New year greeting

Song Xinyuan was terribly thin, with sunken cheeks and distinct bones. He obviously didn't eat well. He was busy making harassing phone calls and sleepwalking at night, so naturally he didn't sleep well.

Li Mingzhou and Feng Xinghe looked at Song Xinyuan like this, and couldn't bear to scold him.Li Mingzhou walked around a few times, pointed to Song Xinyuan's nose and asked, "Why didn't you tell me something happened? Do you still have your brother in your eyes?"

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"Song Xinyuan, can you speak? You will lose your job immediately! What on earth are you—"

At this moment, Song Xinyuan's stomach grunted dissatisfiedly, interrupting Li Mingzhou's reprimand.

Feng Xinghe smiled and eased the atmosphere: "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

Song Xinyuan stuffed his index finger into his mouth, thought for a long time, and popped out two words: "cake."

"Okay, you rest first, do you want to watch TV? Do you want to drink milk tea?" Fortunately, Feng Xinghe has learned baking and can make some desserts in his spare time.

Li Mingzhou said angrily, "Don't spoil him!"

Song Xinyuan glared at Li Mingzhou, shook his head, and lay on the sofa, eyes open in a daze.

Li Mingzhou and Feng Xinghe walked into the kitchen, scratching their hair irritably.Feng Xinghe comforted him in a gentle voice: "To untie the bell, you have to tie it up. I called in the morning to ask. The hospital has allowed family members to visit. I will go to Feng Deng tomorrow."

"Get him out quickly, don't hide in the hospital and pretend to be dead, it's all his fault."

"You can't slap a hand."

"Two slaps okay?" Li Mingzhou slapped Feng Xinghe's back twice.

"Go away, what's on your mind? Be serious."

"If it wasn't for Song Xinyuan's troubles, I wouldn't be so eager—" Forced to swallow the rest of the words, Li Mingzhou said seriously, "This matter must be resolved as soon as possible."

Li Mingzhou's villa has three floors, the first floor is the living room, kitchen and guest bedroom, his and Feng Xinghe's bedrooms are on the second floor, and the third floor is the study room, gym, etc.When Song Xinyuan finished eating the chocolate cream cake, they let Song Xinyuan live in the second bedroom next to the master bedroom.

At night, Li Mingzhou and Feng Xinghe turned off the lights, did not sleep, and kept listening to Song Xinyuan.Around zero o'clock, there were sudden knocks on the door outside, starting from the remotest door and going all the way to the door of the master bedroom.

The two people on the bed looked at each other, not daring to move.

Song Xinyuan was sleepwalking, he couldn't knock on the door, he pushed hard a few times before leaving, and continued to knock on other doors.

Feng Xinghe: "Yuan Yuan won't go up to the third floor?"

Li Mingzhou: "He can't go up, I locked the stairs door. Where is Feng Deng's cell phone, isn't it in his bedroom?"

"No, it's in the drawer."

As soon as Feng Xinghe took out his mobile phone, it rang, and it was Song Xinyuan calling.Li Mingzhou quickly grabbed the phone, turned off the volume, and didn't answer it.

Unexpectedly, Song Xinyuan yelled in the corridor: "Brother, where are you... Don't hide, okay? Open the door, open the door..."

The two of them broke out in a cold sweat, and Li Mingzhou said, "I'll beat him up."

Feng Xinghe hugged Li Mingzhou's arm: "Don't, you will scare him."

"Who the hell is scaring whom?"

"Did Yuan Yuan relapse from his old illness?"

"What's wrong, he wasn't like this before, he's like a—"

Feng Xinghe covered Li Mingzhou's mouth.

Song Xinyuan yelled for a while, but got no response, sobbing and leaving.

"Has Yuan Yuan returned to the room?"

"Leave him alone, go to sleep."

"Mingzhou, I can't sleep, it's too uncomfortable."

Li Mingzhou put his arms around Feng Xinghe and told the story of Song Xinyuan: "When he was seven or eight years old, he learned to be mischievous like a normal kid. No kids..."

"How cute."

"You like children? Let's work hard and try to have one next year."

"Go away, I mean Yuan Yuan is cute."

"Cute ass, what a mess."

"Is there such a brother as you?"

