New year greeting

Feng Deng didn't want to see Yuan Yuan, but his father loved the house and Wu, and liked Song Yanqing's son very much.Song Yanqing had a child and rarely visited Cheng's house, and Cheng Shuo often came home late on the pretext of working overtime.

Both Lu Shuhan and Feng Deng understood that Cheng Shuo went to find Song Yanqing.The mother and son reached a consensus and both refused to visit Yuan Yuan.Cheng Shuo was busy with work and didn't bother to force them.When Yuan Yuan was full moon, Cheng Shuo received the photo, and he showed Feng Deng the photo of the full moon: "Xiao Cheng, this is your brother."

Feng Deng took a few glances, secretly disgusted, this kid is really ugly.Lu Shuhan hates Yuanyuan more than Feng Deng. She is an adult, smarter than Feng Deng, and will find an outlet for herself.Whenever Cheng Shuo disappeared, she deliberately told Feng Deng: "Xiao Cheng, your father went to see his godson again."

Seeing Feng Deng's lonely appearance, she felt a perverted sense of refreshment, and she wanted Feng Deng to bear the pain with her.

After half a year, Song Yanqing reappeared, without a child in her arms, and carrying a gift as usual.He was thick-skinned, and felt that Lu Shuhan was indifferent to him, and he kept talking about "sister-in-law" as usual.

Lu Shuhan has a good face and doesn't want to tear herself apart with Song Yanqing. As long as she doesn't divorce Cheng Shuo, she will be the winner.She urged Feng Deng to go back to his room to do his homework, keeping away from Song Yanqing.Song Yanqing thought that Lu Shuhan hated him simply because of the miscarriage, so she curled her lips and dared not say anything.He destroyed Feng Deng's family and Lu Shuhan's dream, and he didn't feel guilty.He is used to being selfish, keen to enjoy life and pursue excitement, even if he hurts others, he feels at ease.

In the middle of the night, when Lu Shuhan got up to go to the bathroom, he heard Song Yanqing chatting with Cheng Shuo.Song Yanqing sighed: "Brother Shuo, think about it carefully, you were so kind to me back then, you helped me with my academic papers, and you left voluntarily to leave me the internship spot. Anyway, Liang Shizhang will definitely not give in... Although you have found someone else, but You care about me the most. Well, I can't bear you either, it would be nice if you were a girl. "

"Don't be sentimental, it's just for fun. It was my lack of ability back then."

"We have separated and reunited so many times, don't I know you? Otherwise, why did you force me to divorce?"

Cheng Shuo was silent for a few seconds and said, "It's good that you know."

Song Yanqing hesitated: "Then let me think about it. The task of inheriting the family has been completed, but it is difficult for my wife. She is a bit depressed after giving birth, and the old man is sick. I can't do it at this time... Oh, give me some more. time."

Cheng Shuo thought of Yuan Yuan, and his heart softened: "There is no rush."

Lu Shuhan was lying on the bed, devastated. It turned out that Cheng Shuo was determined to divorce her. Their marriage was like a joke. She hated Cheng Shuo, but she couldn't spread the news about Cheng Shuo and Song Yanqing. She was afraid of losing face and her son would be mocked.She turned her head to look at Feng Deng, and couldn't help feeling regretful, giving birth to Feng Deng was probably a mistake.

Feng Deng was in elementary school when he was seven years old. He had a strange personality, automatically blocked family dramas, and preferred to study.At that time, the transportation and information technology were underdeveloped, and the spread of news was lagging behind. Feng Deng only learned during the Chinese New Year that Uncle Song's child had a strange disease.

Cheng Shuo no longer mentioned the matter of taking him to see Yuan Yuan, and Feng Deng did not see Song Yanqing visit.Cheng Shuo only had three days off for the Spring Festival, and before returning to the hospital for his shift, he disappeared for a day.

Lu Shuhan stared at Feng Deng writing his winter vacation homework, and regarded Feng Deng as a chat partner: "Song Yanqing's son has autism, he doesn't cry or make trouble, he is slow to react, he can't even speak, he is a fool, retribution."

What is autism?Feng Deng didn't understand, he thought to himself, that kid named Yuan Yuan was much better than his sister at the same table.

That's right, Song Xinyuan's autism was not caused by his mother's death. His autism was discovered when he was two years old.Feng Deng lied to Kong Zhuo, just like everyone lied to Song Xinyuan, Feng Deng concealed the truth.

Right now, Lu Shuhan didn't get a response, and continued: "My little Cheng is so smart, he will do big things in the future, right?"

Feng Deng looked at his mother and nodded.He can talk, but he doesn't like to talk.

Lu Shuhan suddenly slapped Feng Deng on the back of the head twice, and said angrily: "It's because you look so dead that Dad doesn't like it, he would rather find that idiot! I'm really fed up, why can't you be smarter? You talk !"

