The Seeing Eye Dog

Zhang Qiming has been here many times these days, most of which were when Xiao Ren was not at home. He insisted on taking Zhang Hang home, and said that he would raise Zhang Hang even if he did not marry anymore.Zhang Hang disagreed, he was not so self-respecting as to disregard the good intentions of others and his own situation. He agreed that Zhang Qiming would continue to pay him child support, but he refused to move back. He didn't want Zhang Qiming to lose his blood in the end.

The two were at a stalemate, and Xiao Ren also heard about it. He was very surprised why Zhang Hang didn't want to go back to his father's house. It was obviously such a difficult life now, and he felt uncomfortable for him every day watching Zhang Hang touch him. Now someone Willing to take care of him, why not go back.

Zhang Hang just smiled wryly and expressed apologetically that he would find a new house as soon as possible and would not bother him anymore.

"No, no, that's not what I mean," Xiao Ren quickly waved his hand, "I actually quite like you living here, you can help me pay the rent, and Dahei is so obedient. But I think, you need someone to take care of you .”

Zhang Hang didn't explain, some things he didn't want to say outright to win people's sympathy, his life experience was related to Zhang Qiming's face, he didn't want to make things difficult for his father.

However, Zhang Hang thought a lot, but Zhang's mother obviously didn't have such thoughts.When she came to find Zhang Hang, Xiao Ren happened to be at home. He saw an old lady he didn't know knock on the door, and thought it was the aunt of the community.Because Xiao Ren is a policeman, and he is warm-hearted, the aunts in the neighborhood will come to him for help when they are in trouble.

"Aunt, what's the matter?" Xiao Ren opened the door and invited Mother Zhang in.

Facing this little policeman, Zhang's mother was still very polite, she just said in a slightly uncomfortable tone: "I'm Zhang Qiming's mother, I'm here to find Zhang Hang."

Xiao Ren hesitated for a moment. Although he was careless, because of his professional relationship, he also had a character of roughness and fineness. He could be careless in his own affairs, but he had a wild intuition when it came to some details full of information.With just this sentence, he realized that Zhang's mother used "Zhang Qiming's mother" instead of "Zhang Hang's grandma", and every time Zhang Qiming came to look for Zhang Hang, she always called him "Hanghang". An aunt called him by his first name.

To be on the safe side, he didn't immediately go to Zhang Hang who was resting in the bedroom, but asked, "Excuse me, what can I do?"

When chatting with Zhang Hang, Xiao Ren noticed that Zhang Hang respected and loved Zhang Qiming very much, and also believed that his father was good to him.But even though he didn't say it, Xiao Ren still felt that Zhang Hang avoided Zhang Qiming's parents a little bit.So Xiao Ren wanted to ask Zhang's mother what she was here for first. If the other party really came with bad intentions, it's better not to let Zhang Hang come out to see her. Such a small child is already pitiful enough.

However, Zhang Hang's hearing was very keen. Even though he was taking a nap, he heard the voice outside the door immediately. Naturally, Lu Chengye also heard the old lady's voice.When Dahei was young, Zhang Hang would take him to his grandparents' house every weekend. At that time, Zhang's mother's voice was amiable and full of love, but now, the old man's voice is as cold as when he accused Zhang Hang that day.

Seeing that Zhang Hang was going out of the room, Lu Chengye squatted in front of the door and refused to let him go out.

Dahei licked Zhang Hang's fingers several times when he tried to open the door. He couldn't laugh or cry. He squatted down and rubbed Dahei's neck, and said in a low voice, "She is my grandma. She hasn't said a single harsh word to me for so many years. No matter what. What's the purpose of her coming today, as a grandson, it's okay to be scolded by grandma, isn't it? "

Lu Chengye arched his neck with his mouth, such a sensible child, can he stop being hurt?

They all know that Zhang's mother is different from Zhang Qiming. Her feelings are very intuitive. When she is her grandson, she loves her to the bottom of her heart, and when she is not, she hates her to the bottom of her heart.She doesn't have such complicated and contradictory psychology as Zhang Qiming, she only has deep malice towards Zhang Hang.

It's not that Zhang Hang is not clear about this matter, but he still wants to walk out of the room.It's not that there is still a trace of delusion in his heart, but that he knows that he must face Zhang's mother.Regardless of blood relationship, 15 years of relationship, if he can't even take this step, shutting out his grandma, and huddled in this small house in fear of cruel words, then he The future is probably only so narrow.

It is impossible for two living people to never meet each other. Hiding today does not mean that they will not face each other in the future.Zhang Hang understands this truth, he is only 16 years old, he understands more things than many adults, and thinks more thoroughly.

Lu Chengye moved away slowly and stood firmly beside Zhang Hang, he would protect him.

