【rise】
The world is lonely, and all it can touch is the vast and quiet spirit, boundless, and the intangible sea of memory floats in it, dyeing its blank memory with color.
It quietly looked at the human being on the screen, feeling as if there was a gauze covering everything, only making the other person so eye-catching.
Who is he?
what is his name?
where is he?
do not know.
That human being is so beautiful, it looks at that human being every day, from the rising of the sun to the setting of the moon, from the midsummer to the severe winter, the years go by slowly, everything has changed, and things have changed.
There are many new barriers around it, as well as newborn spirits and monsters.
Those spirits and monsters came up to quarrel every day. It got a little angry and drove away those creatures that were calling around.
It is becoming more and more inseparable from the human being in this picture, and it wants to transform this human being.
Failed.
That human being was buried in a tree, will he become a tree spirit?
I caught the tree spirit and compared it, it seems that it is not.
want to see him.
……
Really want to see him.
【Certificate】
"Li Ruoyan is so scary."
"Hush—he's weird."
"The kid looks terrified."
A little boy in a plaid suit is sitting in the sand making a castle. His facial features are delicate and his expression is cold, like a porcelain doll.Holding a small red shovel in his hand, he entertained himself quietly alone. There was a vacuum around him, and all the children of the same age hid far away.
After the castle was piled up, it was already sunset.
The nanny walked over with a smile, bent down and said to the little boy, "Ruoyan, let's go home."
The little boy's delicate face showed no expression, his dark phoenix eyes looked at the brightly smiling nanny, then he stood up by himself, lowered his head and walked slowly.
"Which rich family's young master is this? There are even a nanny and a driver."
"I heard that my parents were very rich and passed away in a car accident, leaving tens of millions of property to him to inherit."
The little boy sat in the back seat, staring down at the grains of sand on his little leather shoes.The nanny said from the side: "Ruoyan, it's a hot day, we won't come out next time, okay?"
The little boy blinked and said nothing.
The nanny's impatient expression appeared in the rearview mirror, and contrary to the expression was an increasingly gentle voice: "Don't you have a castle model toy at home? It's as comfortable as playing at home."
The little boy suddenly raised his head, looked at the nanny coldly with his phoenix eyes, and under the nanny's startled expression, he said word by word: "I want to replace you."
A trace of astonishment flashed in the nanny's eyes, and she couldn't believe it: "Why did you replace me?!"
"My pleasure."
"get off."
This is the fifth babysitter he has replaced this year.
Li Ruoyan continued to look down at the grains of sand on the small leather shoes, on which there was a little mud figure that only he could see.
The little mud man sat on the toe of his shoe and said carelessly: "I told you to change the nanny, but you refused to do so before. Today is a hot day, that woman is hiding in the corner by herself, holding an umbrella and eating popsicles, even a bottle of water." I didn't give it to you either, the monthly salary is [-], it's a waste of money to hire her!"
"They just bully you because of your young age. Don't be afraid, they can't take advantage of me if I'm here!"
The little mud man jumped onto Li Ruoyan's lap while talking, and said in a babbling voice, "The castle you made today is really good, I feel very comfortable lying in it."
Li Ruoyan didn't answer, because in the eyes of others, he was just talking to himself. He was sent to the hospital for treatment because of this kind of thing.
Arriving home soon, the chef cooked a table of dishes, and Li Ruoyan sat at the long table to eat alone.
Because of his height, he sat on a chair with his feet off the ground, giving him a feeling of emptiness.Li Ruoyan finished his meal with a cold expression, and went to the studio alone to draw.
Ben Ni was jumping around at his feet, shouting loudly, "You have to draw me more handsome!"
After finishing the last stroke, he looked at Benni coldly, and said softly, "Let's go."
Ben Ni, who was dancing around, froze in place, "You...let me go?"
Li Ruoyan raised his head and looked at the paintings all over the room. The paintings all looked like spiritual creatures. Outsiders looked like children's imaginative graffiti, but only Li Ruoyan knew that these were real creatures.
Ben Ni bounced around and asked eagerly, "Why did you drive me away? Wouldn't it be good for me to be your friend?"
Li Ruoyan looked down at it quietly. He looked like a lifeless doll without speaking, with a classic and delicate beauty, "You are no different from them, one is for money, and the other is for spirit."
"I know that you are close to me because there are many spirits around me."
"Since it's so hot, why do you want me to come out?"
Ben Ni froze in place, it was speechless and stood stupidly.
Li Ruoyan hung up the painting and walked out of the studio.He took a shower alone, went to bed, read a book, and after turning a few pages of the book, he put the book on the bedside table and was in a daze alone.
He remembered things from long ago.
At that time, it was the scariest spirit creature he had ever seen in his memory. It looked horrifying, and it was covered with spirit creatures with eyes.The spirit creature stood in front of the bed and stared at him, its dense eyes staring at him without blinking.
He was very scared, so he called the nanny, and mumbled in a childish voice that there was something here.
The nanny gave him a cup of hot milk for him to sleep.
The horrible spirit came for a week, and he drank hot milk for a week before going to bed.
Later that night, when he was about to drink milk again, the creature with the eyes spoke.
It said: "There are sleeping pills in it, don't drink it."
……
Li Ruoyan turned off the light, pulled up the quilt and began to sleep.He is also trying to put away the spirits around him tonight, those things keep overflowing from his body, which will provoke many strange creatures.
When I was young, there were more spirits around me, but now there are a lot fewer. When I grow up, there should be no spirits.
he thought calmly.
……
Dreamed at night.
A frowning villain appeared in front of him and said to him, "Hi, I'm Meng San."
Li Ruoyan clearly knew that he was in a dream. It was very strange. Since he was a child, he could clearly distinguish dream from reality, true from false, so he always firmly believed that he was not sick. It's just that he can see the world that others can't.
He is painting quietly with a paintbrush.
The spirit creature named Mengsan came to his side and praised: "Your paintings are so beautiful."
Li Ruoyan didn't look up, he didn't speak, he never liked to talk, why, he should be called all the time, Li Ruoyan, don't talk anymore.
I told my nanny for the first time that there are many eyes watching me by my bed.
The woman brought the hot milk, frowned and said, Li Ruoyan, don't say such strange things in the middle of the night.
For the first time, I told the teacher that there is one more person in our group.
The young teacher was a little scared and said angrily, Li Ruoyan, stop talking, you are always playing pranks.
The first time I told my peers, someone already played with me.