"He didn't recognize me, it wasn't me he was looking for."

"It turned out to be jealous, naive, and the meaning is different."

"I see, fool."

The next day, Li Mingzhou saw Song Xinyuan on the sofa in the living room.Song Xinyuan seemed to have fallen down, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, he didn't care at all, he didn't say a word, and went back to the bedroom after stuffing his breakfast.

Li Mingzhou sent Feng Xinghe to the Fifth Psychiatric Hospital. He is not the patient's family member or guardian, so he is not qualified to visit him.

Feng Xinghe waited in the meeting room for half an hour, and finally met Feng Deng.He sized Feng Deng carefully and asked, "I lost weight, how are you doing recently?"

Feng Deng: "Fortunately, I get injections, take medicine, and sleep every day."

Feng Xinghe asked anxiously: "Why do you need injections and medicine?"

"If you don't cooperate with the treatment, you won't be able to see me." Feng Deng changed the subject, "How about my mother?"

"Everything is normal. I lied to them and said that you will return to China soon. I talked with your doctor in charge, and she said that your symptoms are basically under control, you have a correct understanding of your behavior and words, and your condition has stabilized." , you have been hospitalized for more than three months, and after a period of observation, we can consider going through the discharge procedures for you... You are not sick in the first place, right?"

"I don't want to go out for now."

"Why? Come out quickly, Yuan Yuan is crying every day."

Feng Deng was stunned for a moment, and said lightly, "Why is he crying? I was the one who came in, not him."

"Song Yanqing has passed away."

"Death is worthless."

"I heard my dad mentioned some old things, but those have nothing to do with Yuan Yuan. When you dated him, you didn't recognize him as Song Yanqing's son, did you?"

Feng Deng: "I recognized him, that's why I dated him. I want to use him to take revenge on Song Yanqing."

Feng Xinghe felt helpless for Feng Deng's duplicity: "I know you. If you recognized him, you would never fall in love with him. You should have found out a long time ago. He is not mentally sound. Why are you so angry with him?"

"Don't say that about him, he's not stupid."

"I'm sorry, but he really likes you, crying and calling you in the middle of the night, asking why you didn't find him..."

Feng Deng remembered the day Song Xinyuan went on a date with him. Song Xinyuan said, brother, if I get lost, you will go to find me, right?You must look for me, otherwise I will die of grief... He was worried and went to the bathroom to find Song Xinyuan, but he fell into Song Xinyuan's trap.

Little liar.

"He still sleepwalks, looking for you knocking on the door, scaring us to death," Feng Xinghe struggled, "Is it because you left him during the Spring Festival that year and caused him a psychological shadow?"

Feng Deng sneered: "Brother, I didn't go anywhere during the Spring Festival that year. I was always by his side, watching the movie with him and taking him back to school."

Feng Xinghe raised his head suddenly: "Did Yuan Yuan lie? No, how could he lie?"

"He didn't do it on purpose. He just learned to imagine. In order to make excuses for what he did, he changed his memory and fabricated illusions. He couldn't pass his own level when he asked me. He was too deep into the drama and couldn't get out. .”

"Then what should we do? He's about to collapse. He was fine during the day before, but now he refuses to talk. Come back and enlighten him, tell him the truth, tell him everything in your heart, you like him too, right?"

Feng Deng was silent for a while, and finally compromised: "Give him my mobile phone, open the photo album, the password is..."

Feng Xinghe asked suspiciously: "Why don't you plan to leave the hospital?"

Feng Deng: "I want to find a boyfriend here."

Feng Xinghe walked out of the hospital and told Li Mingzhou the content of the conversation.Li Mingzhou was furious: "If he finds someone else, I'll break his leg."

"He was joking, he has something to do."

As soon as Feng Xinghe got home, he went to find Song Xinyuan. When Song Xinyuan opened the door, he pulled Song Xinyuan to sit beside the bed, took out Feng Deng's cell phone, and lured Song Xinyuan to talk: "Yuan Yuan, look, whose cell phone is this?"

Song Xinyuan stared at the phone with a distressed expression: "Yes, yes..."

"Yes, it's Feng Deng's cell phone." Feng Xinghe opened the photo album, holding Song Xinyuan's finger, "Can you enter the password, please? You know what it is."

