptitude, but also because of the contradictory nature of Shangsun Qingmu——

Perhaps even Shangsun Qingmu himself did not fully understand the reason why the Shangsun family established him as the heir, and the reason why those powerful people called him a genius.

There are so many geniuses in the world, and there are not a few of them with good backgrounds.

However, only a few people can be pushed to that seat. Why?

Because these geniuses are always prone to die prematurely because of all kinds of little things.

All it takes is one failure—one broken love, one disappointment in life, one failure in a challenge, one humiliation, one...no matter what the failure is, big or small.It only takes one time to destroy these geniuses.

But the grandson Aoki will not.

He is humble and arrogant, he is indifferent and gentle.He can feel compassion for those who live in hardship, and he can mercilessly kill those who offend him; he can feel guilty for those who accidentally kill, but he will not let them become demons in his heart; he can Sacrifice others for your own benefit, but you can also sacrifice your own for others.

How suitable his contradictory nature is for cultivating immortals and becoming a superior person, how could these great powers and families who have come from the torrent of history not know?

Why does cultivation take so long?

It is because only time can wash away all the dust of the world.

Whether it's good or bad, elegant or vulgar...everything will be diluted by time.

The heart is not moved by the world.

And Dao is sentimental and ruthless, and the same is true for a qualified superior.

Therefore, although the current Shangsun Qingmu still has some deficiencies, they are insignificant compared to the rare essence of Shangsun Qingmu.Because Shangsun Qingmu is still young, they have enough time to adjust and teach Shangsun Qingmu well.

At least that's what Qu Liushang saw.

"..." Shangsun Qingmu's heart trembled, all the blood on his face faded, and he looked extremely pale.

Qu Liushang's words pierced his heart, forcing him to think of things he didn't want to think of.

Shangsun Qingmu said slowly: "... Are all demon cultivators like you?"

Qu Liushang couldn't hear any joy or anger from this voice, but it didn't prevent him from answering Sun Qingmu.

"Of course!" Qu Liushang deepened the smile on his face: "Isn't it the best thing in the world to build your own happiness on the pain of others?" Then Qu Liushang added: "But I really want to be more happy than you are." Others will come much worse." Qu Liushang raised a bright smile.

"...I can see it." Shangsun Qingmu showed a mocking smile.

However, at this time, he seemed lifeless, and his breath was mottled and chaotic. This mocking smile only made Qu Liushang raise his beautiful eyebrows, and laughed aloud: "Are you okay? How do I feel about you?" Are you about to fall into a demon or are you about to die?"

This ridicule is really better than not doing it.

"Don't worry about it!" Shangsun Qingmu replied angrily, it's not all because of Qu Liushang that he became like this.

"So what are you afraid of?" Qu Liushang continued to ask without giving up.

"..." Shangsun Qingmu stood still, with a layer of bitterness on his face, revealing a slightly desolate smile.

What is he afraid of?

Ever since Shangsun Qingmu learned of the existence of players and that this is just a game world, he tried his best to avoid thinking about this problem.

When I think about it, my heart feels like a knife is piercing, full of despair.

Just like what he once thought, the character of the little junior sister might be "innocent".

So... what about him?

What is his personality! ?

Is what he considers "real" really real?

Shangsun Qingmu didn't dare to think about this problem at all.However, when everything was spread under the sun by Qu Liushang, he was forced to think——

Although he didn't want to admit it, his status as a time traveler did bring him an indescribable sense of superiority.

Although this status did not help him in his life as a monk, and might even be a burden, it did make him feel different from others—it had nothing to do with the depth of his cultivation, his aptitude, or his family background— Rather, it is more fundamentally different.

However... is he really a time traveler?

Sun Qingmu recalled his previous life, and found that his memory was blurred.

He vaguely remembered some things, but more things were forgotten.

Shangsun Qingmu is not quite sure whether this is because the superior life now makes him forget his previous life, or he "has no" these memories in the first place?

This question is too profound, and it goes straight to his heart.

Therefore, Shangsun Qingmu has been deliberately avoiding thinking about this problem, so as not to accidentally cause his Dao heart to completely collapse.

Shangsun Qingmu thought, maybe what Qu Liushang said was right.

He has indeed maintained the character of his previous life intentionally or unintentionally.

Perhaps before the players appeared, this tendency was not obvious enough, it could be said to be maintained subconsciously.But after the players appeared... probably he did it on purpose.

Because if you don't do this, it will make him feel that all the memories of his previous life are false.

Everything I hold back, whether it's character, behavior, or dreams... is just a set of data designed by others.

——It's just that he doesn't want to admit the fact.

However, now everything has been torn apart bloody by Qu Liushang, forcing him to admit that he is such a hypocritical and despicable person.

It is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

He is also a human being, so naturally so is he.

Whether it's hypocritical or despicable...he just wants to live a good life.So he chose the simplest way to live, so what's the problem?

Knowing that the road ahead is full of thorns, does he still want to force his way into it?

But after all, he still thinks too highly of himself.

What is known is known.

Even if he pretended that he didn't know, and never thought about it, his words and deeds had already exposed him.

These things have long been engraved in his mind.

