New year greeting

Song Xinyuan dreamed of a heavy rain, and Song Yanqing appeared in the rain, Song Yanqing turned his head and smiled at him, turned and left, and the rain disappeared.There is only one rainy season like this every year, and last year's has become a thing of the past.

Song Xinyuan stretched out his arm and woke up suddenly without touching anything.Feng Deng was not on the bed, it was chilly in the room, and summer was coming to an end again.He sat up in a trance, walked out barefoot, stood in the corridor for a while, followed the light at the end, and approached the study silently, when he stopped, he happened to hear Li Mingzhou's question.

"Do you really like Song Xinyuan?"

Song Xinyuan bit his finger, looking forward to Feng Deng's answer, but Feng Deng disappointed him.Why did Feng Deng hesitate?Regarding their relationship, Feng Deng still hasn't figured it out yet?

Li Mingzhou's next words made him even more unbelievable. He couldn't help but open the door and asked the truth: "What are you talking about?"

His father ruined Feng Deng's family?Feng Deng has been taking revenge on him all this time?

Li Mingzhou couldn't bear to hit Song Xinyuan, but the matter had come to an end, so he could only explain everything: "As you heard, uncle made mistakes when he was young and did some immoral things."

What's up?Could it be his father and Feng Deng's mother... Song Xinyuan shuddered, and asked each word: "Feng Deng is my brother?"

"..." Li Mingzhou said helplessly, "No, my uncle dated Feng Deng's father." His words were very cautious, but the deep meaning in his words was obvious.

Song Xinyuan let go of the doorknob, shook his body, and turned his pale face to Feng Deng: "My dad is...he is..." He couldn't say those words no matter what.

"Why don't you wear shoes?" Feng Deng walked towards the door, but was stopped by Song Xinyuan.

"Don't come here!" Song Xinyuan squatted down, helpless and hopeless, he didn't know who or what he should believe.

At this time, Feng Xinghe hurriedly came behind Song Xinyuan, exchanged a glance with Li Mingzhou from the air, and leaned over to pull Song Xinyuan: "Yuan Yuan, let's sit down and talk."

Song Xinyuan threw off Feng Xinghe's arm, and accidentally knocked the back of his hand against the wall. The pain caused him to take a breath, and said in a daze, "Liar, liar, you are all liars."

Li Mingzhou, Feng Xinghe, Feng Deng, including his father, all lied to him.He lived for nearly 30 years, and he lived a lie.

Feng Deng squatted in front of Song Xinyuan, and said in a deep voice: "Your dad and my dad cheated in marriage, they got retribution, and it has nothing to do with you." The implication is that it has nothing to do with you, so I didn't tell you.

"Yes, we are doing it for your own good." Li Mingzhou added.

Song Xinyuan thought of Feng Deng's mother, that poor aunt, looked up at Feng Deng, and said firmly: "You hate my dad."

"Yes." Feng Deng suddenly grabbed Song Xinyuan's right hand and kneaded his red and swollen back.

"What about me, do you hate me? Why are you with me? Are you trying to get revenge on me?" Song Xinyuan tried to pull out his hand, but he couldn't get rid of it. He asked blankly, "Do you like me or not?"

Last spring, he approached Feng Deng with a purpose, planning to make Feng Deng fall in love with him, and then he would abandon Feng Deng.He tried hard, but failed in the end, and he became more and more inseparable from Feng Deng.However, Feng Deng is the one who insists on revenge, right?Feng Deng is about to succeed.

"Song Xinyuan, how do you want me to answer? No matter what I say now, you won't believe it," Feng Deng actually smiled, "And you, do you really like me?"

Song Xinyuan stared at Feng Deng, tears welled up in his eyes, he cried very quietly, without making a sound.Unexpectedly, Feng Deng didn't trust him at all. His devotion during this period has become a joke, and he can't cure Feng Deng's heart disease.

While he was doubting Feng Deng, Feng Deng was also doubting him - retribution.

"Are you fucking blind?! Open your eyes and see clearly, what have you forced him into?" Li Mingzhou punched Feng Deng and roared, "Stupid, you still have the face to ask, do you have the heart? ah?"