The little girl ran away crying, saying, Li Ruoyan, you are so scary, shut up.
So it's better to draw, draw everything you see, no one will stop him, and no one will send him to the hospital to evaluate his mental state.
"Is he crazy?"
"It's not a neuropathy or a lack of yin and yang eyes, hehe, talking to myself every day."
"If it weren't for the high salary, I wouldn't come here."
He knew everything that everyone said in secret, the disgust, fear, and disgust in their eyes. He could see and hear a lot of things, but sometimes, he didn't want to know so much.
Meng San continued: "Why are you unhappy? Can you tell me? I want to help you share."
"No need." Li Ruoyan finally spoke. He didn't look up, and continued to draw in silence.
So Meng San sat quietly beside him, watching him paint.
In his childhood, there were only two accompanying figures, one was Meng San and the other was Grandma Shu.
At first, he didn't know that Granny Tree was a spiritual creature. He only knew that his dead parents had a friend, and that elder was abroad. For so many years, all the people he took care of were arranged by that elder.
When I first had a hunch.
It was the spirit creature with eyes that said to him, "There are sleeping pills in it, don't drink it."
The window was open, and it was a windless night, and all the trees outside the window suddenly rustled.The next day, the original nanny was fired and a new nanny took care of him.
The new babysitter told him that if he was not satisfied, he could quit his job at any time.
He always said that everything has animism, and he felt that trees are alive since he was a child.
That time when he was playing on a seesaw in the park, because he was playing with spirits, he rejected the invitation of other children. When he was rejected by everyone, a leaf suddenly fell from the tree next to him and landed in his palm.
It seemed like a silent comfort.
When walking on campus, he likes to walk close to the trees, as if walking with an elder.
Until the day of the coming-of-age ceremony, Grandma Shu came.After paying a great price, he turned into a human form to participate in his coming-of-age ceremony.The tree spirits couldn't leave the enchantment casually, at most they could only cast their will on the trees.
But Grandma Tree was replaced by an old, wrinkled old woman that day, walking slowly towards him with her back bent.
She had been with him like this before.
When he was a baby, she was the tree outside the window rustling its leaves and singing him a lullaby.
When he is lonely and uncomfortable, she is the tree he leans on, casting a green shade for him.
When he grew up day by day, she was every tree he passed, watching his back quietly.
After the coming-of-age ceremony, Grandma Shu turned into a green-skinned old man, said a few words to him, and left.
Grandma Shu played the role of parent, and Meng San played the role of friend, so he is not lonely.
Sometimes Meng San also said: "Why are your dreams always unhappy?" It pointed to itself, "Look, this is me who represents worry, so I have a sad face. If you have a beautiful dream, Then there will be me with a smile on my face.”
Meng San said that it is a spiritual thing that lives on dreams and does not need a spirit. It should be that these years, there are not many spiritual things that are not attracted by the spirits around Li Ruoyan.
Li Ruoyan asked Mengsan, "Why do you want to be friends with me?" He thought he was not likable.
"Because your dream is very peaceful and sad, just like the sea at night." Mengsan walked to Li Ruoyan's side, "Even if you don't say anything, I won't talk, just sit quietly, because there is a kind of It’s a feeling of being cleansed in a peaceful mind.”
"But it's strange, sometimes, I can't enter your dream, as if I was repelled by an unknown force." Meng San was puzzled.
Li Ruoyan knew why Meng San said this situation.
When he was very young, he would start to have a dream, a beautiful dream.A dream that would only make him happy.
In the dream, there was a lot of snow, a piece of pure white, and there was a person with open arms, spinning slowly in the snow.
He couldn't see that person's appearance clearly, and he couldn't walk to that person's side. The only thing he could do was to watch quietly in his dream, and then wake up to draw a picture of the snow scene.
……
who's that person?
I really want to see him.
【change】
He saw him.
Under the deep and shallow colorful halo, the figure wandering in the dream finally appeared.There seemed to be some unknown emotion spreading and growing in his heart, and the turbulent emotions strangled his heart and blocked his throat.
The painted brush slipped from the palm of his hand.
He thought that the person who had picked up his pen and wanted to paint countless times over the years finally had a face.
"May I know your real name?" When the countless turbulent emotions receded, he finally calmed down and asked calmly.
"Ji Qing."
The sunlight shone in the man's gray-blue eyes, so the eyes were like clear blue crystals, reflecting his dazed face.Li Ruoyan whispered in his heart, Ji Qing, Ji Qing.
It seems that I want to take these two words apart and chew them into pieces, and then say them over and over again in my heart.
really weird.
Was it love at first sight?Or is it love for three lives?Why had he dreamed of him countless times before meeting Ji Qing?
Could it be that he fell in love with Ji Qing in his previous life, but he didn't drink Mengpo soup?Did he stand on the Naihe Bridge and identify the figures in front of him one by one, trying to find his lover?
Every time Li Ruoyan draws Ji Qing, there is always an indescribable throbbing in his heart.Painting other things is just to record the appearance of that thing, to prove that everything is not his imagination.The purpose of painting Ji Qing is to record the feelings at that moment. All the emotions flowed from the heart, flowed to the tip of the pen, and then printed on the painting.
It turns out that red means liking, blue means liking, pink means liking, and yellow means liking. Each color is a shade of liking, because they can form the person in the painting. As long as you can draw this person, you will be very happy.
In fact, all his feelings are faint. It should be said that before meeting Ji Qing, all his feelings were separated by a layer of veil, which was hazy and indistinct.
Being isolated can be a painful thing.
When he was a teacher, a female student was isolated by her roommate.The female student sat by the window and cut her wrists, smearing blood on the wall.
When he heard other people talking about this matter, his expression was calm, but in fact his heart was also so calm, like a lakeside, this incident was not even a breeze, let alone wrinkle the lake water.
The person who told him this matter saw his reaction was too flat, in fact, people sometimes have a strange psychology, if you have a big news that you think is very exciting, gossip happily to the other party, and see the listeners gossip If I don't move, I will try to find out or imagine a reason why the other party is not interested, to comfort myself. It's not that my excitement is too strange, but the other party has special reasons.
That person said to him, Mr. Li is such an excellent person, it seems that he has never experienced isolation, so he doesn't know how much damage this kind of thing will cause to people's hearts...
He lowered his eyes, calmly recalling the past when he was isolated.That day when he was sitting on the seesaw, the spirit who played with him cautiously asked, "Are you sad?"