She went to pinch Feng Deng's arm again, using a lot of strength.Feng Deng frowned and called "Mom".Lu Shuhan suddenly woke up, hugged Feng Deng, at a loss: "I'm sorry, Xiao Cheng, I'm sorry, mom didn't do it on purpose, I don't know what's wrong, I can't control it..."

Feng Deng patted her on the back: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt."

Lu Shuhan was stunned for a moment, tears streaming down his face: "Xiao Cheng, you are so pitiful, your life is so miserable, so pitiful..."

Feng Deng didn't think so. In his eyes, his mother was the most pitiful person in the world, so he was willing to be Lu Shuhan's punching bag for five years.Due to her husband's cheating and miscarriage, Lu Shuhan's mental condition is getting worse and worse. She can still maintain a normal appearance in front of outsiders, and she can force a smile when facing Cheng Shuo, but when she gets along with Feng Deng, she will reveal her true nature, as if she is sure that Feng Deng will do it for her. confidential.

As long as Cheng Shuo was not at home, Lu Shuhan would show Feng Deng a cold face, frequently attack and intensify.She seems to be caught in a bitter scene, paranoid and hopeless. Every time after playing Feng Deng, she always mutters like waking up from a dream: "I'm sorry", "Xiao Cheng is so pitiful", "Why doesn't Dad like Xiao Cheng"...

When Feng Deng got full marks in the test, Lu Shuhan could still find an excuse: "What's the use of being smart? If you're not smart when you should be smart, your father just likes idiots who can't speak well, and doesn't like you."

Once, Feng Deng deliberately lost two points, and was severely beaten after taking the test paper home.Lu Shuhan took off Feng Deng's shirt, smoked Feng Deng with an iron hanger, and said hysterically: "How can such a simple question go wrong? Why don't you study hard? Are you trying to piss me off? Your father is angry with me, and you are also angry with me. White-eyed wolf, little white-eyed wolf!"

Feng Deng knelt on the ground and pretended to be dead. He had just passed his tenth birthday, and his personality became more and more calm.His back was swollen, Lu Shuhan's eyes were red, he was so angry that he drew blood out of Feng Deng: "Do you know what's wrong?!"

"Mom, I know I was wrong." Feng Deng replied feebly.

Lu Shuhan immediately threw away the hanger, and said dully: "Xiao Cheng, why are we so unlucky, why did your father fall in love with a man? It's disgusting. He would rather care about other people's sons than you, he never asks you Did you get sick, did you get bullied, did you study hard..."

She made no secret of her jealousy, she was jealous of Song Yanqing.Feng Deng was young, even though he didn't pay attention to Yuan Yuan, he still learned to be jealous from her. He was jealous of Song Xinyuan.The funny thing is that Feng Deng didn't remember Yuan Yuan's full name at that time, no one mentioned it, and Lu Shuhan called Yuan Yuan a "fool".

That silly kid named Yuan Yuan was the biggest psychological shadow in Feng Deng's life.Unexpectedly, by mistake, he betrayed Lu Shuhan and himself, and fell in love with Song Xinyuan.When he found out that Song Xinyuan was Yuan Yuan, he also got a strange disease.

Lu Shuhan was too aggressive that day, so he took Feng Deng to the hospital to bandage his wound, and went to the place where Song Yanqing worked - the Affiliated Hospital of Qianyang University.Lu Shuhan led Feng Deng out of the outpatient room, and just as he was about to go downstairs to get the medicine, he caught sight of Song Yanqing in a white coat.

Song Yanqing was talking to Cheng Shuo, and Cheng Shuo was holding a child in his arms.That was the first time Feng Deng saw Song Xinyuan. He and Lu Shuhan stood at the corner of the wall. Lu Shuhan looked back and forth at Range Shuo and Song Yanqing, while he quietly observed Yuan Yuan.Yuan Yuan lay on Cheng Shuo's shoulder, she looked like a doll, so beautiful and well-behaved, not like a younger brother, but like a younger sister.

The dull-eyed doll suddenly looked at Feng Deng, who took a step back and hid in the shadows.

On the way home, Lu Shuhan said: "I heard that the mother of that little fool committed suicide by cutting her wrists and bleeding all over the place. Her husband cheated on her, and the child became mentally handicapped. No wonder she couldn't survive. Fortunately, you are smart..."

It was only after Feng Deng grew up that he realized that it is difficult for autistic children to feel emotionally attached to their parents, and they do not know how to respond to the feelings of others.Song Xinyuan hurt his mother unintentionally. The strange mother couldn't bear the double blow and chose to end her life.

Ten-year-old Feng Deng already understood the meaning of suicide. He thought, Yuan Yuan's mother is really pitiful, Yuan Yuan who was abandoned by her mother is really pitiful, and the mother who pays close attention to the state of Song Yanqing and his son is really pitiful. He is not the most pitiful person.

