marriage contract

The woman in the painting is very beautiful, wearing a white dress, which is her favorite dress, clean and pure. She always said that wearing this dress is like returning to her youth, carefree, innocent and lively.

It's a pity that she didn't feel that way that night anymore. Her pure white dress was stained red with blood, and behind her gentleness was extreme madness.

Bright red blood splattered everywhere, and the blood red color covered her arms, and the bed beside her was extremely embarrassed, and the bright red was dazzling.

Chu Junyi has always remembered, very clearly, that this woman has stayed by his side since he could remember, taking care of her tenderly, being considerate and considerate, and putting everything she has in front of him.

For more than ten years, I have never said a serious word to him, even if a small wound is broken, I will cry from distress...

However, it was still this woman who stabbed despair and pain into his heart one by one.

He was still telling him carefully during the day, but at night, he held a sharp knife and ended his life with a smile on his face.

Until now, he still remembers the feeling and sound of the knife piercing through the flesh, it was bitingly cold, and the pain was so painful that he could suffocate.

Anyone can hurt him, but she can't.

Because that woman is the person he trusts, is closest to, and loves the most.

When he opened his eyes again, he was already in the delivery room, and everyone in the yard was full of joy, congratulating him again and again, congratulating the third master Chu on his happy birthday to Lin'er.

It's a pity that, as the protagonist who makes everyone happy, he is not happy at all.

Chu Junyi didn't know why he appeared in this world. If he died, whether he was reincarnated or reincarnated, as long as he could forget those things, he could go anywhere.

But he remembered clearly, unprecedentedly clearly, so it was even more painful.

In the first few days after he was born, Chu Junyi really wanted to die, but as a weak baby, he couldn't even find a way to commit suicide.

In desperation, he could only use the most primitive method, a hunger strike.

However, when he went on a hunger strike, everyone around him trembled with fear, especially the woman who gave birth to him, whose cries echoed in his ears all the time.

After coming down a few times, his heart softened, but he was really tired, and the exhaustion, sadness and despair in his heart were reflected in his small body.

The cold Buddhist temple in the severe winter and the twelfth lunar month, and Mrs. Chu's kneeling and prostration all made him feel too selfish.

For Mr. Chu San, he is the only child of their husband and wife; for Mrs. Chu San, he is her own flesh and blood born in October of her pregnancy.

If he died, they would be very sad.

Seeing Mrs. Chu's third wife praying devoutly to Buddha and not forgetting to wrap him tightly, Chu Junyi admitted that his heart softened again.

What happened afterwards was logical, Chu Junyi, as their son, lived on as the sixth young master of the Chu family.

But his memory is complete and his knot is still there. He can regard them as his parents, but he can't believe them.

He built a wall between himself and others, thin and transparent, but extremely strong.

He isolated himself from the outside world, just because the bloody fact was still vivid in his mind.

But they acted as if they hadn't noticed, and treated him well as always, so good that he felt that he could try to trust them.

After a few years, when he wanted to take that step, the Tongfang Mrs. Chu pointed out was also sent to the third bedroom.

The gift from the elders is irresistible, and Mrs. Chu San can only pinch her nose to admit it no matter how unwilling she is, even though Master Chu San never thought of touching that roommate.

But Chu Junyi couldn't bear it, his knot had never been untied, and he usually pretended that he had forgotten it, but once some things happened, those memories would reappear again and again.

That woman destroyed his trust in his family, and made him dare not trust others anymore.

It was also that time that Mrs. Chu San rushed to his bed and wept bitterly. Master Chu San also promised that there would be no concubine's house, and they only asked him to hold on.

It wasn't until then that he realized that they had noticed it a long time ago. Thinking about it, how could a person who can hang out in the court and the backyard fail to see his intentions.

Later, the three of them seemed to have forgotten what happened that time. He was still their son, and he could do everything as a son of man except trust.

And they are still qualified parents. His father taught him the principles of reading, calligraphy and life, while his mother took care of their father and son, and passed on her piano skills to her son by the way.

Later, Mrs. Chu San passed away. Her health was not good at all. The root cause of the disease was burned during confinement, and she was depressed for many years. It is reasonable to lose her life span.

Master Chu San never told Chu Junyi these things, but he would ask, stopped the doctor who was treating Mrs. Chu, and got such an answer.

Mrs. Chu's hundred days, Chu Junyi had a dream, just like the dream he often had after he came to this world.

A woman in a white dress will appear in the darkness. Unlike the previous blurred faces, the woman who appears this time is Mrs. Chu San, who is his mother in this life.

She didn't rush over to stab him with a knife like in previous dreams, she just stood there, watching quietly, with endless sadness and reluctance in her eyes.

The two looked at each other from a distance, but neither of them spoke.

And at the end of the dream, the woman said the only sentence: "Take good care of your father."

When he woke up from the dream, Chu Junyi's heart was extremely heavy. He was in a daze for a long time, but he still told Master Chu that it was his mother who entrusted him with the dream.

He memorized Mrs. Chu's words, but he only found out when the doctor took his pulse that Mr. Chu's body had also suffered a lot.

After learning about this, Chu Junyi really did a filial son, at least before Third Master Chu passed away, he tried his best to make him live comfortably.

Before the third master Chu died, he took Chu Junyi's hand and let him live well, with reluctance and understanding in his eyes, but no resentment.

He knew, he knew that Chu Junyi had already intended to die at that time, no matter what, this child was a continuation of his blood and the person he loved the most, he couldn't bear to get him hurt, and he couldn't bear to let him leave this place like this world.

Chu Junyi cried bitterly. He didn't know why it happened like this. It seemed that something went wrong and the whole world was distorted.

The person he trusted the most wanted him dead, and he killed the two people who loved him the most.

