Strawberry Pops

Han Yongnian died on a rainy night. He shuffled his steps while leaning on a cane, and knocked his guard unconscious with a stick.He was bumping all the way over the mountains and ridges, trying to get out of the mountains with his useless legs.

What is he thinking, no one does not know.

He knew that he would not live long, he wanted to take revenge on Han Yang, he wanted to drag Han Yang to die together.

As a result, when he was going down the hill, he rolled directly, hit his head on a rock, and hit his life directly.Coincidentally, the road where he got into an accident was exactly the road where Li Li was insulted by him back then.

It was also in the middle of the night, and there was also no one around.

When Village Chief Li and Han Yang were talking about this, their voices were hoarse, apparently they had worked all night looking for Han Yongnian.

He persuaded in a good voice: "Baby, he is dead, you come back and give incense to your father. Whether he is good or bad, he... has gone to hell."

Although you have not suffered from others, don't persuade others to be kind.

But Village Chief Li always has the conservative thinking in the mountain village: "Don't say forgive him, baby, you should do yourself a good deed, offer incense, kowtow twice, break the relationship between father and son in this life, and give him a good life." He's on his way."

But Han Yang and Han Yongnian have no feelings, if they have to say they have, it can only be fear and hatred.

Han Yang didn't respond. After a long time, he replied, "I'm busy with work and don't have time to come back. I will charge all the expenses of Han Yongnian's funeral to your card."

"Baby, you..."

"Thank you for your hard work."

Han Yang hung up the phone.

Gu Nuan stepped forward involuntarily, grabbed Han Yang's hand, and became nervous.Han Yang immediately came back to his senses, and subconsciously pinched Gu Nuan's hand with his backhand. With a little force, his palm was cold.

Han Yang said, "I'm fine."

Han Yang immediately told Ji Mu and Gu Yuanchen about this matter.

Ji Mu knew that Han Yang didn't want to go back, but he also understood that if he didn't go back, it would still be inappropriate in many things.

He thought for a while: "Let me take a few people over there to deal with this matter. Although there is no information there, few people may know that you have become a star, but what about the future?"

"Uncle Ji, I'm not afraid of these."

"I know you are not afraid." Ji Mu patted Han Yang on the shoulder, pondered for a while, and continued, "Han Yang, even if we have evidence that he abused you, we still have to be prepared for everything. Who knows In the future, how will certain media write about you? How will they spread rumors about you? Or... how will they remind you of the old things that should be thrown away?"

Once things start to ferment, there will always be some damage.

It was not the harm of public opinion, nor the harm of malicious words on the Internet, but the harm of Han Yang's own shadow.

Ji Mu doesn't hope that one day Han Yang's childhood pain will be dug up and consumed by gossip news overwhelmingly.He hoped that with Han Yongnian's death as the cutoff point, the past would become the past forever.

"Leave this matter to me and Uncle Gu, we will handle it properly, and you don't have to worry about it."

"Uncle Ji..."

Ji Mu interrupted him and said sincerely: "Han Yang, I really hope that you can try to rely on us once."

This sentence is worth many words.

Therefore, Han Yang's heart was in a trance, and he swallowed the words choked in his throat repeatedly.For the sake of Ji Mu's words, if Han Yang refuses again, it will be hurtful.

He was silent for a long time, and Ji Mu waited for him for a long time. Finally, Han Yang asked him, "What are you going to do?"

"You don't have to ask, and don't bother." Ji Mu didn't tell him, he just replied, "Han Yongnian is dead, from now on, your nightmare is over."

Han Yang was slightly startled, then lowered his head slightly.

It turns out that Ji Mu has known many things all these years.

In the next period of time, Han Yang received the last call from Village Chief Li.

On the other end of the phone, Village Chief Li sighed: "Baby, you are lucky to meet a good family. They are willing to spend a lot of money for you and worry about you. You should cherish it. In the future, don't do it again Contacted us here, and we don’t have you here. You just treat yourself, you didn’t go out with us! Your father’s ashes, they took them away, where they took... I don’t know. You Have a good time..."

After speaking, Village Chief Li silently hung up the phone.

Han Yang couldn't respond for a moment, he couldn't help but ask Ji Mu.When Ji Mu saw that he really wanted to know, he told half and hid half. He wrote lightly: "It took a little hush money and arranged a job for them. Everyone is honest, and I have helped you for the past two years. I don't care. will treat them badly.”

Ji Mu smiled and said, "Don't worry."

However, as Ji Mu said, Han Yongnian's death is like the end of Han Yang's nightmare.

He woke up when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, and this time, he wasn't woken up by fright.

He opened his eyes naturally, his heart was as calm as water, but it seemed that he was hiding some turbulent emotions, suppressed in the pretended silence, increasing day by day.

In a daze——

He dreamed that when he was three years old, Han Yongnian tied him up in the yard all day and night because of anger; Rudely pressing his head into the water tank; he dreamed that when he was six years old, Han Yongnian poked him on the neck with a broken wine bottle, and said with a grim face: "Put away your pheromones, you disgusting Shit, you're as disgusting as your mother's bitch!"

But at that time, he didn't know what his mother was like. He only knew that the people Han Yongnian hated shouldn't be that bad.

Perhaps, like him, she was just a poor creature.

At the age of seven, Han Yang finally met Li Li.

Li Li looked at him expressionlessly, without a trace of emotion in his eyes, if there was any, it was only a deep sense of distance and inexplicable disgust.She said: "Everyone says you are my responsibility, but why are you my responsibility? They all forced me to give birth to you back then, but now they don't want you."