Feng Xinghe hugged Li Mingzhou's arm and comforted him softly: "Mingzhou, don't be angry. Emotions are not things, invisible, intangible, and unclear for a while. Let's not get involved, let them talk by themselves. "

"Doesn't he understand?" Li Mingzhou suppressed his anger, sat on the sofa, crossed his hands, covered his forehead, and sighed deeply.

Feng Deng and Song Xinyuan remained motionless, staring at each other.Feng Deng put away his smile and said meaningfully: "Song Xinyuan, have you noticed that the more you emphasize, the easier it is to show your flaws. You always emphasize that you are a normal adult, but in reality?"

"Are you sick? Why mention this?" Li Mingzhou asked.Feng Xinghe shook his head, expressing his disapproval of Feng Deng's actions.

"Blindly escaping will not solve the problem." Feng Deng wiped away Song Xinyuan's tears, "What are you afraid of?"

Song Xinyuan repeatedly denied: "No, I didn't. You emphasized it. You said I was normal, but you lied to me."

"If I told the truth, you'd cry. Don't you hate me when you say over and over again that you like me? You hate me and you have to treat me as the last straw, don't you?"

Song Xinyuan burst into tears like a child: "No - not -"

Feng Deng picked up Song Xinyuan: "So, we're even, I hated you, and you hated me too."

Song Xinyuan grabbed Feng Deng's wrist and bit it down hard. After bleeding from the bite, he ran out and went back to the bedroom to pack his luggage.Feng Deng followed closely behind, picked up Song Xinyuan, threw him on the bed, wrapped him in a quilt, and pressed Song Xinyuan: "You and I have an appointment, you will live here forever, and you will not go anywhere. Where do you want to go?" ?”

Song Xinyuan blushed and said angrily: "Don't worry about it, I don't want to see you!"

Feng Deng touched the corners of Song Xinyuan's eyes and stood up: "Okay, I'll go. We'll talk after you calm down."

Song Xinyuan got under the quilt and said vaguely: "I don't want to talk to you, I don't want to see you again..."

"Good night." Feng Deng tidied up his clothes and toiletries, pulled up his suitcase, and slowly walked out of the bedroom. Before the door closed, the room darkened.

Li Mingzhou stood in the corridor, watching with cold eyes.Feng Xinghe sent him downstairs, and then asked: "You want to go?"

"If I don't leave, he will run away from home." Feng Deng said, "I'll leave at dawn and spend the night on the sofa. Brother, you go upstairs to rest, please take care of him for me."

"Okay, but I can't help you much. It's better for you to talk to Yuan Yuan as soon as possible, so as not to have long nights and dreams."

"Well, let me give him some time and space to think."

"Forget it, I'll go and see Yuan Yuan."

Feng Xinghe told Li Mingzhou, knocked on the door of the master bedroom, and asked gently: "Yuan Yuan, it's me, can I go in?"

After a while, Song Xinyuan responded: "The door is not locked."

Feng Xinghe didn't turn on the light, and sat by the bed, hesitantly said: "Don't be sad, Feng Deng has a reserved personality, what he says is often different from what he thinks in his heart."

"Lie down," Song Xinyuan revealed his head and turned over, "You are his brother, so you must speak well of him."

Feng Xinghe lay beside Song Xinyuan, patted Song Xinyuan on the back: "You are also my younger brother."

Song Xinyuan: "I hated you very much before, I'm sorry."

Feng Xinghe: "It's nothing, it's all Feng Deng's fault."

Song Xinyuan chuckled and asked curiously: "You and my brother, who of you two confessed first?"

"It's me, didn't you expect that?"

"I thought... He was the one chasing you."

"I confessed first. There was some misunderstanding between us, and he chased me later. Yuanyuan, I actually envy you."

"why?"

"Many people love you, dote on you, and consider everything for you, but you accept it very calmly."

"Do you want to say that I am heartless? Am I doing too much?"

"No, you are fine, you don't need to change deliberately, some people like you like this."

At seven o'clock in the morning, Feng Deng finished washing and went out with his suitcase.Song Xinyuan stayed up almost all night, and when he noticed Feng Deng leaving, he sat on the bed in a daze.

Feng Xinghe said sleepily: "Have you asked Feng Deng where he is going and when will he be back?"

"No, I don't know how to face him. My dad did that kind of thing... Does he really hate me?" Song Xinyuan's chest was tight, "He always ignores my problems and doesn't say anything, love Where to go."

The author says:

Is there any extra starfish for me?What?