New year greeting

Song Xinyuan walked in the rain, his face was covered with water, and when he returned to his residence, his whole body was wet.He turned on the light in the living room, and was startled when he saw a figure on the sofa.

Feng Deng sat there looking at him, saw him turn his head, glanced at him, and looked at his watch: "It's twelve o'clock."

Feng Deng's tone sounded like scolding a brat who came back late, which made him very upset.He shook his hair and clothes so that water was everywhere.He found Feng Deng frowned, and he was much happier: "There was a thunderstorm just now, I hid under the eaves and waited for the rain to stop, but the rain didn't stop, so I had to leave."

After changing his slippers, he sneezed twice. The wet clothes wrapped his body, which made him panic from the cold. He ignored Feng Deng's probing eyes, and hurried back to the bedroom to get his pajamas, ready to take a bath.However, when he came out with his pajamas, he realized some problems. The plaster cast on his right arm had not been removed, and the wound on his left arm was drenched in the rain, causing the wound to recur. Asking Feng Deng to help him with the medicine, he still remembered Feng Deng's sarcasm that day, and he preferred to hold grudges.

He had to take a shower, he gritted his teeth and walked to the bathroom. When he reached the door of the bathroom, he slipped and sat helplessly on the ground.The puddle of water was brought back by him from the outside, as if to retaliate against his waywardness.

He kept his mouth shut and tried not to make any noise, but the noise of his fall was loud enough to call Feng Deng over.Feng Deng stood in front of Song Xinyuan, looked down at him for a moment, smelled alcohol on his body, his cheeks were pink, and his lips were pale. scoop it up.

Song Xinyuan couldn't stand still, and bumped into Feng Deng's arms, noticing that Feng Deng's body was stiff, he curled his lips, didn't get up immediately, grabbed Feng Deng's shirt, and refused to leave.

Feng Deng let go of his waist, and a cold voice fell beside his ears: "Stand still."

Song Xinyuan deliberately got close to Feng Deng, rubbed Feng Deng's chest, and wet Feng Deng's clothes: "Let me rest for a while, I am too unlucky, my body hurts, and my head is so dizzy."

His left hand disheveled into Feng Deng's back. Feng Deng broke off his hand, distanced himself from him, gave him his pajamas, and said in a commanding tone: "Take a bath, don't delay, I have to get up early to go to work tomorrow." .”

"Let's wash together. Anyway, your clothes are wet, so you can help me. It's inconvenient to see me like this." Song Xinyuan said aggressively.

Of course Feng Deng would not let his plan succeed, he raised his chin slightly, and said coldly: "Since you are back, be honest."

Song Xinyuan blinked, as if drunk, unable to understand Feng Deng's meaning, sneezed again, and muttered softly: "At least change my medicine, the wound is open."

He has forgotten to hold grudges now, and just wants to suffer less. Even if he is found to be pitiful, he doesn't care. If he can arouse Feng Deng's pity, he has found a way to impress Feng Deng.

Feng Deng seemed to be afraid that he would entangle him, so he turned around and found the medicine box, bandaged his wound neatly, and put a waterproof membrane on the outside.He looked at his arm and asked without hesitation: "Why are you the same as before, you treat me well for a while, and treat me bad for a while, why on earth did you break up with me?"

He didn't get a response from Feng Deng, and looked directly at Feng Deng unwillingly: "Even if my father is sorry for you—"

"I broke up with you, it has nothing to do with your father," Feng Deng interrupted him, pouring cold water on him, "If you want to continue living, don't mention the past."

Song Xinyuan recited Feng Deng's words silently a dozen times, and when he thought about it, his heart felt like a knife was piercing his heart.He used to think that Feng Deng hated him because of his father, but the truth was more cruel than his guess. Feng Deng dumped him simply because he didn't like him.His brooding things turned into jokes in an instant, his illusions were shattered, his end was approaching, and he could no longer find a reason to comfort himself.

Now, Song Xinyuan felt relieved. After a brief heartache, he suddenly realized that he could finally kill Feng Deng calmly.

Thinking of the future, Song Xinyuan felt very happy, and couldn't help laughing out loud: "Okay, I won't mention it, let the past go, good night."

He walked into the bathroom humming a song, and the moment he closed the door, he saw Feng Deng opened his mouth, as if to say "good night" or "goodbye".

