Years of Intoxication

Passing through the corridor, Song Juhan glanced at the messy and noisy doorway, rolled his eyes, leaned against the wall panting, and cursed something.

He Gu took off his coat and put it on his head: "I won't let them get close to you, just keep your head down and follow me."

"I'm just drinking, not being a thief." Song Juhan wanted to pull off his clothes.

"Your image is not very good when you are photographed." He Gu grabbed the skirt of his shirt to prevent him from pulling it down, and stared at Song Juhan calmly and unblinkingly, "Be obedient, I will take you out, and you will be fine in the car. "Song Juhan's image to the outside world is a half-breed gentleman with a bit of evil charm. He has always shown himself as a prince. Although this kind of drunken appearance is unique, but Song Juhan's father hates unexpected situations the most. If he is careless, Xiaosong You may lose your job.

Song Juhan didn't care much about anything in his life, but his love for music came from the depths of his soul, so even such a willful person, in order to protect his voice, was very self-disciplined. He would only drink a drink at most. Two glasses of red wine, it is rare to drink so much, and the capacity for alcohol is not very good. If he is sober, he can handle this kind of small scene by himself, but why must he protect him now.

Song Juhan looked into He Gu's eyes that were as black as ink, the kind of stability that only belonged to mature men, which gradually calmed his impetuous heart, and nodded slightly.

He Gu covered his face with the hem of his clothes, held Song Juhan's hand with his gentle hand, and wrapped his other hand around his shoulder. Surrounded by Xiao Song and the staff, He Gu walked out of the gate.

A piercing scream exploded around them.

He Gu frowned deeply, feeling as if his eardrums were going to be pierced, he had seen the madness of these little girls many times, because he had been to many concerts by Song Juhan, but this was the first time, those girls seemed to have physical bodies The frenzy was coming in his direction, he felt his body was constantly being pushed, crowded, and pulled, and he had the illusion that he would be eaten alive by these usually weak girls.

"Song Juhan, Song Juhan, I love you—ah—"

Suddenly, a black object slammed towards him. When He Gu realized that it was a device, he had no time to dodge it. He grunted and felt a pain in the corner of his brow. His right eye was suddenly bloodshot, and his vision became blurry. .

"Brother He Gu?!" Xiao Song exclaimed.

Song Juhan, who had been walking silently with his head down, paused, and wanted to take off his clothes in the next second. He Gu hugged his head with one arm, with great strength, the hand holding Song Juhan tightened suddenly, and the two held hands together. Sweating: "It's okay, we're almost in the car."

Song Juhan was annoyed: "Why, what happened to you?!"

"It's okay." He Gu's voice was very deep and steady. In the extremely noisy environment made up of screams from fans and roars from bodyguards, this voice flowed into Song Juhan's heart like a clear stream. .

Xiao Song opened the door of the nanny's car, He Gu stuffed Song Juhan in, and sat in himself.

As soon as the car door was closed, those maddening voices were immediately isolated, and the tense heartstrings of the three finally relaxed.

Song Juhan pulled off his clothes, looked at He Gu's broken eyebrows, and his face changed suddenly: "Fuck, what idiot did it!"

He Gu pulled a piece of paper to wipe, Song Juhan snatched it over, and carefully wiped off the blood along the lower edge of the wound: "Open your eyes, the blood has flowed in."

He Gu was so uncomfortable that he couldn't open his eyelashes. Song Juhan pushed his eyelids away with his fingers, and gently sucked the blood out of his eyes with a tissue. Only then did He Gu feel that his right eye regained vision.

Xiao Song started the car and wanted to drive away, Song Juhan said: "Don't drive."

Before the two of them could react, Song Juhan suddenly opened the car door, it was too late to stop it, and the crazy wave rushed towards him again, causing a splitting headache.

Song Juhan looked over the crazy fans. In such a chaotic scene, he was as calm as a bystander. Finally, his eyes locked on a reporter carrying a camera. Someone caught it."

The bodyguard hurriedly pushed the fans away.

Song Juhan combed his curly hair with his slender fingers, took a deep breath, and showed a charming smile to the fans: "I don't go home to sleep so late, what should I do if a group of little girls have wrinkles?" That gentle and caring look , seems to be the talented singer-songwriter Song Juhan who was created by countless capitals, not the one He Gu knew.

Fans let out screams that could collide with the sky.

"I drank a few glasses of wine with my broken-hearted friend today, and I'm a little drunk. You guys took my photo, keep it private, and don't send it out, okay?" His voice was gentle and hoarse, with a little lover-like Acting like a baby can make people drunk.

Those fans looked as if they were going to faint, promised again and again, and couldn't contain their excitement.

