New year greeting

Ten years ago, Qianyang City, Xizhao County.

Feng Deng stood waiting for the bus under the scorching sun, with the road home behind him.The road is narrow and long, with no end in sight.The nearby residents call it "Changqing Lane" because there is no intersection on the whole road.If a pair of lovers come from both ends, they will meet again.

Feng Deng's mother Lu Shuhan met Feng Deng's stepfather Feng Xianghai in Changqing Lane, and she lost her love and freedom and never left here again.Feng Deng understood her difficulties and never complained.

The midday sun was like a fried egg, and the heat covered one's face.Feng Deng cut his hair short in summer, and today he is wearing white short-sleeves and overalls. He has a strong figure and broad shoulders, giving people a calm and reliable feeling.He had just passed his 22nd birthday during the summer vacation, started his fifth year of school, and will graduate by this time next year.

Feng Deng turned his head inadvertently and saw Lu Shuhan's figure.His mother staggered down the alley, looking old and feeble, but still charming, and one could guess that she had been a beauty in her youth.

Feng Deng picked up the suitcase and walked back without saying a word, waiting for Lu Shuhan to speak.Lu Shuhan handed him a kraft paper envelope, and said: "Give back the money to Feng Xinghe, tell him not to send money home, we don't need his charity. Don't be too busy working to make money, you will graduate soon, Hurry up and find a hospital for an internship, and get into a good unit in the future."

Her expression is very cold, she always likes to speak in a commanding tone, and never thinks there is a problem with herself. Since the death of her ex-husband, she has transferred her desire to control to her son.She firmly believed that Feng Deng would always listen to her, but she forgot that Feng Deng had grown up for a long time.

"Okay." Feng Deng replied in a timely manner. It is unreasonable to respond too quickly or too late. If it is one second faster, it will be suspected of lying, and if it is one second slower, it will be hesitant.

He and Lu Shuhan have lived together for many years, and he has already known how to measure, the expression on his face is even the same as hers, there is no joy or disgust, which makes her happy.In fact, he didn't want to waste his words. Once he started a verbal battle with his mother, even with ten mouths, it would be difficult to gain the upper hand.It's hard to tell who controls who between mother and son, it can only be said that they deserve to be mother and son.

Feng Deng put away the money, glanced at the main road, and said in a low voice: "Mom, you go back and dry it outside. The car is coming soon, I have to go."

"Feng Deng, don't get too close to Feng Xinghe, I beg you like a mother." Her tone was not begging at all, "Go home for dinner when you are free on weekends."

"Okay." Feng Deng agreed, not knowing whether he agreed with the first sentence or the last sentence.

Lu Shuhan got a satisfactory answer, turned and left, staggering every step, just like she did when she came.

Feng Deng watched her back for a while, and then left the alley.The bus soon appeared on the main road, accompanied by the pungent diesel smell and the driver's shouting. Five minutes later, there was no one on the road, only the scorching air remained, causing the branches to droop their heads.

Feng Deng arrived in Qianyang City in the evening.He returned to school a week early and didn't meet many familiar faces on the way to the dormitory.

He studied at Qianyang University, majoring in clinical medicine.He entered the department late at the beginning, and was assigned to a dormitory for other majors, and it was a double bed.His roommate is a senior majoring in medical English and has graduated and left school before the summer vacation.He is now in the dormitory by himself, and he will have a new roommate when school starts.

Feng Deng put the suitcase under the table, cleaned up his own bed, and cleaned the opposite bed.At 307 o'clock in the evening, he went out with the envelope containing the money, walked towards the teacher's dormitory of Qianda University, arrived at the No. [-] teacher's dormitory building, and rang the doorbell of room [-].

The door opened, and a man wearing black-rimmed glasses, navy blue short sleeves and black slacks stood in front of Feng Deng.This person is his half brother - Feng Xinghe, who is five years older than him.After his mother remarried to Feng Xinghe's father, he changed his surname to "Feng".

Right now, Feng Xinghe looked at him in surprise: "Why are you here so early? Come in and sit for a while."

"Teacher Feng, happy summer vacation." Feng Deng entered the room and put the envelope on the table, "My mother asked me to return it to you."

Feng Xinghe was quiet, grabbed the money and handed it to him, forced a smile and said: "Feng Deng, it's not class time, so you don't have to be cautious, you can take these as living expenses."

