Strawberry Pops

The neighborhood was extremely quiet at night, and Han Yang sat downstairs until around nine o'clock with his ragged schoolbag in his arms.

Nine o'clock ahead is the time for Li Li to leave the night shift.At nine o'clock today, about two hours have passed since Li Li lost his temper.Han Yang thought to himself, it's almost there.

He walked towards the building with his schoolbag in his arms, and by chance ran into Gu Nuan again.

Only seeing Gu Nuan crying with wet eyes, she hid behind her oga father, Ji Mu, who came to pick her up.Han Yang lowered his head, leaned to the side wisely, and made way.

Under the shadow of the street lamp, Han Yang seemed to be buried in the long and narrow shadow.

When Gu Nuan saw him, she instantly became tense and grabbed the corner of her father's clothes tightly, still in the panic she had been in two hours ago.

"Don't be afraid, Dad is here."

This made Ji Mu, who loves the child, look at Han Yang with complicated emotions. He has never been interested in trivial matters outside, and now he is looking at Han Yang seriously for the first time.

As far as the eye can see, the most conspicuous thing should be the broken schoolbag. From the gap, it can be seen that there are many things stuffed inside.It might be textbooks, it might be bread, or it might be a bottle of strawberry milk that Han Yang secretly hid in his schoolbag.

Ji Mu thought of what Granny Zhang told him just now, and more or less learned about Han Yang's family situation.

So he thought, these hidden "foods" should be Han Yang's food reserves, in preparation for every long night of hunger.

Under the stars, they "passed by".

Han Yang never looked at Gu Nuan, he thought that Gu Nuan would never have any contact with him again.

Unexpectedly, a crying "brother." fell into Han Yang's ears, and Gu Nuan choked up and said, "Are you in pain?"

Han Yang's heart was clenched, and he looked at Gu Nuan unexpectedly and strangely.Since he was sensible, no one has asked him such a thing.He was flustered and didn't know how to answer, so he just thought of avoiding it at the first moment.

But Gu Nuan's eyes were reddish, like a wronged and pitiful little rabbit, which made people feel pity.Even Han Yang, who was emotionally stiff, would feel sad.

He instinctively wanted to shake Gu Nuan's hand.

But Han Yang didn't move his steps in the end, because he saw that Ji Mu was holding Gu Nuan's hand tightly, looking worried.

This kind of parental protection and love for their children drove Han Yang who wanted to stop a little to a thousand miles away.At this second, he was even a little jealous of Gu Nuan, jealous of this crying child who had the family he dreamed of.

Han Yang's steps were heavy, he turned and entered the elevator, the peppermint pheromone on his body seemed to be out of control for a few seconds, with a faint smell of blood.

He bit his lip and said, "Don't stick to me."

The happier life is, the more it reflects Han Yang's unfortunate birth.

He is jealous of Gu Nuan, and envies Gu Nuan, but he cannot hate Gu Nuan.

This is where Han Yang struggled the most.

Since that day, Han Yang and Gu Nuan haven't seen each other again.

Han Yang's house was noisy, his mother Li Li was always arguing with his stepfather, and none of the pots and pans were intact.Just like this unsatisfactory life, it was a mess.

And Han Yang believes that the reason why Li Li's life is so rough, in the final analysis, has something to do with his own birth.

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Han Yang was born in a deformed family, which is located in a remote mountainous area.There, his father Han Yongnian was a lazy hooligan, and his mother Li Li was a very unlucky woman.

Eleven years ago, Li Li was only 11 years old, and she was bullied by Han Yongnian, a 19-year-old bachelor.The economy in the mountainous area is as backward as the ideology. After Li Li was marked, she didn't even have the money to do the marking operation.

The gossip and rumors among the mountain villages spread all over the world in an instant, making it difficult for Li Li to move forward in her hometown.She wanted to die once, but was sobered up by her parents with a basin of cold water.

The family was heavily in debt, and Li Li couldn't let it go.

Knowing this, Han Yongnian's parents seemed to have grasped a clue, and used a stack of brand-new banknotes to persuade Li Li's parents to give up calling the police and let Han Yongnian "marry" the 19-year-old Li Li.

From Li Li being bullied to marrying Han Yongnian, it took only one month.Because Li Li was too young, they couldn't get a marriage certificate.

There was no banquet for their wedding, and they only chose a day when there was less farm work, and the two families got together to have a simple meal, which was considered a success.

On a table, Li Li never smiled once.

In the spring of the following year, Han Yang was born.

Han Yongnian went out to drink and play cards every day, and when he got home, he violently confronted Li Li and showed no mercy to their mother and son.

In the gloomy life, no one mentioned to choose a name for the child.And in the fifth month of Han Yang's birth, at the end of the month, Li Li, with bruises around her eyes, disappeared and never came back.

The task of raising the child fell to Han Yang's grandparents. Facing this little doll that didn't even have a name, Han Yang's grandmother saw a poplar tree planted in her yard and named the child casually.

No meaning, no thought.

When I saw a poplar tree, I called it Han Yang.

When Han Yang was seven years old, he met his mother Li Li for the first time.

His grandmother bought Li Li's whereabouts from Li Li's mother with the little money left in the family.

Han Yang followed his grandma, after running around several times, finally blocked Li Li who had just got off work at the gate of a factory.After seven years of fleeing, Li Li has grown up. She seems to be a different person, and she no longer accepts everything.

Han Yang hid behind his grandmother, keenly aware of Li Li's rejection.

Li Li said indifferently, "Why should I raise him?"

The mark on the nape of her neck had long been gone, and she had been so serious about severing her past.But now, the nightmare came again, and Han Yang was her nightmare, and also the child she conceived in October.

Han Yang's grandma pushed Han Yang down in front of her without hesitation, "His father is dead, I can't afford to support him! His father is like that. After you run away, all grievances will be on him!"

As she spoke, she struggled to pull up Han Yang's clothes and showed Li Li the bruises on Han Yang's body.New and old, too many to count.Han Yang is a stiff puppet, allowing his grandma to pull his tattered clothes, just to arouse Li Li's sympathy and intolerance.

"At least it's my baby, and the pheromones in him are the same as yours! Lizi, at least you gave birth to it..." She kept repeating, morality kidnapped Li Li.

The old woman's tears filled the old ravines on her face, and in Li Li's view, it was really disgusting.It was very similar to the mountain road when she ran away overnight, smashing one of her dreams in one step.

Han Yang heard Li Li say "Get lost."

In Li Li's heart, Han Yang should not be her child.

Some things are rotten in the root, and after growing, the blood in the bone is not clean, Li Li wants to pick it clean.She once gave birth to Han Yang ignorantly, but she often... wished that Han Yang would be stillborn.

Han Yang knew what Li Li was thinking, so for these years, he lived like a mute beside Li Li.Minimize your presence as much as possible.

But since last year, Li Li remarried, and Han Yang's life suddenly became difficult.

His stepfather's dislike for him was nakedly displayed on his body, and every bruise overlapped with the violence that Han Yongnian suffered back then.

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