Holding the leaf in his hand, he carefully observed the veins on the leaf. Hearing this, he slowly raised his head and said to the nervous creature, "No."
He blew on the leaves in his palm, and watched the leaves float to the ground. He said in a light tone, "I'm a little bit lost."
Because I didn't expect much in the first place, and the result was already expected, so when the ending actually appeared, it was calm as expected, and even that bit of disappointment was unreasonable.
One day he didn't fall asleep after a nap, and walked out of the room in his pajamas, ready to go downstairs to get some food.
There were intermittent conversations from downstairs.
Sitting on the steps, with his head resting on the railing, he heard the conversation of the cleaning servants.
"...Is he out of his mind?"
"Parents died at a young age, if no one takes care of them, there will definitely be problems..."
He put his forehead against the cold stairs and quietly looked at the lines on the ground.Because there are never expectations, you will not be disappointed when you know the result.If there was any expectation and attachment to these people at the beginning, it would be the first nanny who took care of him.
He would introduce the spiritual objects he saw to the other party since he was a child. When he was most afraid, he was the first to think of the other party and ask her for help.
"There are sleeping pills in it, don't drink it." The spirit creature with eyes all over its body said to him.
He was too young to understand what sleeping pills meant.
The spirit explained: "You are a human being. Taking too much of these medicines is not good for your health. I saw her put medicine into the milk yesterday. I was injured recently and need spirits, and there are many spirits around you. So sorry to bother you for a week. I'm leaving tonight."
He can remember things very clearly since he was a child, so after so many years, he still remembers the spirit telling him that there are many spirits around him, and he still remembers... the sudden cold heart at that time.
Even though he was holding warm milk, he could still smell the fragrance of milk when he lowered his head, but there was a kind of coolness pouring out of his heart.
The only expectation I still have seems to be that dream.
Because he was regarded as having a mental problem, when he went to the hospital to see a doctor, the doctor suggested that he find a hobby and resolve himself in the hobby.But no matter what you do, it can't be regarded as resolution, at most it's a way to pass the time, and it can really be regarded as resolution, only the unreal dream.
His cold-bloodedness and paranoia can only be soothed in his dreams.Didn't it mean that there is everything in the dream? Yes, even if it snows heavily in the dream, it is snow that makes people's hearts melt.
Then his dream came true.
"Ji Qing." He said the name again and again in his heart.It's like medicine, and like sugar, as long as I think of this person, I suddenly feel happy.
He has encountered so many incomprehensions before, and it doesn't matter if he is treated as a psychopath, because if he is an ordinary person, he will not be able to see the people he wants to see.
He hugged Ji Qing and kissed him little by little, on his brows, eyes, neck, and soft lips, but it still felt unreal.Because he saw this person in his dream for too long, and when the other person appeared with a dreamlike sense of unreality, he felt that Ji Qing was a creature that did not exist in this world.
If he had been religious, he might have prostrated himself on the ground and kissed the ground the other had walked on.
Although he has no faith, he still wants to kiss each other, every part of his body.He wants to kiss from the lips, to the fragile neck, to the soft abdomen, white thighs, and jade-like toes, he wants to kiss every part of Ji Qing's body completely... and then swallow go down.
Ji Qingsheng's fine skin and tender flesh, skin like jade and milk, feels like expensive satin. When he saw Ji Qing's snow-white skin, he suddenly had an urge to taste it.
I want to taste whether this person is air, whether it is nothingness, whether it is something he imagined.
When he was taken to the doctor, people around him suspected that he was hypochondriac.Originally, he didn't care about it at all, and didn't take it to heart, but one day he suddenly thought of Ji Qing, thinking what if everything was really his imagination?It was as if a large piece of his heart had been dug out by someone, the hole exposed the wind, and the icy wind passed through it, making a whimpering sound.
He hugged Ji Qing, and kissed her gently and tightly.Once, he accidentally discovered that the tail is a sensitive point on Ji Qing's body.At first he touched his tail just to give a small punishment, but when he held that tail and played with it, he saw Ji Qing trembling under him, saw a faint powder on his snow-white skin, and looked into his eyes. Transparent tears flowed out, too many tears flowed out, and when the eyelashes were wet, there was a faint excitement in my heart and... a sense of steadfastness when it fell to the ground.
He cried because of me.
This recognition made him excited, happy, and happy, as if the person in front of him was finally no longer wandering in a dream.
He held Ji Qing's face in his hands, wiped away the tears with his fingers, and then kissed the wet eyelashes. The tip of his tongue tasted the salty taste of tears, but he felt it was sweet.
Like candy, sweet to cloying.
Forbearance's crying was also sweet, so sweet that his heart almost melted.
When he took the tip of Ji Qing's tail in his mouth, pressed the cold tail slowly with his tongue, pretended to be an accident, and caressed the tip of the tail with the tip of his teeth inadvertently, the whole body of the person in his arms would tremble.
It looks like a rotten flower, swaying in the wind.
Tears flowed down from the corners of his red eyes, his waist was shaking unbearably humiliated, his soft fingertips were stained pink, and intermittent crying came from his mouth.
At that moment, he suddenly had an idea, that is to swallow the tip of the tail in his mouth like this, and then swallow the person in front of him bit by bit.
Or start to taste from the neck, tease him, let him make a nice sound, and then kiss his lips, hiding all the sweet and seductive sounds in the lips and teeth.
Then the person in front of him will definitely beg for mercy in a low voice and whimper, but he doesn't know that the appearance of crying like pear blossoms with rain makes people want to be humiliated more.I want to hold every petal in my mouth and drown in the fragrance of the stamens.
But no.
After all, it is reluctant.
After the frantic and distorted excitement dissipated, it was a feeling of distress.He hugged Ji Qing in his arms, and gently stroked his back, like comforting a frightened kitten, or like a giant dragon licking its treasure.
He hugged him hard, trying to use all his strength to melt him into his own bone marrow, even if the other party cried out in pain, he would not let go.But he wanted to hug him gently, like hugging a feather, and touch him with the strength of a breeze.
Before he met Ji Qing, it was a piece of ice, and after he met Ji Qing, there was fire flowing under the ice, flowing magma, so hot that he wanted to melt himself.
The wedding between him and Ji Qing was a wedding on ice, which he had thought about when he was a child.When he was alone, he always thought about things farther away. He remembered the dream he always had. In that dream, there was heavy snow falling, and the person in the dream twirled with his arms open.
