Rebirth: sailing a thousand times

Mu Qingfeng went down to court and received Zhou Ping's letter, and went straight to the house that he bought in Zhou Feng's name without stopping.

Gu Shaobai was sleeping peacefully on the large carved bed of Qingluo Shaman, his face was calm, his eyebrows were stretched, there were terrible bruises on his shiny and white face, and his forehead was red and swollen.

"How is he?" Mu Qingfeng couldn't wait to ask Zhou Ping who was standing in front of the bed as soon as he entered the door before taking off his court uniform.

"Master Gu, he..." Zhou Ping's voice was choked up.Mu Qingfeng was shocked when he saw a tattered bloody gown on the bedside table, "What's going on?"

Zhou Ping shed turbid tears, "The person sent to guard the Gu mansion said that Young Master Gu received fifty lashes under the family law, was removed from the family tree, and kicked out of the Gu mansion." He wiped his tears with his sleeve, the first time Looking at Mu Qingfeng with grief and indignation, "My lord, is this what you want?" After finishing speaking, he turned and left the bedroom.

Mu Qingfeng stood there dumbfounded, with mixed feelings, both sour and bitter, but there was no joy of revenge.

After a while, he sat gently on the edge of the bed.Gu Shaobai's hand rested lightly on the brocade quilt, the slender hand was pale and clean, the nails were so transparent that there was no blood at all.He wrapped this hand into his palm, only to find the icy cold.Shaobai on the bed struggled a bit, as if he wanted to turn over, but he was exhausted and gave up, his face was no longer calm, his brows shrugged, covered with a layer of slight sorrow, maybe in a dream It is still painful!

"...I commit myself to you because I like you. I won't ask you anything, and don't feel guilty about me. I can stay with you for as long as I can..." The voice was still in his ears, and he thought carefully about his feelings when he heard these words. Was it contempt in his heart, a secret smile in his heart, or the pain that pierced his heart like now?In fact, it was not only him who regretted it, but also himself.

He murmured in his heart, I actually regretted it a long time ago, maybe it was when I played the piano and drank tea with you, maybe it was after going to Wushan Yunyu together, maybe I heard your heartfelt words on my birthday, maybe... ... He shook his head, trying to get rid of these painful memories, but found that those memories are like a knife carving time, engraved in his heart stroke by stroke, not because you don't want to, it just absent.He thought he was in control of everything and played with everyone, but he didn't know that he was the last one to fall into it.

In between breaths, that young man has already integrated into his own life, and some lingering, no matter plain or noisy, has been endowed with a taste of joy, silently moistening that cold and hard heart.Is it the ruthlessness of time, or the vicissitudes of fleeting years, that makes everything pass away in a hurry and go to the distant end of the world?No, none of these things, what lost all of this is my desire for power that overrides everything else.

One thought is so close, one thought is the end of the world, one thought embraces the breeze and bright moon, and one thought is futile to look back!

Gu Shaobai woke up again in the morning two days later.

He opened his eyes, the room was bright, and what caught his eyes was the familiar blue curtain above his head, which was the so-called Zhou Mansion's bedroom that had been here countless times.In this room, I and that person went to the cloud and rain together countless times, played the piano and sipped tea countless times, laughed and joked countless times, and whispered softly to each other countless times. The bloody flower blooming from the injured cheek.

He moved and wanted to sit up, but unexpectedly, his whole body was in great pain as if being repeatedly crushed by the palm of a giant spirit, and he couldn't help breathing out softly.A little girl ran in, about fifteen or sixteen years old, beautiful and cute, "Sir, you are awake, you need to eat or drink water."

At the same age as Qiuyue, as beautiful as Qiuyue, seeing her, I couldn't help but think of Qiuyue, wondering if she cried loudly because of her departure.She helped Gu Shaobai to sit up, and stuffed a thick feather cushion behind his back.

"who are you?"

The little girl's voice was clear and loud, "My name is Xiaomei," and suddenly she seemed to remember something, "Oh, I'm cooking lotus seed porridge," and ran out like a gust of wind.

After a while, a bowl of porridge came, and he blew it cold spoon by spoon and fed it to him.Although he had no appetite, but he didn't want to take away her kindness, Gu Shaobai finished a bowl of lotus seed porridge with her hand.

"Xiaomei, where are you from, why are you here?" Shaobai asked her.

"Both of my parents died. When my mother was dying, my mother asked me to come to the capital to join my uncle. When I came, I found out that my uncle had moved away long ago. I was thinking of finding a recommender to see which house to be a maid for someone, but I met Zhou. Manager, I'm coming."

Shaobai understood, this little girl doesn't know anything.

Now the whole city may have already spread the rumor that Gu Shaobai is a despicable villain who cheats on Gourong under his false appearance, how could Mu Qingfeng send someone from his palace to serve this notorious person.

He didn't know if he brought him back, maybe it was Zhou Ping, or maybe Mu Qingfeng, and he didn't know what their purpose was.

He suddenly hehe sneered, now that mountains and rivers have recovered, he still cares about what to do, let it go forever, I have my own place, no one can control it!

"My lord, what are you laughing at?" Little Mei asked.

Gu Shaobai touched his lips, and he was really smiling, "It's nothing, I just remembered a funny thing."