Song Xinyuan moved his fingers at a loss, hovering over "0" and "1" for a long time.Feng Xinghe held his hand and pressed four numbers: 0101.

January [-]st is Song Xinyuan's birthday.

"Successful. We are peeking at Feng Deng's privacy. When he comes back, don't tell him."

"Where did he... go?"

Feng Xinghe remembered Feng Deng's words. Song Xinyuan did not forget that Feng Deng was in the mental hospital, but he was unwilling to accept the fact, so he modified his world, which was too cunning.

"He has gone abroad to participate in rescue work, Yuan Yuan takes good care of his health, can we wait for him to come back?"

"Oh."

Song Xinyuan ignored Feng Xinghe, poked open a certain atlas blankly, and saw his own photos at a glance. There were more than 500 photos, all of them were of him.He then clicked on another atlas, which was also him.He looked at it, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.

Feng Xinghe took a few glances by the way. Feng Deng not only saved Song Xinyuan's daily photos, selfies, and stills from college to work, but also collected some indescribable photos, including Song Xinyuan eating popsicles, and... He stood embarrassedly. Standing up, he dragged Li Mingzhou who didn't know why out of the room.

Feng Deng sent Feng Xinghe away, returned to the ward, greeted his fellow patients, and lay down on the bed.He pillowed his arm, thinking of Kong Zhuo.

The night before Kong Zhuo passed away, he begged Feng Deng: "Doctor Feng, I want to tell you a few heartfelt words, can I ask you not to give up on Xiao Song?"

Feng Deng asked: "Director Kong, why do you say that?"

"It starts from last year. During the location shooting in Xizhao County, you promised to be the director doctor of the crew, and you joined the crew one day," Kong Zhuo said with a smile, "Once, I was looking for something in the car and hit Xiao Song secretly kissed you, you were asleep at the time."

Feng Deng really didn't know this happened.

"I observed it for a few days and slowly figured it out. Xiao Song cares about you, no wonder he relies on you so much. You also care about Xiao Song, otherwise you wouldn't recommend Xiao Song to play "Surgical Storm" to me, although your recommendation is not my decision. The main factor of being an actor, but that day, if I hadn't received your suggestion, I probably wouldn't have contacted Xiao Song..."

Last spring, at the wedding banquet of Li Mingzhou and Feng Xinghe, Feng Deng and Song Xinyuan met again.Feng Deng wasn't sure if Song Xinyuan would come, he accepted Feng Xinghe's invitation with some hope, and was lucky to get that coward.He thought to himself that he was right to break up with Song Xinyuan. Song Xinyuan had been independent for several years and finally grew up.

He had planned to meet Song Xinyuan to see how Song Xinyuan was doing, but Song Xinyuan was obviously not well. Life killed the former Song Xinyuan and gave him a frightened little rabbit.

In the early morning of the next day, Feng Deng finished the operation on Qin Zhanhong and walked past Song Xinyuan.After returning to the duty room, he could never forget the look in Song Xinyuan's eyes.Song Xinyuan resented him and hated him, which he expected, but it was hard for him to let go.

In the morning, Dean Li informed the directors of various departments to attend a meeting at the hospital, saying that a crew was about to film in the hospital, and Dean Li attached great importance to this cooperation project.When Feng Deng was walking towards the meeting room, he passed by Kong Zhuo and the others in the corridor, and vaguely heard Kong Zhuo say, "Haha, the location is confirmed, and the leading actor hasn't been found yet. Zhou Chong recommended by Melon Culture is not suitable." ...First take the scene, Xiao Wu, take this side..."

Feng Deng stopped in his tracks, turned around and asked Kong Zhuo, "Excuse me, are you from the film crew? Are you looking for an actor?"

Seeing him wearing a white coat, Kong Zhuo felt good about him, and asked politely, "Yes, doctor, do you have any actors you like?"

"Yes, his name is Song Xinyuan." Feng Deng took out his mobile phone, pointed to the still photo of "The Murderer" starring Song Xinyuan, and said seriously, "Are you a director? You can consider him, he is very good at acting."

Kong Zhuo was very surprised. It was a coincidence that his friend Fang Tingzhou had just recommended Song Xinyuan to him. He was a little hesitant because Song Xinyuan was too thin and did not match the physique of the actor.