So he wants to have an ice wedding.
Praise the dreamer with all that is holy, pure, steadfast, and beautiful.They walked in the palace made of ice, surrounded by cold mist and sparkling ice crystals, his beloved was all in pure white, walking towards him with an elegant smile.
He often imagined this scene, supplemented every detail of the wedding, and imagined the texture of the snowflakes.The only blank left is the person who walked into the marriage hall with him.
Then the man finally showed up.
Spreading his snow-white wings, he appeared under the colorful halo, and when his eyes met, all his dreams, all the lingering blanks, and all the beautiful imaginations were covered by this person's figure.
Ji Qing.
It turned out that he was Ji Qing.
The person who has appeared in the dream for so long, the person who has fantasized about it day and night, the only person who still has expectations.
He wanted to pamper Ji Qing on the tip of his heart, spoil him a thousand times, and dedicate all the best things to him.
——Why do you want to paint?
——Because I want to draw you.
He and Ji Qing travel around the world, and the greatest joy is being able to draw Ji Qing.He is his muse, the light of his inspiration, the source of his joy.
The happiest thing in his life was meeting Ji Qing and forming a bond with him.
He and he split life and death equally.
Every time he thinks of this, a morbid sense of sweetness envelops him. Thousands of years later, the sea has already changed, and they can no longer be separated from each other.
No one knew what he was thinking in his heart, because he was still calm on the surface.And Ji Qing was lying in his arms, coquettishly: "Li Ruoyan~I want to eat candy~"
Heart will melt.
No matter what he asks, he must be fulfilled.Even if he wanted the stars in the sky, Li Ruoyan might really try.
How can you like someone so much?
He likes Ji Qing, not simply because of his skin.At that time in the City of Mirrors, the Mirror Demon transformed into Ji Qing's appearance, which was a low-profile version at first.
Because the first time the mirror demon changed according to the way he painted it, the painting was only three points similar.
The reason for the three points is because he not only wants to paint Ji Qing in front of the picture, but also wants to paint Ji Qing in his dream.So only three points of similarity are drawn.
Later, when the mirror demon saw Ji Qing's real face, when it transformed again for the second time, it was already very realistic, and it was almost possible to confuse the real one with the real one, but it was only almost.
Because it is different.
Different is different.
This is not the person in his dream, this is not the person he loves deeply, this is not his Ji Qing.
What does his Ji Qing look like?I told Ji Qing once.It is the cutest, the most beautiful, the smartest, the most powerful, and it is his favorite.
Likes are a magical thing.No matter how good some things are said by others, if you don't like it, you don't like it.There are some things that others can't understand, but I like them very much.And his Ji Qing, his such a good Ji Qing, everyone likes him.
When "Another World" was published, the most popular character was Qingqing.
At first it was a big white egg, a little angel during the day, and a little devil at night.
When Li Ruoyan was drawing manga, Ji Qing put his arms around his arm, obediently leaning on his shoulder to watch him create.
Once he took too long to paint, and Ji Qing fell asleep leaning against him. He closed his eyes obediently, and his long eyelashes were like the curved wings of a white butterfly.
Li Ruoyan tilted his head and looked at Ji Qing's sleeping face for a long time. He wanted to engrave every appearance of Ji Qing in his heart.
Ji Qing said that the life he was looking forward to was a very ordinary life.
That night, Ji Qing was held in his arms, and the vibration of his voice was transmitted to his heart when he spoke.He originally had no expectations for the future, his only expectation in this life was the person in his dream, and now the dream has become a reality.
In the silent night, Ji Qing narrated softly. Every word he said seemed to add a layer of light to the future, layer after layer of light so bright that it would make people cry.
He kissed Ji Qing lightly, and said, this is his wish too.
That night passed for a long time, and he didn't fall asleep.He kept thinking about what Ji Qing said, and then he was describing their future by himself. What are they going to do?
There are so many things that can be done, and all boring things will suddenly become extremely attractive as long as they are associated with the name Ji Qing.
They can go to watch the sunrise and sunset together, climb mountains together, release Kongming lanterns together, watch movies together, sing together, cook together, walk in the rain together, have snowball fights together...
He chose a lot of flowers and planted them in the garden. He drew a lot of pictures, which filled the paper. He got a lot of love and filled his heart.
Ji Qing put down the lantern by the river, clasped his hands together, resting on his chin, and prayed silently, then suddenly opened his eyes, gave him an unhappy look, and said, "Hurry up, you want to make a wish too."
What wish?
If there really is a god, let him and Ji Qing be together forever.
That day he knelt in the temple and prayed devoutly to the statue, praying to God that he could still love the people around him in the next life.
If he goes to hell after death, he will definitely not drink Mengpo soup, and he will never drink it. He must remember this person and look for him on the Naihe Bridge. If he cannot be found, he will be in the crowd one after another in his next life. try to find.
Use a lifetime to find.
And the saddest thing in his life was making Ji Qing wait for 20 years.
Whenever he remembered that Ji Qing had broken his heart for 20 years because of him, he wanted to stab himself with a knife and dig out his heart to show Ji Qing.
When he saw Ji Qing injured that day, his intense anger made him lose his mind all of a sudden, and then he lost consciousness and became a barrier.
【combine】
It seems to have forgotten something.
It must be something very important, it looked at the human and thought quietly.
Who is this human?
He is so handsome.
The surroundings are covered by the white spirit, and it is hard to see clearly. It quietly looks at the image of the human being, looks at him turning into an angel, and looks at him turning into a demon. Every look is so beautiful. , so people like it.
It looked at his face and felt a sense of emptiness and oppression sweep over it.
It seems to live in memory and forgetting, reality and nothingness, it is an isolated island floating in the endless sea of memory, unable to distinguish the height of the world, because the only thing left in the world is the person in front of him.
Who is he?
So lovely.
I really like him.
In a trance, there are one call after another coming from the sea of clouds, above the soft waves of ten thousand hectares, the voice is faintly visible, intermittent and vague and quiet.
Who is calling it?
It is raining in the sky, bitter, drop by drop, is someone crying in the sky?
do not Cry.
Every tear makes it so uncomfortable, heart-piercing.
The voice from the distance became clearer and clearer, someone was calling, Li Ruoyan.
He remembered.
【end】
I have been waiting for you, for you to become a human, and for you to return to the enchantment, when you call me, I will appear.
I have been chasing you all my life.
