New year greeting

On the way back to Qianyang City, the melon-eating girl Yang Xiyue asked, "Song Xinyuan, have you reconciled with Feng Deng?"

Song Xinyuan nodded, not wanting to explain further.He misled Yang Xiyue a long time ago that he and Feng Deng had rekindled their old relationship. In fact, today is the reunion, and it is not very formal. He just changed from being a friend with benefits to Feng Deng's "boyfriend".

"Tsk tsk tsk, you are smiling so happily, what are you thinking?"

Song Xinyuan touched his face, his eyes wandering: "Do I really look happy?"

"What do you mean, are you unhappy?" Yang Xiyue looked around and lowered her voice, "Feng Deng is bullying you again? Hey, although I always say bad things about him, he is not too scumbag, his personality is just like that, sullen , I've seen this kind of person a lot, he pretends to be aggressive on the surface, and doesn't answer the person he likes, but you can actually tell that he cares about you."

The first time Song Xinyuan heard such words, he felt very fresh: "Does he look like he likes me?"

"Why do you have the nerve to ask me, aren't you ashamed?" Yang Xiyue teased, "He is your boyfriend, you should know it best, if you really don't know, you can ask him. Sigh, I really don't know what you are awkward about, always I don't know, have you reconciled? Calculate carefully, you have known each other for ten years, if one of you two will have a baby, you will definitely have a baby, hehehe."

Yang Xiyue laughed more and more obscenely, her mind was obviously impure.

Song Xinyuan's expression was a bit unnatural. When he returned to Feng Deng's side, he didn't think about the future at all, he only wanted to enjoy himself for a while.If Feng Deng fell in love with him, it would be as he wished. When he achieves his goal and finds out the truth of everything, he will eventually leave Feng Deng and stay far away. It is best to forget Feng Deng and be mad at Feng Deng.

He lowered his head, pretending to be sad: "Every time I take the initiative, I seem to be dispensable to him, and sometimes I am very tired."

"Onlookers are clear, authorities are obsessed. Anyway, I think he likes you very much. Be confident." Yang Xiyue comforted Song Xinyuan, "I have studied psychology, and some people get too little emotion in their lives. They don't know how to express and how to love. , so the love he can give is very little, but that may be all he gives, and you need to ask for the rest, you teach him, guide him, let him experience your mood, feel your love , and then learn to love you."

Song Xinyuan looked confused. The word "love" made him feel strange and embarrassed. Seeing that the topic was going too far, he quickly stopped Yang Xiyue: "I understand, let's not talk about it."

Yang Xiyue opened up the chatter box and was out of control: "In the relationship between two people, there is always a party who compromises. If everyone stays where they are, if they don't take a step, and don't maintain this relationship, then the ending can be imagined. Of course , go or stay, the choice is yours, maybe leave him, you will meet the person who loves you deeply, not the person you love. However, according to my observation, ordinary people can't control their hearts and often hang themselves in the For the person you like, no matter how much others like you, if you don’t like him, it’s useless. In short, seize the opportunity, Song Xinyuan, it’s so rare to meet someone you really like in life. Find this one."

Song Xinyuan was silent. He didn't expect his unintentional words to cause such a big reaction from Yang Xiyue.He smiled and eased the atmosphere: "Aren't you a surgeon? Why do you understand psychology? If you can't meet it, just live by yourself. I don't want to make a living. How happy I am to be alone."

"Hahaha, that's right, if you don't worry about it, you won't be sad." Yang Xiyue blinked, "Sister lied to you, I don't understand psychology, I made this up. If you don't feel safe, just ask directly. Are you a man? Don't be cowardly, just charge me. By the way, didn't Feng Deng take the initiative to look for you this time? He was so anxious when he first arrived at the place. I saw it with my own eyes. Isn't this called liking?"

"Well, you're right."

Song Xinyuan secretly envied Yang Xiyue, if he didn't understand anything, he wouldn't have to worry about those grievances.Unfortunately, Yang Xiyue didn't understand that his relationship with Feng Deng was a joke.

After Song Xinyuan returned to Qianyang City with Kong Zhuo, he recuperated for a day, and soon came to the surgical division of the Affiliated Hospital of Qianyang University to continue the shooting task of "Surgery Storm".This time, he lived in the hotel with the crew. Even though he had the key to Feng Deng's house, he still couldn't let go of the knot, so he couldn't go back when Feng Deng was away.

