King of Classical Music

After Kedori returned home from the band's activities that night, he opened the door and saw the man sitting at the dining table.He was a little surprised for a moment, and then asked while changing his shoes, "Mr. Elder, haven't you left yet?"

What answered him was Wesker's silent and calm gaze.Red bloodshot eyes filled a pair of eyes, and the ice-blue pupils seemed to have settled a little cloudy under the dim light of the living room. Wesker just kept staring at Kedori for a long time before he asked in a hoarse voice: " How was your day?"

These words seemed to come out after hesitating for a long time in his throat. Under the dining table, where Kedori couldn't see, Wesker tightly held his fingers, waiting expectantly for Kedori's answer.

However, after Kedori only replied "not bad", there was no more sound.

The expectation on Wesker's face disappeared in an instant.

They didn't meet each other very much in the past, and basically they would talk on the phone once a day. Kedori would tell him what he had done that day in the most gentle tone, and ask him how his day was with a smile.Sometimes Wesker is too busy to pay attention to these words, but now, he wants to get this answer again, but his beloved is no longer willing to say it.

Thinking of this, Wesker felt a void in his heart. He hesitated for a long time after watching the other party hang his clothes on the hanger, and finally couldn't help asking: "You...do you want to eat? I fried some steak .I didn't expect you to come back so late, so the steak is a bit cold." While speaking, Wesker picked up the plate and walked to the kitchen, "Let me help you warm it up."

But Kedori shook his head helplessly, and said: "No need, Mr. Elder, I just came back after having dinner with friends outside. I didn't expect you to stay here and not return to London. I'm so sorry." After a pause, Kedori asked with a smile, "When are you going back to London? Don't you think Elder Group has anything to deal with?"

Wesker was standing in front of the kitchen door with a plate in his hand. He stared at Kedori for a long time with complicated eyes, and then shook his head and said, "Well, I was busy for a while, and it's much better now." Tian Group's affairs are really too busy for him.

Kedori nodded indifferently: "That's it... But Mr. Elder, I think it's better for you to go back to London earlier. After all, there are still a lot of things at work. It's not good for you to waste time like this..."

Hearing the other party's concern for him, Wesker's eyes lit up: "You don't have to worry about me, I will deal with things as soon as possible here. Are you caring about me? Kedori, in fact, if you really want us to If I can spend more time with each other, I will try to come to Berlin as much as possible, so that we can have more..." spend more time together.

"You seem to be mistaken."

Kedoli's helpless voice interrupted Wesker's words, and he saw the other party smile bitterly and say: "Actually, you are here, and it really disturbs my life. I have a few friends coming to the party in a few days, and they saw You...I'm afraid it's not easy to introduce. After all, you and my sister are only in a marriage contract, and you just live here with me. My daily life is inconvenient, and my normal social interaction will also be affected. "

After a short pause, Kedoli raised the corners of his lips with a light smile, and looked at Wesker: "So, if you really want to stay in Berlin... can you go out and find a hotel?"

A jar of cold water was poured over his head, and Wesker stared blankly at Kedori for a long time before asking tremblingly, "You want me to leave?"

Kedori frowned in embarrassment: "I'm sorry, after all, it's really inconvenient for you to be here. If you don't mind, I can help you find a hotel. Now the relationship between you and me is not what it used to be. I'm not at home I don't think it's good for you to stay here, so I'll help you find a hotel so you can move there tomorrow."

"Kedori..."

The gentle and handsome man raised his head with a smile: "Huh?"

Wesker stared at the lover in front of him with complex eyes. He still had the familiar warm smile, and his gentle and calm tone. His voice was as soft as before, and his eyes were as quiet as before.However, the love that once looked at him has disappeared invisibly.

As his lover said yesterday, that love is still preserved, but it is only preserved, and it really cannot be opened again.Knowing "love" but being unable to perceive that emotion is like knowing that time is passing but not knowing why it is passing.

Love is still love, but I am so tired that I don’t know how to love, my spirit is numb and my soul is weak.

but!Why did these appear between him and Kedori? !

He can clearly feel the heartbreak of being stung by indifference and neglect, and he can also feel the grief of seeing a lover no longer gaze at him with fiery eyes, his body and soul are torn in two , The body is intact, but the soul is tortured into pieces by love.

All day today, Wesker ate all the bread in a panic, and then he didn't take a drop of water.He quickly handed over the company's affairs to his confidant on the phone, and then thought about how to win back his lover's heart.

Karen knew Kedori, and so did Wesker.

Seven years of getting along, and the close combination of body and mind, let Wesker know what kind of person Kedori is.He has a delicate mind and a gentle nature. He always remembers everyone's good points and actively forgets the bad points of each other.

On this day, the more he thought about it, the more Wesk began to reflect on how much he had hurt Kedori.Being able to make such a gentle person break down to this point of despair shows that he really hurt the other party so badly that he finally gave up completely...

No!I will never give up!

Actively ignoring the "disengagement" matter, Wesker kept thinking about what he should do to let Kedori know how passionate and sincere his love for him was.Now he really can't let go of his position of power, but other than that, he is willing to do anything for Kedori!Even if he lowered his status and quietly waited for him to come back at home, even after trying hard to make breakfast, he was ignored indifferently by the other party.