Feng Deng pursed his lips and said softly, "No need, brother, I'm going back to the dormitory."

"Let's go after dinner, let's chat."

Hearing these words, Feng Deng stopped when he was about to leave: "Okay."

While Feng Xinghe was cooking, Feng Deng sat on the small sofa and watched the news.Feng Xinghe's dormitory is a single room, without a living room, there is a bed and a coffee table at the entrance, and the bathroom and kitchen are at the back.

The kitchen was too small and it was inconvenient for many people to enter. Only Feng Xinghe was busy in it, and Feng Deng was sitting by the bed and distracted.His eyes were uncontrollably on Feng Xinghe, when Feng Xinghe called him, he couldn't hear what Feng Xinghe said.

"Feng Deng, come and serve the meal." Feng Xinghe called again.

The two sat side by side on the small sofa and watched TV, which was still broadcasting the news.Feng Deng lowered his head and held the bowl when he suddenly heard the words "Legalize gay marriage".He slowly raised his head and found that there were many foreigners holding rainbow flags on the screen, and those people were either happy or excited to be interviewed.

He couldn't eat for a moment, and turned his head to glance at Feng Xinghe.Feng Xinghe naturally didn't respond, and focused on dealing with a pepper.Feng Deng pondered for a long time and asked, "Brother, what do you think of homosexuality?"

Feng Xinghe said without hesitation: "It's normal, there are quite a lot of students like this in the school."

"Don't you think they're perverted?"

"You are biased," Feng Xinghe put down the bowl and taught Feng Deng, "We should not look at any group with colored eyes, and all love should be respected. However, it is too difficult for homosexuals to survive, and being heterosexual is luckier. "

"Well, you're right."

Feng Deng finished his meal in a hurry, helped Feng Xinghe wash the dishes, and returned to his dormitory.After a few days, the classmates in his class returned to school one after another, and had a dinner together under the organization of the monitor.

Everyone exchanged information about the summer vacation, and gradually divided into small groups, chatting about their own things.Class monitor Liang Kun and Feng Deng had a good relationship. He put Feng Deng's shoulders on his shoulders and drank two sips of beer, and said mysteriously: "I heard from the instructor that there is a second-generation doctor in this freshman class, and his father is the leader of the Qianda Affiliated Hospital." , is also a guest professor of our school, you know?"

Feng Deng stretched his waist, and moved his body away without any trace: "I don't know."

"Well, I hope it's true. It would be even better if she was a beautiful woman. These days are so boring. By the way, where are you planning to go for an internship?"

"I haven't thought about it yet."

Feng Deng didn't take Liang Kun's words to heart.He is going to devote himself to preparing for the battle and apply for the postgraduate entrance examination of Qianyang University clinical major.After school starts, Feng Deng usually goes to the library to study after class, and occasionally plays basketball with his classmates.That night, Feng Deng was walking back to the dormitory when he was suddenly patted on the shoulder by someone.

He turned his head and saw Feng Xinghe, and felt that the sky had brightened a bit: "Teacher Feng."

Feng Xinghe adjusted his glasses frame, and asked with a smile: "What are you busy with recently? If you have time, go to my place for dinner, and I'll cook for you."

Feng Deng said: "Brother, I want to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination while doing an internship, and stay at Qianda University for further studies."

Feng Xinghe was a little surprised: "Very good, come on, with your strength, it shouldn't be a problem. I thought you would directly look for a job after graduation."

"Thank you." There was a trace of disappointment on Feng Deng's face.

After Feng Deng bid farewell to Feng Xinghe, he bought two packs of instant noodles downstairs in the dormitory, and took a lollipop when he checked out.His bedroom is on the fourth floor, room 411.The corridors were newly painted and filled with a choking smell.He walked to the door of bedroom 411 and noticed strange movements coming from inside.

He hadn't been notified of a new roommate moving in.He leaned close to the door, wondering if a thief had entered the room, but heard someone reading a poem in Russian:

Я?помню?первый?день,?младенческое?зверство, (I remember the first day, that boyish beauty,)

Истомы?и?глотка?божественную?муть, (weak tenderness, a swallow's divine shedding.)

Всю?беззаботность?рук,?всю?бессердечность?сердца (unintentional of the hand, unintentional of the heart)

Что?камнем?падало?—?и?ястребом?—?на?грудь. (Like a flying stone—like an eagle—crashing into my chest.)