She said, "You are not my child, I have no children."

It wasn't her will, everyone was forcing her back then.Force her to submit, force her to accept, force him to give up himself.At last she mustered up the courage to run away, far away.

But blood relationship is such a strange thing. In the first two years after escaping from the mountains, she always dreamed of Han Yang who was a baby in the middle of the night, wrinkling his pitiful little face and crying "wow", just like her. place.

On the surface, she hated Han Yang to the extreme and spoke ill of him.But she would sit alone by the window in the middle of the night, covering her face and crying.She even wanted to jump down and end this absurd life once and for all.

It's not easy for anyone.

Han Yang has seen Li Li like this in the middle of the night countless times.

No one wants to live, no one can die.

Suddenly, tonight, a pair of hands embraced Han Yang from behind, with warmth like a spring breeze.

Han Yang struggled to wake up from the nightmare again, and found that it was the half-asleep and half-awake Gu Nuan who was holding him.

Gu Nuan's cheek pressed against Han Yang's back, rubbing against Han Yang as always: "Brother, do you have something on your mind?"

The night in June is not too hot.

The window in the master bedroom of the apartment was half open, and the cool wind blew over Han Yang's gloomy and handsome face, and also woke up the yawning Gu Nuan.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing."

Seeing this, Gu Nuan put her arms around his neck and kissed the corner of his lips: "Cheating people will turn them into puppies." The faint scent of strawberries surrounded Han Yang, making Han Yang instantly relax from his tense mood. Come down, this is Gu Nuan's soothing pheromone.

Han Yang didn't expect that Gu Nuan, who couldn't even use his glands normally, had learned to release soothing pheromones to himself.

He remained silent, but Gu Nuan said with a smile: "I just found out yesterday that I actually have soothing pheromones. Brother, does my soothing pheromone smell good? If you are in a bad mood or have something on your mind in the future, Just tell me, and I'll be there anytime."

"Anytime you call?"

"That's right." Gu Nuan said seriously, "I'm your partner now, and we're going to spend the rest of our lives together, so don't lie to me. You keep waking up at night these days, is it a nightmare?"

Han Yang didn't move, he moved closer to Gu Nuan silently.After a long while, Han Yang answered the wrong question with a slight tone: "Xiao Nuan, your soothing pheromone smells very good."

Gu Nuan was not in a hurry, he leaned on the back of the bed and asked Han Yang to find a comfortable place to lie down in his arms.In the past, Han Yang was holding him, but today he is holding Han Yang.

A rare scene.

Gu Nuan gently stroked Han Yang's head with a gentle voice: "Go to bed early, I will always be with you." It seems that at this moment, Gu Nuan is the elder brother who has been taking care of Han Yang.

Han Yang moved his lips.

Gu Nuan lowered her head and kissed his lips.

Han Yang's eyelashes trembled slightly, he turned around and buried his head in Gu Nuan's arms, sniffing the strawberry pheromone on Gu Nuan's body greedily in a fragile posture he had never seen before, seeking the comfort he wanted.

Gu Nuan let his demands go.

It wasn't until half an hour later that Han Yang calmed down. His speech was very slow and his voice was hoarse: "I...recently I always dream about things from my childhood, Han Yongnian, and Li Li."

Three full months have passed since Han Yongnian passed away. This is the first time Han Yang mentioned his name after Han Yongnian's death.

"I dreamed that he held my head down in the winter water tank, it was so cold I couldn't breathe. I also dreamed that he punched and kicked me, even after all these years, I can still easily remember that This kind of pain is enough to tear people apart. I don't know how I survived...I don't know..."

Is it grandma who is desperate for each other, or is his life as stubborn as a mustard?

Gu Nuan listened, couldn't help hugging him tightly, and patted his back gently, he found that Han Yang had lost weight: "Brother, don't be afraid, it's all over."

Han Yang nodded. He was calm. He told the past without emotion, as if he wanted to give Gu Nuan his inner self: "Li Li hates me, but she doesn't seem to hate me that much. She just Hating herself...hating herself for having compromised everything and giving birth to me."

In the endless suffering, their mother and son once wandered in hell.

That's why Li Li sat alone on the window sill in the middle of the night, looking at the empty moon, and wanted to throw himself into hell several times, at least he didn't have to be confused anymore.

"...Han Yongnian is dead, and I'm not even in a happy mood."

"elder brother."

"I obviously hate him so much, but when I learned of his death, all I could think about was..."

——All I can think about is that no one will hit me again.

Whether in reality or in a dream.Even if Han Yang has grown up, even if Han Yang rarely dreams anymore.

He finally died.

finally died.

At this moment, Han Yang's ashen eyes finally had a tinge of human color.Under Gu Nuan's comfort, Han Yang's body trembled slightly: "No one will hit me again...he is finally dead, finally dead."

Finally, Han Yang cried out like a child, hoarse and suppressed, until he burst into tears.

"He's finally dead..." He kept repeating, huddled together, allowing Gu Nuan to comfort him and hug him tightly.In the end, Han Yang burst into tears, facing Gu Nuan, stroking the mark on the back of Gu Nuan's neck with his hand, crying, "No one will hurt you anymore."

Three months later, the shackles in Han Yang's heart completely fell off.

Gu Nuan nodded and kissed away his tears: "Winter is over. Brother, now I have me, I will not let anyone bully you in the future, I swear, I promise." He really swears, promises, he wipes Wiping his tears, he kissed Han Yang sincerely, "I will love you forever."

The spring of a heart begins with a gust of wind. After the ice is blown away, the first buds will sprout, and this spring will be considered alive.

Finally alive.