However, Wesker never imagined that his low-key and small-mindedness did not bring Kedori a little soft-heartedness.Kedori didn't care if he didn't drink a drop of water this day, nor did he care about how many blisters he was scalded by the splashed oil for frying the steak, but he focused on——

drive him away.

His heart ached as if he couldn't breathe, but his rationality over the years prevented Wesker from showing the slightest bit.He heard himself ask in a calm voice, "Will you be happy as long as I don't live in your house?"

Kedori was taken aback for a moment, and then said helplessly: "If you really want to live here, I don't mean to drive you away. But I have to be busy with the orchestra every day, so I really can't take care of you."

"You used to have time!"

"But Mr. Elder, now I don't want to squeeze out every second and every minute for you. I want to live my life leisurely and comfortably, and I don't want to count the minutes so tightly. So I really have nothing The extra time is allocated to you, and I can't take care of you, you'd better stay in a convenient hotel."

Hearing his lover say such words so calmly, the last light in Wesker's eyes was completely extinguished.

He gently placed the plate in his hand on the table, and then slowly took off the apron on his body.When his finger appeared in Kedori's field of vision, the latter asked in surprise: "Is your finger injured, Mr. Elder?"

Wesker was shocked, and then he looked up at Kedori, nodded and said: "Well, I was burned by oil a few times when I was frying steak."

Kedori frowned slightly when he heard the words, and said: "Then you have to pay attention, but I think it's only a little red now, so it's probably not a problem." When he said this, Kedori still stood where he was, There was no intention of stepping forward.

And Wesker stared at him for a long time, finally closed his eyes, and then went straight to the entrance, and only after he opened the door, he turned his head, as if trying to pretend to be calm, but still looked sadly at the people in the living room, word by word Said in one sentence: "Today, I only ate bread, and I haven't drank a drop of water. I have been thinking about how to make you understand my heart. Finally, I think that I should give you a warm home, so that You can see me and our home as soon as you come back. When I fried the steak, I got two hot blisters on my hand. It hurt at the time, but I was thinking, if you eat this steak, maybe you will You can feel how I was feeling at the time.”

"Kedori, now that I'm telling you all this, can you tell me how you feel?"

Hearing this, the handsome and handsome man sighed helplessly, and then said with a light smile: "Mr. Elder, thank you for being kind to me. I told you once that my love for you has not faded yet, but in There is an invisible film between my heart and love. I know I love you, but my heart is so numb that I can't feel that love. Put it this way... Can you understand? "

Close your eyes and block all the heat that floods up.After a long time, Wesker slowly opened his eyes, looked at Kedori with those azure eyes like sea glaciers, and asked: "You once said that you like my eyes the most, and you want to warm the indifference in my heart. Dolly, do you remember?"

Kedori shook his head slightly: "Mr. Elder, you really don't need to say it, my heart tells me 'I love you very much', but my heart also tells me that it doesn't know how to feel that Maybe that kind of love used to be sweet and joyful, maybe that kind of love used to be bitter and sad, but now, it only remains calm and indifferent.”

A long silence emerged between the two.

After waiting for a long time, Wesker slowly lowered his head, letting his hair block his eyes, and then said in a hoarse voice: "Is that so... I understand. I won't trouble you anymore , Kedori. The 'Bunir' is a gift from me to you, you don't need to give me money, and you don't need to return it to me, just treat it as...just treat it as a meeting gift from your sister's fiancé .”

"It's late, where are you going?"

Wesker didn't raise his head: "I have a place to go."

"Is it a hotel?"

"Ah."

"Then you pay attention to safety and be careful on the road."

Wesker turned and stepped out of the door. He suddenly thought: "Could you tell me your number, Kedori? Since you have completely let go, then... you will not deliberately not tell me your new number, will you?"

Hearing this, Kedoli was slightly startled, then smiled and said, "Okay, tell me your number, and I'll call you right away."

"Didn't you already memorize my number?"

"Sorry, Mr. Elder, I've been busy recently, and I don't remember your number."

"...OK, I'll write you a note."

Wesker walked into the room again, and was about to look for paper and pens. Unexpectedly, when he was holding the pen to write, he saw a slender and straight hand blocking him.Wesker looked up along that hand, only to see Kedori looking down at him, and said: "There is no need to write a special note, you can just report it to me."

Wesker's finger holding the pen froze suddenly, as if he had returned to seven years ago, when he secretly wrote his phone number on a note and stuffed it in the palm of the young Kedori.In a blink of an eye, seven years have passed.

Wesker reported his number in a calm tone, then turned around and walked out of the gate, and disappeared around the corner of the apartment with steady steps.The moment he stepped out of the gate, there was a merciless sound of closing the door behind him, as if to cut off everything, closing it resolutely.

Once behind that door, he kissed the warm lips countless times; but now, his lover will only tell him in a gentle and calm tone: "Mr. Elder, we have never dated."

After all, it was him who was at fault. Wesker Elder covered his eyes with his hands, allowing the liquid to flow out of his eyes, pass through his fingers, and wet his white shirt cuffs.

In more than 30 years, he has never cried as much as this day and night.

His lover really doesn't want him anymore.

His lover... couldn't love him anymore.