After sending Xiaomei away, Gu Shaobai looked at the furnishings of this room again, and it was still the same as before, and all the furnishings remained untouched.In the room, there was a faint fragrance of Lingling lily, and his eyes fell on a guqin under the east wall.

Enduring the pain all over his body, he struggled to the ground, sat cross-legged, held up the guqin, and gently stroked the four-character seal character "Jiuxiao Huanpei" on the back of the guqin.

"If you like it, how about I buy it for you?"

"No need, this piano is priceless, and Shaobai won't accept it for nothing."

"A daughter is easy to get, but a friend is hard to find."

The words are still in my ears, but when I turn around, everything is changed. I only hate myself for not having a pair of insightful eyes. If I could see a little bit more clearly, I might not end up in such a miserable state.

Sitting quietly like that for a while, the thin cracks in his decaying heart stretched infinitely into a net shape and finally shattered violently, as if he heard a crackling sound, he raised his head in horror, facing A pair of eyes that are as deep as water.

Mu Qingfeng stood at the door for an unknown how long, "Is it better?"

The sunlight came from behind, enveloping his tall and straight figure with a layer of dazzling golden rims, the corners of his raised lips made the cold outline a little softer, and his voice was as warm as ever.

Shaobai looked at him as if he was looking at a stranger, and after a while, he silently turned his gaze back to the piano.

Mu Qingfeng waited for a long time, he thought that he might cry, fight, beat and scold, then he would coax, admit his mistake and promise to treat him well in the future, but Gu Shaobai didn't do anything, just sat, motionless.

"It's cold on the ground, go back to bed." He stretched out his hand to help him up.

Gu Shaobai waved lightly with his hand, "Don't touch me, be careful to get your hands dirty, Prince Yi."

Mu Qingfeng withdrew his hand embarrassingly, and said awkwardly, "Abai, just say what you have, if you want to beat or scold, it's up to you, I..."

Gu Shaobai suddenly raised his head and asked him back, "What does the lord think I should say?"

"Actually...Actually, I really like you", Mu Qingfeng no longer cared about his identity, he really felt distressed, and really wanted to save him, "We can still be the same as before... ...."

"Same as before? Being kept in the dark and being teased by you? Going to bed with you? Willing to be lowly?" Shaobai smiled sarcastically.

"No, no," Mu Qingfeng hurriedly waved his hands, looking directly at him, "I will treat you well in the future!"

Gu Shaobai tilted his head and thought for a while, with an innocent and cute expression, he laughed and said, "Stay here? In what capacity? Your pet, your plaything, or a lover you can't show in front of others... ..or is it a chess piece that you are reluctant to discard after using it?"

He closed his eyes, then opened them again in an instant, his smile disappeared suddenly, his eyes were quiet, without any trace of love, and he sighed, "Forget it, don't be reluctant, Prince Yi, now I'm ruined, I'm gone It has no use value!"

Shaobai flicked lightly with his hand, and the lingering chord sound surged out, a trace of soreness suddenly surged in his already relieved heart, he raised his head and took a deep breath, returning the choked sobs to his chest cavity.

Mu Qingfeng was angry and mournful when he heard the sound of his piano, and couldn't help gently stroking his icy fingertips. The icy cold touch spread upwards along his palm, like an ice blade turning back and forth on his heart. To redeem this heart that is colder than ice?

"My lord", Gu Shaobai gently retracted his fingers, and said coldly, "Whether it is true or false, please take it back, Shaobai dare not want it, and I don't want it anymore..." He stroked the piano affectionately On the body, "Fang Yuanzhai's chance encounter is fake, it's fake to spend a lot of money on giving pianos, it's fake to have deep affection in bed, it's fake to celebrate birthday with wine..." He smiled with a decisive demeanor, "I'm really I lived [-] years earnestly, but I can't make up for this half a year of falsehood... It's just a pity that this Nine Nights ring wears... ".He stared at the man in front of him, his eyes really did not seem to be fake, and then he secretly laughed, when was he not really fake?

When it is true and false, it is also true when it is false. It is because I am blind and my mind is blinded that it is difficult to distinguish the true from the false. How is it different from others?

Time passed with the sound of the dripping glass, the room was silent, and the two of them were relatively speechless. For a moment, Mu Qingfeng thought that it was back to the days when the wind and the moon were peaceful, and the two of them still looked at each other and smiled.

"My lord," Zhou Ping's voice came from outside.He got up and walked to the door, "The emperor has a decree, see you in the imperial study", he lowered his voice, "Do you know what's going on?"

"The father-in-law of the decree said that the emperor seems to be summoning several ministers to discuss the candidate for the Taifu."

He nodded and signaled Zhou Ping to back down.

Gu Shaobai lowered his eyes and remained silent, his body was as thin as a light smoke, as if it would dissipate in the coldness of the room in the next moment.He suddenly became dizzy. It turned out that Mu Qingfeng picked him up and realized that he was already on the bed after the dizzy feeling.

"Ah Bai, I will come as soon as I go, please wait for me to come back obediently, I will definitely give you an explanation!"

Gu Shaobai raised his head, looked at his anxious and expectant eyes, his heart softened, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and he nodded softly.In the end, he still couldn't bear to leave him with decisive thoughts. A few years later, more than ten years later, when he thought of himself in a calm and calm manner, it was not the face of hatred and hatred, but the same smile as when he first saw him. , It turned out that the hatred receded, and from the beginning to the end, I still loved this man who hurt me so badly!