He thought about Yang Xiyue's words many times at night. He did fantasize about love when he was in college, thinking that the love between him and Feng Deng would sprout and grow branches and leaves from that cramped dormitory, but in the end it didn't blossom and bear fruit.Feng Deng personally shattered his dream and taught him that he is not worthy of love and never will.

When Song Xinyuan calmed down, he had not contacted Feng Deng for three days.Feng Deng was busy with rescue work at the medical station, and kept ignoring him, as if their relationship had changed only verbally.

Song Xinyuan searched for news. A landslide broke out in Gushui Town yesterday. The natural disaster destroyed the road leading to the city. Fortunately, the protective measures were in place and no casualties were caused. Most of the injured were transported to the hospital one after another, and the affected residents who were healthy were resettled. Well, the members of the medical team are currently staying in Gushui to treat lightly injured patients or those in need of first aid. They probably won't leave until the road is repaired and the disaster is over.

I don't know how Feng Deng is doing. Whenever he gets busy, he always forgets to eat and doesn't take a good rest.Song Xinyuan lived with Feng Deng for a period of time, and found out Feng Deng's living habits.Feng Deng often turned upside down day and night. If he hadn't been diligent in training and determined, he would have fallen down long ago.

Song Xinyuan remembered that the medical station had a signal.He was lying on the bed at the moment, confused in thinking, too lazy to entangle, so he simply called Feng Deng. He didn't save Feng Deng's mobile phone number. Feng Deng used an old number. He was very familiar with that string of numbers, which used to be He dialed the couple number for several years.

It was less than midnight at this moment, and after about 30 seconds, the call got through.

"Hello," Feng Deng's voice sounded exhausted, "Who are you?"

"..." Feng Deng's opening remarks were beyond Song Xinyuan's expectations. He forgot that his number was a new number and never told Feng Deng. In a fit of anger, he said fiercely, "I am your husband."

Feng Deng was silent for a moment, then chuckled, which made his ears burn.

"What are you laughing at, I haven't seen you for a few days, don't want your husband anymore?" Song Xinyuan raised his voice, confidently, "Are you picking other flowers over there?"

"Yes," Feng Deng seemed to have gone outside, his hoarse voice came with the wind, "Only you."

Song Xinyuan curled the corners of his lips unconsciously. He was compared to a flower, and he didn't feel ashamed at all. He took advantage of Feng Deng, and after a long time of teasing, the corners of his mouth straightened: "Liar, you don't miss me at all, I won't call you , won't you contact me?"

Feng Deng asked back: "You want me to contact you?"

"...No, you can do whatever you like."

Song Xinyuan hung up the phone angrily, Yang Xiyue was wrong, he was really unlucky to meet someone like Feng Deng.

Just as Song Xinyuan was biting his finger, the phone rang.He deliberately snubbed Feng Deng twice, and only picked it up the third time, with a particularly unpleasant tone: "Are you bothered? Your husband is asleep."

"You sleep, wait for me to go back." Feng Deng cleared his throat and coaxed, "Good boy."

"Who's waiting for you? Are you sick? I'm not a three-year-old, I'm not good!"

Song Xinyuan hung up the phone again in a panic.

He rolled over, covered his face and thought, Feng Deng is so annoying.

The author says:

It's hard to turn positive, sweeten it and break it again.Song Xinyuan hates because of love. Chapter 5 mentions that he hates Feng Deng, but he can only remember Feng Deng's bad things, so everyone can't see Feng Deng's good things from his perspective.His narration and memories are confusing and even unreliable. He repeatedly brought up the matter between Feng Deng and his father and the relationship between Feng Deng and Feng Xinghe in a masochistic manner, all to make himself make up his mind. I would rather Feng Deng used to be kind to him but broke up with him. He subconsciously avoided the facts and remembered many things wrongly. He would rather Feng Deng was always a scumbag so that he could take revenge with peace of mind.I said last time that he has become smarter. In Chapter 2 he said that love is art, and in Chapter 6 he said that he dedicated himself to art. At first he tried to seduce Feng Deng with his body, but in Chapter 24 he said that "love and being loved are all his An art that is difficult to master", he realized that Feng Deng treated him differently, and learned to deceive his heart with his heart, but he didn't trust Feng Deng anymore.Everyone should be able to guess why he was portrayed so pitifully and painfully in the early stage?