Song Xinyuan lay on the bed after taking a shower, and heaved a long sigh when he remembered the phone call from the "creditor".

He knew from an early age that his family was abnormal, because he only had a father, no mother, not even grandparents.When he was in junior high school, he found that his father was not normal. His father liked to meet different men and spent less and less time with him.

At first, Song Xinyuan thought that Song Yanqing was talking about work with those people. Later, he accidentally bumped into Song Yanqing taking the man to the hotel, and realized that something was wrong. What kind of work must go to the hotel?It's not for seeing a doctor, is it?So, he began to follow Song Yanqing, and one night he saw his father and a boy in his early 20s walking out of the bar, and they had a heated fight with each other before entering the room.

He was young at the time and didn't know how to define that relationship. He just felt his stomach churn and rushed to the wall to vomit.He ran to the Internet cafe to spend the night, tossed about on the computer all night, and mastered his father's secret.

His father is gay, gay, gay who dare not walk in the sun.He read various materials and posts, and understood how difficult and disgusting homosexuality is. In his eyes, his father belongs to the latter.Song Yanqing not only had a chaotic private life, but also did things he couldn't tolerate.

Song Yanqing got married, making his mother a poor same-wife.There are photos of his mother at home. Through the photos, he vaguely remembers that his mother is a person with a gentle and firm smile. When he fell, his mother squatted in front of him and stretched out her arms to him and said, Yuan Yuan, don’t cry, it doesn’t hurt. , stand up by yourself.

When he was five years old, his mother suddenly disappeared, and no one told him where his mother went.Dad took him by the hand, sent him to school, and told him not to cry.Dad said, Yuanyuan, you only have me, be good, Dad will always love you.He didn't dare to cry anymore, for fear that if he was disobedient, his father would abandon him.He grew up obediently under Song Yanqing's pampering, and gradually forgot what his mother looked like.

The teenage Song Xinyuan got up from the Internet cafe, went home to look for his mother’s photos, searched the house all over, but couldn’t find any, smashed the bottles and jars in Song Yanqing’s collection, and finally left home with his schoolbag in his arms leave.

He went to find his cousin Li Mingzhou, and the first thing he said when he entered the room was, do you know how my mother died?

Li Mingzhou froze for a moment, and told him calmly that his aunt died of cancer.

Song Xinyuan didn't believe it at all, and he was helpless. He knew that the adults made up a lie to coax him for his own good and to make him feel better.Lies have been told for many years, and the false has become true.

Song Yanqing called him the next day.He was unwilling to go home and asked stubbornly: "How did my mother die? Why did you marry her? Do you love her?"

Song Yanqing was silent, unable to answer a single question.From then on, he hated Song Yanqing to the core and was homophobic, so Li Mingzhou firmly believed that he was a straight man, and he still didn't know that he was turned on by Feng Deng.He ushered in a period of rebellion in the third year of junior high school, fighting with students, skipping classes and surfing the Internet, and his grades plummeted.He frequently got into trouble and asked Song Yanqing to clean up the mess for him.He made countless phone calls to Song Yanqing every day, specifically to sabotage Song Yanqing's good deeds.He knew in his heart that Song Yanqing would not blame him, because Song Yanqing was ashamed of him and his mother.

Later, Li Mingzhou beat him up, scolded him for being worthless, spending his father's money, how could he lose his temper, rely on himself if he has the ability, and stop yelling at him to sever the relationship between father and son if he has no ability.He came to his senses, and the only way to get revenge on his father was by himself.He changed his temper overnight, not only looking for a tutor to make up lessons, but also slowly "reconciled" with Song Yanqing.

Song Yanqing gave him great freedom, but only interfered with him when he was filling out the university application, forcing him to fill in the medical department of Qianyang University.Song Yanqing actually wanted him to become a doctor, which made him feel ridiculous.He had no dreams at that time, and obediently applied for the clinical major of Qianda University. Unexpectedly, God did not satisfy Song Yanqing's wish. He was transferred to the Department of Medical English by a few points, majoring in English, and had no chance of practicing medicine.