……

Feng Deng happened to know this poem, it was from a collection of lyric poems, and that book should be lying on his desk.However, the person in the room was very professional, with a clear voice and a standard tone, and he didn't mispronounce a single word.

Feng Deng listened to the whole poem, gently opened the door, and then froze in place, because the "thief" was leaning against Feng Deng's desk, holding a book in one hand, and entertaining himself with the other hand under his body .That person was Song Xinyuan. Feng Deng didn't think he was disgusting at the time, but found that he was very good-looking.

Song Xinyuan suddenly opened his eyes and caught a glimpse of Feng Deng. He was startled, his body softened, and he fell to the ground, cursing, "Damn, who are you?"

Feng Deng ignored him, walked over to pick up the fallen poetry collection, got up and reached out to him.

Song Xinyuan glared at Feng Deng, jumped up by himself, and clapped his hands: "I'm scared to death, what are you watching? Turn around." He wanted to rub his back, but he had to give up because of Feng Deng's presence.

Feng Deng said, "I've lived here for four years. Who are you? Why do you do that with my book?"

Song Xinyuan was stunned, as if realizing that his appearance was indecent, he turned around and put on his clothes, and asked fiercely, "What did you see just now?"

Feng Deng's eyes moved to his chest, and he said solemnly: "The top is red, like two cherries, and the bottom—"

"Fuck, shut up." Song Xinyuan didn't expect Feng Deng to be so straightforward. He was obviously asking the question himself, but he was embarrassed to listen.

Feng Deng found it interesting, and obviously talked more than usual: "What's your name?"

Song Xinyuan sat on the bare chair, moved uncomfortably, and introduced himself: "Senior, my name is Song Xinyuan, and I am a freshman majoring in medical English. Please give me your advice. Sorry, I touched your book without permission. I am Pick it up and take a look, I didn't want to do this with it. How about I treat you to dinner tomorrow?"

People who make mistakes don't know how to be shy, their eyelashes flutter back and forth, and there is an innocent smile in their peach eyes.

"Hi, you're welcome." Feng Deng thought for a while, pulled out the lollipop from the plastic bag, and threw it to Song Xinyuan.

That lollipop happened to be cherry flavored.Song Xinyuan caught Tang and climbed onto the bed as if nothing had happened.

His bed was only tossed in the evening, he didn't do it himself, it was all done by his cousin Li Mingzhou.Li Mingzhou spread out the mattress and sheets for him, looked at the grass outside, and went to the supermarket downstairs to buy a mosquito net.

The mosquito net was pink and blue, and Song Xinyuan disliked it at first, but at night, he finally admitted Li Mingzhou's wisdom.Even though autumn is approaching, mosquitoes still stick to people.Mosquitoes probably don’t have four seasons in their minds. They are different from people. People sometimes go through spring, summer, autumn and winter in just one day.

Song Xinyuan got into the mosquito net, as if he had entered his own secret room.He was lying facing the wall, and when he heard Feng Deng's footsteps going away, he secretly took out the lollipop, unwrapped the candy wrapper and licked it.This is a very cheap fruit candy.Song Xinyuan has eaten so many good things, how could he be bought by Feng Deng's broken candy?

Song Xinyuan stuffed the lollipop into his mouth, and the sweet taste spread from the tip of his tongue to the tip of his heart, which was really fascinating.Suddenly remembering Feng Deng's expression when describing his body, he shrank in a secret corner, blushing dully and boldly.

The author says:

Only write a chapter of memories, leaving room for everyone's imagination.Then return to reality, the full text is mainly based on reality.Feng Deng's affection for Feng Xinghe was an illusion when he was young. In fact, the relationship between them was more like a family relationship. He grew up with Feng Xinghe and wanted to get a sense of approval from Feng Xinghe, to recognize his sexual orientation or choice, because his family It's more complicated, especially the existence of Lu Shuhan has greatly affected his character.The appearance of Song Xinyuan gradually diverted his attention.Finally, let me explain why Song Xinyuan knows Russian. He studied Russian in high school and took the Russian language test in the college entrance examination. Many schools here are like this.Song Xinyuan majored in medical English and had to choose a second foreign language, and he chose Russian for his second foreign language.As for why Feng Deng was interested in Russian, it was because Feng Xinghe taught Russian, and Feng Xinghe was also Song Xinyuan's second foreign teacher.