New year greeting

Song Xinyuan always talks in his sleep and likes to grind his teeth.In the dead of night, the sound of teeth grinding often sounded in the room, intermittently, and it sounded creepy.

Feng Deng was a light sleeper, lived with Song Xinyuan for a few days, and would be woken up by Song Xinyuan's movements almost every day. Whenever this happened, he would get out of bed and walk to Song Xinyuan's side, pushing Song Xinyuan until Song Xinyuan stopped grinding his teeth.

Song Xinyuan didn't have this kind of problem five years ago, and Song Xinyuan himself obviously didn't know about it, so it can be speculated that Song Xinyuan's bruxism appeared recently.Feng Deng understands the pathogenic factors of adults. Although there is no conclusion yet, the medical community generally believes that this is caused by mental disorders. The mental state of being too tense during the day continues into the night and is exposed by grinding teeth. No effective treatment can be found yet. The treatment method is to either go to the stomatology department to remove the occlusal interference, or to relieve the pressure.

Song Xinyuan was too anxious, and his symptoms became more and more serious.When Song Xinyuan came back from work today, not long after he fell asleep, the sound of "giggling" began to sound. Song Xinyuan occasionally uttered a few words in his sleep, which were so vague that people couldn't hear what he was muttering.

very noisy.

On the other bed, Feng Deng slowly opened his eyes, feeling an urge to kill. He secretly thought, if Song Xinyuan lived in a dormitory shared by multiple people, would he be murdered by his roommate?

Most likely.Feng Deng read the answer silently, got up and approached Song Xinyuan, and pinched Song Xinyuan's nose. Song Xinyuan couldn't breathe well, so he stretched out his leg and kicked him.He grabbed Song Xinyuan's ankle and was just about to let go when he heard Song Xinyuan grunt and woke up.

Someone caught him in the dark, Song Xinyuan subconsciously shouted: "Ah——"

"Hush." ​​Feng Deng stepped forward and pressed Song Xinyuan's mouth, and when Song Xinyuan calmed down, he let go and touched Song Xinyuan's lips before pulling away.

"Feng Deng?"

Song Xinyuan probably thought he was dreaming, staring blankly at his figure, and finally stretched out his arms towards him.It was a hug-seeking gesture, as innocent as it was ten years ago.

He looked at Song Xinyuan quietly, and after a while, he pushed Song Xinyuan back on the bed, helped him cover the air-conditioning quilt, and covered Song Xinyuan's eyes: "Go to sleep."

Song Xinyuan swept his eyelashes over the palm of his hand, and asked softly, "Brother, kiss me."

He trembled all over, and moved his hand away, which was a little wet, caused by Song Xinyuan's yawn, and he felt that Song Xinyuan was crying.He lowered his head to leave a kiss on Song Xinyuan's forehead, and repeated: "Go to sleep."

Song Xinyuan closed his eyes contentedly, slept soundly, and never ground his teeth in the second half of the night.

Feng Deng suffered from insomnia.He leaned on his arm, listened to Song Xinyuan's breathing, wanted to pull Song Xinyuan up, wake him up, and warn Song Xinyuan, be normal, you are not Song Xinyuan, you can no longer have expectations of me, there is no relationship between you and me May do it all over again.

Don't make the same mistakes.

This sentence was said to Song Xinyuan, but also to himself.

The purpose of Song Xinyuan approaching him is self-evident, he still let Song Xinyuan mess around, he told himself countless times that he wanted Song Xinyuan's expectations to fail, and Song Xinyuan's plan was the same, to make Song Xinyuan fall in love with him again and be abandoned by him again.In his eyes, Song Xinyuan is a mantis and he is a oriole.

In fact, he has a hundred ways to get revenge on Song Xinyuan.

Record the ambiguous words Song Xinyuan said to him.

Candid shots of Song Xinyuan's hard-to-speak moments.

No matter which one, if it spreads on the Internet, it will be enough to ruin Song Xinyuan's reputation, and he will never be able to hold his head up. He can only hide in a corner of the world and accept the judgment of the world. Over time, he will be forgotten by the world.If Song Xinyuan had a bad mentality, he might end his life after the incident happened.

No matter which way he chooses, it will bring more harm to Song Xinyuan than now, and he can even use some ingenious means to end Song Xinyuan's life by himself.However, he played the game with Song Xinyuan, and was addicted to the pleasure brought by this mind-reducing game.