In his previous life, he didn't know what he did wrong, but in this life he has been doing wrong things.

Even though he kept telling himself that they were all sincere to him and there was no falsehood, when he relived the dream, he would still wake up on the spot.

The memory of the past life has never been forgotten, and every time it will make him stop and return to the original position again.

The death of his parents was like a signal that he no longer had to worry about the people closest to him emotionally coming to kill him.

He hadn't had that dream since then, which made him even more sad.

The words of the third master Chu before his death seemed to wake him up, and the long-lost "trust" reappeared, but unfortunately the two people who should be seen the most were never seen again.

In the past, Chu Junyi not only didn't trust his parents or others, but he didn't trust himself the most.

But at the funeral of Master Chu San, Zhu Ning's company, and letters from the Tang family, all of these warmed his long-cold heart, but the price he paid for it was too huge, which made him feel very sad.

Emotionally, he has returned to the category of normal people, but his inner fatigue is gradually intensifying.

He once thought that after the third master Chu passed away, he would follow him. He owed them so much that he didn't know how to repay them.

They were worried about him in this life, and they didn't know if they would meet again in the next life. They all said that children are debts owed by their parents in their previous life, but he didn't remember what he did in his previous life, so he let them pay it back in this life, probably It was a mistake in the judge's writing, and he was asked to come back to this world again, and in the end he cheated the person who treated him best.

If there is a next life, I hope he can repay the kindness of this life, and then forget each other in the world, don't be implicated by him again.

But the words of the third master Chu woke him up and at the same time trapped him in the same place. Live well and don’t commit suicide. It is a very simple matter for others, but for Chu Junyi... He had already done them a great deal, and he should not have refused his last words.

There are many ways to live, and Chu Junyi doesn't know which one he is, he just wants to live in peace like this, and when he dies one day, he can be regarded as fulfilling Master Chu's last wish.

The marriage with Gu Chengzhi was an accident, but it was also a turning point in his life.

It was unexpected that he fell in love with Gu Chengzhi, and he was also surprised that Gu Chengzhi could accept him.

Perhaps it was in response to what Master Chu San said before his death: no matter how happy he is, he will always meet someone who will make him live willingly.

Chu Junyi's erratic thoughts gradually returned, and his eyes returned from the portrait of the third master Chu to the portrait of the woman.

The woman in the painting is still beautiful, with a smiling face full of tenderness, but the bright red in the painting destroys this tenderness and adds a bit of enchantment.

"I want to keep this painting." Chu Junyi said suddenly.

"No!" Gu Chengzhi's expression turned ugly, "She hurt you, and you don't want to see her, so why keep this portrait!"

Chu Junyi tilted his head slightly, stared at Gu Chengzhi for a while, and asked, "Will you want to kill me someday?"

Gu Chengzhi's face turned black in an instant, and he glared angrily, as if he was so angry that he couldn't say a word.

Of course, it is also possible that he is restraining himself so as not to speak evil words.

Chu Junyi curled his lips into a chuckle, leaned over and kissed Gu Chengzhi's lips, and said in a low voice, "You won't, tell me, I want to hear it."

"You believe me when I tell you?!" Gu Chengzhi squeezed out a sentence through his teeth.

"Yes, I'll believe what you say." Chu Junyi's brows and eyes curved, and his beautiful peach blossom eyes turned into crescent moons.

"No! I won't kill you!" Gu Chengzhi squeezed these words out between his teeth.

Chu Junyi smiled happily.

"Can't you use your brain?! My head was kicked by a donkey, so I'm thinking of killing you!" Gu Chengzhi couldn't bear it anymore, and roared angrily.

Chu Junyi smiled and said nothing, and reached out to untie his belt.

"What are you doing?! I'm still angry!" Gu Chengzhi said angrily.

"Do whatever you want until you calm down." Chu Junyi smiled and leaned over to kiss him.

Gu Chengzhi frowned slightly. He felt that something was wrong with Chu Junyi. In this short period of time, his belt had been untied. He pressed Chu Junyi's hand and asked in a deep voice, "Are you okay?" Bar?"

Chu Junyi smiled lightly: "I'm fine, but you're going to have something to do soon, if I have time to remember those later, you can go to sleep in the study for the next month."

Gu Chengzhi was observing his expression, he saw dazed anxiety, and relieved sadness, but as soon as Chu Junyi's voice fell, Gu Chengzhi's face darkened again, and he picked up Chu Junyi and walked to the bedroom .

However, before leaving, Gu Chengzhi picked up the painting and shattered it with internal force.

Gu Chengzhi's energy is good, and Chu Junyi has been cooperating, and the two of them tossed and tossed until Brother Qi was about to come back before they stopped.

Chu Junyi was lying on the bed, the suffocation in his chest had disappeared, and his gaze towards Gu Chengzhi became closer.

Gu Chengzhi massaged him with distress. The quarrel was a little too much just now, and Chu Junyi probably will be uncomfortable for a few days.

"Don't be angry, I just..." Chu Junyi's voice was hoarse, he hesitated before saying: "My mood just now was not right, I didn't say that on purpose."

"I know." Gu Chengzhi stretched out his hand to cover his forehead, and said after making sure that he didn't have a fever, "Don't think about those things if you can't think about them. The most important thing is to live in the moment."

Chu Junyi looked at him, suddenly smiled and said, "I don't think I'm that sad, really."

"I've been a life-saving medicine for you, no matter how sad you are." Gu Chengzhi pinched his nose and smiled.

Brother Qi entered the room in such an atmosphere full of pink and bubbles. As soon as he entered, he saw Chu Junyi was bedridden again. The word "you" was really confusing.

He walked to the bed and asked with a distressed face: "Daddy, are you in confinement?"