【End of the show】
The world is lonely, and all it can touch is the vast and quiet spirit, boundless, and the intangible sea of memory floats in it, dyeing its blank memory with color.
It quietly looked at the human being on the screen, feeling as if there was a gauze covering everything, only making the other person so eye-catching.
Who is he?
what is his name?
where is he?
do not know.
That human being is so beautiful, it looks at that human being every day, from the rising of the sun to the setting of the moon, from the midsummer to the severe winter, the years go by slowly, everything has changed, and things have changed.
There are many new barriers around it, as well as newborn spirits and monsters.
Those spirits and monsters came up to quarrel every day. It got a little angry and drove away those creatures that were calling around.
It is becoming more and more inseparable from the human being in this picture, and it wants to transform this human being.
Failed.
That human being was buried in a tree, will he become a tree spirit?
I caught the tree spirit and compared it, it seems that it is not.
want to see him.
……
Really want to see him.
【Certificate】
"Li Ruoyan is so scary."
"Hush—he's weird."
"The kid looks terrified."
A little boy in a plaid suit is sitting in the sand making a castle. His facial features are delicate and his expression is cold, like a porcelain doll.Holding a small red shovel in his hand, he entertained himself quietly alone. There was a vacuum around him, and all the children of the same age hid far away.
After the castle was piled up, it was already sunset.
The nanny walked over with a smile, bent down and said to the little boy, "Ruoyan, let's go home."
The little boy's delicate face showed no expression, his dark phoenix eyes looked at the brightly smiling nanny, then he stood up by himself, lowered his head and walked slowly.
"Which rich family's young master is this? There are even a nanny and a driver."
"I heard that my parents were very rich and passed away in a car accident, leaving tens of millions of property to him to inherit."
The little boy sat in the back seat, staring down at the grains of sand on his little leather shoes.The nanny said from the side: "Ruoyan, it's a hot day, we won't come out next time, okay?"
The little boy blinked and said nothing.
The nanny's impatient expression appeared in the rearview mirror, and contrary to the expression was an increasingly gentle voice: "Don't you have a castle model toy at home? It's as comfortable as playing at home."
The little boy suddenly raised his head, looked at the nanny coldly with his phoenix eyes, and under the nanny's startled expression, he said word by word: "I want to replace you."
A trace of astonishment flashed in the nanny's eyes, and she couldn't believe it: "Why did you replace me?!"
"My pleasure."
"get off."
This is the fifth babysitter he has replaced this year.
Li Ruoyan continued to look down at the grains of sand on the small leather shoes, on which there was a little mud figure that only he could see.
The little mud man sat on the toe of his shoe and said carelessly: "I told you to change the nanny, but you refused to do so before. Today is a hot day, that woman is hiding in the corner by herself, holding an umbrella and eating popsicles, even a bottle of water." I didn't give it to you either, the monthly salary is [-], it's a waste of money to hire her!"
"They just bully you because of your young age. Don't be afraid, they can't take advantage of me if I'm here!"
The little mud man jumped onto Li Ruoyan's lap while talking, and said in a babbling voice, "The castle you made today is really good, I feel very comfortable lying in it."
Li Ruoyan didn't answer, because in the eyes of others, he was just talking to himself. He was sent to the hospital for treatment because of this kind of thing.
Arriving home soon, the chef cooked a table of dishes, and Li Ruoyan sat at the long table to eat alone.
Because of his height, he sat on a chair with his feet off the ground, giving him a feeling of emptiness.Li Ruoyan finished his meal with a cold expression, and went to the studio alone to draw.
Ben Ni was jumping around at his feet, shouting loudly, "You have to draw me more handsome!"
After finishing the last stroke, he looked at Benni coldly, and said softly, "Let's go."
Ben Ni, who was dancing around, froze in place, "You...let me go?"
Li Ruoyan raised his head and looked at the paintings all over the room. The paintings all looked like spiritual creatures. Outsiders looked like children's imaginative graffiti, but only Li Ruoyan knew that these were real creatures.
Ben Ni bounced around and asked eagerly, "Why did you drive me away? Wouldn't it be good for me to be your friend?"
Li Ruoyan looked down at it quietly. He looked like a lifeless doll without speaking, with a classic and delicate beauty, "You are no different from them, one is for money, and the other is for spirit."
"I know that you are close to me because there are many spirits around me."
"Since it's so hot, why do you want me to come out?"
Ben Ni froze in place, it was speechless and stood stupidly.
Li Ruoyan hung up the painting and walked out of the studio.He took a shower alone, went to bed, read a book, and after turning a few pages of the book, he put the book on the bedside table and was in a daze alone.
He remembered things from long ago.
At that time, it was the scariest spirit creature he had ever seen in his memory. It looked horrifying, and it was covered with spirit creatures with eyes.The spirit creature stood in front of the bed and stared at him, its dense eyes staring at him without blinking.
He was very scared, so he called the nanny, and mumbled in a childish voice that there was something here.
The nanny gave him a cup of hot milk for him to sleep.
The horrible spirit came for a week, and he drank hot milk for a week before going to bed.
Later that night, when he was about to drink milk again, the creature with the eyes spoke.
It said: "There are sleeping pills in it, don't drink it."
……
Li Ruoyan turned off the light, pulled up the quilt and began to sleep.He is also trying to put away the spirits around him tonight, those things keep overflowing from his body, which will provoke many strange creatures.
When I was young, there were more spirits around me, but now there are a lot fewer. When I grow up, there should be no spirits.
he thought calmly.
……
Dreamed at night.
A frowning villain appeared in front of him and said to him, "Hi, I'm Meng San."
Li Ruoyan clearly knew that he was in a dream. It was very strange. Since he was a child, he could clearly distinguish dream from reality, true from false, so he always firmly believed that he was not sick. It's just that he can see the world that others can't.
He is painting quietly with a paintbrush.
The spirit creature named Mengsan came to his side and praised: "Your paintings are so beautiful."
Li Ruoyan didn't look up, he didn't speak, he never liked to talk, why, he should be called all the time, Li Ruoyan, don't talk anymore.
I told my nanny for the first time that there are many eyes watching me by my bed.
The woman brought the hot milk, frowned and said, Li Ruoyan, don't say such strange things in the middle of the night.
For the first time, I told the teacher that there is one more person in our group.
The young teacher was a little scared and said angrily, Li Ruoyan, stop talking, you are always playing pranks.
The first time I told my peers, someone already played with me.