After walking out of the room, Xiao Ren was talking to Zhang's mother, trying to find out her intention of coming this time. Seeing Zhang Hang going out, he immediately gave him a wink to let him go back to the room, and bowed his head in frustration for a long time. can not see!The boy's eyes were so beautiful and deep that it always made people forget that he was no longer able to see.

"Grandma." With the help of Dahei, Zhang Hang walked into the living room little by little, followed the direction of the voice, and called out.

Mother Zhang, who was talking, stiffened, turned her gaze to Zhang Hang, and looked him up and down.The child I haven't seen for half a year has grown taller and thinner, his eyes are no longer as innocent and lively as before, and there is always a hint of sadness, but it may be because he is blind that it gives people this feeling.

Mother Zhang took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in her heart, and said, "Don't call me grandma, I don't want to hear that word."

Zhang Hang had already anticipated her attitude towards him, and he was not too hurt, but said, "Then...Grandma Wang? I should always call you that."

Zhang's mother, that is, Wang Guiying, is an old man, no matter what, Zhang Hang should call her grandma, even if they are just strangers who met by chance.

"You want to rely on my family so much?" Wang Guiying couldn't suppress her anger and blurted out.

Zhang Hang's expression remained unchanged. He did not refute Wang Guiying's words. Some replies are meaningless. No matter whether it is arguing or quarreling, they cannot change other people's minds.

But Xiao Ren didn't like to hear it anymore. The old lady had a bad complexion from the moment she entered the door, and she was not very polite. He served all the hot tea, but the old lady didn't drink a sip, as if someone owed her to ask Zhang Hang to see her by name. she.

"Grandma," Xiao Ren said, "Hang Hang doesn't depend on you, he lives in my house. It's your Uncle Zhang, who always comes to look for Hang Hang. Since he came, Hang Hang can't sleep well. You Look, the eye circles are all black."

He touched under Zhang Hang's eyes, Dahei leaped over and bit Xiao Ren's finger, but he didn't use much force, just held it gently in his mouth to keep his hand from moving.

Heh heh, our home airway smells so nice, so you always have to do it.

This pattern often happens in this family, and Xiao Ren is used to it.He reluctantly pulled his fingers out of the dog's mouth and wiped his hands with a tissue.

Zhang's mother was not in the mood to care about the interaction between Xiao Ren and Dahei, she said to Zhang Hang: "Zhao Xiaolian took you away, Qiming is willing to give her money is already a great gift, and now I want to support you as a blind man, What are you talking about, you are not relying on our family? Why don't you follow Zhao Xiaolian? She is your real mother!"

Naturally, Wang Guiying was unwilling to tell the embarrassing thing about Zhang Qiming wearing a cuckold for more than ten years in front of outsider Xiao Ren, but the clever Xiao Ren could understand the meaning behind her words.What Zhang Hang had concealed for so long was eventually revealed by Zhang's mother.

That's why, when Zhang Hang was taken to the police station by Dahei that day, he said that his father might not care about him.Xiao Ren now understands why the boy's simple words at that time made him feel extremely distressed.

He is truly homeless.

Seeing Zhang's mother's current attitude, she was obviously suppressing her anger in front of him, an outsider. Zhang Hang's words were so taboo about Zhang Qiming's parents, I'm afraid something unbearable happened back then.Why is Zhang Hang unwilling to go home, because there is no destination at all, but a place where many conflicts are hidden and will eventually explode one day.

In fact, even if Zhang Hang didn't go back, these conflicts would erupt.

Zhang Hang "looked" at Wang Guiying, he didn't know how to answer grandma's question, the fact of being abandoned was too bloody, and he didn't want to mention the experience of walking out of the house alone with a suitcase that day.Zhang Hang shook his head and said, "I didn't promise Dad to go home, if you try to persuade him, he will understand."

"But you still call him dad!" Wang Guiying felt a pain in her head when she heard this word, and felt that she had been laughing at herself for the past ten years. She stood up anxiously and said, "Do you know that because of you calling him dad, he I don’t want to get married. Obviously there is a nice girl who wants to marry him now. She is an unmarried and educated girl who is willing to give birth to children for Qiming, but he doesn’t want to get married because of you, because you still call him dad!"

Zhang Hang took a deep breath and felt that his heart was trembling. He thought he was strong enough to face these accusations, but now, he found that he was actually very soft and cute.He looked at Wang Guiying with some grievances and said, "So I won't even have the right to call him dad in the future? But then he will be sad. He has raised me for more than ten years. How can I deny it for such a long time!"

With a "plop", the old lady knelt on the ground and said to Zhang Hang: "Let him go, don't call him dad anymore, let him treat him like a heartless dog, and then he can get married with all his heart, right? Count me in." I beg you, old lady!"

Zhang Hang raised his head slightly, not because he looked up at the sky 45 degrees to pretend to be melancholy, but because he didn't want to cry.

Although he was still hopeless and wanted to cry.

The author has something to say: the biggest hurt is not to slap you, but to deny your whole being, making you feel that your ten years are just a stain on others.