Naturally, he wouldn't repeat it, so he rushed to Qianda University to report, and then met Feng Deng there.Logically speaking, he should thank Feng Deng, because Feng Deng sent his father to prison and helped him vent his anger.However, when Song Yanqing had an accident, he panicked, as if the sky had fallen.The father-son relationship between him and Song Yanqing for more than 20 years cannot be broken at will. No matter how angry he is with Song Yanqing, he also knows that Song Yanqing treats him sincerely and is the person with the closest relationship with him in this world.

Song Yanqing understood all his hobbies, being his father and mother, but he didn't know Song Yanqing. It wasn't until Song Yanqing went to jail that he learned that Song Yanqing had depression.He belatedly became afraid, afraid that Song Yanqing would die in prison.He spent all of Song Yanqing's savings, went to a lawyer to file a lawsuit, and wanted to rescue Song Yanqing, but Song Yanqing did not accept his painstaking efforts, maybe he didn't want to drag him down, and pleaded guilty in court.

Song Xinyuan didn't believe that Song Yanqing would accidentally "kill" someone and sexually harass Feng Deng.He went to the prison to question Song Yanqing, but Song Yanqing was unwilling to talk to him, and even advised him not to come again and live a good life.

Song Yanqing has lived half his life, so it's rare to be innocent.He didn't expect that as long as there is one "bad guy" in a family, the whole family will be broken.The debts owed by the parents always have to be repaid by the children.

The victim of that medical accident was a young man with a long future, and his death compensation must be handed over by the person responsible for the accident for 20 years.Song Yanqing's annual income is nearly 50 yuan, so he needs to pay 1000 million yuan in compensation for this alone. In addition, he needs to pay for funeral expenses, medical expenses, living expenses for dependents, and mental damage relief money.

Song Xinyuan sold the house and still owes 500 million in debt.Money is secondary, the point is that the life of that person will never come back, and the debt owed by his father will never be paid off.For five years, on the 23rd of every month, he has transferred money to the victim's family without any hesitation, just to help his father atone for his sins.The phone call today made him understand that no matter what he did, the victim's family would never forgive his father or tolerate him.

Song Xinyuan sighed and patted the wall. He didn't know what role Feng Deng played in that accident. In any case, he had already woken up from his dream.

He couldn't sleep, so he checked the forum with his mobile phone, and saw a post titled "How to reunite with my ex-boyfriend who hates me?"

Landlord: I met my ex-boyfriend recently, and found that he is still very handsome, and I still like him very much. I got his contact information from a friend, but there are many misunderstandings between me and him. If I want to rekindle my old relationship with him, I How to do?Just to add, he's single, and so am I.

Hot Praise 1: The overlord strikes hard, destroying all grievances with one shot.

Hot praise 2: Going off the topic, I think the most poignant point of the Possessed Mirror Reunion article is that every time the protagonists resolve a misunderstanding, they doi once.

Song Xinyuan laughed and kicked the bed unconsciously, kicking away the previous depression.

The rented house is poorly decorated and has poor sound insulation.When Feng Deng heard Song Xinyuan's movement, he opened his eyes expressionlessly, wondering if it was time for him to buy a house, and at the same time wondering if Song Xinyuan was drunk, otherwise what would he be happy about?Could it be that he got caught in the rain and ruined his brain?

Feng Deng turned on his phone and found the chat page between himself and Yang Xiyue.At the end of the blind date that day, Yang Xiyue added his WeChat ID so that he could consult him about the hospital's recruitment of interns.

The latest news was last week, Yang Xiyue asked: "Senior, I passed the written test, can you help me find out what the interview test is?"

"Clinical expertise, how to deal with the relationship between doctors and patients, why I chose this hospital...see you after May Day."

After Feng Deng finished writing, he clicked send and chuckled nervously.

I don't know what expression Song Xinyuan will show when he meets Yang Xiyue, and whether he can still laugh.After all, Song Xinyuan used to think that Yang Xiyue liked him, and even regarded Yang Xiyue as a rival in love.And Song Xinyuan's illusion was all caused by him.

The author says:

(Separating the bed and dreaming together: It is a metaphor for doing different things, but the intention is the same.) Next, we will transition from one-way seduction to mutual seduction, and see which of them overturns first, this paragraph should be very sweet. (This is a bureau set up by Song Xinyuan, and perhaps also Feng Deng's bureau.)