The little girl ran away crying, saying, Li Ruoyan, you are so scary, shut up.
So it's better to draw, draw everything you see, no one will stop him, and no one will send him to the hospital to evaluate his mental state.
"Is he crazy?"
"It's not a neuropathy or a lack of yin and yang eyes, hehe, talking to myself every day."
"If it weren't for the high salary, I wouldn't come here."
He knew everything that everyone said in secret, the disgust, fear, and disgust in their eyes. He could see and hear a lot of things, but sometimes, he didn't want to know so much.
Meng San continued: "Why are you unhappy? Can you tell me? I want to help you share."
"No need." Li Ruoyan finally spoke. He didn't look up, and continued to draw in silence.
So Meng San sat quietly beside him, watching him paint.
In his childhood, there were only two accompanying figures, one was Meng San and the other was Grandma Shu.
At first, he didn't know that Granny Tree was a spiritual creature. He only knew that his dead parents had a friend, and that elder was abroad. For so many years, all the people he took care of were arranged by that elder.
When I first had a hunch.
It was the spirit creature with eyes that said to him, "There are sleeping pills in it, don't drink it."
The window was open, and it was a windless night, and all the trees outside the window suddenly rustled.The next day, the original nanny was fired and a new nanny took care of him.
The new babysitter told him that if he was not satisfied, he could quit his job at any time.
He always said that everything has animism, and he felt that trees are alive since he was a child.
That time when he was playing on a seesaw in the park, because he was playing with spirits, he rejected the invitation of other children. When he was rejected by everyone, a leaf suddenly fell from the tree next to him and landed in his palm.
It seemed like a silent comfort.
When walking on campus, he likes to walk close to the trees, as if walking with an elder.
Until the day of the coming-of-age ceremony, Grandma Shu came.After paying a great price, he turned into a human form to participate in his coming-of-age ceremony.The tree spirits couldn't leave the enchantment casually, at most they could only cast their will on the trees.
But Grandma Tree was replaced by an old, wrinkled old woman that day, walking slowly towards him with her back bent.
She had been with him like this before.
When he was a baby, she was the tree outside the window rustling its leaves and singing him a lullaby.
When he is lonely and uncomfortable, she is the tree he leans on, casting a green shade for him.
When he grew up day by day, she was every tree he passed, watching his back quietly.
After the coming-of-age ceremony, Grandma Shu turned into a green-skinned old man, said a few words to him, and left.
Grandma Shu played the role of parent, and Meng San played the role of friend, so he is not lonely.
Sometimes Meng San also said: "Why are your dreams always unhappy?" It pointed to itself, "Look, this is me who represents worry, so I have a sad face. If you have a beautiful dream, Then there will be me with a smile on my face.”
Meng San said that it is a spiritual thing that lives on dreams and does not need a spirit. It should be that these years, there are not many spiritual things that are not attracted by the spirits around Li Ruoyan.
Li Ruoyan asked Mengsan, "Why do you want to be friends with me?" He thought he was not likable.
"Because your dream is very peaceful and sad, just like the sea at night." Mengsan walked to Li Ruoyan's side, "Even if you don't say anything, I won't talk, just sit quietly, because there is a kind of It’s a feeling of being cleansed in a peaceful mind.”
"But it's strange, sometimes, I can't enter your dream, as if I was repelled by an unknown force." Meng San was puzzled.
Li Ruoyan knew why Meng San said this situation.
When he was very young, he would start to have a dream, a beautiful dream.A dream that would only make him happy.
In the dream, there was a lot of snow, a piece of pure white, and there was a person with open arms, spinning slowly in the snow.
He couldn't see that person's appearance clearly, and he couldn't walk to that person's side. The only thing he could do was to watch quietly in his dream, and then wake up to draw a picture of the snow scene.
……
who's that person?
I really want to see him.
【change】
He saw him.
Under the deep and shallow colorful halo, the figure wandering in the dream finally appeared.There seemed to be some unknown emotion spreading and growing in his heart, and the turbulent emotions strangled his heart and blocked his throat.
The painted brush slipped from the palm of his hand.
He thought that the person who had picked up his pen and wanted to paint countless times over the years finally had a face.
"May I know your real name?" When the countless turbulent emotions receded, he finally calmed down and asked calmly.
"Ji Qing."
The sunlight shone in the man's gray-blue eyes, so the eyes were like clear blue crystals, reflecting his dazed face.Li Ruoyan whispered in his heart, Ji Qing, Ji Qing.
It seems that I want to take these two words apart and chew them into pieces, and then say them over and over again in my heart.
really weird.
Was it love at first sight?Or is it love for three lives?Why had he dreamed of him countless times before meeting Ji Qing?
Could it be that he fell in love with Ji Qing in his previous life, but he didn't drink Mengpo soup?Did he stand on the Naihe Bridge and identify the figures in front of him one by one, trying to find his lover?
Every time Li Ruoyan draws Ji Qing, there is always an indescribable throbbing in his heart.Painting other things is just to record the appearance of that thing, to prove that everything is not his imagination.The purpose of painting Ji Qing is to record the feelings at that moment. All the emotions flowed from the heart, flowed to the tip of the pen, and then printed on the painting.
It turns out that red means liking, blue means liking, pink means liking, and yellow means liking. Each color is a shade of liking, because they can form the person in the painting. As long as you can draw this person, you will be very happy.
In fact, all his feelings are faint. It should be said that before meeting Ji Qing, all his feelings were separated by a layer of veil, which was hazy and indistinct.
Being isolated can be a painful thing.
When he was a teacher, a female student was isolated by her roommate.The female student sat by the window and cut her wrists, smearing blood on the wall.
When he heard other people talking about this matter, his expression was calm, but in fact his heart was also so calm, like a lakeside, this incident was not even a breeze, let alone wrinkle the lake water.
The person who told him this matter saw his reaction was too flat, in fact, people sometimes have a strange psychology, if you have a big news that you think is very exciting, gossip happily to the other party, and see the listeners gossip If I don't move, I will try to find out or imagine a reason why the other party is not interested, to comfort myself. It's not that my excitement is too strange, but the other party has special reasons.
That person said to him, Mr. Li is such an excellent person, it seems that he has never experienced isolation, so he doesn't know how much damage this kind of thing will cause to people's hearts...
He lowered his eyes, calmly recalling the past when he was isolated.That day when he was sitting on the seesaw, the spirit who played with him cautiously asked, "Are you sad?"