At this time, the bodyguard grabbed the reporter, and Song Juhan grabbed his equipment and looked at it. The blood on it made Song Juhan angry. He restrained the urge to beat him, and dragged the reporter to the car door by the collar. , He is very tall, close to 1.9 meters, carrying the reporter is like carrying a chicken, he pointed at He Ge, and said uncompromisingly: "You hurt him, sorry."

He Gu covered his brow that was still bleeding with paper, the paper towel was blood red, the reporter was startled, nodded and bowed quickly to apologize, He Gu didn't look at him at all, just told Song Juhan to get in the car quickly.

Song Juhan said goodbye to the fans, then got into the car, and slammed the door, Xiao Song was afraid that he would have trouble again, so he drove the car away.

Song Juhan leaned on the back of the chair and stared at He Gu: "Does it hurt?"

He Gu smiled and said, "It doesn't hurt." He thought of the way Song Juhan dragged the reporter to apologize to him just now, and his heart was as warm as the sun in midsummer. At this moment, let alone a little scratch, he would be happy even if he was lying in the hospital.

Over the years, he seldom felt that Song Juhan was interested in him, even if this person had said something to him 5 minutes ago that hurt his heart.

It's probably like this when you like someone. One word is heaven, and the other word is hell.

"Damn it, if there are not so many people, let's see how I deal with him."

He couldn't hide the smile on his face.

"What are you laughing at?" He Gu is not a person who loves to laugh. In fact, he seldom shows much expression. In Song Juhan's impression, He Gu's smiling like this seems to have been a long time ago.Not to mention...it's quite interesting.

"You were so handsome just now." He Gu's eyes fell on Song Juhan's face and refused to move away.Song Juhan, who was slightly drunk, had messy curly hair, tangled and coquettish, his eyes were slightly red, and there was a bit of decadence in his laziness and spontaneity.

Song Juhan sneered, and asked back: "When am I not handsome anymore?"

He Gu squeezed his palm: "Ju Han, thank you."

Song Juhan plucked his short bangs, looked at his freshly congealed wound, and said softly: "A man who can't protect himself is still a man."

"It's just a little scratch, you really scared me just now." If Song Juhan went crazy after getting off the car just now, I really don't know how it will end tonight, but thinking about Song Juhan's appearance just now, he was still photographed, he said worriedly : "But your photo..."

Song Juhan said nonchalantly: "Don't even think about posting the reporter's photos, the fans' photos are not a big problem, it's just a little ugly, not that serious."

Xiao Song mourned: "Brother Han, don't take it seriously, Mr. Song will definitely talk to you."

"Talk, can you still eat me?" Song Juhan yawned nonchalantly: "I won't go to the apartment anymore, take us back to the villa in Xiangshan."

"Yes."

Xiaosong sent the two of them to the villa, and treated He Gu's wound with a medical kit. The wound was not deep, and the bleeding had stopped. It was just scratched on the edge of the eyebrows, so even if there was a scar, it would not be visible.

Song Juhan was very sleepy when he got home, and after seeing why he was all right, he went upstairs to sleep.

He Gu took a shower and went upstairs.

Pushing away from the bedroom, I saw Song Juhan lying on the bed with his clothes on, already fast asleep.He went to the bathroom to get a wet towel, gently wiped Song Juhan's face and hands clean, and then undressed him.

In the middle of taking off, Song Juhan woke up, narrowed his eyes and looked at He Gu blankly, his Adam's apple was sliding up and down, but he didn't speak, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

Why couldn't help but smile.He stuffed Song Juhan into the quilt, and got into it himself.

It was still cold in the quilt, as soon as he entered, Song Juhan instinctively came towards his hot body and hugged him.

He Gu put his arm around his waist and quietly looked at his sleeping face.For He Gu, this moment is really worth a thousand gold. He just watched and watched, reluctant to close his eyes, until he couldn't resist the drowsiness and fell into a dream.

He Gu is used to getting up early all year round. Since he was a child, he has never been late for school and work unless there is an emergency.

And Song Juhan was still soundly asleep, with a small shoulder exposed under the tightly wrapped quilt, his curly hair was messily scattered on his face, his red and moist lips were slightly parted, revealing an innocence that didn't know much about the world.He Gu lowered his head and gently kissed Song Juhan's ear. He could kiss and caress Song Juhan wantonly, and even go to bed. He felt that he was much happier than most people in the world who asked for but could not love bitterly.

He turned over and got out of bed, went downstairs quietly, washed up, and started to make breakfast.