Can't cover up, can't hide... The only person who can be deceived is probably himself.

— because as long as he thinks so, then he thinks so.

Life is not about deceiving others, it is about deceiving yourself.

However, even in such a bad and false world, he still wants to live.

If it weren't for his strong will to survive, he would have died long ago, and he wouldn't need to think about these questions, let alone being forced to ask Qu Liushang here.

However, no matter how strong the will to survive is, there is a limit.

Otherwise, he wouldn't be a bit obsessed because of Qu Liushang's words now, or even die.

Shangsun Qingmu tried his best to stabilize his Dao heart and cultivation.After the situation improved slightly, he turned his head to look at Qu Liushang.

Shangsun Qingmu showed a wry smile: "...Have you ever thought about the nature of this world?"

"...?" Qu Liushang raised his eyebrows and looked at Sun Qingmu.

Shangsun Qingmu continued: "Have you ever thought about where you came from? Where did those players come from?"

Qu Liushang's body paused.

"Have you ever thought about your character, the actions you have made, even the people you have met, the memories you have...everything you have experienced may be false, all of which are pre-existing designed?"

"What you did was just to move forward in the direction they set!" Shangsun Qingmu smiled very sadly, he had this feeling.

Did he transmigrated into the game world, or is his game character just like this?

Was what he did originally planned, or was it really an accident?

Those things he has experienced, those memories in his mind... Are they real or fake?

However, he could not get answers to these questions.

So he just clings to what he has and ignores its problems.Even though he may have to face these problems in the future, it is a day to be able to pretend to be dead.

After Shangsun Qingmu finished speaking, the surroundings suddenly fell into silence.

Shangsun Qingmu saw that Qu Liushang's breathing stopped for a while, and his breath showed faint signs of instability and collapse.

However, after a long time, Qu Liushang's aura did not completely collapse after all, and gradually recovered, even gradually surpassing his original height——

"Wave--"

There was a soft sound in the air.

Immediately, a huge air flow spread from Qu Liushang, sweeping everything around him.

Shangsun Qingmu leaned against the rock wall behind him, stuck himself into a groove, so as not to be blown away.

He looked at the Qu Liushang in the center of the aura in a daze.

He knew that he could keep his Dao heart from collapsing, and it was even more impossible for Qu Liushang to collapse his breath.However, I didn't expect that Qu Liushang could do this to this extent.Even if the breath doesn't collapse, it won't reach the level of improvement! ?

Shangsun Qingmu watched the aura keep rising, and finally broke through that layer of barriers, and was successfully promoted to the Qu Liushang of the fusion stage, with a wry smile on his face.

To use this opportunity to break through the barrier of cultivation... Qu Liushang, should I say that you are a master of arts and bold?

To use this kind of topic in this kind of place to improve my cultivation level...

After Qu Liushang got acquainted with his new realm for a while, he restrained his outgoing breath.All of a sudden, the chaotic airflow calmed down, and except for the countless superficial scratches on the side rock wall that were blown out by the airflow, there were no other traces visible at the scene.

Shangsun Qingmu looked at Qu Liushang with a happy face, feeling unspeakable sorrow in his heart.

He was still struggling, but Qu Liushang took advantage of this to become a monk in the integration period.

"...Why?" Shangsun Qingmu didn't realize that he had actually asked the words in his heart until he heard his own dry voice coming from his ear.

"Why?" Qu Liushang had a smile on his face.He is in a good mood now, so he doesn't mind answering Sun Qingmu.

So Qu Liushang said slowly with that joyful voice: "So what?"

"Didn't you come here by your own will? Aren't you alive now?" Qu Liushang's lips curled into a smile: "If that's the case, why do you care how you live?"

"Is everything you did out of your own will... Don't you know it yourself?"

"As for the rest...we are still alive and experiencing it now. Isn't that enough?" Qu Liushang deepened the arc of the corners of his lips.

"So why do you care about those things?" Qu Liushang looked at Sun Qingmu frankly.

Shangsun Qingmu opened his eyes wide.

He didn't expect to get such an answer.

But think about it too.If it weren't for this kind of thinking, how could Qu Liushang successfully advance to become a monk at the integration stage?

Shangsun Qingmu felt his heart beating wildly.

So he asked another question: "Then when the world is destroyed one day?" Shangsun Qingmu licked his dry lips: "You know. They can create, and naturally they can also destroy."

"Hahaha——" Qu Liushang laughed a few times when he heard the words, and then said with a smile: "Isn't that very good!?"

"The whole world will be buried with me! No one can escape!" Qu Liushang's face was full of fanaticism.

"...Don't you want to live on?"

"It's better to be alive. But it doesn't matter if you don't live, right? Anyway, the world is destroyed, and I'm not the only one who died! If that's the case, why worry?"

Although Qu Liushang's words were very problematic, they touched Shangsun Qingmu's heart.

He had thought about similar questions before.

"Die the whole world together" and "die alone", he decisively chose the former one.

Whether he is selfish or disregarding righteousness... In short, he will make such a choice.

Shangsun Qingmu looked at Qu Liushang's incomparably gorgeous face amid wild laughter——

I feel that my heart has never been so hot.