Holding the leaf in his hand, he carefully observed the veins on the leaf. Hearing this, he slowly raised his head and said to the nervous creature, "No."
He blew on the leaves in his palm, and watched the leaves float to the ground. He said in a light tone, "I'm a little bit lost."
Because I didn't expect much in the first place, and the result was already expected, so when the ending actually appeared, it was calm as expected, and even that bit of disappointment was unreasonable.
One day he didn't fall asleep after a nap, and walked out of the room in his pajamas, ready to go downstairs to get some food.
There were intermittent conversations from downstairs.
Sitting on the steps, with his head resting on the railing, he heard the conversation of the cleaning servants.
"...Is he out of his mind?"
"Parents died at a young age, if no one takes care of them, there will definitely be problems..."
He put his forehead against the cold stairs and quietly looked at the lines on the ground.Because there are never expectations, you will not be disappointed when you know the result.If there was any expectation and attachment to these people at the beginning, it would be the first nanny who took care of him.
He would introduce the spiritual objects he saw to the other party since he was a child. When he was most afraid, he was the first to think of the other party and ask her for help.
"There are sleeping pills in it, don't drink it." The spirit creature with eyes all over its body said to him.
He was too young to understand what sleeping pills meant.
The spirit explained: "You are a human being. Taking too much of these medicines is not good for your health. I saw her put medicine into the milk yesterday. I was injured recently and need spirits, and there are many spirits around you. So sorry to bother you for a week. I'm leaving tonight."
He can remember things very clearly since he was a child, so after so many years, he still remembers the spirit telling him that there are many spirits around him, and he still remembers... the sudden cold heart at that time.
Even though he was holding warm milk, he could still smell the fragrance of milk when he lowered his head, but there was a kind of coolness pouring out of his heart.
The only expectation I still have seems to be that dream.
Because he was regarded as having a mental problem, when he went to the hospital to see a doctor, the doctor suggested that he find a hobby and resolve himself in the hobby.But no matter what you do, it can't be regarded as resolution, at most it's a way to pass the time, and it can really be regarded as resolution, only the unreal dream.
His cold-bloodedness and paranoia can only be soothed in his dreams.Didn't it mean that there is everything in the dream? Yes, even if it snows heavily in the dream, it is snow that makes people's hearts melt.
Then his dream came true.
"Ji Qing." He said the name again and again in his heart.It's like medicine, and like sugar, as long as I think of this person, I suddenly feel happy.
He has encountered so many incomprehensions before, and it doesn't matter if he is treated as a psychopath, because if he is an ordinary person, he will not be able to see the people he wants to see.
He hugged Ji Qing and kissed him little by little, on his brows, eyes, neck, and soft lips, but it still felt unreal.Because he saw this person in his dream for too long, and when the other person appeared with a dreamlike sense of unreality, he felt that Ji Qing was a creature that did not exist in this world.
If he had been religious, he might have prostrated himself on the ground and kissed the ground the other had walked on.
Although he has no faith, he still wants to kiss each other, every part of his body.He wants to kiss from the lips, to the fragile neck, to the soft abdomen, white thighs, and jade-like toes, he wants to kiss every part of Ji Qing's body completely... and then swallow go down.
Ji Qingsheng's fine skin and tender flesh, skin like jade and milk, feels like expensive satin. When he saw Ji Qing's snow-white skin, he suddenly had an urge to taste it.
I want to taste whether this person is air, whether it is nothingness, whether it is something he imagined.
When he was taken to the doctor, people around him suspected that he was hypochondriac.Originally, he didn't care about it at all, and didn't take it to heart, but one day he suddenly thought of Ji Qing, thinking what if everything was really his imagination?It was as if a large piece of his heart had been dug out by someone, the hole exposed the wind, and the icy wind passed through it, making a whimpering sound.
He hugged Ji Qing, and kissed her gently and tightly.Once, he accidentally discovered that the tail is a sensitive point on Ji Qing's body.At first he touched his tail just to give a small punishment, but when he held that tail and played with it, he saw Ji Qing trembling under him, saw a faint powder on his snow-white skin, and looked into his eyes. Transparent tears flowed out, too many tears flowed out, and when the eyelashes were wet, there was a faint excitement in my heart and... a sense of steadfastness when it fell to the ground.
He cried because of me.
This recognition made him excited, happy, and happy, as if the person in front of him was finally no longer wandering in a dream.
He held Ji Qing's face in his hands, wiped away the tears with his fingers, and then kissed the wet eyelashes. The tip of his tongue tasted the salty taste of tears, but he felt it was sweet.
Like candy, sweet to cloying.
Forbearance's crying was also sweet, so sweet that his heart almost melted.
When he took the tip of Ji Qing's tail in his mouth, pressed the cold tail slowly with his tongue, pretended to be an accident, and caressed the tip of the tail with the tip of his teeth inadvertently, the whole body of the person in his arms would tremble.
It looks like a rotten flower, swaying in the wind.
Tears flowed down from the corners of his red eyes, his waist was shaking unbearably humiliated, his soft fingertips were stained pink, and intermittent crying came from his mouth.
At that moment, he suddenly had an idea, that is to swallow the tip of the tail in his mouth like this, and then swallow the person in front of him bit by bit.
Or start to taste from the neck, tease him, let him make a nice sound, and then kiss his lips, hiding all the sweet and seductive sounds in the lips and teeth.
Then the person in front of him will definitely beg for mercy in a low voice and whimper, but he doesn't know that the appearance of crying like pear blossoms with rain makes people want to be humiliated more.I want to hold every petal in my mouth and drown in the fragrance of the stamens.
But no.
After all, it is reluctant.
After the frantic and distorted excitement dissipated, it was a feeling of distress.He hugged Ji Qing in his arms, and gently stroked his back, like comforting a frightened kitten, or like a giant dragon licking its treasure.
He hugged him hard, trying to use all his strength to melt him into his own bone marrow, even if the other party cried out in pain, he would not let go.But he wanted to hug him gently, like hugging a feather, and touch him with the strength of a breeze.
Before he met Ji Qing, it was a piece of ice, and after he met Ji Qing, there was fire flowing under the ice, flowing magma, so hot that he wanted to melt himself.
The wedding between him and Ji Qing was a wedding on ice, which he had thought about when he was a child.When he was alone, he always thought about things farther away. He remembered the dream he always had. In that dream, there was heavy snow falling, and the person in the dream twirled with his arms open.