Because the villa in Xiangshan is too far away from the urban area, Song Juhan doesn't come here often, but someone will come to clean it at regular time and fill the refrigerator with fresh ingredients.He has also been here several times, in fact, he has been to several residences of Song Juhan in the capital, he has also met Song Juhan's parents, and had dinner with that gorgeous supermodel hot mom twice, saying Speaking of it, he is still a bit special, probably because he spent a long time with Song Juhan.

After the meal was ready, he took out his mobile phone. He was supposed to check the company emails at this time, but he turned on the entertainment news, wanting to see if what happened yesterday had any impact.Fortunately, there is indeed some news, but there is no official one. It is nothing more than some blurred photos taken by fans, which did not cause any splash.

Only then did he feel relieved and started working on the phone.

It wasn't until almost ten o'clock that there was some movement upstairs, and Song Juhan shouted: "Why?"

He Gu responded and went upstairs.

Song Juhan has just taken a shower, only wearing a pair of pajama pants, and is putting on a top. His naked upper body has the most muscular and beautiful muscles. He is a typical good figure that looks thin when dressed and undressed. Such a figure is very suitable for being photogenic, and In reality, it is even more picturesque.

Song Juhan grabbed his shoulder and poked the gauze wrapped around his eyebrows: "How is it?"

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore." Song Juhan didn't say anything, and almost forgot why.

"You're considered a work-related injury, what kind of reward do you want?"

He Gu put his arms around his waist and said with a smile, "Just give me a kiss."

Song Juhan bowed his head and kissed him: "This is a rare opportunity, let me ask you one last time, what reward do you want?"

Why didn't he think that he was serious, so he would not let go of such an opportunity, and said without hesitation: "Come with me for my birthday?" Birthday, but he needs a title.

"Okay, when?"

"Any day in the next month." He knew that Song Juhan was very busy, and it was impossible to pay hundreds of thousands or millions of liquidated damages to change the schedule just to celebrate his birthday with him.

Song Juhan smiled and kissed his side cheek: "I just like you, you are sensible."

Why are you laughing.The word "sensible" is usually used in elders to juniors, superiors to subordinates, males to females, and of course there is another situation where the gold master is to a bed partner. These two words made him feel uncomfortable, but he didn't show anything , just patted Song Juhan's face: "Come down and eat."

He Gu's craftsmanship is not bad, although he can only make some home-cooked dishes, and the appearance is very ordinary, but the taste is very good.Song Juhan ate two bowls of porridge, and the nausea caused by the wine and supper last night dissipated a lot.

After eating, He Gu found him two pills to hangover: "Why did you suddenly drink alcohol yesterday?"

Song Juhan gulped down the medicine along the water, and then let out a sigh of relief: "The new song has been changed more than ten times, and I finally changed it to my satisfaction. I'm in a good mood."

"Congratulations, can I hear it?"

"You ask Xiaosong for it." Song Juhan didn't know what to think of, but he grinned, the pure joy from the heart made him look a bit childish, but he was still very good-looking.

Only music can make Song Juhan show such a smile.

He Gu also laughed.The biggest benefit of liking someone is the little bit of gain in getting along.Perhaps for Song Juhan, words, deeds, and behaviors that are commonplace can conjure countless meanings and values ​​in He Gu's eyes.A smile of Song Juhan can instantly light up his life, a sentence can make him ponder over and over until it is broken and chewed thoroughly, trying to pick out a little bit of ambiguity from it, no matter whether it succeeds or not, it is enough to make him stay for a while. , I feel that life is so full and beautiful.

Those days and nights when I feel happy or sad because I think about Song Juhan, besides the pain, there is also a sweetness like masochism.

He often told himself that it is not the most painful thing to ask for nothing, but to ask for nothing.

How lucky he is to like at least one person, otherwise a person like him who lacks interest in everything should like something to make himself feel that his life in this world is not in vain.

He likes Song Juhan, but these six years have wiped out any hope that he would like Song Juhan to like him too.He no longer speculates, fantasizes, or craves anymore, and just enjoys the little bit of happiness that liking Song Juhan itself brings to him.that's enough.

During the six years, He Gu had doubted many times whether Song Juhan knew that he liked him or not.Song Juhan is very smart, with a high IQ and EQ, because he has been exposed to this bizarre circle since he was a child, and he has seen a hundred times more people and unimaginable things than ordinary people, so few things are hidden from his eyes.But He Gu thinks that he hides it quite well, and he can get too many benefits by being with Song Juhan. I am afraid that Song Juhan has stopped believing that there are people who do not seek those benefits since he was very young.Or, Song Juhan knows, but he doesn't know why he likes it, and how is it different from other men and women who come and go, after all, everyone likes Song Juhan, even if it is special, for Song Juhan, I'm afraid it doesn't make any sense either.