After Song Xinyuan lost her mother, Song Yanqing probably felt ashamed and cared for Song Xinyuan, sent her son to an expensive kindergarten, picked up Yuanyuan every day, and took Yuanyuan with her in her spare time.

Before Song Xinyuan's seventh birthday, Song Yanqing came to Cheng's house and invited their family of three to celebrate Yuan Yuan's birthday.Cheng Shuo agreed, and Lu Shuhan was worried that he would go to Song's house alone, so naturally he wanted to monitor him.

Song Yanqing asked Feng Deng: "Will Xiao Cheng come? Yuan Yuan has never met Xiao Cheng. If he knows that he has an older brother, he will be absolutely happy." Song Yanqing proudly said that Yuan Yuan would call him "brother".

Cheng Shuo said: "Where is Yuan Yuan, why don't you bring him to play?"

"His cousin is here, let's play with him at home." Song Yanqing was afraid that Lu Shuhan would mind, so he never brought Song Xinyuan over. When he went out, he used to leave Song Xinyuan at his younger sister's house. It was Li Mingzhou who taught Song Xinyuan to call him brother.

"Let's go on summer vacation." Feng Deng was 12 years old this year, and he rejected Song Yanqing on the pretext of his heavy studies.He has never liked to join in the fun, no one forced him.In fact, he was not mentally prepared to meet Yuan Yuan.The scar on his back reminded him that even if he pitied Yuan Yuan, he could not forgive Yuan Yuan.

Tonight, Song Yanqing stayed for dinner.Lu Shuhan went to buy vegetables, while Feng Deng stayed at home to endorse.When he was about to pour water, he stood at the door of the room and heard the movement in the living room.

Song Yanqing: "Brother Shuo, I really didn't do it on purpose. I wanted to hug him at that time, but he suddenly started crying and making a fuss. "

"Gently?" Cheng Shuo said angrily, "How old was Yuan Yuan? One and a half years old? You threw him to the ground, causing him a brain injury and suffering from autism! His autism was not born, He didn't deserve this. How did you become a father?!"

"How many times have I explained it, I don't want to! What right do you have to scold me, take care of your son!"

Feng Deng appeared at the right time and frightened Song Yanqing, who thought he had gone out with Lu Shuhan.Song Yanqing said as if nothing had happened: "It turns out that Xiao Cheng is at home. Has Xiao Cheng studied hard recently? Are you tired?"

Feng Deng shook his head and poured a glass of water.Song Yanqing touched his pocket, took out ten yuan, and handed it to Feng Deng: "Xiao Cheng is in the stage of growing up, eat more, don't get tired."

Feng Deng didn't reach out.Cheng Shuo glanced at Feng Deng: "If you give it to you, keep it."

Feng Deng looked at them coldly and went back to the house.

Song Yanqing's biggest secret is not being a male mistress, but the real cause of Song Xinyuan's illness. This is the crime he begged Feng Deng to help him hide.He had been absurd for most of his life, and at the end of his life, he finally felt remorse, fearing that his image in Song Xinyuan's heart would collapse.

In the end, everyone who knew the truth died, only Feng Deng remained.

That summer, Song Xinyuan accidentally rolled down the stairs and passed out.Cheng Shuo had just bought a mobile phone, and after receiving a call from Song Yanqing, he rushed out, followed by Lu Shuhan.

That day, Feng Deng was in class at school when he was called out of the classroom by the teacher.The teacher looked at him, hesitated to speak: "Student Cheng Deng, your parents had a car accident..."

Cheng Shuo went out and stopped a yellow minivan, and the driver hit a truck when turning a corner.Several people were sent to the hospital, Cheng Shuo and the driver lost a lot of blood, the rescue failed and died.Luckily, Lu Shuhan survived, but unfortunately, her right ankle suffered a comminuted fracture, and she became disabled.

The last time Feng Deng saw Song Yanqing was in Lu Shuhan's ward. Lu Shuhan said indifferently: "Why are you crying? It's disgusting. He deserves to die. Your retribution will come sooner or later. Get out."

Soon, Feng Deng heard from Lu Shuhan that Song Yanqing's stupid son woke up, lost his memory of seven years old, and became a normal person.

Later, Lu Shuhan met Feng Xianghai in the hospital, and simply made do with Feng Xianghai, sold the house, settled in Xizhao County with Feng Xianghai, and renamed his son Feng Deng.As time went by, Lu Shuhan forgot about the past, and except for the occasional illness, he never mentioned Song Yanqing and his son again.

Feng Deng broke contact with Song Xinyuan, and slowly forgot Yuanyuan in his mind.

The author says:

Comparing the tragic conference... Let's return to reality in the next chapter. If you are interested in their college days, you can write about them in the future.