So he wants to have an ice wedding.
Praise the dreamer with all that is holy, pure, steadfast, and beautiful.They walked in the palace made of ice, surrounded by cold mist and sparkling ice crystals, his beloved was all in pure white, walking towards him with an elegant smile.
He often imagined this scene, supplemented every detail of the wedding, and imagined the texture of the snowflakes.The only blank left is the person who walked into the marriage hall with him.
Then the man finally showed up.
Spreading his snow-white wings, he appeared under the colorful halo, and when his eyes met, all his dreams, all the lingering blanks, and all the beautiful imaginations were covered by this person's figure.
Ji Qing.
It turned out that he was Ji Qing.
The person who has appeared in the dream for so long, the person who has fantasized about it day and night, the only person who still has expectations.
He wanted to pamper Ji Qing on the tip of his heart, spoil him a thousand times, and dedicate all the best things to him.
——Why do you want to paint?
——Because I want to draw you.
He and Ji Qing travel around the world, and the greatest joy is being able to draw Ji Qing.He is his muse, the light of his inspiration, the source of his joy.
The happiest thing in his life was meeting Ji Qing and forming a bond with him.
He and he split life and death equally.
Every time he thinks of this, a morbid sense of sweetness envelops him. Thousands of years later, the sea has already changed, and they can no longer be separated from each other.
No one knew what he was thinking in his heart, because he was still calm on the surface.And Ji Qing was lying in his arms, coquettishly: "Li Ruoyan~I want to eat candy~"
Heart will melt.
No matter what he asks, he must be fulfilled.Even if he wanted the stars in the sky, Li Ruoyan might really try.
How can you like someone so much?
He likes Ji Qing, not simply because of his skin.At that time in the City of Mirrors, the Mirror Demon transformed into Ji Qing's appearance, which was a low-profile version at first.
Because the first time the mirror demon changed according to the way he painted it, the painting was only three points similar.
The reason for the three points is because he not only wants to paint Ji Qing in front of the picture, but also wants to paint Ji Qing in his dream.So only three points of similarity are drawn.
Later, when the mirror demon saw Ji Qing's real face, when it transformed again for the second time, it was already very realistic, and it was almost possible to confuse the real one with the real one, but it was only almost.
Because it is different.
Different is different.
This is not the person in his dream, this is not the person he loves deeply, this is not his Ji Qing.
What does his Ji Qing look like?I told Ji Qing once.It is the cutest, the most beautiful, the smartest, the most powerful, and it is his favorite.
Likes are a magical thing.No matter how good some things are said by others, if you don't like it, you don't like it.There are some things that others can't understand, but I like them very much.And his Ji Qing, his such a good Ji Qing, everyone likes him.
When "Another World" was published, the most popular character was Qingqing.
At first it was a big white egg, a little angel during the day, and a little devil at night.
When Li Ruoyan was drawing manga, Ji Qing put his arms around his arm, obediently leaning on his shoulder to watch him create.
Once he took too long to paint, and Ji Qing fell asleep leaning against him. He closed his eyes obediently, and his long eyelashes were like the curved wings of a white butterfly.
Li Ruoyan tilted his head and looked at Ji Qing's sleeping face for a long time. He wanted to engrave every appearance of Ji Qing in his heart.
Ji Qing said that the life he was looking forward to was a very ordinary life.
That night, Ji Qing was held in his arms, and the vibration of his voice was transmitted to his heart when he spoke.He originally had no expectations for the future, his only expectation in this life was the person in his dream, and now the dream has become a reality.
In the silent night, Ji Qing narrated softly. Every word he said seemed to add a layer of light to the future, layer after layer of light so bright that it would make people cry.
He kissed Ji Qing lightly, and said, this is his wish too.
That night passed for a long time, and he didn't fall asleep.He kept thinking about what Ji Qing said, and then he was describing their future by himself. What are they going to do?
There are so many things that can be done, and all boring things will suddenly become extremely attractive as long as they are associated with the name Ji Qing.
They can go to watch the sunrise and sunset together, climb mountains together, release Kongming lanterns together, watch movies together, sing together, cook together, walk in the rain together, have snowball fights together...
He chose a lot of flowers and planted them in the garden. He drew a lot of pictures, which filled the paper. He got a lot of love and filled his heart.
Ji Qing put down the lantern by the river, clasped his hands together, resting on his chin, and prayed silently, then suddenly opened his eyes, gave him an unhappy look, and said, "Hurry up, you want to make a wish too."
What wish?
If there really is a god, let him and Ji Qing be together forever.
That day he knelt in the temple and prayed devoutly to the statue, praying to God that he could still love the people around him in the next life.
If he goes to hell after death, he will definitely not drink Mengpo soup, and he will never drink it. He must remember this person and look for him on the Naihe Bridge. If he cannot be found, he will be in the crowd one after another in his next life. try to find.
Use a lifetime to find.
And the saddest thing in his life was making Ji Qing wait for 20 years.
Whenever he remembered that Ji Qing had broken his heart for 20 years because of him, he wanted to stab himself with a knife and dig out his heart to show Ji Qing.
When he saw Ji Qing injured that day, his intense anger made him lose his mind all of a sudden, and then he lost consciousness and became a barrier.
【combine】
It seems to have forgotten something.
It must be something very important, it looked at the human and thought quietly.
Who is this human?
He is so handsome.
The surroundings are covered by the white spirit, and it is hard to see clearly. It quietly looks at the image of the human being, looks at him turning into an angel, and looks at him turning into a demon. Every look is so beautiful. , so people like it.
It looked at his face and felt a sense of emptiness and oppression sweep over it.
It seems to live in memory and forgetting, reality and nothingness, it is an isolated island floating in the endless sea of memory, unable to distinguish the height of the world, because the only thing left in the world is the person in front of him.
Who is he?
So lovely.
I really like him.
In a trance, there are one call after another coming from the sea of clouds, above the soft waves of ten thousand hectares, the voice is faintly visible, intermittent and vague and quiet.
Who is calling it?
It is raining in the sky, bitter, drop by drop, is someone crying in the sky?
do not Cry.
Every tear makes it so uncomfortable, heart-piercing.
The voice from the distance became clearer and clearer, someone was calling, Li Ruoyan.
He remembered.
【end】
I have been waiting for you, for you to become a human, and for you to return to the enchantment, when you call me, I will appear.
I have been chasing you all my life.
【End of the show】
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