It has been ten years since he met Song Xinyuan in the university dormitory.How many decades of life can we entangle with others?

The next morning, Feng Deng woke up a bit late, and Song Xinyuan woke up earlier than him.After washing up, he met Song Xinyuan's hesitant eyes.

He wiped his face, brushed his messy bangs, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Song Xinyuan bit his lip, as if he had made great determination, and said slowly: "Doctor Feng, I had a dream yesterday, it was very real, not like a dream."

He said indifferently: "What does it have to do with me?"

"It doesn't matter, I dreamed that you came to my bed..." Song Xinyuan raised his eyes and glanced at him, his ears flushed, "You grabbed my leg and are going to do something to me..."

You misunderstood, I didn't intend to fuck you, Feng Deng was speechless, it was you who made the first move.

"Anyway, you kissed me in the end, so fierce." Song Xinyuan added, with self-righteousness in his tone, "You won't really sneak up on me while I'm asleep, will you?"

Song Xinyuan obviously had a crooked idea in his dream and distorted the facts.

He hit Song Xinyuan unceremoniously: "No, be normal, don't be sentimental."

Song Xinyuan's face was full of disappointment: "Doctor Feng, you are benevolent, can't you make up a lie to deceive me?"

"You are sick?"

Song Xinyuan fell silent, glared at him angrily, turned around and went downstairs, going to the set before him.

When he was in the car, he received a WeChat message from Song Xinyuan.

Song Xinyuan: "Doctor Feng, you said you would reward me, you can't count your words."

The corner of his mouth was slightly raised, and he replied: "You didn't act well that time, let's see how you behave today."

Song Xinyuan stopped talking to him.When he arrived at the set, he saw Song Xinyuan eating breakfast from a distance.Kong Zhuo disliked that Song Xinyuan was too thin and weak, and looked more unhealthy than the patient, and would fall on the operating table at any time. He ordered Song Xinyuan to eat on time every day, and increase the amount of extra meals, trying to gain a few catties of meat. He also asked Song Xinyuan to go out for a run every night.Song Xinyuan did as he was told, and indeed gained a little weight after a few days.

Song Xinyuan pretended not to see Feng Deng, and went to the makeup artist after dinner.Feng Deng sat down and looked at Song Xinyuan's location schedule. According to the script, it was Sunday. The hero played by Song Xinyuan took the interns from the department to go fishing by the river, and encountered a child drowning incident.

The hero jumped into the river and rescued the boy ashore. The boy came to his senses, but kept complaining of chest pains. The drowning caused the boy's congenital asthma to attack.The male protagonist and others called an ambulance and sent the boy to the hospital. Regardless of the superior's obstruction, he performed an operation on the boy, who knew that the boy died, and was sued by the parents for medical malpractice. In the end, the parents withdrew the lawsuit due to insufficient evidence. .

The male lead is amazingly talented and known as the "Ziweixing in the medical world". He has never failed before. This accident made him depressed, and he developed depression, gradually suffering from depression, and embarked on the path of tragedy.

After reading the script, Feng Deng saw that Song Xinyuan had finished his makeup, so he went to the monitor to find Kong Zhuo, and listened to Kong Zhuo explain how to get into the water later. The entire crew of "Surgical Storm" did not have a stand-in actor, and the actors had to perform all the scenes in person.

"Can you swim?" Kong Zhuo asked Song Xinyuan.

Song Xinyuan joked: "No problem, I can, I am a national first-class swimmer."

"Considering that there are young actors, the river I'm looking for is not deep, and there are lifeguards by my side, so you can play freely."

Feng Deng frowned. He remembered that Song Xinyuan was afraid of going into the water.

He waited for Song Xinyuan to return to his seat and looked at Song Xinyuan. Song Xinyuan was wearing waterproof makeup, which was much thicker than plain makeup.He said: "If you can't go into the water, explain it to Director Kong, don't be brave."

Song Xinyuan's answer was very pretentious: "Doctor Feng, take care, it's time for you to see my real acting skills, stop talking and counting."

Song Xinyuan was always a little childish in front of him, he spoke and acted quite childishly, but his mouth was mature when he was on the bed.

Feng Deng carefully examined Song Xinyuan. Song Xinyuan was good-looking, with a cute personality. The only shortcoming was that he was Song Xinyuan.Due to this fatal flaw, Feng Deng might not be able to accept Song Xinyuan in his life.