"He is very obedient, and he will not cause trouble to the crew, so it is convenient for you to adjust. If you are interested in him, I hope you can learn more about him. Excuse me." Feng Deng said and left.

Combining the words of Fang Tingzhou and Feng Deng, Kong Zhuo considered for a long time and arranged for an assistant: "Send the script to Song Xinyuan's manager, make up a reason to call him, and see if they are interested."

Song Xinyuan got an interview opportunity because of this.Later, he and Feng Deng met unexpectedly, and at Kong Zhuo's suggestion, he returned to Feng Deng's side logically.

There are traces of all the mistakes.Going around, Song Xinyuan's so-called opportunity for revenge was created by Feng Deng for him.

"That afternoon, I asked you if you knew each other, and you answered no, Xiao Song said yes. I was wondering, is there a rift between you?"

Feng Deng came back to his senses and said, "It's mainly my fault."

Kong Zhuo shook his head: "Xiao Song has a bigger problem. I can see that he is not normal... He speaks too slowly, his eyes are erratic, he dare not look at people, he is prone to distraction, he has many small movements, and Ordinary people are different. At first I thought it was the sequelae of his role in "The Murderer". He played an autistic patient in it, maybe he didn't come out for a while. But I heard from Lao Fang that he entered "The Murderer" That’s how it was during the crew. His agent told me privately that he was stimulated by family changes and was not good at dealing with people. Fortunately, he is really good at acting. In short, I hope you don’t give up on him.”

Feng Deng: "He's fine, just a little social barrier, that's normal."

Kong Zhuo said in a serious tone: "Every time his brother came to visit the class, he would tell him for a long time and buy him a lot of things, as if he was taking care of a child; I met him eating with his father, and his father loved him very much, and his tone of voice , It's not like treating an adult who is almost 30 years old. And you, Dr. Feng, you are very patient with him, and you are used to slowing down your speech and guiding him bit by bit. Don't worry, I am a dying person, No secrets will be revealed."

Feng Deng was silent for a few minutes, raised his eyelids, and said frankly: "He is not mentally sound. He was diagnosed with autism when he was five years old. He is a high-functioning autistic patient. In addition to not being talkative, he has social barriers. , other aspects are similar to normal people, he has a strong memory, and now he has discovered his talent for acting; when he was seven years old, he rolled down the stairs and injured his brain, which affected his memory. In order to rely on his family. His family tried to raise him as a normal child, but worried that he would relapse one day. He was always cautious. After his father was imprisoned, he was probably stimulated. He remembered what happened when he was a child, refused to communicate, and behaved Repetitive and rigid, becoming more and more unnatural. He may realize that he is abnormal, lose self-confidence, and aggravate his mental problems. In addition to being autistic, he also has a tendency to depression and schizophrenia..."

Kong Zhuo let out a long sigh: "Oh, no wonder... Autistic patients seem to live in their own world and are not good at responding to other people's feelings."

"Yes, he is very paranoid. In order to escape reality, he created a spiritual world for himself. He likes to imagine and tamper with memory. He gradually cannot distinguish between the past and the present, and does not understand reality and illusion. His mind sometimes stays in his twenties. years, sometimes back to teens, or even years.”

"It's so pitiful. Doctor Feng, you must have put a lot of thought into Xiao Song," Kong Zhuo asked, "You seem to know Xiao Song very well. Did you know him a long time ago?"

"Well, I've known of his existence since the day he was born," Feng Deng lowered his eyes with complicated eyes, "I met him when I was ten years old, and the second time I met him was in college, and there were more than ten years in between... I didn't recognize him."

The author says:

Xiao Song scared her mother to death.Xiao Song is really not very smart. The Xiao Song in the eyes of Director Kong is the Xiao Song in the eyes of most characters. Not only do everyone think he is pitiful, but the characters in it also think he is pitiful.Regarding autism, I planted a foreshadowing in Chapter 23, where I wrote a comparison between a severe autistic patient and Xiao Song.In reality, there are people like Xiao Song. I wonder if everyone can understand him.Do you want to see the two of them meet next, or want to know the grievances and hatreds of your parents, and wonder why Feng Deng hated Xiao Song in the past?