Song Xinyuan didn't talk big, and successfully finished the whole scene, which was highly recognized by Kong Zhuo.Song Xinyuan secretly covered Feng Deng with his eyes, showing a bit of complacency.Song Xinyuan grew up a lot during the few years he missed, and overcame various shortcomings. Song Xinyuan was braver than him.

In the evening, Song Xinyuan had a night show.This time the scene is in Changqing Lane. The hero and the heroine had an ambiguous relationship, and they came to Changqing Lane tacitly. The two walked from both ends of the alley to the middle, and kissed when they met.Kong Zhuo told Song Xinyuan and the female lead that if they mind, the kiss can be filmed in a misplaced way.

Actress: "I don't mind."

"I mind!" Song Xinyuan said anxiously, and then felt the embarrassment of the female lead, scratched his head, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to dislike you, but this is my first kiss, and I want to leave it to the person I like."

Song Xinyuan acted like an innocent young man, making everyone present laugh.The female lead forgave Song Xinyuan: "It's okay, it's okay, Brother Song won't have someone he likes, right? It's so sad."

Kong Zhuo also made fun of Song Xinyuan: "How old are you, do you still keep your first kiss? Forget it this time, and be mentally prepared in the future, the set is not a joke."

Others were gossiping about Song Xinyuan, but were interrupted by shouts from the field manager.

Song Xinyuan looked at Feng Deng, adjusted his posture, approached Changqing Lane with the heroine, and chose the far end.In fact, the two people will not really walk the whole way, but each take a few steps at the entrance of the alley, and the two cameras will shoot separately, and then Song Xinyuan will go around to the heroine's side, pretending to be in the middle, and after the two embrace, Song Xinyuan "kisses" I glanced at the hostess.

This is the end of tonight's filming. After finishing the work, many people went back to eat supper.Feng Deng walked forward slowly, and Song Xinyuan fell behind him.Walking to the dimly lit place, he turned his head and glanced at Song Xinyuan: "What are you following me for?"

Song Xinyuan seemed to be taken aback, took a step back, and said confidently, "I'm here to ask for a reward."

Feng Deng thought for a while and asked deliberately, "What reward do you want?"

He thought that Song Xinyuan's mind was full of colored waste, but he didn't know that he saw Song Xinyuan wrong this time.

Song Xinyuan stretched out his hand to pull the corner of his clothes, and said seriously: "Doctor Feng, I want to walk Changqing Lane with you."

He was silent, thinking to himself, Song Xinyuan is really innocent.

Song Xinyuan was worried that he would refuse, and said anxiously: "If you don't say anything, you agree. I'll go to the other end, and you will be here. I'm leaving. You must come and meet me." Song Xinyuan ran away after speaking.

Feng Deng thought later, if he was more cruel tonight, he would just leave.

The night after the rain, the air is fresh, Song Xinyuan's back is as gentle as the moonlight tonight.

Feng Deng went back the same way, turned into Changqing Lane, walked very slowly, maybe a third of the way, and saw Song Xinyuan running towards him, running towards him with the soft moonlight on his back, and stopped in front of him.

He couldn't see Song Xinyuan's expression clearly, but only from Song Xinyuan's panting appearance, he could tell that Song Xinyuan was happy, joyful, happy, and all the words that expressed joy could only describe Song Xinyuan's mood when gathered together.

Song Xinyuan approached him, held his hand, looked up and said, "Doctor Feng, I like you."

His heart trembled, he said "um", and pulled out his hand, remembering the scene where he bumped into Song Xinyuan in the hospital, he deliberately mocked Song Xinyuan: "Didn't you confess your love a long time ago?"

Song Xinyuan was not hurt by his reply, and was still jumping for joy, like a bird in adolescence: "I'm afraid you will forget, so I always want to remind you."

Feng Deng turned and left.

He didn't have the heart to tell Song Xinyuan that the real meaning of Changqing Lane was not like this.People who live in Changqing Lane should know that long, long ago, Changqing Lane meant that people who are in love go hand in hand and walk through this narrow alley together to get the blessing of the land. It is wrong to walk separately.

His relationship with Song Xinyuan will not last.

The author says:

(Looking at flowers in the fog: a metaphor for seeing things that are not real) Some people want to see Gong's perspective, so this chapter is written from Feng Deng's perspective.In Feng Deng's eyes, Xiao Song was cute and cute, and his heart softened.The ending he said doesn't count, what I say counts, they must be together for me.